'How can I stand here with you, and not be moved by you.'

'How can I stand here with you, and not be moved by you.'

:: 2004 9 September :: 4.42pm

So if I am smooth...

I have 13 classes left to take until graduation.

I will end with three majors, two minors, and a concentration.

Majors:
Sociology
Human Resources Management
Lee Honors College

Minors:
General Business
Economics

Concentration:
Social Psychology (not certain if I will qualify here, still checking it out)

And I said I was taking it easy in college. Sheesh.

Edward

jedibumblebee

:: 2004 8 September :: 8.24pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Randy Travis- Forever and Ever Amen

They say time can play tricks on the memory...make people forget things they knew...But it's easy to see that it's happening to me, I've already forgotten every woman but you...
I think it is wedding season. Everyone seems to be getting married and its upsetting to me, I feel like I'm somehow inadequate or behind schedule or something.
Going to my cousin's wedding is going to suck, all my family's going to be like, "what's wrong with you? why are you married yet?" since it will officially make me an old maid.

Poo. I wanna get married. (Don't tell Paul that though).

The collection of bridal magazines next to the bed might be a tip though.

Actually, I don't think I really wanna get married for a while still. But I would like to be engaged or something, so that I don't feel like a loser.

Someone tell me that I'm not a loser. :(

2 FeyBebop | Edward

jedibumblebee

:: 2004 31 August :: 6.39pm

i love my kitten like you wouldn't believe.

For those of you who didnt know, I have two now. Slowly turning into a crazy cat lady.

Class was lame, lame, lame. Saw a lot of people I know though, and that was cool. A nice change from working the forty, but I'm not ready for homework.

Edward

jedibumblebee

:: 2004 29 August :: 7.40pm

So I can graduate at the end of this year with a soc major...
Or spend 2 years to get a soc major and a human resources major.

Any opinions?

1 Fey | Edward

jedibumblebee

:: 2004 22 August :: 12.07am

I have the internet at home now, finally.

So, what'd I miss?

3 FeyBebop | Edward

JediBumblebee

:: 2004 20 August :: 5.55pm

I had a birthday a little while ago. Thanks for remembering, friends. Bah.

4 FeyBebop | Edward

JediBumblebee

:: 2004 6 August :: 6.11pm

I can't WAIT until I have the internet in my house again.

Edward

JediBumblebee

:: 2004 2 August :: 9.51pm

So I have remotely dropped off the face of the earth....
Turns out I didnt move until last Friday instead, and I still don't have internet at the new house. I also have another kitty, she is cute. More later...

If you might be interested in the current status of my life, 269-272-3906. I'm around.

Edward

jedibumblebee

:: 2004 14 July :: 10.03am

It's the end of the line. Time to shut down the computer.

I move tomorrow morning.

Edward

JediBumblebee

:: 2004 9 July :: 6.34pm

What song...
Fits your life as it is currently the most?: The Darkness- I Believe In A Thing Called Love
Reminds you to be grateful for the little things?: Counting Crows- Accidentally in Love
Makes you wanna get up and dance?: N.E.R.D.- She Wants To Move
Makes you reach for a box of kleenex?: Train- Calling All Angels
Reminds you of something you've lost?: Berlin- The Metro
Is the one you secretly like but would NEVER admit?: Billy Dean- Thank God I'm a Country Boy
Reminds you of your crush/boyfriend/girlfriend?: Bob Dylan- Tangled Up In Blue
Is the most depressing?: Deftones- Passenger
Can put you in a horribly depressing mood?: Jeff Buckley- Lover, You Should Have Come Over
Can put you in a hyperily happy mood?: Outkast- Hey Ya
Causes your imagination to soar?: Rufus Wainwright- The Origin of Love
Makes you want things you can never have?: Tracy Lawrence- Paint Me A Birmingham
Inspires you?: Modest Mouse- Styrofoam Boots
Makes you kinda horny?: Depeche Mode- Sweetest Perfection
Is your all-time favourite?: Modest Mouse- Paper Thin Walls
Makes you calm and rather content?: Ben Kweller- Sha Sha
Has personal meaning to you?: Ben Folds- Zak and Sara

Sing a Song... brought to you by BZOINK!

Edward

JediBumblebee

:: 2004 9 July :: 5.33pm

an X if its true, an _ if its false. add one of your own at the end.

.... stars *** are things i've added. duh.

(_) I have never been drunk
(_) I never have smoked pot
(_) I never have kissed a member of the opposite sex
(_) I never have kissed a member of the same sex *on the cheek I have*
(x) I never crashed a friend's car
(x) I have never been to Japan *
(_) I never ridden in a taxi
(_) I never have had sex
(_) I never have been dumped
(_) I never shoplifted
(x) I never have been fired
(x) I have never cut myself on purpose
(_) I never have been in a fist fight
(_) I never snuck out of my parent's house
(_) I never have been arrested
(_) I never made out with a stranger
(_) I never stole anything from my job
(x) I never celebrated New Year's in Time Square
(x) I never went on a blind date
(_) I never lied to a friend
(x) I never had a crush on a teacher
(x) I never celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans
(_) I never have been to Europe
(_) I never skipped school
(_) I never slept with a co-worker..hahahah!
(x) I never have thrown up in a bar
(x) I never have purposely set myself on fire
(x) I never have eaten sushi
(x) I never have been snowboarding
(_) I never have been happy with myself
(x) I never have met a movie star
(_) I never went to a prom
(x) I never bungee jumped
(x) I never have been to a pop concert
(_) I never have dated someone for over a year
(x) I never ate a mango
(x) I never killed anyone before ...or have i...
(x) I never went sailing
(_) I have never had a job
(_) I have never told someone how much they meant to me.
(x) I never have gone sky diving
(_) I never ran outside and danced in the street naked.
(_) I have never had a lesbian/gay close friend.
(_) I have never watched C-SPAN for over an hour.
(_) I have never been out of the country
(_) I have never made out in a carwash..
(x) I have never had cum come out of my nose during a blow job
(x) I have never gone night swimming with a hot person of the opposite sex
(_) I have never eaten peanut butter.
(x) I have never seen Citizen Kane all the way through.
(_) I have never broken a bone.
(x) I have never enjoyed eating veal
(x) I have never been whale watching
(_) I have never stayed up until 10 AM listening to music
(_) I have never seen real boobies
(_) I have never been happier in my life than I am right now
(_) I've never been involved with complete jackass

1 Fey | Edward

jedibumblebee

:: 2004 5 July :: 11.08pm

My life has changed so much in just over 6 months.

I have changed so much as a person.

3 FeyBebop | Edward

jedibumblebee

:: 2004 30 June :: 9.58am

Working 45 hours a week sucks.

On a positive note, two weeks and one day!
And 4 days until my 6 months.

1 Fey | Edward

jedibumblebee

:: 2004 26 June :: 6.33pm

Does anyone know where I can get my computer fixed? Or someone who will fix it for me, and do a good job? I'll pay good money.

I need to have more RAM installed, to eliminate mad crazy pop-ups that occur on startup, and make the Sims actually work without freezing up.

Please let me know if you have any suggestions.

8 FeyBebop | Edward

jedibumblebee

:: 2004 26 June :: 4.50pm

Upon sorting out "things I don't need" in preparation for my move, I've realized that I have a shopping problem. I was extremely proud of myself for getting rid of 14 pairs of pants...until I realized that I have 26 left.

I think I may need professional help.

2 FeyBebop | Edward