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2003 12 November :: 12.31pm
:: Music: Iron and Wine- The Night Decending
The Night Descending
Black hair, the night descending
Baby never puts her trust in
Tight black tie too quick to laughter
Ain't no telling what he's after
Found a friend without religion
Riding on a stolen engine
Far too fast to pacify you
Ain't no telling what he's up to
In time, the night may soften
Trust that I'm still hoping, darling
Wooden coin, he called my daughter
No good knowing what came after
Met a man with missing fingers
Shaking hands with shaded strangers
Far too strong to pacify you
Ain't no telling what they're up to
Late night, the cock crows shortly
Morning through the open doorway
All us servants beg the master
Ain't no knowing what he's after
In a year of fallen angels
Broken hands and boys in danger
Pray the lord may pacify you
Ain't no telling what he's up to
Edward
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2003 12 November :: 12.17pm
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: Ted Leo and the Pharmacists- Six Months in a Leaky Boat
Shipwrecked love can be cruel, don't be fooled by her kind, there's a wind in my sails, will protect and prevail...
There's nothing cooler than listening to a beautiful song in a room packed full of people. It's the feeling of life disconnected.
Also cool: Sitting next to someone on the other side of a glass window.
(I'm doing both right now in the BC)
Edward
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2003 11 November :: 4.40pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Mates of State- Parachute
What I had between the things I never tried...was you reaching out for things that you could grab...I say its better because at least I know you tried...
AHHH....!
Only one more great sex show left.
When it's all said and done, I'll be happier than you'll ever know.
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Edward
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2003 10 November :: 8.11am
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Edward
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2003 5 November :: 10.26am
so i know everyone thought it was funny to joke about getting food poisoning from oakland....i woke up this morning and found that it's not so funny....
Edward
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2003 3 November :: 9.39pm
maybe i'm not designed to be a social creature.
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2003 2 November :: 11.22pm
anyone willing to dye my hair? its time to be a redhead again. i can feel it.
6 FeyBebop |
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2003 2 November :: 11.15pm
:: Mood: contemplative
i didnt go. but i'm not sure if it was chickening out or just being lazy.
i spent the daytime working my ass off, and the evening being madly in love. a full time job, let me tell you. not to say i wasn't enjoying myself. i did, muchly.
Edward
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2003 30 October :: 10.44pm
:: Mood: listless
:: Music: Eels- Mr. E's Beautiful Blues
The elephant won't forget what its like inside his cage...
i feel inspired to write something a bit longer tonite, than my normal single-sentence quips. I read other people's journals and it makes me wonder if my babblings might actually make sense to those who read them. if anyone reads them...
I saw a play tonite...really it was no good but it made me think. it was a religious play, but thats not the part that got me thinking...
there was this girl who was in a class of mine last semester, and she was in it. i didnt think she really did all that great of a job, actually she didnt seem to fit her role one bit.... but even so, and considering the play as a whole was awful, i was sitting there thinking "god, i wish i were her right now". i wish my parents hadn't told me that being a theater major was ridiculous. everyone in their right mind knows that i'm miserable in the business college, and that's why i'm working my ass off for a second major that holds some merit for me. but i really couldnt see myself happy. not like this.
great sex isn't really a theater production. yes, i enjoy doing it. yes i am glad i decided to be in it. but its like having just a taste of what theater used to be for me, and knowing i'll never get the full flavor of it again.
facing last night took a lot of strength that i didnt know i had. i guess that's what friends do for you, right? its been a long, long time.
and i'm tearing my hair out again, thats depressing. maybe i should go see a doctor...someday.....
I had something in me...i can't get it back, or get rid of it either...
to end this post with something really deep...
I could really go for some pizza right now.
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2003 29 October :: 12.18pm
I feel rather boring and uninteresting as of late.
5 FeyBebop |
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2003 24 October :: 2.26pm
| fav. feel good song: | Ben Kweller- Sha Sha | | fav. upbeat song: | Dressy Bessy- BlinkTwice | | fav. cruising song: | The Ataris- Boys of Summer | | fav. love song: | Ben Folds- The Luckiest | | fav. guilty pleasure song: | DMX- X Gonna Give It To Ya | | fav. tribute song: | ??? | | fav. song to fall asleep to: | Andrew Bird- Weather Systems | | fav. song from a musical: | Cell Block Tango- Chicago | | fav. song from a movie: | Nine Days- I Love You | | fav. disney song: | Little Mermaid- Kiss the Girl | | fav. song to dance to: | R. Kelly- Ignition | | fav. song lyric-wise: | Iron and Wine- The Night Decending |
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2003 23 October :: 11.48am
yay! kicked some serious ass on my marketing exam!
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2003 22 October :: 2.21pm
i am skipping class right now, because I decided that I dont like it.
I hope I can still pass this semester with my lack of motivation.
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2003 21 October :: 12.12am
| ::15 Random Favorites:: | | 1: | the color purple | | 2: | my blanket | | 3: | jason :) | | 4: | diet coke | | 5: | good hand lotion | | 6: | ben kweller | | 7: | kitties | | 8: | theater | | 9: | my car | | 10: | roller skating | | 11: | charlies angels | | 12: | WIDR | | 13: | my brown boots | | 14: | chapstick | | 15: | my apartment | | ::14 Favorite Foods:: | | 1: | pizza | | 2: | french fries | | 3: | doughnuts | | 4: | chicken and dumplings | | 5: | pasta | | 6: | peanut butter | | 7: | granola bars | | 8: | grilled cheese sandwiches | | 9: | belgian waffles | | 10: | diet coke | | 11: | mac and cheese | | 12: | french toast | | 13: | chicken alfredo | | 14: | beef stroganoff | | ::13 Most Watched Shows:: | | 1: | this | | 2: | is | | 3: | really | | 4: | a | | 5: | ridiculous | | 6: | question; | | 7: | i | | 8: | don't | | 9: | have | | 10: | television | | 11: | in | | 12: | my | | 13: | apartment | | ::12 Good Bands in your Opinion:: | | 1: | ben kweller | | 2: | green day | | 3: | modest mouse | | 4: | the cranberries | | 5: | the eels | | 6: | iron and wine | | 7: | grandaddy | | 8: | everclear | | 9: | deftones | | 10: | a perfect circle | | 11: | ben folds (five) | | 12: | barenaked ladies | | ::11 Memories:: | | 1: | the beach | | 2: | the beach part II | | 3: | halloween as a kitty | | 4: | not one but two cop cars | | 5: | charlies angels at rosies | | 6: | celebration on the grand | | 7: | modest mouse | | 8: | "can you see my butt?" | | 9: | my "run-in" with the cargo van | | 10: | the noctunal hamster | | 11: | lord of the rings II | | ::10 Close Friends:: | | 1: | jason | | 2: | eliz | | 3: | the whole great sex cast | | 4: | mike | | 5: | first fox gang | | 6: | kal | | 7: | katti | | 8: | kristin | | 9: | nick | | 10: | mommy | | ::09 Things you're looking forward to:: | | 1: | sleep | | 2: | the play being over | | 3: | the semester being over | | 4: | going to belgium | | 5: | graduating | | 6: | getting a masters? | | 7: | getting married | | 8: | having children | | 9: | enjoying life | | ::08 Things you wear daily:: | | 1: | underwear...well...usually... | | 2: | nail polish | | 3: | contact lenses | | 4: | hairties | | 5: | 3 earrings | | 6: | shoes of some variety | | 7: | chapstick | | 8: | clothing of some variety...well...usually... | | ::07 Things That Annoy You:: | | 1: | mcguiver | | 2: | my hair | | 3: | the play | | 4: | frat boys | | 5: | dishes in the sink | | 6: | homework | | 7: | telemarketers | | ::06 Things You Touch Everyday:: | | 1: | myself...hehehe | | 2: | water..in the shower | | 3: | my keys | | 4: | my phone | | 5: | the newspaper | | 6: | mcguiver | | ::05 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over:: | | 1: | chicago | | 2: | the new guy | | 3: | grease | | 4: | west side story | | 5: | ferris bueller | | ::04 Of Your Favorite Childhood Toys:: | | 1: | nintendo | | 2: | my vetrinarian set | | 3: | pound puppy | | 4: | roller skates | | ::03 People You Have Kissed:: | | 1: | lets | | 2: | not | | 3: | start | | ::02 Of Your Favorite Songs:: | | 1: | "The Night Decending" by Iron & Wine | | 2: | "All-Nite Diner" by Modest Mouse | | ::01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With:: | | 1: | ... |
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2003 17 October :: 12.09pm
i dont know what it is, but i feel very lost.
and anxious.
like something big is about to happen that will make everything finally make sense.
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