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2002 9 September :: 8.50am
which mr. men/little miss are you?
take the quiz & find out! :)
quiz made by
 I am Chocolate Flavoured.
I am sweet and a little bit naughty. I am one of the few clinically proven aphrodisiacs. Sometimes I can seem a little hard, but show warmth and I soon melt. What Flavour Are You?
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2002 5 September :: 2.04pm
college is...good.
classes are....classes.
the dorms are....small.
the food is....bad.
it's about what I expected.
Edward
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2002 3 September :: 6.22pm
Attention Budding Artists
Robby has inspired me to ask this of everyone...
I have just recently moved into my dorm room. The walls are a putrid shade of cream/beige and it is extremely boring.
I am looking for artwork from my friends. Robby painted me a beautiful picture which is hanging right by my desk. I am looking for more. Paint, markers, crayons, anything. Even funny photos or anything that you think would be fun to cover my walls with.
Please contact me if you would like to draw me a pretty picture! :)
Edward
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2002 1 September :: 1.06pm
Edward
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jedibumblebee
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2002 1 September :: 1.05pm
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What is my spectrum? I am red: My main color is red. This means I am goal oriented. Success is important to me. Achievment is the marker of a great life. | . |
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2002 31 August :: 9.35pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Modest Mouse- All Nite Diner
I'm just sitting down, thinking about nothing, looking at the thin air and breathing in the oxygen...
yeah...uhh...I am in the dorms right now. I have WOOHU.COM written on my bboard outside my door. I dont know yet if its working...
my roommate isnt here...i have no idea if she's even coming back. she dropped off a small pile of stuff and took off. and i havent seen her since lunchtime on friday. so thats that.
somebody call me! 269-276-1424
i am getting BORED...theres not a lot to do around here yet.
Edward
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2002 29 August :: 6.43pm
Almost all packed....have to use the family computer...mine's all dis-assembled...
You'd never believe it if you saw my living room a couple hours ago but I am able to fit the vast majority of my life into my car.
I just realized I forgot some pants. Grr.. and a shirt I like... drats. Oh well.
Of course, my dad knows that I need the Expedition to put my stuff in for tommorrow...they want me all packed up and stuff before anything I do tonite...but he doesn't bother to even come home ON TIME. But he was able to skip work all this morning for his stupid boat. Yes kids, right now I have a yacht sitting in my front yard, because he didnt have anywhere else to put it. Its so retarded.
Well anyway. Tommorrow I'm gone (I might actually be back tommorrow night, it depends) in my new home. If anyone wants to contact me...
My address:
Fox Hall Room 105
Kalamazoo, MI 49008-1025
My phone:
1-(269)-276-1424 (i think, lemme double check that)
My AIM:
JediBumblebee
And my email:
jedibumblebee@bolt.com
So keep in touch if you like.
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Edward
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2002 28 August :: 10.00pm
so i happen to run into this person who i've been aimlessly obsessed with for about 10 months now, and all he says is "Hi."
And thats all he needed to say. I'm so hooked.
Edward
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2002 27 August :: 9.35pm
Three days until I Woohu in Kalamazoo.
Still packing.
Edward
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2002 26 August :: 12.25am
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Modest Mouse- Sleepwalking
I fell in love and
I needed a roadmap
To find out where you lived
So excited now
Sleepwalking, cause I'm sleepwalking
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Edward
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2002 25 August :: 11.57pm
:: Mood: listless
:: Music: Modest Mouse- Polar Opposites
Polar opposites don't push away...I know I should go but I'll probably stay..
today nick comes up to me and giggles like a girl and says, "so....are you over me yet?" i say "aww thats so cute" and smack him.
and when i hit him and he smiled it hit me.
i thought i was so into him because he is just like me. a male carbon. which was great for about a week.
i dont like myself enough to date myself. i have traits in myself that i dont prefer in others. i like to give things i dont like to receive, i like to receive some i dont like to give. i dont always want to talk but need to be talked to. sometimes i need someone who's cheerful when i'm sad, and vice versa. i dont want to date me. sometimes it was cool because we were after the same thing and were headed in the same direction. but obviously it lost its appeal.
its so funny how life works. for those few minutes when i could still feel stinging in my hand, everything made sense.
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2002 25 August :: 11.46pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Modest Mouse- Talking Shit About A Pretty Sunset
Blanketing opinions I'll probably regret soon...I change my mind so much I can't even trust it...My mind changed me so much I can't even trust myself...
i DONT have a reason to be up anymore.
my attention has been held for three days gone. a week full. maybe i'm not crazy.
its like honey dripping from my brain. i really did feel safe for those precious hours. but all these memories are slipping because my brain can't fathom them being real anymore, not without something concrete or something to hold onto. its a fantasy versus reality fight. I dont know which side will win.
god. my head is spinning with questions. just totally reeling. what a trip these days have been.
"good feelings are positive-negative, positive-negative"
Edward
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2002 25 August :: 11.39pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: Modest Mouse- Talking Shit About A Pretty Sunset
And I claim I'm not excited about my life anymore...so I blame this town, this job, theses friends, but the truth is it's myself...
I dont start school until the third. i dont move until Friday. My mom even starts work again tommorrow.
So I will be sitting home. Alone.
No one even to talk to.
At least I'll get my packing done.
Edward
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2002 25 August :: 11.27pm
:: Mood: infuriated
:: Music: Modest Mouse- Trailor Trash
Short love with a long divorce...
he makes my stomach turn.
i'm so glad that i didnt go in the way my life was headed.
i just get sick thinking about it all.
i want to melt a small silver ring into a pill small enough to swallow. a brilliant piece of medicine that i could use against the lies.
my feelings: half bitter anger that it wont go away and half sweet relief for coming to my senses.
i hope i never see him again. he makes me sick to my stomach.
Edward
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