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skife

:: 2008 20 December :: 7.13pm

i should be shot and killed

i have womanizer by britney spears stuck in my head.

god save my soul.

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jayzulla

:: 2008 18 December :: 1.12pm

http://www.automobilemag.com/new_and_future_cars/2009/0702_2009_toyota_supra/index.html

sweet mother of god....

http://mmamania.com/2008/07/24/ufc-92-fight-card-and-rumors-from-mandalay-bay-in-las-vegas-nevada-december-27/

Wandy vs Rampage 3!!!!!!! i dont care about the title fights! this is going to be the fucking shit. whos down for bdubs?

Anybody see the g4 game of the year on xplay, and how adam sessler gets called out by kevin from aots? Makes pretty good sense though, how can fallout 3 win best rpg of the year, and fable 2 wins game of the year? i fail to see the logic.

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skife

:: 2008 18 December :: 5.53am

i think i might need glasses, i'm in chicago and can't read the letters on the HTPC from like 8-10 feet away, they are decent size too. uh oh.

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rayray

:: 2008 17 December :: 5.52pm
:: Music: Sorry - Buckcherry

Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die


I have watched him suffer through the death of a friend..
And exactly a month later, for the course of about a month I watched him suffer the pain of watching his mother suffer until she passed away.
I have seen him at his weakest moments, and his strongest moments and the moments in between when he was lost in his own body.
I have helped him mend the pieces of a broken heart that I caused.
I have fought with him over serious things, and stupid things.
I've seen the fury in his eyes and the anger eat at him like a bacteria.
I've felt the distance grow and then be wiped away.
I've felt the butterflies day after day after day for over three years.
He's helped me through my roughest moments.
Wiped away a million undeserved tears.
Helped me mourn the loss of two friends.
Brought me chocolate shakes when I'm sick.
Let me get a cat even though he's allergic.
Let me keep the cat even though she's had an accident or two in the chair.
Let me fall asleep in his arms and wake up in his arms.
Our love is thicker than molasses.

I could go on and on describing our relationship, and its imperfections but it would take me days, and I would end up over analyzing everything to the point where I was stir-crazy, so I won't.

Christmas makes me cherish the ones I love. Makes me think about what I have, what I've lost, and what I could have.

This time of year makes me emotional.
November 21st this year was 7 years since my grandpa passed away.
December 23rd this year will be 4 years since my grandma passed away.

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skife

:: 2008 16 December :: 5.57pm

best weapon in COD5 is the flame thrower :D

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kandy

:: 2008 16 December :: 4.07am
:: Mood: thoughtful

So heres my update. Its been forever and a day. I miss high school. Shit was so much different then. Things were so much easier and less complicated. I sit here now a married woman, going through high school journal entries tearing up at how much drama there was. I still miss having some of those people in my life, and for treating them the way i did. and it just doesn't matter anymore. i realize it over and over no matter how much i wish it did matter. I wish i still had some of the friends i had in high school. i just wish i had more friends that were closer to me. Sorry to anyone that reads this ... it isn't intended on being depressing... just at getting emotions out.

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skife

:: 2008 15 December :: 11.15pm

this is an update.

I'd like to actually write what I'm thinking here.
But I'm censoring it so that nobody judges anyone else.

Fair enough?

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rayray

:: 2008 15 December :: 7.43pm

Things have been pretty crazy lately, and are finally starting to calm down.
We have the house to ourselves.
Haven't lived by ourselves since August.
Im signed up for spring classes.
Hopefully the funding goes through.
I started talking to Tara a lot more latley, and it makes me miss the past.
When I lived a more adventurous life.
When nothing mattered but having fun.
I don't do spontaneous things anymore.
And I should.
I need to, but I really don't have anyone to do them with because I have distanced myself so much from everyone.
Put miles between us.
I really miss hanging out with friends.
Not that I don't love hanging out with Mike, but ya know..

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jayzulla

:: 2008 13 December :: 1.00pm

God damn you people. Woohu gives me chuckles. thank you all for a very entertaining couple of updates.

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skife

:: 2008 12 December :: 3.13am

https://www.officialobamacoin.com/

this grinds my gears.

really, he's not president yet and the quotes from people in that little animation are amazing, they are praising how amazing of a president he is.

the guy wasn't even in the senate for a whole year before he started his campaign to run for president, how great of a guy does that make him?

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skife

:: 2008 12 December :: 2.46am

As if life hasn't been good enough to me, tonight i bowled a 212, 160, and 190.

my average is 156
my new high game is 212

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skife

:: 2008 11 December :: 4.09am

whatever bad things have happened in the past all melt away when i see her smile.

and that makes me smile.

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jayzulla

:: 2008 11 December :: 12.34am
:: Music: lil wayne - walk it out (chalk it out)

Life?!?!?!?!??????????
i have tickets to see Clutch on the 31st. Be jealous. i also spent about an hour of my day today think if i would like to start wrestling again. watching the ufc got me thinking about all of that stuff again. it was so much fun and i was actually pretty sweet at it. only thing that sucks is i would definatly have to cut smoking anything wayyyyyyyyyy down, just to get back to my conditioning. i think i could make weight at 155 and that would give me a huge advantage. i just wish i knew of a league that didnt do it at highschools. i loved freestyle but im not about to start travling to high schools every weekend to wrestle.

oh, josh koscheck = pimp. got his most destructive KO in his career tonight, and he has been one of my favorite fighters since i got into UFC.

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skife

:: 2008 9 December :: 2.17pm

i just found a BSC cd, it was buried in some stuff.

hahaha, brings back highschool memories.

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box

:: 2008 9 December :: 12.21am

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..

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