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2013 4 December :: 10.00am
Day Eight
I'm grateful that Matt didn't show up. Fuck that guy. Lying sack of crap.
I'm grateful for crossfading, leading cause of me not having hangovers after feeling really messed up.
I'm grateful for all of my friends. They have been so sweet and supportive, when though I haven't always been. They make it easier to get up in the morning :)
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2013 4 December :: 5.28am
Rest in peace, Chica. We loved you with all of our hearts, where you will remain. You will be missed.
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2013 3 December :: 6.50am
Gotta clean the apartment today. I already have the sweeping mostly finished, the kitchen I did yesterday. Just need to mop and wash the bathroom and I'll be gtg. It's not a very big place, but my back already is tired and I've been cleaning for about an hour.
I need to learn patience. I think living here will help me with that.
Day Seven
I'm grateful for Chica. She has been a good dog for the past 15ish years. I can't believe it's probably over. :( it was all I could do not to cry last night, and I had to leave because I just couldn't deal with it. I'm going to really miss Chica Bica the Ant. And her little butterfly piggy tail.
I'm grateful for breasts. They are so lovely and nice, soft and pillowy, beautiful and sultry.
I'm grateful for comfy beds. They have saved my life a time or two.
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2013 2 December :: 7.37pm
Biggest pet peeve ever. DO NOT SELF DIAGNOSE YOURSELF WITH A MENTAL ILLNESS AND DO NOT TAKE ADVICE ABOUT SAID ILLNESS FROM PEOPLE WHO DO NOT SUFFER FROM IT!
Grrrr so aggravated right now.
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2013 2 December :: 10.30am
Day six
I'm grateful for being alive. I think I often wish I could stop existing, but for the most part in really glad to exist and I don't particularly care to find out the alternative.
I'm grateful for Sundays where I get to have an awesome time and listen to some awesome guitar playing!
And I am grateful for this pair of pants lasting as long as they did!
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2013 1 December :: 9.56pm
Day five
I'm grateful for intoxicants, without which I would be dead.
For sex, as it's been my greatest motivator in life so far.
And for phone that can be used as a computer!
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2013 30 November :: 9.23am
Day four
I'm grateful for my friends Samie and Lauren. They are my two best friends in the world, and I don't know how I survived without them. I'm grateful for being alone/single for the past 10 months and being able to find out things about myself. It's been very interesting. And I'm grateful that I met my neighbor yesterday and he said we could use the washer and dryer :)
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2013 29 November :: 10.28am
Day three
I'm grateful to have a career in a company I can feel good about being a part of it. I don't like my current role, but I love the company and I don't trust other companies. I'm grateful for colors. They are my favorite thing. I'm grateful for mysterious tv shows.
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2013 28 November :: 10.03am
Day two
I'm thankful for living in a state in this country where I am free to be myself. Whoever that ends up being. I'm thankful for Bjorne being such a sweet and good dog, he's the light of my life. And I'm thankful for reconnecting with my family. I feel so much more complete now that I am close with them again.
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2013 27 November :: 6.04am
Wanted a TED talks about positivity and happiness. So, calling out three things I'm grateful for over the next 21 days.
Day one:
Im grateful for kittens and their adorable antics, for puppies and their sweet faces, and for warm soft jackets because they keep me toasty and comfortable and make me feel safe.
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2013 26 November :: 2.37pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Pandora station: Modest Mouse
Got off work early today, so I decided to take this time to do my hair. So while it's processing, I'll write things... and stuff..
Firstly, I love this apartment. Our neighbor might be kinda creepy, but otherwise it's lovely. It's cute, great location, and I like my roommate too. And the puppies seem to love it too. And they get along with the kitty, which is sooo cute.
I was pretty apprehensive about moving out, but I am feeling pretty good about it now. I miss seeing Zuzu every morning and I miss hanging out with the family, but it's so close it's not really a big deal. I'm really proud of myself -- I've been keeping up on the dishes and the kitchen, so it hasn't gotten out of control. Granted, this is only week two, but things can go awry very quickly haha
I still need to organize my room and what not, but mostly it's clean. The apartment is pretty cold, but that's to be expected with the windows and skylight. I'm thinking about getting some curtains or something to help insulate in here better. And make it charming :)
I bought furniture to go inside the apartment, and it should be here around 12/17. I'm so stoked, because all the furniture we currently have hurts my back. Then we'll have our house warming party to show off how cute it is in here. I am so excited to have my own place to decorate and live in and it's mine. Living with Sus, it was always Sus's stuff, and we couldn't decorate, and things had to look his way and what not. But now, we decide on things together, and we have pretty similar tastes, so things are working out well :)
I'm going to Marlton, NJ for a week to mentor employees on No Fault. I'm really excited about it. I bought some clothing and shoes so I can look somewhat professional over there. I bought a dress from Vanity ($10!!) and I wore it all day on Saturday, and it felt good! I felt comfortable and cute and that doesn't happen. It doesn't ever happen in conjunction. It was pretty radtastic haha
Steve's birthday was a lot of fun. I met some new people, 100% of them were assholes. I enjoy fucking with people like that. And I got to flirt and flirt my little heart out with no expectations of more happening. Oh how I love nerdy guys. No pressure, and they are so adorable. I was sad that Sean didn't feel well. I was most excited to see him, but he was dying in a corner. I spent a lot of time with Steven since it was his birthday, and it was fun hanging out with Ori like olden times.
All in all, last weekend was pretty good! And this week is short! Tomorrow is Friday, and then it's Thanksgiving and I get to hang out with the family alllllll daaaaayyyyy long! And cook, and eat too much, and get drunk!
Things are looking pretty fantastic from where I'm at. Now if only I could just remember that all the time.
<3
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2013 26 November :: 6.14am
One tear filled skype session later and lets see if I can make it till my birthday without her.
As a tactile person not being able to touch the person I love has got to be the most excruciating form of slow torture ever derived. Long distance relationships are most definitely not my cup of tea but I guess I just have to continue sucking it up.
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2013 25 November :: 10.19pm
:: Mood: aggravated
I WANT TO TOUCH SOMEONE ELSE.
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2013 25 November :: 6.07am
My drive to do anything has gone out the window. I have no desire to do anything except lay in bed for days and even that sounds like to much work.
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2013 23 November :: 12.54pm
I love orgasms. I can't understand not liking them. How is that possible?
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2013 23 November :: 10.47am
I just want to feel like you still love me.
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