I'm going on a sail boat, choo choo

Me and Jess went sailing all day. It was fun, some moments were aggravating with Brandon comaplaing and spitting in our faces but lol ..I guess he can't help it.

We went bowling. Sad...I didn't break 60. haha. But then again, we were all kinda in a bad mood. Lol I droped my ball too when I was swinging back. lol and everyone was staring. Lol funny thing is I didn't care, and me and Jess just laughed like the insane freaks that we are.

Then we went out to get pizza and a movie to watch on the boat, after almost stealing a little puppy named Lucy. She was soo adoreable. I love that name. We thought she was going to jump off the boat into the water trying to reach us.

Yeah then we lol talked to some people. "yO BEE where you be?" haha the highlight of our night. Lol I love people.

Then we watched the fireworks. I love fireworks sooo much. The 4th of July is my *favorite* holiday. B/c of the fireworks. Nothing makes me as happy. Too bad it's supose to rain tomorrow. Oh-well plans should still be fun.

Yeah, so I'm half concerned, and the other half still really excited. Since you, things have been a lot better, I just really hope that they stay that way...for as long as possiable.

I love you Jess! "You are the wings beneath my feet!" haha! No , seriously. You're the best pappy anyone could ever ask for. *purrrrrrrrrr*

Good day.! fun fun <3 Jess

fun fun
I went to the Sand Lake Carnival tonight with Dan. Saw Jenna, Erika, Brandi, Steph, Stacey, I had so much fun. I'm so happy that I went. Got pulled over by the cops, not for anything though. Yeah, it was a great night. :)

Then I got home and my mom yelled at my about my journal because I guess some of my brother's friends, or friend didn't like something I had to say. Too bad huh? First of all. This is *my* journal. It's public because MY FRIENDS read it. Yes, MY friends. Not other people. You have no reason to read it, that kinda ...what's the word...stupid? Yes, that's it. I'm sorry if you don't like what I have to say. But I'm not going to hesitate to say anything I want too. And if you don't like it, too bad for you. This is *my* journal. Just to make that clear. Nothing is going to change. I don't care what offends who. This is me, my thoughts, my place to vent, my place to complain and bitch. Get over it. Espically about MY family.

Yes, so I had a perfecttttttttt night! I should have made it better, but I'm still happy :) yay!

Lah lah lah

So I got up earlie this morning and my mom took me to the doctors. I got 5 shots, which I cried the first 4, and x-rays. I spent 4 hours at a doctor's office. That's how I spend my Friday summer's. Great huh? Yeah.

Then me and my mom went shopping, and out to lunch. Then I stopped by the library and got "The Five People You Meet In Heaven." because Dan told me it was so good. I'm almost done with it too. Yay! Go me.

I'm going to the Sand Lake Carnival tonight. Fun fun!

Sometimes I'm aggravated, but I love you so much. You help me so much. I can't thank you enough. Just love you in return. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

Jess

I've loved like I should, and lived like I shoudln't.

Last night I cried watching that last eposide of Real World. How pathetic is that? I'm going to miss Cameron. She was my favorite. Her or Randy. Wow, ok shut up.

It'll be okay, things will get better. That's all I need to remember. Things could be far far worse than this. I mean, what I found out today, crushed me for actually thinking my problems were all that serious. Just pray, all we can do.

"Is she older enough to hear it?" *screams and shouts* YES I am!!! TELL ME! GRR

I'm getting my tatoo :) A little star on my hip, probably Friday. Woo, I'm exctied.

Yeah, I'm going to put an end to this before I get too caught up in this. I'm not dealing with this sort of thing again. Even though you have me convinced that this wont be that..but it will. We both know it. You're absolutley amazing, almost too good to be true, ...funny that I'm saying this seeing as how it's all I've really wanted...but right now, I just don't want it. At all. So yeah, I'm sorry. I really am. You're great, but not for me. Not now.

I got a new stereo ! woo go me! It's really cool. I like it. heh anyway...I'm a dork

Today was the first day I've been awake at the same time as I use to get up for school, and I got to drive around, fun stuff. I blared Big and Rich. I can't wait till I can do it alone.

I really don't want to think what things are going to be like with all of us, ..together. I hate you, you hate me, she hates her, he hates him, but they get along, and she gets along with him, but not her. *sigh* It's going to be a great load of fun.

<3 Jess <3