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2007 31 May :: 9.50pm
soooo
right now
i know i'm slacking. but i will begin soon so i dont feel all that bad about it.
roman had this incredibly exciting, completely romantic big suprise all planned. I LOVE suprises. (for the most part) but he cannot keep secrets/suprises/exciting news from me SO he spilled the beans and told me about it. but i stopped him before he told me the details. i am so excited about this though. it is going to be so awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel like going to sleep right now. i probably should. it'd be good for me. i have to get up at like 7 tomorrow anyway. i have to work at 8.30. i am getting a lot of hours at work. good but tiring. 9 hour days are not so fun. so anyway. i should go to bed. but i'm not going to . i have to wait for roman of course. i hate that he works so late. ugh.
i have been scrapbooking again for the first time since i've lived in the apartment. wow. but i love scrapbooking. and roman is finally putting back to gether the collage i made for him that broke and i cried when he didn't put it back together!! that is nice.
i really like the girls i work with. i am so sad that one is leaving. she is SO funny. i love when people are witty funny. i wish i could be more witty funny. so anyway the girl who is super nice and super funny is leaving and i am incredibly sad.
i seriously love my cats. i feel like a crazy cat lady. but i duno. i just love them so much. i am happy to see them when i get home and sad to leave them when i go. is that messed up?
i hate sarah jessica parker. she is so effing ugly. and annoying.
and god i hate sex and the city.
why is there nothing on my basic cable.
so there is this adorable boy tyler who always gets picked up last at the daycare. and when all the other kids go home and he's the only one left we say "it's just me and you". it's so cute. and then we read books or play the computer together. he can be really naughty but when it's just me and him he is so sweet and adorable. today when the last other kid left I said "What do we say Tyler?" and he said "You say it." and I said "No,you" and so he says "It's just me and you!" and then he said "When I leave then you say ' it's just me!' ". I thought that was so cute.
okay sorry. i seriously talk about the daycare kids like they are my own. but hey, they are part of my life.
btw. i am obsessed with Anchorman. the movie. yeah i know it's like a year later than everyone else on the planet but me and roman like just realized that we love that movie. we quote it like so much it makes me sick.
wonderful Bush, just wonderful. Why don't we all just stay in Iraq until everyone is dead. You are so stupid. I see the reason you don't want to plan the dates for withdrawaling but ughghghghgh. i duno.
yeah so..
that's it. bye
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2007 29 April :: 12.48pm
:: Mood: distressed
Why is it that when everything feels like it's falling apart, we put on a smile and walk away?
The center cannot hold. Exams this week. I haven't studied yet. I will. I'll get to it. I feel like I'm in a Hemingway novel. Or Faulkner. Dewey Dell.
Will the circle be unbroken...
I'm ready to go home, but I feel like I'm sentencing myself to prison. It feels like a loss of freedom. But maybe I don't deserve freedom. Maybe I've never had it, just the illusion of it. Maybe.
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2007 26 April :: 7.10pm
YEAH BITCH. i just got all a's this semester. hahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahaha yay
a fricken A in med terms which is a class that lots of people fail. that makes me so happy yay!
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2007 25 April :: 9.24pm
So here's the deal. i have decided to lose weight. i would really like to lose 30 pounds but i dont know if that is a realistic goal.
i have 3 months to lose weight. how much is a reasonable amount to want to lose in 3 months?
i dont know so help me out all you in shape people!
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2007 25 April :: 8.53pm
I need to do something with my life. like... before i begin a regular life with a family and career i want to do something exciting.
i need something interesting .
why does the singer from rascal flats have to be so ugly. i never knew what he looked like and i used to picture him as handsome a man as his voice is good. but he's like utterly hideous. but god i love his voice.
i did so well on my final today. i'm pretty sure i got at least a 90% which means my final grade in that class with be 96% which means that is another A. i have all A's so far and two more grades need to be submitted but i'm pretty sure i will end up with all a's this semester which is pretty awesome.
next year after my summer classes end, i will have one more class until i can actually graduate and be a medical assistant. cooley cool cool huh.
but then what.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i wanna get married.
Roman, i love you.
speaking of whom. he is home. g'day
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2007 24 April :: 10.48pm
I finally did it.
I went to the gym.
and it felt FABULOUS!
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2007 24 April :: 3.41pm
i'm sitting in the computer lab trying to finish my journal/critical analysis for my modern american literature class. it's horrible. my brain is being so stupid. i'm getting distracted easily, and i'm having problems comprehending the questions i'm suppose to use as prompts. i'm not stupid! writing these are so painful and tedious. i've gotten six done, and i only have two more to go, but they're on two novels, the sun also rises, and as i lay dying. stupid. i don't mind doing them, but i'm having so many problems concentrating! it's so frustrating!
that's all i wanted to rant about.
good afternoon.
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2007 24 April :: 12.37pm
we've lived in this apartment for 9 months. that is weird. that's like, almost a year. also that is a lot of money spent.
when it comes to school work and trying to lose weight i feel like i am on this ride that never ends and i just want a break so that i can get my life in order. but i will never get that break. i envy kids that go to school all school year long and dont have to do anything but worry about school and live their lives. i fucking envy you kids. but then again, i feel like i'm way ahead of those people because i can handle being on my own.
so fuck yall.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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2007 24 April :: 12.36pm
i dont want to go to work.
i dont want to go to work.
i don't want to go to work.
i do not want to go to work
i have no desire to go to workkkk.
fuck work.
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2007 23 April :: 8.00pm
:: Mood: amused
I think Patrick, my fish, is addicted to eating. He just ate twelve Beta pellets in two hours. He eats three in a normal day.
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2007 22 April :: 6.11pm
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This was a long weekend. I went to the School of Music formal last night. It was really fun, but the room was super hot from all the people dancing.
Moved the room around today because of "Residence Life Order Day."
Basically had to put the desks and beds back in the same places they were at the beginning of the year. It was really gross. The bottoms of my feet were black from all the dirt on our floors that were under the rug and the beds. I sneezed a lot too.
In other news, during the ten minute walk from the parking lot to the dorms I got a pretty good sunburn.
It is summer.
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2007 21 April :: 3.36pm
sometimes all it would take is to see the slightest difference... But as is life I suppose.
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2007 18 April :: 9.31pm
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
nobody loves me.
also god damn i need to lose like 50 pounds or i'm chopping half my body off.
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