E m O hugs
through teh wind i whisper your name
into teh snow i call your name
and ill wait for teh day that you love me
hang up teh fone, just want you to call right back
how can i get enough of this
i dont know what has come over me
something i just cant explain
far across across teh empty sky
i will ride these endless clouds of white
and there all the imperfect will become perfect
just teh way they are
but how can these stars they shine liek theyve never
been shining before
i see them brand new and calling
i see you alone and wanting
and my heart returns its call
wont you hold me in teh darkness
wont you love me dont know where ur heart is
just wish that someday youll find a way
whisper into these empty skies
my last call for sanity
tell me all i have to give
maybe ill get you to love me?
tell me what it is when u say all teh right words
tell me why u know just what to say
with just one look into your blue eyes
i lose myself that way
no matter all that i sing
or anything that i could ever say
it could never tell you how much you mean to me
you might say i dont understand
dont knwo what its like to have you by my side
you might tell me that i dont know all about love
maybe your right, but i know what i feel everynight
and it just happens that i love the way you make me smile
tranquil kisses, soft embraces
the love is all around
its in teh air and its in your heart
beauty so profound
what is it that keeps me wanting
what is this diseas thats come over me
am i binded and tainted
and bleeding for all to see
these stars hold no comfort tonight
if your arms arent wrapped around me
and these hands are so empty
when not entwined with mine u see
so tangle me with words
tell me all that it is you heard
just wrap me up inside your sheets tonight
tell me, tell me, tell me what it is you see
and love me, oh love me tonight

-Emily's journal....thanks emmyboo! miss u!

Echo.
close my eyes let the whole thing pass me by
there is no time to waste asking why
id run away with you by my side
id run away with you...
by my side...-Trapt-



What the hell is wrong with me? Honestly...
I have NEVER been jealous of someone before and its so bad. I love this person, but im jealous. I wish I could change everything thats happened between us since the day we met. I wish I could go back in time and change the WAY we met. I love you more than you know....and I always will.


Stephie baby- I LOVE YOU! you are amazing, thanks for always being there for me, thats what best friends are for...I owe ya one! xox

Kay- story times cheer me up, and you make me laugh evennnn harder i love youuu! xox

Jessa and Sam- thanks. I love you girls. xox


Samantha (Mell!!!)- Thanks for being there, letting me tell you everything. Thanks for listening and being someone I can ALWAYS trust. I love you so much. always here for you.

Girls- you are my saviors. thanks for EVERYTHING. i love you.


someday somehow
gonna make it alright,
but not right now....

great day

great day with the boyfriend and his family.

michelle entertained me very much...haha shes wicked weird but wicked cool...I dont know why I ever "hated" her...I guess...I dunno. Hayett's cool too.


Adam Baby- Love you more than life itself. Forever and Always You and Me. Ill miss you so much this summer. Write everyday. I love you. xoxo *3.5.03 and forever after*


good mood. inspiring...keep it up yo "Amy"

sickk again
my dad thinks I have mono again...

Ive been sick all week, head, stomache, everything. Last night- a friday night... I feel asleep at 7:30 and slept for 13 hours woke up at 830 and did nothing all day but sit through one of my sisters soccer tournament games, and then I went to get some books for summer reading stuff...Hot Zone-UGH! anyways, I got the 5th gossip girl! yay! no im not a book nerd..i just read chick books..trashy stuff! hahaha anyways...
if i have mono again someone please kill me cause camp is one month from tomorrow and I better be there on opening day....
Happy Birthday MARCY!
Happy Birthday Tomorrow SMERLS!
i love camp pembroke.

seems like Ive been sick all year:: November with mono and since then ive been off and on sicknesses... :o/