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2003 18 July :: 3.57 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Charlies Angels 2 Soundtrack
AHHH just got a letter from Joanna. Her visiting day is TOMORROW!!! She's gonna call me, I am soooo excited...I pray to God that I do not miss her call. I miss her and my other gal pals so much it is insane. I can't wait til we meet again.
I saw Charlies Angels 2 the other nite with Brig. It was really good. Some people hated it. I thought it was hot.
And only another week til i see my cousins and go to SARATOGA. And only another DAY til I get to speak to one of my bestest friends ever who I havent seen in--it seems like forever.
Very anxious and excited
More Later
Gabrielle
GRRR People Magazine did not come today. That makes me angry...
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2003 15 July :: 6.59 pm
:: Mood: chipper
Last one I promise!!!
Have I mentioned that I miss my friends terribly...This "break" is no longer fun....I'm seriously dying....AHHH!!! Screw camp come home already! I miss you.
In spirit we are all together...
To the ones that know what I am talking about...DONT FORGET YOUR ROOTS!!!
I love you all
hehe i know i promised but this time its byebye for good
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2003 15 July :: 6.49 pm
:: Mood: exanimate
Love that word! (see mood)
Ahh sorry one more (2 more) things before I go (promise it wont be as long as the last)
Just got news that my father bought a three seat jet ski for Saratoga!!! YES YES YES! okay okay breathe
Between my busy summer I havent failed to watch an abundance of tv here is the list for any seekers of good TV, post if u wanna know stations, times etc...:
For love or Money/2-Im sorry its just so funny
Road Rules--Great season..Donell u suck!
Surf Girls--Groovy show
Last Comic Standing--They started being mean to the chinese guy! grrr, perhaps Ill have to boycott
Real World--ok season...cant stand the hick
Fame--doesnt measure up to AI but good fun
And I plan on watching Queer Eye For The Straight Guy tonite (hahah gonna be hilarious) and The Restaraunt on Sunday (Will give me a good insight into my hospitality dreams) Fear Factor and Dog Eat Dog are pretty nice too. As you can see reality shows are my weaknesses...c'mon gimme a break there are no sit-coms in the summer!!!
I also am trying to sneak in some Sex and The City for my beloved Joanna at camp with no TV but my mom is hard to work around.
This time for real byebye
xoxogabrielle
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2003 15 July :: 6.24 pm
:: Mood: accomplished
My Summer (mostly reading)
Well let me just start off by saying, besides the fact that it has been fabulous, it has also been extremely productive.
Ever since my fight with the parentals I have been productive to the point where I think I'm gonna be sick. lol, not that bad but bad. I do A CRAP LOAD of chores.
I finished both, read em' BOTH summer reading books (okay, so I picked the two shortest ones but hey...I'm done. Are you? My point exactly :) They were two of the most incredible life-changing books I have ever read. I honestly never thought a book could move me that much. Usually when I pick up a book I have to read, I ache when I have to read. But this time I seriously ached when I wasn't reading them. Tuesdays with Morrie was so sweet. I'm a sucker for cute little "viejitos" (as my family calls them) so you can imagine how I was with this book. It was so sad, but happy. I cried "lightly" at the end. I was at the beach it was so embarassing. I finished it in about 3 days (please no comments about how you read it in 10 minutes... I don't give a shit)
I didn't think I could be more touched until I started reading my second book, A Chid Called It. This one I could hardly put down, but I fell alseep and finished it in 2 nights (again, no comments please) Oh my God, I was bawling (not a light bawl but like hyperventilating lol) by the end of the first chapter. It really gives you a priority and reality check. It made me sick to my stomach that someone would treat their own son like that. I was so disturbed and emotionally "active" by it. It was so amazing. Both were true stories which makes it 100 X worse. If you haven't read them DO IT! Don't waste your time reading 1000 page books. Though they were easy, I can honestly say they changed the way I look at the world. And for ME to say that...The anti-book person, the reading is devil believer, is obviously a big deal. Along with these awesome books contributing to my summer I've been doing some other things
...lol you never would have imagined I left my room with all the ushing and gushing I made about reading. lol anyway....
I went to Miami last week for 5 days. fun fun fun!!! This week and next week I am babysitting (UGH...Just think about the cash Gabi just think about the cash) And taking tennis lessons (just 4 days, one hour)
Then I am off to Saratoga. After Miami this is my favorite place to go (excluding somewhere like Fiji or Hawaii or Paris...but you know what I mean) We mainly go for my pop's horses (racing ones...Everyone better go see Seabiscuit! lol) So that is a blast. Going to the track all dressed up makes me feel like I'm from the 1900's lol. It's so awesome, esp. when we win hehehe. It's also a great town. The town itself is really cool. There's really good food and places to go. And dadadada...There's a drive-in movie theatre. Those of you lucky enough to have gone to Saratoga with me know how awesome that is lol. I also go jet-skiing which is soooooo great. Plus our town-house complex has a pool so that is always fun :) But we're looking to buy a house. And the first weekend that we go my 2 cousins are coming from Miami to stay with us!! I am sooo excited. They totally rock. I look up to my cousins so much. Too bad the third can't come :( SO that is something to look forward to.
After Saratoga I go to bball camp (only for 3 days cos then I am going to MIAMI!) lol again for 10 days...My cousin I havent seen forever will be there so we have to go! Then home then SOCCER!!! YAY not.
OKAY holy crap I have written a lot I must be so bored lol.
Non stop lovin*Aci
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2003 9 July :: 2.39 pm
:: Mood: exanimate
:: Music: My bickering Grandparents hehehe...
PHEWOWOWOW! I dont know what exanimate means but it means whatever mood im in right now...Im so happy...Im in my favorite place Miami, Florida...Its just so beautiful here at my aunts house and family is the best ever...My summer has been going great...good vacation and ive even been productive. I finished one summer reading book already :) something i never thought id do.
i miss everyone but its kinda nice! i better get some letters when i get home...(BTW...I lost Erica and Laurens camp address if anyone knows it email me please...thanks a bunch)
I get back this friday...then we come back in august :) just cant get enough!!! I have tennis lessons/babysitting for the next 2 weeks...then Saratoga!!! then bball camp then Miami** then SOCCER whoopeee!!!
UGH I cant believe i got talked into playing...My parents and i had this HUGE ENORMOUS MOMBO JOMBO FIGHT, not just about being like out too late or wanting something materialistic... it was really bad...it was very disturbing so this (soccer) is one of the many outcomes of the fight. The outcome turned out to be much better than i thought during the actually fiasco...as much as i cant stand my parents a lot of the time i know they know whats good for me and what happened will really be good for me for one thing its helped me as a person... ...
I feel like this summer has helped me to see who i am, since im not constantly under the influence of my friends, im just myself which is nice because I know what I have to improve and i feel like this summer will really help me grow on the inside to be a better person...theres so many things that need to be changed...well not SO many but a few...and i have also seen my good qualities and i will try to enforce those...i know this is all cheesy but its true...im having an inside makeover! It feels really good to metaphorically be "cleaning out my closet" of all this crap ive kept inside and used it negatively to hurt people.
not to mention that ive grown like an inch and a half already, ( plus a major tan...its sweltering down here :) Anyway:
im taller than my aunt, a tiny bit taller than my (23 year old) cousin, and just as tall as my grandparents hehe! Movin on up!!! :)
Well to those reading this have an AWESOME rest of summer...dont worry about report cards!!! (Mine stayed exactly the same as last quarter :) ENJOY THE SUN!!! BE HAPPY DONT WORRY...
Non*Stop Lovin from
GaBriellitA..
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2003 27 June :: 6.56 pm
:: Mood: peaceful
:: Music: Breathe...Blu Cantrell
I AM SO SAD RIGHT NOW!!! EVERYONE IS LEAVNG ME...MY SK LEFT YESTERDAY TO KENNYBROOK! IM GONNA DIE...AND STACEY TOMORROW AND KATE SUNDAY WAAAAAAAAAAAA
But im still really excited for summer :) today i went swimming with my 5 - sk who is in CAMP...at stacey's club...
Tonite is my dads birthday...dinner out...I know everyones GONE and no one can READ this..but i still wanna write...
but im really tired so more later
XoXoXo***STOP GOING TO CAMP EVERYONE ITS SO SAD>>>!!!
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2003 23 June :: 4.40 pm
:: Mood: melancholy
:: Music: Jewel~Intuition..She is too cute lol SK
It's been a couple days and I have absolutely no idea where I left off last...Oh yeah...Saturday...
So I played murderor with my 5 minus 1...SK is in Disney World...
Yesterday I hung out and had a BBQ w/ neighbors..It was yummy, my dad is such a good cook! :)
Then I watched the Yankee Game...HAHA suck that Met's fans...It's truly a hopeless cause...The Mets will never beat the Yanks...They are the ultimate best...So you might as well stop hoping and switch over to the light side...hehe I think im going Sunday for the mets/yanks at Yankee stadium...I am soooo excited!
My mom is okay for now, I think everything with us is a little less tense. I really like it this way!
Today I went to Scotts pool party...Me, Hilary, Elise, Stacey, and Kate were the only girls there...It was really fun though actually..I had a really good time...It really started to feel like summer...Pools, warm weather FINALLY...Then I came home, showered, put in this John Freida Highlight stuff and sat out.
Tonight I'm gonna do something with my gurls I think..I need to spend as much time as possible with them...I'm gonna miss them so incredibly much...
But I am so freakin excited about summer....Nothing on this planet makes me happier at the moment than the fact that i DONT have to go to school tomorrow, next day, next etc...I just can't stand summer reading ugh
BTW...Thursday night my parents were giving me a " surprise " we went to Cirque Du Soleil...It was sooooo cool and soooo fun..I can't believe I forgot to include that in my last post!
Well I gotta go play text twist, or watch TV, or lay outside or do WHATEVER THE HELL I WANT COS ITS SUMMER!!! YAYAYAYAYAY!!
Please write me...u know the address!!! I will miss you all madly !
I LOVE EVERYONE AND THE WORLD...HAVE AN AWESOME KICK-ASS SUMMER!!! YOU DESERVE IT!
*Peace*
FoReVeR & aLwAys
Gabriella
Gabs
Homie G
SK
MyMami
Taco
Smurf
DT Lover (baisers)
Goobs
Aci
Fellow IHH member
Gabi
or whatever you may call me...MUCH LOVE!
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2003 21 June :: 12.24 pm
:: Mood: quixotic
:: Music: Z100...
Hey!!!
I really don't know what quixotic means, but it sounds cool...I hope it doesn't mean like high or anything...In plain language I'm pretty happy :)
So last night was Aarons party...It was sad...I had fun with my SK me-owww lol..Then I went to Gersh's til like mid...haha it was really funny...
My Mother is driving me CRAZY...AHHH, I need to relax because I seriously might hurt her...and vice-versa...Oh well...I'll live, and don't worry I'm not one of these people who are like "fuck my mom, she deserves to die, I want to poison her...OK let me go get high/drunk." I really am not like that...I think that's awful that someone can talk about their mom like that...But that doesn't take away from the fact that she makes me go insane.
AHHH...that annoying UH-OH never leave, song just turned on...Kate where are you???
Anway..Im not sure what Im doing today, mall, helping SK pack for FL...stay tuned
UGH WTF IS WITH THE WEATHER??? I think I've just about had it...this is ridiculous...where are u sun??? Where are huding??? ughhhhhh
More Later
*Peace&Love*
Forever^Aci~
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2003 18 June :: 10.46 pm
:: Mood: relieved
phew
I really feel like an idiot...I sound like such a bitch in my last post and I am so sorry for it...I shouldnt have used this dumb thing as an outlet to get back at someone and it was really stupid of me...So no one feel sorry for me or look more poorly on someone else on my account...everythings cool now and im so glad it worked out ... I <3 You!!!
Today I went to Brigs and watched the Hot Chick...it was really funny, and then we went online and hung out--it was lotsa fun..too bad no swimming......lyl BS
Tonight I went to Elise's for like an hour .. it was fun as usual even though short.
So summer is back to fun in the (non-existent) sun ... Im so happy this worked out and that i decided to make that call to fix it...it was like a pit in my stomach til we talked it out..and now im happy but so sad that we all hav to part next week * sniff sniff...........Hopefully ill see a bunch of ppl friday night at aarons bye bye party to say our final good-byes before camp and summer fun...More later!
Goodnight Dolls...Peace and Love Forever*GMA
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2003 18 June :: 12.03 pm
:: Mood: discontent
UGH...I hate this. 1 minute i can be in the best spot with my friends...I love them all and we're having so much fun... ... A few hours later they become insensitve and even obnoxious. Thats what happened to me yesterday. I got into a mini online fight/argument with a good friend (and she just happened to be with 2 of my other good friends so im sure right now theyre talking shit about me which is great) and she really really upset me. I was in tears. It was just the fact that she was being a big hypocrite and seemed like she was making up excuses not to want to hang out with me (us)...Which is pretty funny considering in previous days everyone including herself is like "We have to hang out every day til camp." UGH it was so frustrating cos I feel like such an idiot writing all that "my friends are amazing and they make me high" shit in my last post and now having this to deal with.
This also helped me realize a few things. Finally seeing this person in a bad light helped me to recognize some better traits in my other friends. It was sort of a reality check. I know we'll settle this, at least i really hope we do, cos i wanna see her before camp...but honestly i dont know if she even gives 2 craps...and if that is the case, then i guess that helps me realize not just a little but A LOT. But if she does care, which i really hope she does cos I do <3 her, then I guess its okay. But this still revealed a lot to me about her, and for that matter about the other 2 friends that were there with her, since they obviously were helping her and pushing her along...but im still not sure if 1 of the girls was there yet. Oh well, last night i was really messed up and crying, because I guess it came as a total shock, but today I'm ok. And if she wants to fix this then I know how Im gonna react.
More on these developments later...
Its such a crappy day I dont even feel like changing ughhhhhhhhh i guess this day goes along with my mood....hopefully tomorrow will be a little more sunny...
~Forever&Always~
gabi
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2003 17 June :: 7.19 pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: Dream On-Aerosmith
What a wonderful day...
OMG today was sooo much fun...It felt so amazingly good to be free from school and parents and everything. So heres what I did:
Me and my 4 (KP,EG,SZ,JB) went to the city together. (by ourselves thank God) We went to Time Square, The Wax Museum, and we walked around and went shopping, and then we got into a fight with some bitchy girls with ugly fingers lol...It was awesome. I was so happy that it wasn't a Saturday or Sunday and we had to worry about school...We were free and it was a blast. We had so much fun we're probably gonna do something tonight. I can't describe how much I love them. When they drive me crazy, sometimes I want to hurt them, but when we have our good times its so unbelievable and uplifting...I know i sound like im talking about getting high...but its true they are like a natural high, the same goes for ALL of my friends...Friends are the best medicine and I love you all madly and would die without each one of you and your different personalities. So thank you for being you...You totally rock my sox off my feet.
Yesterday was really another example. Briggys house swimming with a bunch of people was so much fun!
So thank you to my friends...I love you all this post is dedicated to you.
I will write more later..Im just so happy right now.......HAPPY SUMMER EVERYONE!!! WERE FREEEEEE!
Forever and Always *ACI
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2003 16 June :: 10.28 am
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Christina Aguilera
IT'S OVER!!!
AHHHH!!!! OMGOMGOMG...I am sooo excited right now, im sure everyone is...SCHOOL IS TOTALLY COMPLETELY FINISHED...Last final was today (spanish easy) and im free...no more waking up early, no more teachers, no more schoolwork, no more obnoxious people, no more cold weather, no more no more no more (at least for 3 months) I cannot wait for my summer to kick off...But Im gonna spend the next week or 2 chillin at home with all my gurlies who are leaving for camp :( im gunna miss them so much...and i cant wait to spend some time with my non campers yayaya!
This is my summer in a nutshell: July : 4 day tennis camp, working at church, and a few city trips and stuff like that. Plus hanging out with the non campers....August is my real vacation: Saratoga, and Miami for my 14th! And there's a lot of little things going on between then. Theres some great movies coming out so im sure I'll see a lot of those! I am so excited, the only thing im not looking forward to is summer reading. BLAGH!
OK before I go on...Did anyone elses power go out on Friday? I know my whole streets did...It was not fun I was in the shower at midnight and it went out...VERY SCARY!
Everyone is doing an end of the year reflections so I might as well just go along with it...I can't decide if this year was good or bad. I cant decide if it was long or short. But I think parts of it were good. And parts were bad...Friendships were generally really good... Some people and I drifted somewhat but I think i still managed to hold on to them...I guess it just happened. A lot of my friendships got better, and i made a lot of new friends which hopefully can get stronger next year. Now here I go:
To my 5 (well 4 i guess) u guys are so awesome...I never feel the slightest bit of awkward around you and you always make me laugh, whether its directly or watching 2 of u fight like crazy. We're so honest with each other and even if we get mad and sick of each other, its hard to not be together. I never thought we would get so close but it did, and this year def. would not have been as fun without that change. We have so many memories. Briggy-what a great 2 years..u are sooo mcuh fun my original AI buddy...SOUTH BEACH was so awesome...You are an amazing friend and you make me laugh like no one else...I know we had some bumps toward the end but i know it doesnt matter cos we'll be bff..ill miss u so much over the summer (NOT!! I promise to come swim lol) EK&LK u guys are sooo sweet ILYSM and all the times we spent together were awesome and hilarious...DL&HD&SG Im so happy we are friends...You guys are so great!...my original greenvillian pals u all are so cool in ure different ways..lotsa fun this year!ily!! Emily, Ryan, Bibi- im glad we became bettr friends this year ilusm! Michelle-what a year! What can I say? You crack me up...You're the best i luv u! Meri-2much2say..always friends! i promise to come save u! Everyone else u kno who u r...I luv u all so much and i will miss you madly...stay sweet.
WHOA...That was a lot for me...Im gonna go take a breakkkkk!! hahaha nothing to study for and no hw this feels so good...Weather please prevail, please be nice...i really really really have been trying to be patient but im getting a little angry now hehe well tata for now Love forever and always*aci
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2003 15 June :: 7.34 pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Just Missed the Train--Kelly C
Stuff
Hey! Sorry its been a couple days...I was out in Westhampton at my Grandpas house. It was me mom dad aunt uncle uncle uncles friends and gramps. It was really fun. I went kayacking and swimming and boating and played tennis. And i got my first sunburn of the season yayaya!
It was really nice to be there since my Grandpa is really sick. We wanna spend as much time with him as possible. So you would think how unsettling it was when i woke up this morning to the police. I was so scared, Thank God he ( my grandpa ) only dislocated his shoulder and then they were going into the car to the hospital and it popped right back in so he stayed home!
Anyway, Final tomorrow ugh suck not studying...So excited for end of school...you have no idea.
So this woohu thing is going nuts...so many ppl have one now its really cool...and that stupid anonymous person leaving random mean posts needs to die lol danielle and everyone else who got one.
I am so unbelievably tired u have no idea...the police woke us up at like 7......muy muy muy muy temprano para el weekend (ha im trying to practice for spanish) ill prolly go take a shower and go to bed! Ill write more in-depth tomorrow
Love*Forever and Always*
Aci
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2003 12 June :: 5.54 pm
:: Mood: grateful
So Final # 3 today...English, it was soooo easy, and pointless, but then again it was kind of relieving at the same time.
So then afterward I saw Bruce Almighty with some ppl and then they came over and we played sardines. Im so tired from running around!
I cant believe in just a couple weeks everyone will be gone for camp :( but then again Im also kind of excited about that cos im getting a little sick of some people (some im not though, so its really sad)
I have so freakin much to look forward too...SUMMER!!! But something is preventing me from being 100% happy..I dont know what it is...im going through everything and trying to figure it out...Its like this little hole inside of me and it wont tell me what it is or how to fix it...I just have to think about it
and when I do i feel so happy cos i realize how much i have that other people dont (not just ppl in our grade but all over the world, I know its a cliche but seriously come on)
so thats why my mood is grateful, I have so much to be happy about right now im just gonna take that and accept it..I cant stand when people in this school complain about life so much and all their "problems" shut up alreay... some even talk about killing themselves and crap like that...I just wanna shake them and be like "Shut the hell up u attention needers..u have so fccin much and your so greedy and ungrateful" thats seriously how it is here..no ones happy with what they got and theyre so blind to see that they have stuff people dream about and will never have in their lifetime. People are really selfish and I hate that
Ok i just really needed to get that out...Im gonna go take a shower and eat dinner <--(something else i should be grateful for) Im really tired so ill prolly just end up watchng some TV and goin to bed..i also have study blah ................................... Peace and Love *GMA
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2003 11 June :: 5.58 pm
:: Mood: groggy
Braces
So guess what I found out today? I might need to get braces whoopy! Ive set my life on the fact that I was one of lucky ones who never needed braces. That is not the case anymore. Its not really crucial or extremely important, its just that i have an overbite (which i never noticed before) and a weird bite or something like that. I was really disturbed when I found out, so my mom was like "u know its really not worth it if its gonna make you this miserable. i wouldnt bother with it if you really dont want it. you can always get it later in life, its really not urgent" so that made me feel better..ill keep u updated on the brace-front...right now im definitly leaning toward NO WAY JOSE...but i might really have a breakthrough or start to think differently...who knows......x's and o's *aci*
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