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2003 19 November :: 10.53am
:: Mood: pissed off by the rain
:: Music: listening to adam laugh bc of "flaming bag of poo" uggh oh god lol
squeeze, in the middle, smack dab in the middle.....
okay, so 2 of my friends r fighting. they both come to me and complain about eachother and i really dont know what to do. as far as im concerned, theres no way for me to get out of this since they both come to me to vent. i try and stay as neutral as possible by just saying "oh" and just saying stuff like "why dont you talk to her". although they always come to me for this type of stuff bc god knows ive been in enough fights of my own, no matter how many times i tell them to work it out and have them tell eachother how they feel. i understand what its like to feel like forgetting someone because tjhey're causing you so much anger and frustration but letting go is not what you need to do. if you have any advice on this situation for me, please post a comment...i need as much help here as i can....
-dml
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2003 13 November :: 6.17pm
:: Mood: discontent
:: Music: U2- stuck in a moment
like other things, i just dont know...
i dont believe i couldve picked better music for this entry...right on target. lately ive been feeling like the world has frozen me in time. everything is changing and i feel just the same...i dont change with the times. i feel like im being left in the past, feet stuck in the mud, and i cant break free of that. i want to run and just jump back into the moving picture, but i cant get out of this freez frame. no, forget that. i am the freeze frame, stuck inside a moving film. i want to be part of it but i cant free myself from this invisible box which has bound me in. to those of u who can relate, u understand this feeling...
I'm just trying to find, a decent melody,
A song that I can sing,
In my own company,
I never thought you were a fool,
But darlin' look at you,
You've gotta stand up straight, carry your own weight,
These tears are going no where baby,
You've got to get yourself together,
You've got stuck in a moment,
And now you cant get out of it,
Don't say that later will be better,
And now you're stuck in a moment, and you cant get out of it
And if the night runs over,
And if the day won't last,
And if our way should falter,
Along the stony pass,
It's just a moment
This time will pass...
-U2
on another note, aaron is coming home in 2 weeks and i cant say that im not excited. i miss him so much! i talked to him on the phone the other day for 45 minutes and i miss his voice. he told me that hes getting converse shoes and growing his hair out. he also stopped wearing his hats :(. i hope that CA hasnt jaded him too much lol. well hes still my homie n e way lol. god i cant wait until thanksgiving week! so much good is coming within those days...food friends, days off......what an awesome time. i absolutely cannot wait.
It's just a moment
This time will pass...
love love and more love...
danielle
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2003 11 November :: 9.34pm
:: Music: me against the music
goldberg is my life <3
Goldglove105: i love u like a fat kid loves cake
DML xoxo: i love u more than that lol
Goldglove105: i luv u like morgan loves dick
DML xoxo: yea i dont think i can beat that lol
CLASSIC. simply CLASSIC .
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2003 11 November :: 8.19pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: killing me softly
hey ok im updating cuz SOMEONE keeps bugging me about it, im not very social with my thoughts and stuff that i do online..so-- yah today i woke up enjoyed the non school morning watched non stop mtv hits for an hr or so, went to the mall...rushhedd bak for basketballl..took a shower..ate did hw..umm watched non stop mtv hits..and now im here..writin this, talking to a few ppl online about stuff, i CANT WAIT UNTIL CHRISTMAS!!! its the most wonderful time of the year..im so excitedd like maddd!! our lord and saviour Jesus Christ is coming soon! lol...wow, its sad how we all forget the meaning of Christmas, i try my best to remember but of course..the gifts and shopping sometimes overpower my desire to b a good person about Christmas and to know the true meaning...yah, so i hope i make JV basketball--im starting to like it alot more now, i hated it last year but who wouldnt when put in my very very unfortunate situation with a certain coach...ya ya u kno who im talkin bout bballers and volley girls....im not rlly nervous bout basketball this yr..if i make it great..i wont get tooo fat this winter..but if i dont..o well its not the end of the world..its all good-- alright gabs i hope your happy with what ive written, ivve pouredd it all outtt......
xOxO
BriGgs..hoLLa<-----
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2003 10 November :: 11.14pm
:: Mood: silly
:: Music: So FaR aWay
HehEee
ChEck Out Me AnD meRiS JoURnaL @
CrAzYChiX143
LeAvE uS SuM CrAzY LoVe!!
XoXo
*LoTs oF LoVE <3*
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2003 9 November :: 4.14pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: ill make a man out of u- mulan soundtrack
SoOoOoO gOoD!
You're "Cheerleader". You love
cheerleading, Le Girl magazine, and looking so
good! You are popular and the leader of Teen
Girl Squad.
Which Member of Teen Girl Squad are you?
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2003 8 November :: 11.38pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: watchin trading spaces
friends=life
this weekend taught me how good friends can be. i know that everyone knows that somewhere in the bck of their mind how awesome their friends are and how lucky they are to have them. and i knew it too, but from now on, i really am going to try and be more appreciative of them. without the people im talking about, life simply wouldnt be the same. they make all my days brighter and all my problems seem to disappear. this is just a thank u to all the people who have been there for me supporting me in everything that i do, being able to make me smile when i feel like crap, and always knowing how to make me happy. no one knows me better than u guys and i cant thank u enough for always being tru blu. i love u all so much.
**thank u for being a friend, travel down the road and back again, ur heart is true, ur a pal and a confidant, THANK U FOR BEING A FRIEND...*
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2003 4 November :: 7.52pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: friends
i know that people can really suck sometimes but sometimes they can be awesome. our grade can be really fun.....
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2003 2 November :: 5.21pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: wonderwall
i am moving to britain with stephanie and sarah, end of discussion lol
Just got this email, had to put it up....
hi
how u doing
im really missin america and feel really lonely say hi 2 every1
ive only talked 2 neza tristan and meridith so far
im listening 2 oasis at the moment
download supersonic
itll be r song lol
im planning on living in america
ive told half of england about u guys and their all jealous
especially the the british girls because they no that they havent got a chance anymore because ive found out how nice us ladies r
missin u
love and kisses roland
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2003 1 November :: 3.02pm
oh question..
if people went out like in the spring or sometime other than halloween and covered eachother in shaving cream, do you think that would be illegal?
halloween was too fun last night to have to wait a whole 'nother year to do it again...
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2003 1 November :: 2.12pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: livin' on a prayer- bon jovi
ahh yes, theres nothing like being totally covered in shaving cream, silly string and eggs, while running from the cops and other people who r trying to egg u out of the sun roof of their car and youre in a gigantic group of your best friends. last night was soo much fun, i cant even explain it. okay, so we got accused by a fat woman in a MDX of throwing an egg at her windshield and she almost called the cops on us...and we also had to hide in multiple backyards of random people just to get away from the drive by eggers... and some older kids lit the street on fire, but hey, its all in good fun. this is definetly a halloween i will never forget...
**sg, jb, mr, so, cc, hd, lk, jb, kp, ek, ew, ga, eg, rm, sz, lk, ek, tsg, jh, jo, ah, pj, etc...** ilu guys xoxo
----dml
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2003 28 October :: 9.24pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: pour some sugar on me- def leppard
i hate it when someone pretends to be someone that theyre not, and when its a drastic change its obvious to tell. the person knows that theyre acting different but tricks themself into thinking thats how they "really are". its like look around...look forward, see whats there, look back, see what there used to be, and look at urself now, do u see the same thing as the past? is that what u wanna see in the future? uggh it makes me so mad! i know that it sounds like ahh i hate when people try and fit in, but thats not it at all. i hate it when people try and fit in where they dont belong, but want to be there anyway, and will give up theyre amazing friends and their happiness to find what they think will make them happier. in the end, it always happens that the person comes crawling back and is unhappier than ever. when will they ever learn??
on a lighter note...
halloween is in 3 days and im so excited. ahh i love halloween. cant wait. i have like 100000000 quizzes/tests on frriday and im going to die. oh and i finally understand multiplication of complex polynomials...yay!!
*more and more rockstar lovin...*
**danielle**morgan**
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2003 26 October :: 5.04pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: faint
!!I WONT BE IGNORED!!
ya this is my new woohu name cuz my other one was rlly screwed up..and as much as i hate to start off on a bad note-- i must..
my family is driving me crazy i cnt take thiss shit n e more this has been one of the worst weekends of my life its unbelieveable but i explained the story out to one person already n i dont feel like typin it out again so all of u are off the hook this time.. ugh i just want school tomorrow i need to get away from this house..
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2003 26 October :: 4.11pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: Stuck in a Moment- U2
some stuff i've learned this weekend
1) Dances r not exactly the "in" thing if theyre not homecoming or prom
i love dances, i dont care whos there or what the music is, i will have a good time n e way. I LOVE DANCING. i got myself all stoked and ready to go to the dance on friday and i wore my halloween outfit and everything and there must have been like 40 people there. everyone was at david imai's party. oh well, at least not all was lost. that night turned out to b so much fun.
2) One of the things i miss most about 7th grade is the small little get togethers that we would have on the weekends.
after we were at the dance for about an hr, jamie, jon, paul, tristan and jamie's british friend roland showed up. all of us knew that we couldnt stay any longer because it was sooooooooooo boring, so we all ended up going back to jamie's house. it was all the guys and me, steph, hilary, ryan, cherilyn and meredith. i miss that so much. it was so much fun.
3) British people r awesome
i swaer i could just sit there and listen to roland talk for the rest of my life and be totally amused by his accent lol. its awesome! i think its really cool that we all got to meet him, hes really nice and friendly and stuff and all of us got along so well. stuff i learned from roland:
a) pants=trousers
b) sneakers= treks
c) wicked is currently used in england
d) tea time is actually a real thing
e) what a crumpet is
british people r "wicked" lol ;)
4) It is actually a possible thing for me to go a whole week without eating pasta
honest to god, i never thought that could be possible. i didnt think i liked enough other food to be able to replace my nightly meals with other things. im proud of myself ;)
5) I dont understand how to multiply the complex polynomials
6) Essays r a pain in the ass
7) My attempts to make a garlic and olive oil sauce always fails no matter what
If anyone knows how to make a good one, please call me or something, i love it when restaurants make it, but omg its so awful when i do. lol
8) Queer Eye for The Straight Guy is one of the best shows on TV
enough said. 5 gay men making tv better one straight man at a time...what more could u ask for?!? plus kyan is hot ;)
xoxo-dml
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2003 20 October :: 8.14pm
:: Mood: unsure
:: Music: Cry: Faith Hill
I learned something about myself today that scares me a little. my biggest fear is being let down. im one whos known for getting my hopes up too high, and today was a reality check. i get up on natural highs too often, and am let down just as much. i cant help it, i just wish and hope and pray that things will happen, my mind gets infauated with the thought of things, that i take it to new extremities within myself and i trick myself into believing that something will come out of my hopes. more often than not, my hopes are crushed, bringing me down to a low that lasts for a few days. i hate that, i hate being sad. overall, im a very happy person. i enjoy laughing and having a good time, and usually i can find good in bad situations, but its characteristic of me, a picies, a dreamer, to do this to myself. i cant control it. i want to stop, i dont know how. i dont want to get my hopes up for something that barely exists, only within the boundless mass of my mind. i dont know wats wrong with me these past few days but ive been so high and so low. i want to be happy all the time again. im sure it will come back, but i want the happy to come home now.....
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