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dmlxoxo

:: 2003 17 October :: 10.40pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: perfect- simple plan

today, i found a friend in someone who i always had as a friend but never knew wat kind of a friend she could be. we had an awesome conversation about the stuff that goes on with the people we know, stuff we've experienced, heartbreaks, stuff that bothers us, and of course guys.

it made me feel a lot better to talk to someone about all this stuff bc i really feel like i found someone on my level and someone who really understands what im going through. it helped me to realize wat im really looking for. we talked about taylor and read thru some of our old convos and emails and stuff. it was funny to see how mushy gushy we were with eachother, but it was sad. i dont miss him in the slightest bit, but i miss someone like him. i miss the conversations, i miss tight loving hugs, i miss the way he looked at me, i miss the security of knowing that someone out there cared so much about me, i miss that i could tell him n e thing, and i miss having someone like that...a lot. i want it back. i wanted to cry.

tonite i felt like a loser...nothing to do on a friday nite, makin myself depressed over stuff from the past that made me realize what was missing from my present, and helped me to no wat i need in my future. thanks so much. u made my nite so much better ;)
shnell

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dmlxoxo

:: 2003 14 October :: 8.25pm
:: Music: Stacy's Mom: Fountains Of Wayne

I was bored and had nothing to do, so i made this quiz. its something to do, and i think its pretty good....click here to judge it for yourself...
Danielle's "How Well Do You Represent Edgemont??"
http://quizilla.com/users/dmlxoxo/quizzes/How%20Well%20Do%20You%20Represent%20EdGeMoNt%3F

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dmlxoxo

:: 2003 10 October :: 3.43pm
:: Mood: hopeful

FOR GABI AND ERICA AND THOSE OTHERS WHO WANT ME TO START UP AGAIN...
...i hope its true, and if it is, i think i want to...
...lets just leave that as it is.

wow its been a really long time since ive posted, i really dont have much to write about, but im sure that i will by sunday or even saturday. this is just to tell the ppl who have been wanting to scratch my eyes out bc its been liek a hundred yrs since ive updated that im gunna strt keepin up again.
love*love*love*love*love*love*love*love*
ur #1 rockstar: danmorgan

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dmlxoxo

:: 2003 29 June :: 3.13pm
:: Mood: anxious

goodbye new york, hello las vegas!
okay, so today is my final day in ny, and tomorrow, bright and early we're leaving for las vegas. im sooooo excited! lets just hope that when we come home at the end of this vacation, we havent scratched eachother's eyes out. i knew from the second i heard about this vacation that it wasnt going to be a good idea. 4 WHOLE weeks with my parents 24 hours a day 7 days a week, is just not going to be smooth sailing....and thats for sure. oooooo god, this should be an interesting vacation.....
on the flip side of things, on friday night my aunt slept over, and on saturday morning i went to bid my steffi a farewell at the bus. some people asked me if i was going to cry and i said no, thats stupid, ill see her in 2 months anyway, and ill speak to her once in a while along with getting multiple letters...i hope. lol. i actually found myself fighting back tears, which was weird. im really gunna miss her a lot. shes my other half, so ya know, it was a sad thing. she seemed happy to get out of this god foresaken place with her godforesaken parents in it, which was great for her, but for me, i have no escape. im stuck with mine for the rest of july....oooooo boy. my aunt, her bf and my mom and dad went out to dinner at pastinas afterwards, it was really yummy. anyway, lunch is ready so im gunna go. write to me at my home address, and post me a comment if u want my cell phone number so we can keep in touch.
xoxo-ur favorite rockstar------danielle ;)

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dmlxoxo

:: 2003 25 June :: 2.21pm
:: Mood: musical
:: Music: Let 'Er Rip: The Dixie Chicks

"...and now we're talkin 'bout a HeAtWaVe..."
The weather is total madness. one day its 60 degrees and buckets upon buckets of water r falling from the sky, and the next day, mr. sunshine in shining bright and happy and every minute the temperature raises a degree. there is nothing like waking up to 85 degree weather. SUMMER IS HERE!!
on sunday night my family and the glickmans went out for dinner at city limits, where i was practically falling asleep in my food. lol. then after that, i went back to their house. we hung out and talked and did girl stuff, including writing insults about eachother on her writeboard in spanish/latin. Estefana no comas nada, ella comes pollo y cuadernos. lmao! the nect morning, steffi jill and i went up to vermont to go to jills parents condo. it was so pretty and it was so weird seeing the trails cut out in the mountain without any snow on it. totally weird. so we went swimming in their pool, it was sooooo hot! 92 degrees on monday! then that night we went out for dinner at this seafood place, i ate chicken fingers and french fries, but it wasnt exactly sitting too well. I had a tummy ache :(. they gave me some tea (eww) and i felt better. (yay!) the next morning we slept till noon as usual, got up, ate some breakfast, and went swimming again. it reached 98 yesterday! we came home took showers and left for NY again. we hit rush hour traffic, which was soooo bad, and so it took us 4.5 hours to get home (uggh). I ate burger king for dinner. i watched some stuff on TV, nothing great. then i went to bed, woke up, and here i am right now! at 3 im goin swimming at steffis club, we're gunna get nice and tan! yay!! lol, about time i started working on my tan...
ill write later>>>>>>
xoxoxoox-danielle

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dmlxoxo

:: 2003 21 June :: 2.15pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: wanted dead or alive: bon jovi

'Welcome To The Adios Aaron Casino'
how is it even remotely possible that our grade was more social when we were 12 than we are now?? last night was aarons good bye party and i cannot even begin to explain what frustration it created. just to paint a picture... 1 large gym, 2 dj's, LOUD music, 60 kids (approximately 30 girls and 30 guys), a bunch of chairs and benches, 5 tables of food. to make this picture even more descriptive, imagine that gym being divided in half, the guys on one side in a circle of chairs/benches surrounding a table playing a HUGE game of cards, and the girls on the other. THEY OPENED THEIR OWN FRICKEN CASINO FOR CRYING OUT LOUD. not only is that rude to aaron (even though he was playing...uggh) no one danced at all, people were outside smoking, and the guys were playing "lets throw food across the room and see if greg can catch it in his mouth like a dog in a game of frisbee". they got such a kick out of that damn game, i wish i could understand what goes on in their little heads ::shakes head and sighs::. as usual, aaron was being really mean to me, which i seriously took to offense this time. that was the last time i was gunna see him until some time late next year. im always nice to him and all he can do is make faces at me and make fun of me. I was one of the only people who got him a present because i thought that we were good friends (i was obviously HORRIBLY mistaken) and he made fun of it by coming up to me and telling me that "it was a stupid present"...what the fuck?? i know he was kidding but still, its mean and im just soooo extreemely frustrated with our whole grade and aaron especially. i dont think ill ever understand guys. oh well. i could swear the only good part of the night was being dubbed a "sex kitten" by gabi and joanna...lol luv u guys...
so my doctors appointment was just fine, turns out that i dont need a tetnus for another 2 years, but i still came home with a bandaid on. It was charlie brown lol. tonight we're all going out with my moms side of the family for my aunts birthday. we're going to scaramella's...YUM! i think everyones coming over here tonight after we eat. should be a good time. i havent seen so many of my cousins in a long time! i miss everyone so much, ('cept for stacie....we'll see how it turns out with her there....hahaha should make for an interesting next entry. im gunna stop venting for now, ill write later.
lots and lots of rckstr luvvin
----danielle :o)

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dmlxoxo

:: 2003 18 June :: 7.53pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: intuition: jewel

well, well, well, its been a few days since ive updated so i figure i would do it now....
on tuesday i woke up really late and just hung around the house. nothing really happened during the day. then my mom came home from work, and we went over to the matthews' house to drop off some magazines and wordsearch books that we bought for taylor. it was great to be able to go see all of them. taylor was up and out of bed, talking and acting totally normal. it was great to see her looking so well. my mom and i talked to sue for a while and they both started crying. i heard them from upstairs, i was getting ryan. they were hysterical....its so awful, the whole thing. that 10 year old girl didnt deserve what she has. that whole family is sooo strong and i cant even express what heroes they are. then after that sad visit, i went to the mall with hilary and abra as a last hang out before abra moves. it was really fun. i got this shirt at abercrombie (although i hate to admit it lol) and its sooo pretty. im gunna wear it to aarons thing on friday. i also got some sandals at j.crew which r the most comfortable things ever!!! they re-opened ranch1 at the mall, which was soooo exciting bc i love that place. so then i went home and slept late the next morning (what a surprise...) i woke up at like 12:30 and i went over to steffis house where we just lounged and did summer stuff. we ended up going with her and her mom and ivy barr to pick out some glasses for her. ive gone with her for every pair shes ever picked out, its a tradition lol. anyway, so she picked out these pair which look really good and it should b cool when she gets them so she can finally wear them.....not lol. i might get new glasses, im kinda sick of my old ones. we'll see. so then as always, i slept over there. in the middle of the night i was awakened by mr. fluffy walking on me and meowing, he made me pet him...uggh i was soo tired but i felt bad so i didnt kick him off. eventually he went away and then he came back later for more. at that point i refused to pet him again so i threw him on the pillow next to the bed....poor fluffy needs to learn that people actually enojoy sleeping at night and he shoudnt do that! we were awakened by jill this morning at like 11, which was too early (what can i say, i like to sleep in) we went to the mall so she could return some stuff, and we ate ranch1 (yay!!) i just got home from their house bc jane had her dare graduation so i had to leave and now im waiting for my dinner to get here...pizza, yummy!! tomorrow is my doctors appointment and i cannot even tell u how freaked out i am. ive been having nightmares about it all week. i cannot take this n e more. god! y cant they make shots in pill form?!?!? they can prick my finger as many times as they want, but as soon as they whip out that needle, im ready to climb out the window to safety.....and dinners here. ill write tomorrow if im still alive......
all my rockstar luvvin,
danielle

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dmlxoxo

:: 2003 16 June :: 10.36am
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: are you happy now: michelle branch

I'M DONE!!! GOODBYE TESTS, TEACHERS, SCHOOL, EARLY MORNINGS...HELLO SUMMER!!!!
im done!!! yay!!!! i just got home from the spanish final, the very last final of my junior high school career!! it was kinda sad though, knowing that i wont be seeing some of those people for quite a while and those who are moving, maybe not ever again. its sad, but the sadness is almost all washed away by the trance that summer has put me in. i cant wait until the end of july when im in california and las vegas. especially vegas. its sooooo much fun there. i think we're staying in the luxor which is the egyptian theme hotel, its amazing. all the hotels all have specific themes and theyre all sooo beautiful. im really excited for that. tomorrow i think i may be going to the country club with stephanie and eating dinner there. as for what the rest of the week holds in store, im not quite sure. all i know is that on thursday im goin for my physical, which should be anything but a picnic. if im recalling correctly, im due for a tetnus booster this year. ::whimpers:: save me from that big sharp needle...i dont know if i can handle this......

for my chiquitas who helped me eek by in some sticky situations...
Stephanie: ever since the very first day of kindergarten u have always been my best bud. you are my other half and no one knows how to make me smile like u do. thank you for coming into my life and taking the role of someone i need in my family. as an only child, all i had ever wanted was a sister, and i found one in u. love ya.

Kira, Gabi, Sarah: im so glad that we've grown so close this year. i know i can count on u guys for n e thing. thank u for always being by my side when i needed u. TEAMO SUPREMO, IHH and PINK FLAMINGOS FOREVER!!!

Hilary, Ellen, Meredith: u guys r the best!! i know i can talk to u about anything (HD), laugh as hard as possible with u (EB), and take wonderful trips to LI to hang out with our number one hottie crush!! (MR) haha.

Lizzy!!: my number one woohu buddy! this summer will not be the same without u. u r the best for advice and i know i can come to u for anything. u r the greatest.
**yall r my back bone. thank u for being a friend, travel down this road and back again, ur heart is true, ur a pal and a confidant...THANK U FOR BEING A FRIEND. u guys r my number one rockstar chiquitas, never change...i love u guys.**
lots and lots of rockstar luvvin...
xoxo-danielle-xoxo

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dmlxoxo

:: 2003 13 June :: 8.39pm
:: Mood: contemplative

just a thought...
i was just watching some tv and a pinesol commercial came on and it dawned on me: if its called PINEsol, then y does it smell like lemons?? should it not smell like pine??
while you are contemplating this topic, take this fun quiz....





I'm Monica Gellar-Bing from Friends!

Take the Friends Quiz here.

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Oh. What a shock. Ive never been told that before....right. ONLY LIKE EVERY DAY. lol

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dmlxoxo

:: 2003 13 June :: 2.18pm
:: Mood: nieve
:: Music: in this diary: the ataris

sometimes i dont understand. why do people do things that they do? why do people see things like they see them? why do people only hear what they want to hear? some people say it gives them this unbelieveable feeling of control, but having true control is being able to see what youre doing and stopping yourself. i just feel like taking the blindfolds off their eyes and taking the cotton balls out of their ears and showing them what it the world really looks like, or what complete thoughts really sound like.

today was the math final, which was not entirely awful, but i sat there with this one problem until the bitter end just waiting for the thought to come into my head of how i could possibly go about finding joyce and selma's ages. well that attempt to figure it out was never fullfilled. oh well, i think i did okay aside from that problem. the stupid sevies outside the gym...uggh, i just wanted to go out there and scream at them!!! they wouldnt shut up! and of course none of the teachers wanted to do n e thing about that for some reason so they just let them stand there. while i was taking the test, ms. egan and ms.cardillino found a "cheat sheet" in the row next to me. i wonder whos it was. they didnt know who was sitting there so they werent sure. should be interesting to see what happens.

i've made so many new woohu friends!! theyre all from florida but thats okay, i love making new friends...new people to meet, new journals to read!! lol i love woohu

xoxo-ur number one rockstar-xoxo
XOXO--DANIELLE--XOXO

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dmlxoxo

:: 2003 12 June :: 7.40pm
:: Mood: nervous

a couple things ive learned today...
1) i hate solid geometry. i mean comon, why do we need to learn how to find the lateral area of a cylinder anyway? its not like its going to help me out later in life anyway right? if you know the answer to why we need to know this, please, im dying to know, tell me!!

2) accept what you have. face it, you are more fortunate than most people in the world, so stop complaining and be grateful for what you have. I can thank miss aci for that one. that entry u posted really got me thinkin about that whole topic. We all know that we have more, and we all know that we are more fortunate. we all need to start focusing on the stuff we have, not what we 'want' or 'need'.

3) I hate math. Okay, well maybe hate is too strong of a word. im just a little stressed about tomorrows final.....TTr2 x H= the area of a cylinder.......TTr2 x H= the area of a cylinder...

4) I dont like maraschino cherries.

5) Contradictory to what many people think i think, summer is not made of all good. Yes summer is almost here, and along with the arrival of something great, leaves something greater...friends. Although it will be very nice to take a break from edgemont and all of its elements (including the people) i am going to miss everyone so much. I'm going to bid steffi a proper farewell at the bus and i dont know how im going to handle that. we're practically attached at the hip and when the bus drives away with half of me on it...OUCH is that going to hurt. we're making eachother boxes full of all sorts of fun stuff, memories, games, pictures, and one rather long letter. im just trying to keep 'bon voyages' off the mind and try and keep myself occupied with the wonders of summer. im really excited for las vegas, california, and of course....fire island (miss ya liz!)

6) Dropping a can of corn on your foot really REALLY hurts.

7) I hate math. did i mention this already???

If you ask me thats a lot of stuff to learn in one day. "a day without learning is a day wasted."

~~--~~Miss Rockstar~~--~~

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dmlxoxo

:: 2003 11 June :: 5.48pm
:: Music: the rising: bruce springsteen

ahh crap! the sky is falling!
i have never seen raindrops so huge in my entire state of being. it has been raining on and off (mostly on) for about 3 weeks now and i cant take it anymore. why is it that the clouds have chosen new york to rain on? the spring has been rainy the whole time, and it only got warm this week. the warmest its been in 80, which im not complaining about, but hey, spring weather is usually hotter...no? why is it that weather has such an affect on people's moods? when its rainy and gross out im always in a tired "missy pissy" mood, and when its sunny and warm im all energetic and happy. its not only like this with me, but with a lot of people too. especially with finals around, this rainy weather is not helping the situation. tensions have been forming between people and it seems to me like more and more people are practically jumping out of their skin to get out of this sleepy boring town we all call home. not that i dont wanna go on summer break (because trust me, i have never been more ready!) as i was saying, im just asking for a week of sun is all. its not too much to ask is it? one day is just a tease, yesterday was absolutely perfect and they just had to go and take it away today didnt they? (sigh) that is just waaay less than satisfactory lol.

today was the science test. it was just a state test so it didnt count, but i cant even explain how pointless it was. out of the 60 questions that were on the test, maybe 3 of them were on the 8th grade curriculium. uggh, i just dont understand how they expect us to do well on these tests if they dont teach u whats on them! all of the stuff was either from 5th, 6th or 7th grade science and no one remembers any of that. some of the stuff they asked we never ever learned at all. whatever though, it doesnt count so i really dont care if i did badly on it. after the test everyone was talking about how stupid it was. we all finished with an hour to spare so everyone was outta there by 10. tomorrow is english which will be totally fine just beacause its barely what one would call a final. 8th grade is a waste of time...blughhh. theres no work and you could take the finals in your sleep. another thing i dont quite have the best comprehension of, but what can ya do. im up for the shock of 9th grade when the time comes.

i cant wait until monday when i have nothing to worry about and im totally carefree. i wanna be able to enjoy the beginning of summer with the people i love before we all leave for summer vacations. it really doesnt feel like its the end of school. i dont know what it is, but it just doesnt. i think my dad and i are gunna go with steffi and her family to six flags before she leaves for camp and before we leave for vegas. hopefully before we leave ill be able to have a quick visit with liz who is coming up from florida to go to fire island. too bad shes gunna be there when im not and shes flying home the day before we come back...(sigh) se la vie i guess. we must get a visiting day in before i leave though. im just not used to not spending my 3 weeks a year with liz! so along with those things im going to do before i leave, im gunna have a lot of sleepovers with my chiquitas and im gunna go to aarons good-bye party...(sigh once again).

okay danielle, all we have left is english, math, and spanish....UR ALMOST THERE....U CAN DO IT!!
ur favorite favorite favorite rockstar- danielle xoxo ;)
ps...and as i complete this the sun eeks through the clouds...yay!

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dmlxoxo

:: 2003 10 June :: 7.33pm

[This Space Has Been Provided For All My Image Consultants!!]
I switched up my journal a bit, let me know what ur thinking about it. Not bright enough? Doesnt match? Anything you have to say, just say it!

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dmlxoxo

:: 2003 10 June :: 4.18pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: dig me out: kelly osbourne

okay so ive decided that in my next life, im going to come back as a sea turtle. (lol gabs) i just got back from seeing finding nemo with gabi...cutest movie ever !! crush is my life "dude"...i mean, comon, who couldve ever imagined that i would fall in love with an animated sea turtle with a "gnarly skateboarder/surfer accent"! and his little "dude" son...THE MOST ADORABLE!! anyway, if u havent gone to see finding nemo yet, you really should. "two thumbs up from litoff and acierno!" The social studies final was a breeze, which is kinda weird because most of the material that it was based on was from quite a while ago. I think i did rather well on it. if anyone knows the answer to the one about the new deal program, let me know por favor! i totally made that answer up, i was like....the unemployment program?!? i finished the multiple choice section with 55 minutes to spare, so i was sitting in my desk doing nothing for 55 minutes...(sigh)....i hate not being able to talk. I finished the test and went back to gabis house. we just chilled out for a bit and then we went to lunch at uno. on the way there we saw the central avenue homeless man and gabi's mom told us the saddest story. me and gabs r gunna build him a house for his birthday...i hate seeing homeless people, its absolutely crushing. i mean, its not like he couldve done something to deserve to live on central avenue...its not even fit to be a place for shopping, let alone a living establishment. thanks to him central avenue is that much cleaner, and theres nothing we can do for him...people have attempted (maria) but he runs away. thank u to all the homless people who clean up (haha random i know, but seriously...think about how sad it is)

later tonight is the season premeir of the osbournes....YAY!! i love that show ever so much! theres nothing like a family where u cant understand the dad, the mom doesnt belong yet shes soo totally cool, the little street fighter 'kel', and rehab center occupant jack, who live with 9 dogs, 4 cats, their "nanny" melinda, and an adopted friend of kelly's who is hotthotthott!
WATCH TONIGHT AT 10:30 ON MTV!!
keep rockin...ur favorite rockstar**danielle

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dmlxoxo

:: 2003 9 June :: 4.47pm
:: Mood: enthralled

AS OF NOW, I AM A FRESHMAN!!!
i am sooooo relieved! today was the last day of my eighth grade career and i cannot even express my happiness. if only i could fast forward a week and skip those god damned finals! i had chinese food for lunch at "Mr.Hoss's Chinese Food Buffet!" lol. he brought in food for everyone that had 10 no homework passes or more, so i had a yummy lunch for my last day of school. tomorrow is my ss final, and im not really too nervous about that one. If anything, im panicking about the DBQ, but we'll just have to see how that turns out. Looks like tomorrow after the final im hangin out with gabi, nothing to study for tomorrow night since we cant study for science, its a state test. we're gunna go c finding nemo, and irs gunna be barrels of fun!! nothing more to say, gunna go review social studies....sounds like a party doesnt it??!?!?
ur most favorite *freshman* rockstar: danielle xoxo

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