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2003 8 June :: 6.02pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: the jump off: lil' kim
STUDYING UP A STORM!!
wow, what a weekend. it all started out on a releiving friday afternoon, just thinking about how i was so excited for school to be over. i was supposed to b hanging out with steffi, but those plans got crushed bc we both had to go home and study for finals...what a ball buster. so i came home and i studied some social studies and some english, and worked a lot on my sludge test. my mom was out at a dinner for work, so i was just home with my dad. then i chilled out for the rest of the night. saturday wasa sucky, except the end was good. I was awakened by my mother at 10:30, went downstairs, ate breakfast, and what else...continued to study. I studied all morning long. I went online and took the online social studies practice final and got an 87, which isnt too bad and im happy with it. later that night steffi came over for a "break from studying party". we ate pizza and did nothing which felt so amazing considering thats all i had wanted to do all weekend, just sit around and do nothing. so then she left and i watched south park, then i went to sleep. today was pretty much a living hell. once again i was awakened at 10:30, i ate breakfast and studied my ass off all day. i've frequently been becoming frustrated with studying and blowing up at ppl when theyre just trying to be nice to me. ive come to the conclusion that finals can bring no good to a person's life. i fucking hate them. im not one to curse a lot, but i fucking hate the fucking finals. do u know who the last of the mound builders were? do u even know what mound builders were?? WELL I DO BECAUSE IVE BEEN STUDYING THIS FUCKING SOCIAL STUDIES PACKET FULL OF NOTHING IMPORTANT. ITS A FUCKING 20 PAGE PACKET AND IT HAS USELESS INFORMATION IN IT. i cannot even express my frustration with these finals. thank god social studies is the first final i have, because if i had to spend another 3 days studying this crap i think i would die. Every time i look at those words i feel like pulling my hair out. i cant take it anymore!!!!! i just keep telling myself, one more week danielle, u can do it, just one more week and ur freeeeeeee! god help me.
ur favorite STRESSED OUT rock* Danielle
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2003 6 June :: 5.39pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: tango maureen-rent
"so u think might as well, dance a tango to hell, at least ill have tangoed at all..."
hey again, just got home. the end of my day was uneventful as usual. during lunch they had a huge cake for ppl that r moving away, and many new names were revealed that r on the "moving" list. 10 people, thats 1/10 of our whole grade...sigh. i honestly have to say, that i am really gunna miss aaron. he keeps me on my feet all day with his witty comments and hes just a good friend....well sometimes. i know he means well and im gunna miss him a ton. i was gunna throw him a party with kira, but i found out that his mom or something is already doin it. oh well, what a ball buster lol. so then an hr or two later school was over and i went to get a haircut...nothing too dramatic, i love my long luscious locks, very very much lol. just an inch off. when i got in the chair, the lady was like "do u blowdry ur hair a lot, bc u have lots and lots of breakage on the bottom" i was like yeah, every day lol. so she gave me this stuff that makes ur hair straight and makes a shield against heat or something, i dont really remember what she said but ill try it. then we went to the a&p and bought ice cream cone cereal...its soooooooo yummy!!! ICE CREAM CONES R THE BEST CEREAL EVER!! then i came home and ate some, u should all buy them, they r soooooo delicouso!! thats all for now, im gunna go do some studying for finals...uggh what a bitch.
ur favorite rockstar**danielle
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2003 6 June :: 10.29am
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: no music in d-13!! (lol anyone who has mr silverman)
no subject for this one
im in tech right now, its 10:11 in the morning, and finally the sun is shining again. its like a miracle! i never thought i would see the sun again, but i wasnt let down. u cant get any better than 77 degrees and sunny. since this is only 3rd period i really dont have much to talk about. CHERILYN SAYS HI!! spanish was uneverntful as always, we just sat around and chatted, counted the money from the spanish club dinner last night, and when ms eves left the room like she does every day for like 20 mins, ppl just left and there were like 4 ppl in the room. she was pissed when she came back lol, oh well. i wrote rent lyrics all over her white boards, i listened t the soundtrack on the way to school and now its stuck in my head....why did dorothy and toto go over the rainbow, TO BLOW OFF AUNTIE EM...LA VIE BOHEME!........to handcrafted beers made in local breweries, to yoga, to yogurt, to rice and beans and cheese, to leather, to dildos, to curry vindaloo, to huevos, rancheros, and maya angelou, emotion, devotion, to causing a commotion, creation, vacation, to mucho masturbation, compassion to fasion, to passion when its new, to sontag, to sondheim, to anything taboo, ginseberg, dylan, cunningham and cage, lenny bruce! langston hughes! TO THE STAGE!!! laalalalalalaaaaaa! what lyrics (sigh) anyway, ill write later when i get home, ill probably have nothing to write about just because its the 2nd to last day of school. write later...
ur favorite rockstar** danielle
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2003 5 June :: 8.21pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: swing, swing: the all american rejects
and the daily venting session begins...NOW
heyheyhey, what a tiring day! this morning was the listening part of my spanish final. it was practically the easiest thing ever. lol i honestly have trouble understanding how the listening sections on the unit tests r soooooo hard, and the listening section for the final i couldve aced in my sleep....mind boggling. one of the activities was where u had to say what alberto was going to buy at the store, and they practically read u the shopping list...not that im complaining, im happy that it was easy, just a tad shocked. the rest of my day was just normal classes, thank god i did a lot in the sludge test today, im waaaay further than i was expecting to be. then i came home chilled out for an hour or so, and then started getting ready for the spanish dinner at cactus jacks!!! (I LOVE CACTUS JACKS!!) i took a shower and in the midst of blowing out my hair my mom comes running into my room screaming "danielle ur ride is here!!" so i go down to get the door in my pj's and my hair half done (all bc they picked me up 20 mins early...grrr) so i quickly threw on some clothes and was out the door in 10 mins. so we get to cactus, where i proceed to eat my chicken fajitas (the dinner was yummy as always, chicken fajitas rock my socks!) and spill salsa on my pants :( i sooo knew that was gunna happen. so kira, the queen of spills, tells me that if u put salt on it it comes out...so she purs salt on my pants...lol kira. it came out with water, so much for the salt, thanks a lot kira lol again. then i came home and now im writing this. just wanna give a shoutout to my absolute favorite rockstar liz!! (ILU!!) im gunna go edit my english, grrr i hate hw!
ur muber one rockstar- danielle
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2003 4 June :: 9.25pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: no music, watchin punk'd with the gorgeous ashton kutcher!!
i hate finals
uggh, finals r just a bitch and a half...no other way to describe them. and they suck even worse when ur teachers continuously give u hw to do and expect u to study at the same time...grrrr. anyway, today was an okay day, raining yet again. i would be very surprised if the sun ever shines again...it like doesnt stop raining ever and i hate the rain (sigh). the awards ceremony was today, and of course the same people win every award. i can predict whos gunna win every award and its just such a stupid and exclusive thing. i see it as the school trying to show people who the best students r but not realizing that since the whole grade has to go, the people that dont win awards r sitting there watching all these people get them and they dont. its kinda like: let me rub it in ur face how much smarter i am than u r!! is it possible that the school sees right past that? i just dont get it lol. finals r next week and im totally stressing about them. i have this feeling that i dont have enough time to study for all these things. and the stupid sludge test in science...im not gunna have enough time for that either. i mean, its not my fault that i have to do the whole thing alone, if i dont tell my lab partner what to do he wont do it...he doesnt understand the assignment and he wont do n e thing without me telling him to do it first. mr.rubenstein told us to keep everything we collect, so we used some water in a beaker to condense the stuff and he asked if we should save the water....i dont understand y he doesnt have enough confidence in himself to just do what he feels is right, ahh i hope it turns out okay, its a tough project. kk im done venting for the day, write tomorrow.....
**ur favorite rockstar** danielle
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2003 3 June :: 8.41pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: drift away- dobie gray (best song ever!!!!)
more cool quizzes to do when u have a lot of time and not a lot to do.....
What Drink R U??? I'm a gin and tonic...haha, figures.......
I'm a Gin & Tonic, discover your ALcoHoLiC personality!
congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud
which happy bunny are you?
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Clarissa Explains it All. Little brothers piss you
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But of course that's not weird to you because
you're Clarissa Darling
Princeton
You're smart, you're thin, you're pretty, and
goddamit, people love you. You are destined for
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2003 3 June :: 7.11pm
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: disease- matchbox 20
update....
hi again, its been quite a while and i have quite a lot to say since the last time i wrote...
okay so the last time i wrote, i was talkin about my luv life and how its all messed up and how i wanted to find the love of my teenage life and stuff like that. so a week or so after i wrote that, i met this guy at a bat mitzvah who was my soulmate. we had so much in common, he was sweet, caring, funny, loved me for who i was, he knew all this amazing stuff about relationships that it takes most guys until their 20's to figure out, and he was gorgeous. 6'1 brown hair, brown eyes, and he was buff lol. so i saw him a bunch of times after the bat mitzvah but the problem was that he lived so far away, like 45 mins or so without traffic..eek! so i had to keep on making my parents drive me out there and it would cause all kinds of fights and blow ups in my house between me and my mom, me and my dad and my mom and my dad. it was worth it at the time. he was the most amazing guy i had ever been with and spending time with him was just incredible. the way i felt was absolutely indescribable. so anyway as i was saying, i kept on goin out there, it was like 6 weekends that i made them drive me out there. so one day im online and i get an im from one of his friends that i know and he says: look, u didnt hear this from me, but hes thinkin of dumping u bc the distance is screwin up his head. this was like a foreign language to me bc it was just so damn random. he hadnt been acting weird around me or talking weird or saying stuff that wasnt him, but he was just totally normal. so about 5 mins later, he signs on and he says: look, ive been doin a lot of thinkin about us and its not working, we live to far away and it really starting to kill me. and as he says this im sitting here totally heart broken and feeling like the world just stopped, so the conversation continues and he goes on to say how its too hard when he doesnt get to see me enough, so i was like wtf??!?! ur not the one doin the traveling here, i get my family into fights to the point where we're all about to scratch the eyeballs out of eachothers heads, while u sit on ur ass and wait for me to come to u, and now ur complaining about how we dont c eachother enough? if u wanna c me more get off ur lazy butt and come up to scarsdale!! grrr!! lol so as the conversation went on it ended up on a nicer note of me saying to him that i loved him and he told me that he would always love me....i wanted to die when he said that. so anyway, it was a bit easier to get over that than i thought it would be, i guess bc i only felt that i had a bf when i was with him. i was doing great with the break up, until like a week into my being single when it just hit me like a ton of bricks: WHO THE HELL R U TRYING TO KID DANIELLE? UR STILL IN LOVE WITH HIM AND U KNOW IT SO FACE THE FACTS AND DONT PRETEND...NO ONE LIKES A PRETENDER. eventually i got over that as well, and now im all good with the situation, although i will always have a little love for him tucked somewhere inside of me, because he was exactly who i was looking for...im just happy that i got to experience it, and thats all i wanted, to be in such lust with someone that nothing bothers me and to have that feeling again that someone loved me as much as i loved them. so now that thats all over with, im back in edgemont with the stupid edgemont guys and im flyin solo once again. today i realized that i think my old bf might like me again. we just got our yearbooks yesterday and so everyone was signing them today. my x-bf (aaron) is moving away to california in a few weeks, so in my friend sarahs yr book, he wrote: dont let danielle go out with taylor again or n e other guy, look out for her while im gone....now im just starting to wonder, could that mean that he likes me again? ill keep ya posted on that. monday is the last day of school, and then we have finals. ive been doing my studyin like a good little girl and what a bitch it is! lol speakin of that im gunna go study some social studies now, ill write later......
ur favorite rockstar**Danielle
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2003 24 March :: 9.18pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: i move on- chicago
cool quiz
innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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2003 10 March :: 6.02pm
:: Music: All That Jazz (Chiacgo)
WANTED!!
If you fit the following description, ive been searching for you everywhere. Let me know...
*Dark hair, mysterious eyes, muscular, good looking.
*14-15 years of age
*Sweet, caring, wants a relationship
*Will love a girl for who she is and doesnt just want her to do stuff with.
*Preferably in the NY area.
**IF INFACT U ARE THIS GUY, REPLY TO THIS PLEASE!
If u hadnt figured it out, it just hit me. Im single and it sux. I hate it. Nothing helps. Watching TV, nope, that makes it worse. A TV relationship, omg wat i wouldnt give for one of those. Theyre perfect and the guys are always perfect gentlemen. They sweep the girls off their feet and are soo sweet to them. I cant tell you how ive searched high and low for that but all ive found are the Edgemont guys that I have been stuck with for the past 9 years and will be stuck with for the next 4. Theyre some are immature, some are obnoxious and some are just wierd, and to top it all off, there are only 60 of them to choose from. None of them are relatively normal. I cant wait for summer. Im just hopin for a new bunch of guys to go out to FI and maybe just one of them will be anywhere close to that description. Anway, if u have n e thing to say to this, let me know. Im out 4 now...
Ur Favorite *Rockstar*- Danielle
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2003 3 March :: 5.05pm
:: Music: Cell Block Tango
Update
Hey, i know i havent written in while, so heres the latest update of this weekend and well since today is monday, today! okay well on friday i went to steffi's house with hilary and we ate some pizza, watched tuck everlasting and looked at some pictures. then saturday i went to pam's batmitzvah which was sooooooooooooooooooo much fun!!!!! me and liz danced the whole time which totally tired me out but it was sooooo worth it!!! It was amazing!! Then i slept in the hotel with pam casey nat and 2 of pams friends from home jenna and sally. we ordered a pizza at 2 o clock in the morning lol. we went to bed at like 3. then the next morning they got us up at like 9 and we ate breakfast. Casey took me home. I worked on my spanish and social studies projects all day while trying to keep my eyes open...ahh i was sooooooooo tired. i went to bed at 9...lol im such a dork, but i couldnt help it!!! then today i went to school i got my math test back i got a 94!! then i got my ss project graded, 97!! so overall, the day was not bad, i just am about to pass out lol. anyway ill write a new update in a couple weeks or maybe before then...OH YEAH!! i almost forgot!! the birthday coundown! only 5 days!! dont forget to wish me a happy birthday on saturday march 8th!!!!!!
Ur Favorite Rockstar: *Danielle*
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2003 7 February :: 2.54pm
:: Mood: disappointed
Snow v.s. Summer
Hey guys, today was a snow day, i basically sat at home and thought about how i missed summer. lately ive been thinking about summer a lot, and its making me sad that i have to wait another 3-4 months to go out to fire island and see some of my friends. it certainly did NOT help that yesterday i got a letter in the mail from the camp i work at out there asking if i was returning. i am, but it still made me sad to see that letter. although it indicated that the summer was coming closer every day, it made me think about how much i miss it out there. the other day i found myself trying on my bathing suits. this is horrible. to make matters worse, my parents wont let me be out tehre the whole summer, because my dad thinks that its a bad place for teenagers to be during the summer. he says that people get bored and do stupid things for fun (i.e. the incident with the bay, which certainly did not help my situation) on top of all that i just finished fighting with him over my curfew. uggh this sux. anyway, i have to go now, if u wanna check something out go to www.fireisland.com and scroll down and theres a pic of me and a bunch of my friends. i miss all u guys soooooo much!!!! xoxo--jf, fd, az, dw, me, sb, bg, k....ect---xoxo
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2003 8 January :: 7.02pm
:: Mood: Smiley :)
Say CHEESE!
Hey guys!!! Its been a long time since i've written, so ill just update u. Disney was great, space mountain is the best!! It was soooo much fun. Anyway so today i got my braces off, its soo cool! My mouth feels really smooth and jellish lol. I love it! i gtg eat dinner, write l8r.
Ur favorite rockstar: Danielle xoxoxo
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2002 31 December :: 1.48pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Light My Candle: Rent (BEST PLAY EVER!!)
Happy New Year!
Ahh, yes, what a way to ring in the new year. Studying for the social studies test and being stuck inside a house in florida on a beautiful day when i could be outside in the pool. Why arent u outside u ask? My parents r in Delray looking at art for our living room. They have the key to the pool. I personally think that staying at home is more amusing than that, so i told them i didnt want to go. Whatever. So this will probably be my last entry until around next monday. Tomorrow we leave at 5 in the morning for Disney world. I can sleep in the car!! whoo-hoo! lol. I will go online there ifi find time. its always so busy when we go there. Wake up at 7, get dressed, eat breakfast, at the park by 8, spend the day there till about 2, go back to the hotel, go to the pool, shower, eat dinner, go back to the park, come home at 10, sleep (finally, uggh i get soooooo tired!) if its raining one day, ill go on during pool time. :) ..."I know u ur, ur shivering. its nothing they turned off my heat, and im just a little weak on my feet..." i love that song. i could listen to the rent sound track forever. its just so good. Its a sad play :( Heres a fun new years quiz for all y'all:
Take the What Should Your New Year's Resolution Be? Quiz
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
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2002 29 December :: 12.08pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Shut Up by Kelly Osbourne (blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah!)
Steph's Comin' :)
:: Hey, y'all-- its 72 degrees today, a perfect sunny beach day, if u ask me. Anyway, Steph's coming down to visit from Ft. Lauderdale (shes at Nana's)and we're gunna have so much fun in the water and getting tan at the beach! WOO-HOO!! But for now, im just chillin out talkin to Hilarita-bonita, and catching up on the stuff thats happening up in good ol' NY. (nothing ever happens in edgemont, but thats okay)Listening to Hilary's dramas about )***2 are always fun! :) (luv ya hil!) I still havent spoken to aaron :( (where could he be!?! he promised to come online so i could talk to him, but nope...) Uggh my stupid mom is sooo annoying! (kinda random but w/e...) I should probably start to get myself looking presentable, since we have company coming, so i guess i'm gunna go! ttyl, ur most favorite rockstar*** Danielle!
*P.S.- only 10 days till my braces come off!!!! :)
*P.P.S- try these 2 quizes if ur bored, its pretty cool!
Which era in time are you?
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Which Spongebob Squarepants Character Are You?? Find out @ blackhole
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