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2004 16 June :: 3.21pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: newlyweds marathon
its weird...you know when you see someone who you havent seen in like a few years, like parents friends or something, and they say "oh my god, they grow up so fast.", and we always kind of stand there and nod and smile, kind of overlooking the fact that we actually DO. last night i was talking with my dad about school and it progressed to college. i know a lot of people are always like yea, i dont want to know what college im going to yet, but i honestly do. i want to know what school im going to be at and what its like there. and the scariest part of it all is that we have next year, and thats it. next year is all the time we have until we start looking for colleges. one year---thats all.
today i was watching saved by the bell, the one where they graduate, and as stupid as this is, that episode made my eyes tear. its such a reality check. "i thought my last day of high school would be the happiest day of my life...until i realized what i would be leaving- friends." -zack morris
loving, caring, fun, amazing friends. 4-14 years of friendship with people who love me...people who i love. i cant even imagine leaving them for anyone in this world. jeez, i get upset just thinking about it. i know, i just know, im going to be the girl whos bawling when she goes up to get her diploma, a total wreck, all because she knows shes leaving such a stable group, the people who caught her before she had a chance to hit the ground, people who made her smile when she could barely see beyond the tears that veiled her eyes, people that promised to always be there....but time ran out.
remember, we only have so much time left together. remind eachother how much each friendship means everyday, because before you know it, you'll be leaving eachother. to everyone whos been there for me, i love you all more than you know. i could never ask for better people to be my friends. you've all grown to be part of me in some way, and without you and i would never be the same . you are my world, and dont you ever forget it.
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2004 14 June :: 6.31pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: penny and me- hanson
random stuff
Quizzes I Stole From Erica
| How to make a dmlxoxo |
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Things That Make Me Laugh
**I found these while cleaning out my folder from the year. I love first period bio, good times, good times. So now, ladies and gentlemen, I present to you the comical fantasy conversations of Jesse Bordwin.**
[{NOTE: briggette's character is a dreamily lovestruck puddle of mush and as for me.....well, im a ghetto mama with a big mouth and an attitude lol}]
Convo #1:
Danielle: was cookin' good lookin'?
Briggette: [sigh] oh, not much, but Jesse just dominates my thoughts.
Danielle: das not duh only thang he'll be dominatin' soon...
Briggette: [gasp] DANIELLE!
Danielle: was wrong wit' dat honeychile?
Briggette: well, i guess, he IS so dreamy.
Danielle: mmmmhmmmmm, girlfriend. go for the gold girlfriend!
Convo #2:
Briggette: hey danielle
Danielle: mmmmhmmmm, was happenin' babe!?
Briggette: well, y'know, its Jesse again. I just can't keep my eyes off him.
Danielle: i know whatchu sayin', dawg. he is major--yummy.
Convo #3: THE ULTIMATE CONVO:
Briggette: Wow booky-poo, that Jesse Bordwin sure is one sexy mama.
Danielle: I know- his kisses are so dreamy.
Briggette: Yeah, tell me about it, mambo chicky bow wow.
Danielle: Excuse me?
Briggette: Nevermind, but Jesse is hot.
Danielle: Yeah.....
<3 <3 gotta love those. <3 <3
---and who says all of what we say is fake "honeychile" lol love u briggerssssss
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2004 14 June :: 2.11pm
:: Mood: relieved
:: Music: i fought the law- greenday
GLOBAL IS DONE!!! EVERYONE REJOYCEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
so its done, finally its done. that stupid bitch global final is finitoooo. no more 50 multiple choice/dbq/thematic essay nightmares...whoop whoop. overall, i thought that it was a pretty successful test. hardest part= multiple choice. i hate kuklis's multiple choice, but thats okay. i almost didnt mind taking another kuklis m.c. as kinda like a salute to her. what an awesome teacher, honestly, shes one of the best teachers ive ever had....scratch that, shes THE best. who else would put up with 20 maniac, paperball throwing, rowdy 9th graders....no one. shes so dedicated, and what really comes off, she loves what she does, and moreover, she loves the kids. it doesnt matter to her how crazy and out there you are, she LIKES to be at school with us. yes, she works us to the bone, but she cares so much that she grades every piece of work that we do. yes, her tests are so hard that sometimes we just want to cry, but she teaches you how to take them and do WELL. she stops at nothing until she gets you to the point that she wants you at. ill miss her wacky outfits. remember at the beginning of the year when she came in dressed up and we were all like freak-o? i dont even notice it anymore. its so awesome that she does it, actually. not too many teachers would take that chance at embarassment walking throuhg the halls dressed as a monk just to get her kids interested. her dedication shines through when she teaches and i honestly will miss having her as a teacher next year. its so rare to come across someone who loves their work as much as she does, and just that spirit of knowing that she wants to be there and wants to be working with you helps the time pass, and makes the work...enjoyable. no one deserved that yearbook dedication more than she did.
**snaps for ms. kuklis and 5th period global. awesome times, awesome year, awesome class. AWESOME TEACHER. 'nuff said.**
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2004 13 June :: 2.17pm
:: Mood: AGHGGGGSHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHRVUUVEYRBIUWVROvhevwyrwviug
:: Music: memory- sugarcult
DIE, GLOBAL....DIEEEEEEEEE
GLOBAL ONE NEEDS TO GO FUCK ITSELF.
AND FINALS NEED TO GO FUCK THEMSELVES.
AGH.
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2004 10 June :: 8.31pm
:: Music: don't stop believing/byebyebye
just another playa in ur game for two
Alright, so I feel like I have a lot to say, so I am going to say it.
First things first, end of freshman year. This year hasn't really had any highlights for me, 9th grade camp is and will probably be one of the greatest experiences of my life, thats for sure, but I think thats all I can say about 9th grade. A lot less drama in my life, I tried just goin with the flow and not steppin on anyones toes, and I think i pretty much did so. I made some awesome friends along the way, and realized a lot about some people after labeling them under a misapprehension!
I will pull a Gabrielle and talk about each of my classes cuz i think it will take a lot of my chest:
Bio- cnt help but smile when thinking about bio with ol' margy! danielle..this class would have been absolute shit without you (and jesse, my hott steamy lover....right)..haha o Lord..i'll surley never forget it!
spanish- didnt mind lehv, i liked her most of the time..it was a tough class but who can complain i mean i had alex and adam on each side of me!
english- hmm one of the more irritating teachers, but hayy thats over and done with..i liked the ppl in the class!
global- holy crap cant say n e thing bad about this class.ok xcept for maybe Will being in it..but sexy sexy ALTER<3 and dorina and cheri and gersh's notes, or NOTE made it the best for sure hehe
math- i did really well in math! i improved so much and am obsessed w. mrs a..she is my life and beyond! we bffs
studio art- hah! o God..enough said there!! i'll miss that whore for sure!!!
As far as myself changing as a person goes, I'd say I learned a ton about myself. My whole style and aspect on school and life in general took a 180 degree turn..and for the better. I reasoned a lot of nights with myself about my priorities and although nothings ever set in stone, I'm glad about where I am at right now. Not only did i realize more about my own self, but about those around me and i learned to deal with situations differently.
As for the upcoming years I can only wish for the best. If I were to be with any group of people throughout my whole high school career, i wouldnt change a thing. Everyone of you guys is special to me and is givin me one more wrinkle on my face for when im older cuz of the smile i get seeing you every day! ilu all
The class of oh seven is the shit and will stay that way till the end of time.
God Bless,
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2004 9 June :: 3.34pm
:: Mood: embarrassed
:: Music: penny and me- hanson
yet another EXTREMELY embarassing moment....
i come out of the english final and im walking in the breezeway. i decide to be cool and just cut onto the grass and get out of the breezeway, but of course i fail to see those stupid yellow ropes that the stupid gardeners put up to make u not walk on the grass and my sandal gets caught and i trip and fall on my face, my glasses go flying, and i get grass stains all over my knees and palms....worst part of all: all the little 8th graders were standing there and all saw and they laughed at me. one particular person (samara hart cough, cough) laughed so loud and pointed at me. what a bitch, jeez, its not like shes never tripped before. uggh. the little alben was the only one nice enough to ask me if i was okay, hes nice, i know him from stage crew. whatevs, theyre just our stupid "little sevies".
ive yet to decide if that embarassing incident tops the time when my bathing suit top fell off and i didnt notice.
im not having a good week in terms of klutziness, i fell down the stairs yesterday morning lol.
english final wasnt so bad, ive had a massive headache since this morning though. as i do more math problems for tomorrow i find myself dreading the final less and less. what frustrates me the most is that i can do as many math problems as i want at home and get them all right, and then as soon as i take the test, i make STUPID mistakes (i.e.:2x4=6) [yes, u make fun now, but ive actually done that....a few times. lol] maybe if i just pay more attention ill have flawless work tomorrow. i would love that.
english. math. italian. global. spanish.
ONE DOWN 4 to go.....summer, here i come :)
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2004 8 June :: 9.37pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: damaged- trance remix
terminar
schools out........
HOLLER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but not goodbye jus yet..my pools open..so whoever wants to come swim jus call me! your (probably) more than welcome!
farewell EmoNt '04 its been real
God Bless and have safe summers,
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2004 8 June :: 8.27pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: the spice girls
--heres to freshman year--
so thats it. thats really it huh? just a regular day, regular classes, regular people, regular stuff....and then you find yourself cleaning the crap out of your locker and throwing it into a huge white garbage bag, only in hopes of being able to lug it to your car without the bottom falling out and having your papers fly all over the parking lot. somehow, i seems surreal, i mean, dont get me wrong, i couldnt be any happier that its over, but it just didnt feel like the last day. theres was just no sense of closure to me, and i like to have that. i helps me to feel like its completed, and that theres no "unfinished business", as cliche as that sounds. anyway tomorrows the english final. i think ill be okay with that. all in all i think this years "end" if its even worthy of that name, has been pretty good. im saving my whopper of a woohu for after finals when i can reflect on my friends and yearly issues, so keep ur eyes out, its comin up :)
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2004 5 June :: 10.48pm
ooooo boy......
Briggy217: yes, her name is Christian
DML xoxo: hahahahahhaha
DML xoxo: whats her real name
Briggy217: omg haha danielle..
DML xoxo: haha
Briggy217: her name is Christian Sayegh
DML xoxo: o really?
Briggy217: YES
Briggy217: HAHAHAH ur so cute, LOL
DML xoxo: wow ur famly really likes religion
Briggy217: no, thats a name!
DML xoxo: I KNOW SILLY
DML xoxo: but usually for a boy
Briggy217: just like Israel is someones name..
DML xoxo: so they must have really been like
DML xoxo: dude
Briggy217: duz they mean they love Israel
DML xoxo: i wanna name my kid a religion
DML xoxo: lol
Briggy217: little baby athiest
DML xoxo: haha
DML xoxo: yes
DML xoxo: my babys birth announcement is going to say:
DML xoxo: Danielle and ____would like to annoucne the birth of their first child
ATHIEST ___________
DML xoxo: whos that baby in the picture?
DML xoxo: is her name like
DML xoxo: jesusa?
que interesante....no?
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2004 5 June :: 9.47pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: like a prayer- madonna
its like a dream, no end and no beginning......
last night in the city with all the girls was so much fun. i needed to go out and have fun with friends after yesterday, it really took my mind off my issues. bubba gump had quite the staff...dancing around and spilling ice all over the place, it was lots of fun. i didnt get a tee shirt though, i just thought i would never wear it, and it was my money, oh well. the ride there and back was really fun though, listening to all those songs from the elementary school days really makes u think about how much we've all changed, and how time really goes by fast. its kinda sad actually, i, like lauren, have a major problem with change. its something ive struggled with my whole life, and probably will for the rest of it.
i mainly studied today. uggh finals can suck my ass, thats all i have to say.
gabi and joannas cd is my life
and so is briggette
and so is josh :) im expecting a call from him soon...yay!
thats all for now, xoxo
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2004 5 June :: 9.02pm
:: Music: losing my religion
if so baby can i get em supersized
ayoo--
last nite was a lot of fun! lol Kori will forever be in my heart, and sexy shawn..hah..um yah so today i saw mean girls for the second time wit my cousins-- i enjoyed it then i actually did some hw today..yes, on a saturday..
i am desperate for good music, i get mad when there isnt just this one song im obsessed with at a time, such as sweet mary or numb or losing my religion..these r still the best but i want sum new flava..ive been listening to some nfg lately and punk crap but i want real good stuff..so if there is a song that anyone LOVES..not LIKES..LOVES, please let me know..id appreciate it ;-) word up
yah so schools over tuesday...crazii shitt..and then finals..o God please help me get through them..Im not freakin out like every1 else is, but of course as they get nearer and nearer, you must give them the attention they deserve..altho i definately think some people are going over the top..
bio wont be too bad..neither will english..neither will math if i just study the topics im rusty on!..spanish will be ehh..global is what im worried about-- i really hope I am prepared..i need to study more for sure though..ive been so extremely lazy in the class..it sucks.
so last nite every1 was out partying till 5 in the morning and my parents slept in the city..i could have had a house party man..sucks, definately next time fosho..lols..right on..;-)
kk so i guess i better get back to bio...not really sure what im doin tonite prolly goin out wit the cousins..they wanna get "crunked" but i dont really enjoy drinking..im past that, don't ask me why cuz i dunno
thanks for listening
ps: danielle litoff-- this hott steamy love affair that you are making up in your head has to go, haha!..even tho the thought is hilarious!! dooooofus!
God Bless,
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2004 4 June :: 4.36pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: i will remember you- sarah mclachlan
so we have two days left....my mind is already on vacation.
thats it. im done. despite the fact that i still have 2 more days to put in, my mind has decided to be done for weeks, but i never realized that it could take such a toll on you mentally. im sick of this over-achieving town. im sick of report cards. im sick of tests, homework and those stupid award ceremonies. im sick of the people who start bugging out when they get a 98.
today was the worst day ever. i honestly bombed that math quiz, and that was my last chance for a b. i have a b minus, WITH THE PAPER AND THE BONUS PROBLEM. what happened to me? i used to be good at this. ive been so lazy lately, i cant even remember the last time i studied for a math quiz, not because i didnt need to (obviously i do, ive gotten c's on my past 3 quizzes) but just out of pure, unmistaken laziness. i have no motivation, what happened to me?
i sit here reprinting my newly revised stupid math bonus paper which she said "wasnt good enough" and doing the bonus problem. i came home and cried. i cried walking from math to italian....and it wasnt necessarily for my grade. it was for me. i used to be so motivated and so "study study study"....not anymore. i honestly dont know where that spirit went, but i wish i had it back. i wish i werent lazy, i need this b, so god help me: ms. a, please, have a heart. she saw me cry. i hate when teachers see me cry. maybe these 8 bonus points will bring it to a low b. any b will do.....any b at all.
i hate awards. i feel like i bust my ass for a whole year and i dont get recognized for it, when other people who are "naturally smart" and do nothing but get a+'s anyway the whole time get a certificate. i hate those people, u should have to work to do well. its so damn competitive. and i hate that i let it get to me. uggh god, thats it. please let me have the strength to make it through the end of this freshman year without breaking down....i cant afford to do that.
xoxo-danielle
ps- please disregard this entry if it offended anyone at all, im just blowing off steam. no harm meant.
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2004 2 June :: 10.34pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: boy meets world
wow, i havent updated in a really really long time
wow, i really havent. ive just had this major woohu dry spell, theres soo much to say, i just cant sit down and type it. ive been a lazy potato lately. sigh.
today was yearbook day, and not to echo erica, but i must say, i was a tad disappointed. i mean yea, it was a good yearbook, but some how i was expecting something GREAT......and some how it wasnt. its just not the same without the annual ugly disgust-o blow up picture of me, they were all normal. wat a change of pace. so i went to the doctor today. i was stressing out, MAJOR, but thats nothing new, as u all know, im not a fan. i had a lovely sharp fresh syringe filled with tetnus fluid to look forward to. i went and it wasnt all that bad, i didnt even cry this time. thats honestly one of the very few times thats happened, considering i was practically working myself to tears just picturing dr berman holding the syringe. ahh god, i cant even think about it now, i did get a really cool circus bandaid though :) and the next time i have to get a shot is before college THANK GOD, ive got a couple of years to be stress free before my check ups...wow thats a releif. they have pink finger prickers, they were pretty. thats pretty much all, that writers block thing is still happening which is why this entry totally sucked ass biznacthhhh. i hope i get my writing back before schools over, i need my yearly refelction to be a good one. im out for now, gunna go admire my circus bandaid, it has the cutest seals on it :P
***wow, im really unproductive lately, i didnt even fix this ugly woohu...ick, ill do it later, needa go take some tylenol, tetnus is a bitch :( :(
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2004 2 June :: 10.20pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
first and foremost......
lauren kocaj is my life!!
Awwbaby628: brigg is the coolest sayegh around, shes gots the best bball skills in this crazy little town...when she aint on the court shes chillin with me, betta yet you might find her in her cherry M3...this green eyed babe has her eye on the ball, she aint gettin stuffed shes way too tall!
Awwbaby628: thatttsss myyy FrEe StYLe :-):-):-)
haha that was sick laur!!!
so yah i havent written in a while-- ive been busy..been stayin up till 12 30/ 1 these past few nites..crapload of homework lately..
today was yr book day, a really depressing day in my opinion..binder is right, its sad..growing up..but hey, its inevitable so we might as well all embrace it, huh guys!!
i better get crakin on this math final eh..math and spanish are deadly yo-- imma flip..i gatta concentrate i have the most miserable studying habits in the world..wait, i cant have miserable habits, i dont even study!!!! grrr..o wellz ;-)
Much love to all, each and every1 of you..
God Bless,
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2004 28 May :: 4.04pm
:: Mood: calm
hay hey havent written inna whizzile--
today was international day, it was muy fun..food was MmMm good..
dont really feel like talkin much right now, maybe lata..
hmm thank God for the weekend cant wait to have fun! i need to!
-Peace in the MIddle East-
God Bless,
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