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2004 22 July :: 12.58am
So I worked today. Party. Concession. I was dying at first. Tiredness and blahness.
I'm now on a sarcasm diet. Mwahaha. Niceness/normalness..here I come.
Have fun peoples. Don't party too hard.
I should really try that sleep thing tonight. Maybe it'll work. O man. I can't wait to see. :-P My eyes burn. My skin feels oily. Because of...well..oil. Hm. Ks. Bye.
-Patrice
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2004 21 July :: 6.26pm
:: Mood: Showered
I went to the dentist today. He was a funny funny man. He asked about theatre. He knew about everything theatreish. He knew about All-state and thespians and he ASKED if I did props. He said "do you act or crew or props" and I was all "props!!" Except he had his hands in my mouth so it was muffled.
Um. Yes. I have no cavities. Woopie! And that means no s-h-o-t-s. ::shudder:: I told him I'd sneak him into the movies and told him crazy tricks to getting free popcorn and crap. I'm a bad employee. He said he wouldn't be mean about my flossing if I was nice if he came to the movie. So yeah. Lol.
So I feel sick. I have all day. Now my stomach is all...eck. And I feel like I'm gonna puke. Which isn't good for concessions. Oh well. I'll get through it. I will live. I slept for 2 hours. Didn't help the old stomach out much. We'll see what happens.
Um. Ok. I need work pants. So to the luandrey room. Adios mis amigos buenos. Si papra espanol! Pero...no. :-P
-Patrice
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2004 21 July :: 3.13pm
:: Mood: annoyed
nail clippers
I wanted to apologize to whomever I spoke with last night....especially Jorie and Patrice. I have it written in my Xanga but not in here....I've been having so many mood swings it's crazy. I'm easily pissed...just about everyone irritates me and apparently it shows because Jorie asked me last night if I was mad...I assure you I'm not mad...I don't know what I am but I promise I'll get over it in a couple days. And last night, I was being extremely stupid and started whining and complaining too much. I'm always saying how it really bothers me to hear people complain so much about their lives when they really don't have it all that bad...and that's exactly what I was doing last night...I was being extremely hypocritcal...so I'm really sorry. It's not a sarcastic apology. I just felt so stupid once I got offline. ::Sigh::
Well, I'm gonna go call Goli and then practice some more...our official recording was postponed to today....yipee.
Always, Sandy
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2004 21 July :: 11.48am
Everlast
What It's Like Lyrics
We've all seen the man at the liquor store beggin' for your change
The hair on his face is dirty, dreadlocked and full of mange
He ask the man for what he could spare with shame in his eyes
Get a job you fuckin' slob's all he replied
[CHORUS]
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in his shoes
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to sing the blues
Then you really might know what it's like [X4]
Mary got pregnant from a kid named Tom who said he was in love
He said don't worry about a thing baby doll I'm the man you've been dreamin' of
But three months later he said he won't date her or return her call
And she sweared god damn if I find that man I'm cuttin' off his balls
And then she heads for the clinic and she gets some static walkin' through the doors
They call her a killer, and they call her a sinner, and they call her a whore
[CHORUS]
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in her shoes
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to choose
Then you really might know what it's like [X4]
I've seen a rich man beg
I've seen a good man sin
I've seen a tough man cry
I've seen a loser win
And a sad man grin
I heard an honest man lie
I've seen the good side of bad
And the down side of up
And everything between
I licked the silver spoon
Drank from the golden cup
Smoked the finest green
I stroked daddies dimes at least a couple of times
Before I broke their heart
You know where it ends
Yo, it usually depends on where you start
I knew this kid named Max
He used to get fat stacks out on the corner with drugs
He liked to hang out late at night
Liked to get shit faced
And keep pace with thugs
Until late one night there was a big gun fight
Max lost his head
He pulled out his chrome .45
Talked some shit
And wound up dead
Now his wife and his kids are caught in the midst of all of his pain
You know it crumbles that way
At least that's what they say when you play the game
[CHORUS]
God forbid you ever had to wake up to hear the news
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to lose
Then you really might know what it's like [X4]
To have to lose...
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2004 21 July :: 2.15am
:: Mood: contemplative
so im going on vacation from the journal for a while.
all my entries are going to be restricted for a while...mostly becasue they'll probably be about you...yes thats right...no bullshit here
bye
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2004 21 July :: 1.51am
I can't be online right now. I don't think. I wish my sister and her friend would just go away and let me sleep. Argh. Fuck it. Night.
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2004 20 July :: 2.24pm
It's quite apparent that she hates me. She might as well say it to me face.
Don't ask me who.
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2004 20 July :: 3.52am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: U2~where the streets have no name
all your life, you're told
"dont live to make other people happy"
unless of course, your family is like that...
thats all you know and so therefore expect others to do so too
and those who did not grow up in that atmosphere learn that if they do not make people happy, those people who grew up that way, than they go away
no one likes to piss people off.
but who actually wants to live to make everyone else happy
and so thats why im telling you
im sick of it
if i piss you off
you're going to have to deal with it; chances are you've pissed me off too..
if you arent going to tell me about it...then dont...
deal with it...and i trust you wouldnt care enough about me then...because your anger would lead to your avoidence.....and im sick of trying and i
i hate those times where you want nothing more than to just lay down and be there...
let everything go
because you know that someone doesnt want you there.
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2004 20 July :: 2.37am
LIVE
Lightning Crashes
Lightning crashes, a new mother cries
Her placenta falls to the floor
The angel opens her eyes
The confusion sets in
Before the doctor can even close the door
Lightning crashes, an old mother dies
Her intentions fall to the floor
The angel closes her eyes
The confusion that was hers
Belongs now
To the baby down the hall
Oh now feel it, coming back again
Like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
Forces pulling from the centre of the earth again
I can feel it
Lightning crashes, a new mother cries
This moment she's been waiting for
The angel opens her eyes
Pale blue coloured iris presents the circle
And puts the glory out to hide, hide
Oh now feel it, coming back again
Like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
Forces pulling from the centre of the earth again
I can feel it
Barbara Lewis (1973-1993)
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2004 20 July :: 2.04am
:: Mood: so many feelings
:: Music: "chill out and take a load off" mix
oh the words i wish i could tell you...
there are so many things im feeling...
but i couldnt type them in here
i couldnt tell them to someone
nor could i write them down
i'd want to tell you how sorry i am.....if only i knew what for...
its one of those times where i need to vent
but i couldnt possibly
im trapped in a world where i've allowed everyone else to talk so much
that they've gotten used to it
and my feelings seem to be unimportant.
and if they are important
i couldnt say them
because i only hurt people by saying them
i try so hard to make them feel okie
but then i mention things
and feel horrible
i know no one will read this
but for whatever i did...
although i didnt try to hurt you
im sorry.
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