He seemed no different from the rest Just a healthy normal boy His mama always did her best And he was daddy's pride and joy He learned to walk and talk on time But never cared much to be held and steadily he would decline Into his solitary shell As a boy he was considered somewhat odd Kept to himself most of the time He would daydream in and out of his own world but in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A temporary catatonic Madman on occasion When will he break out Of his solitary shell He struggled to get through his day He was helplessly behind He poured himself onto the page Writing for hours at a time As a man he was a danger to himself Fearful and sad most of the time He was drifting in and out of sanity But in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A momentary maniac With casual delusions When will he be let out Of his solitary shell

 

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Toki

:: 2004 20 July :: 1.44am
:: Mood: pessimistic

I wish that people from work would read this. I want people to know that I'm not boring-sad-crazy me. Lately I've been slowly becoming less able to pretend to be happy. And less able to just relax. And I'm sorry for that.

I'm not a bitchy person. Really. I promise. I'm just tired.

Are you in a Solitary Shell?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 19 July :: 2.31pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: 106.7 ::drip, drip:: the fish

so senior picutres today...i think i spend less time getting ready for dances...lol

so ill finish about the concert later...but check it out tnt...




went to the Renaissance Faire yesterday with Q, Stunkel and Q's family.

twas a party...better had i had money but still good

oh look...now am listneing to chevelle

:)

adios

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sandatthebeach

:: 2004 19 July :: 3.37am

::sigh:: i feel like a dumbass. so what else is new right?

i'm sorry everyone.

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Toki

:: 2004 19 July :: 12.56am
:: Mood: Undecided

Somebody. Please. I dont know anymore. I can't do this. I want to quit, can I quit? Please?

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Anytngbtordinary

:: 2004 18 July :: 10.14pm
:: Music: I Hate Everything About You... not sure of the group..oh well

That had to be the best time ive had in a while. Last night was fun, stalking people with Meghan...until creepy guys hit on us... also making cookies for Hul...until he ditched us but it wasnt his fault and he kept apologizing. The Cookie time was awesome, i havent had that good of a conversation with someone in months...but it ended when we smelled burning cookies...
Today...was really great... hanging out with Hul a whole bunch walked to stone fence farm park?? Why the hell is it called farm park? We couldnt figure that out. Then i went to Melanie's party which was really fun. I'm so glad i went..i wish i was still there. We watched I love the 90's for a long time... I miss the 90s...esspecially 97. ::Sigh:: Can I go back?

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Toki

:: 2004 18 July :: 6.41pm

I REALLY need to learn how to drive. Badly. Not drive badly. but the need is bad. Never mind. I'm of to work. Bye.

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Toki

:: 2004 18 July :: 6.08pm
:: Mood: crappy

I'm a very crappy person. Just so you all know. This is probably another entry where I shouldn't say exactly what I think. Because no one really cares anyways. But as soon as you write something controversial...Boom. Drama. Crap. Fun.

So yesterday was fun. I was out almost all day. And honestly I needed that. We went to see I, Robot. Insanity. I never have seen a movie there since I started working. Then I was flipping out. Too much energy. That's what happens when you have A) No school at 7am and B) No work until 10:45. It was uber-cool.

After we journeyed to Culver's where The Kim and I shared a burger and fries. Then we shared ice cream with the Jillian. Haha. "what flavor do you want?" "There's flavors?!"

So we proceeded to remain outside of Culver's for about another 2 hours. We talked. Boys talked. We talked together. Before moving ourselves to Jill's place. Where we saw two "puppies"...even though they were BEASTS. So then the Kim went home and we were joined by Hul-ay.

Then off to VH celebration, which I actually went to. Uber sweet. I have to go. Eventhough it can be boring. Or else I die. It's the way it goes.

The walk over there was kinda ehh..I don't know. I wasn't too happy at alot of times when we were there. Which was bad. BUt I don't know. We're all allowed to have bad moods. I don't know. I can't really explain why here. Refer to first paragraph for more information. And no, it's just not one person. ok?

So yeah. We stood around at the thing for a while. It got better. Circles suck though. You're in one. Then two seconds later, they close you out of conversation and circle. so you have to fine someone else who was un-circleized. Party. Not really.

Well. Good times after that atleast. Jill and I went to the Ash-A-Lee's. Where we slept. The pants was there for a bit. But he's not a girl, thus he had to leave.

We watched lotsa I Love The 90's and Degrassi. And then parts of the movie that I can't spell even though I've tried for five minutes. It was..wow. We decided it wasn't a 4am movie and flicked it off. Then we discovered...bum bum bum...aol radio. Hehe. Had VH style rave there. It was good though. At Ashley's house. Because it was just realxing good time fun. No drama. Woo hoo.

Then after chatting about aliens abducting us and writing poetry about it. I passed out. Then woke up. and passed out again. The woke up again and went home.

Where I proceeded to explode on my family for everything that made me angry at VH celebration thing. Which is uber bad, I know. But someone told me that if I hold my anger in, I'll be an explosive angry little person. Which is oh so true.

So to avoid more human contact, I slept. For 4 hours. Then I took a shower. And I'm here now. Going to work soon. Working concessions. Woo popcorn.
-Patrice


PS- I hate the world somedays. I hate hating things. But I do sometimes. I have to think about my own sanity. Right? That's a good thing. But what's good for me? I really don't know right now. I wish someone could tell me.

DOOM DOOM DOOM DI DOOM DI DOOOM!
::bows::

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sandatthebeach

:: 2004 18 July :: 4.11pm
:: Mood: discontent

compact mirror
Our talent show's next week. Shit.

I wish I had some money....and no lecturing me...I plan on applying somewhere BEFORE school ends next year so that I'll have a job as soon as summer begins.

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Anytngbtordinary

:: 2004 18 July :: 3.38am

I hate change.

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toki

:: 2004 17 July :: 11.10pm
:: Mood: Relieved.

Work is getting better. It's not hellish. I'm starting to kind of talk to people. Which is hard for me, dudes. Which most of you know.

So yeah. I saw Sandy and Goli and Wender-Pants and Jill and Chris and Jorie and Nick and Jackie and Benton and Lisa and probably more people. That's all i really saw saw. Yeah. It was cool.

[Edit:12:26]

Don't feel so peppy anymore. Deleted most of this. Does really matter anyways? Not really. Nothing does. Good bye.

~Patrice

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