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2004 19 May :: 11.08pm
:: Mood: exanimate
BOOM
I used to use that mood alot, it makes me sound smarter then I am. Exanimate...Yep.
Today...hmm...took my math test, I don't think I did too bad. Maybe a passing grade? Anything above a 54 will raise my grade drastically, so as long as I pass.
Still sick, not as drugged though, I learned my lesson though. No more then 1 every 4 hours. ::nods::
Half day today...yay. I needed that. It wasn't bad. Just a day. Then we had Orchestra though. It was poopy. Thanks to Wender and Chris for trying to make me deaf and feel like an idiot all at the same time.
You know what? I don't know. I had a train of thought, but completly lost it.
The crazy things need to stop. I think the world is going insane. You know when you fill a balloon too full, it gets too thin and eventually it just explodes? That's what my head feels like now.
I'm not gonna start explaining myself though, because once I start I don't shut up. I know you don't like to hear me whine...so whine no more will Patrice...haha..nice sentence there.
I think I'm gonna go read some nice Harry Potter and go to bed. So good-bye all.
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2004 19 May :: 12.33am
So i started to read invisible man, and omg the writer is like amazing. So im getting bored with the book but the writing style of the author is just amazing. the story is good too, i like it but there is a part about him going to church, which probably has a lot of symbolizim(i cant spell) adn i cant read into it so, tis my fault.
I finished Death of a Salesman, omg its really sad. I'd hate to be Happy, he tries so hard to please his parents, but they just ignore him. Stupid fucking parents pay attention to all your kids and if you cant then dont have more than one.
Schools ok, im gonna end up doing really bad in French, M. Guiard cant just boost my grade up, and so i hope i get an A but that means i have to study a ton fro the final and its on Friday. ARG.
Oh, ACT if any of you guys are taking it in June can you please tell me what high shcool your taking it in, cuz im going all the way to north chicago (soemthing like that half an hour away) and id like to go with someone, not by myself it would be sad. So tell me :)
Aight peace out amigas. And dont life stress you out too much, in the end everything will find a place, whether its what you want or what you dont want, things will get solved.
~~**~~YASAMIN~~**~~
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2004 18 May :: 5.05pm
:: Mood: blah
Nothing really interesting has happened this week.I'm sick again. Which is always a party. I took two bynadril(sp) things in gym today instead of one...woo hoo...talk about drowsiness. It just hit me at lunch and I died. Then pple threw brownies at my head O.o;;;....
So school. It's stressful. Too much blahdy blah. I hate. And being sick on top of that with a fun mix of everyone's drama.
My sister's a bitch. I wish we had another play going on. That's the only way I get out of the house. I happen to be there when people make plans. other then that, it's not worth it to go out of pple's way to Libertyville. So here I am stuck for the rest of the summer.
I just love how people get mad at me for not calling them and inviting them places when they don't even call me. ::shrugs:: Kinda funny, eh?
I hate hate hate hate hate HATE my siblings. I can't live here anymore.
:'(
Yes...Patrice is sad. This week sucks. Sickness and family and homework and band and orchestra.
I'm quitting orchestra, I don't even need to be there.
You know what? I quit. I just quit. People suck and I'm just..me.
Good bye
-Patrice
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2004 16 May :: 2.56pm
:: Music: currently opening of chicago (they're playing through all the dance music right now)
continuation.....
so patrice and i went on our awesome date....saw 13 going on 30 and it was so awesome. well, i liked the movie. i thought it was really cute and i thought jennifer garner did a really good job of playing her role.
um....went to dairy queen....got ice cream.....me with brownies! ah! dude i love chocolate. how can a person NOT like chocolate? yo no se.
um....so i don't know what else to write. once i go home i'm gonna have to finish my homewokr. or more like start it. but other then that.....um i don't know...i got nothing.
Always, Sandy
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2004 16 May :: 1.31pm
:: Mood: bored
hooker dance
that's my subject because rachel just said that in the background. yeah, i'm in the auditorium booth right now. woo. yeah working for productions....grrrrrrr....
anywho...for those of you who went to prom ha! sucks to be you! i bet you wanted to be with me and patrice on our awesome date.
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2004 16 May :: 12.18am
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: Love Is A Battlefield(Lol)
::giggle:: ::giggle::
So tonight was awesome. Ha to all of you prom goers. :-P hehe. No but really, it wasn't as bad as I thought. It was fun.
I went on a date with the Sandy. I know, you're all jealous. Yeah...we saw 13 Going On 30. It actually wasn't bad. I liked it alot. It ended the stereotypical romantic hollywood ending, but it wasn't as unrealistic as some of the movies we have. ::cough:: prince and me ::cough::
Gollum was in it! Well, Andy Serkis. His eyes are really really blue. Hehe. It was funny, because he would be acting all bossish or dancing to Thriller, then I would get a LoTR flashback and its Gollum doing the moonwalk. Tehehe.
So then we went to Diary Queen and ate some chocolate...because sandy wasn't hyper enough. Hehe.
So I hope you all had fun at prom and all that after party stuff.
Doom di doom. I might be a bit tired. So I think I might go to bed. Because I can. Haha...okay then.
Goodnight!
-Patrice
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2004 14 May :: 9.36pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: Iris
You know when you make yourself belive that something is going to be so insanely sucky, that when it comes it is? I mean, there's no way around it? It's stupid. Don't do it to yourself.
This weekend is gonna suck though. No way around it. I just want to run away. This is all just way too much stress type stuff. I need to get out of here, but that's not going to happen.
I need to talk to someone, but I don't know. The people that I normally talk to, I can't. I just can't. And no one else really cares. So what do I do? Just keep on getting more angry. it works. I don't care.
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2004 13 May :: 9.16pm
:: Mood: aggravated
Summer Books
So you know how there are books called American Classics, and we dont cover a lot of them in school right, so i thought i should make a reading list and so i went online and researched and did all that fun stuff, i mean it took me a couple of days to make a list of 15 books to read over the sum.....HAHAHA, you guys actually believed that, come on its me YASAMIN so i went to barnes and bought death of a salesman, so i was looking at the bag and i was like wow, i read one..two..three of those books, i was amazed. So i decided to make a list of all the books on that bag adn read them by the end of the summer.
And the list is (some have authors and some dont):
-Invisible Man by Ellison
-The Maltese Falcon by Dashell Hammett
-This side of Paradise by Fitzgerald
-Mrs Bridge
-The Grapes of Wrath by Steinbeck ( you guys should also read Of Mice and Men and then read the part of the poem he got the name from, i really like that book)
-The Old Man and the Sea by Hemmingway
-The Sound fo the Fury by Faulkner
-A Tree Grows in Brooklyn
-Gone with the Wind
-To Kill a Mocking bird by harper Lee
-Catch 22 by Joseph Heller
-The Bell Jar by Plath
-Go Tell it on a Mountain
You guys should read these books with me, i have an invisible man, im excited. Ill do a whole this book is good or horrible thing. Im gonna have fun with this :)
~Yasamin~
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2004 13 May :: 7.09pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Into The West
Today..not yesterday..pooo
Today was no yesterday. Which sucks.
I'm a selfish bitch, just so you all know. And I'm sorry for it.
The assembly today was sad. Everyone I talked to said they wanted to cry, but no one else was. Stupid drunk drivers. Drinking is so stupid. Beyond stupid.
I had this weird dream the other night.
Jill and I were working on something for a play in this old victorian house. We were in teh attic with a few other people from crew and I was typing something on the computer that had to get done. Then someone(no names mentioned...someone I hate though..) Came up behind me and hugged me...I stood up but didn't pull away.
I knew that I hated him...but I couldn't remember why. And I just kept trying to remember why, because I didn't want to be mean and pull away from this guy when I don't know why I feel so mean towards him. All I wanted to do was get back to work.
Then I look out the window and see a deer on the roof on the house next to us. But the guy wouldn't let me go, and I wanted to run to the window and look at it. How often do you see a deer on a roof? So I tried to pull away and he told me it was stupid and that the deer was nothing. Then the deer ran away and he let me go and I cried while I tried to get back to work.
So knowing that I'm me, I have overanalyzed it for all that it's worth. It makes sense. If you want to know, ask me. I might write about it later while I'm trying to avoid my theatre tech paper.
Tomorrow's friday. Fun. :-P Someone kill me, Please? :-(
-patrice
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2004 13 May :: 2.02am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: "this irresistable paris original i'm wearing tonight"
yup yup
yay i'm back!.........so i haven't updated in like forever and half. um...so let's see...what's new in the world of sandy kim? a couple things. yay finally some excitement right? i don't know if it's all that exciting...you be the judge.
so i'm next year's vice president. woopee! see i didn't think i would get it cuz yeah....melissa's popular and i'm not. and i know there's a lot of people in this school who aren't too fond of me. so i kinda had the mindset where i thought i wouldn't get. a little pessimisstic but figured it's better than being extremely disappointed. so i'm happy about that.
so no summer school for me. but i should find a job. one to keep myself occupied and two to pay off for this summer thing i'm going to for two weeks. it's like singing boot camp minus the boot camp part. well...it is alot of singing. it's like from 9 in the morning to 5 in the afternoon but totally worht it. one my singing should improve a whole hell of a lot, two my confidence level should be improve as well regarding singing in public, and three it should prepare a whole hell of a lot for next year's musical which i'm hoping to make and actually get a decent part since that's the only thing i'm auditioning for and i actually have a chance in making since we all know how much i suck at acting....but i still try so you gotta me props for that! just for auditioning i ugess....i don't know....moving on.
um...for those of you saw me on monday during school in tears or in near tears, here's an explanation: sunday night...well i guess monday morning....take two. monday morning at 3 in morning i got a phone call from my aunt who called to inform us that my grandma had passed away. yeah. that's why i was kinda glum all day on monday. like end of 1st period and beginning of 2nd period was when it finally hit me that she died. i walked into theatre class 2nd period and i started crying. good thing it was freichels because i asked to go to the bathroom and she let me. um..i spent the first like 7 minutes of class in the bathroom crying. yeah. so i went to the funeral today. i don't really wanna go into it right now...cuz i wanna get off the computer....maybe i'll post more tomorrow.
goodnight.
Always, Sandy
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