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2005 7 January :: 12.36pm
I have this urgent need to see you. It doesn't matter how late. That is, if you don't care. I just need to be with you now. I always do!
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2005 5 January :: 3.55pm
Recover with me my hurt friend
The wounds you wear aren't forever
The air will cool where you breath
Your tears bear salt from our sea.
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2005 5 January :: 10.29am
:: Music: Straylight Run- Another Word For Desperate
Repetition makes an impression...I WON'T BE AROUND HERE FOR TOO VERY LONG...
This overwhelming feeling is crushing me. All these things are happening at once. I didn't go to school today. It's not good but I need time to finish things. I will probably have to work till 10 or 10:30 tomorrow night. I also have SkillsUSA try-outs tomorrow at 2:30. It's right next to work, so I'm not leaving. No rest. No rest. Keep running. Wow this sucks. This job is hard, too. Well, not so much hard as it is tiring. And skills is making me tired too. I'm just going to burn-out. I know I will soon. It's all just going to collapse. I can't wait to be out of school. But that will be a while. How am I going to do it... Doctor's appointment today. Stupid damned kidneys. Oh I'm screaming inside.
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2005 3 January :: 12.32pm
:: Music: Senses Fail-Buried A Lie
Stuck in my head
Crap. Work.
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2005 2 January :: 7.19pm
Love
I love him
I want everything.
I want it all to happen too soon.
Rushing everything.
I just need to be with him.
He doesn't know how much I need him.
Independent, yet to live I need him.
You take in everything with a certainty I envy.
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2005 2 January :: 7.15pm
When the sun came up,
we were sleeping in
Sunk inside our blankets
Sprawled across the bed.
And we were dreaming
There are moments
when I know it.
And the world revolves around us
And we're keeping it
Keeping it all going
This delicate balance
Vulnerable
All knowing
(SING LIKE YOU THINK NO ONE'S LISTENING)
You would kill for this. Just a little bit.
Just a little bit.
You would.
(SING LIKE YOU THINK NO ONE'S LISTENING)
You would kill for this. Just a little bit.
Just a little bit.
You would.
Sing me something soft. Sad and delicate.
Or loud and out of key. Sing me anything
We're glad for what we've got.
Done with what we've lost
Our whole lives laid out right in front of us.
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2005 1 January :: 7.39pm
Best New Year's EVER!!!
I am not going to get into details. It was one of the most special nights. I will say this...a lot of people got sick at that hotel. And our next door roomies were keeping me up...And there weren't any refrigerators!!!! And I think Char is home now YAY!
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2005 1 January :: 7.37pm
If Maverick were to speak a language, I'm pretty sure it would be French...for some reason.
And Charlie...I'm about to feed your fish! Get home!
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2004 28 December :: 6.46pm
Char, I found an apartment!
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2004 28 December :: 6.26pm
:: Music: Modest Mouse- Dramamine
I said what I said and you know what I mean...
Oh man. Why am I so sad? Gah. It's like I want to rush everything.
I just want it all to happen now. I have this feeling inside me too. And it's weird. And I just need to talk to you.
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2004 28 December :: 4.16pm
I guess guys have to feel all tough and act like jerks around their friends and stuff. I've heard that from somewhere before...
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2004 28 December :: 3.40pm
We have one thing everyone in the world strives for. And it is priceless. And it will always be ours.
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2004 28 December :: 3.36pm
There is one thing, one VERY important thing you have to learn before you die.
Time is the only thing controlling this life. Why?
That is not the one important thing you have to learn. It could be, but I don't think it is. I just think before we die we have to learn something. Something that could help us after death. In another life. No one really knows what happens when you die.
Have you ever wondered how big the universe is? If it ever ends, or is it infinite? If it has invisible walls, where once you hit them, you bounce back? This book is making me insane.
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2004 17 December :: 12.27pm
Totally the last day. Totally excited. Totally saying totally like a total valley girl.
Oh my gosh.
Totally.
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2004 14 December :: 8.53pm
Lost inspiration
Panic on the rise
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