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2003 9 October :: 9.27pm
just quit.
gah. blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.
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2003 9 October :: 8.07pm
Hello my loyal subjects
I am the king of town
Please remain standing while I finish my speech and consume the contents of this bowl.
Now, despite rumors to the contrary, i did not just buy a crown at the costume palace and ask people to start calling me the king of town. I earned my title the same way i earned a free combo meal by purchasing one of equal or lesser value. I also did not ever try to eat my own mustache. I live in yawn castle, and employ a poopsmith for reasons I don't care to disclose. And furthermore, now I'm going to eat this bowl of corndog batter.
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2003 9 October :: 3.22pm
:: Music: [Led Zeppelin- Whole Lotta Love]
Baby I'm not foolin'
TODAY WAS AWESOME!
Made some yummy almond prailine cheesecake. It turned out soooo good! Mr. H was really excited about it. I didn't get to try any though. Hey I met someone today too. He's really neat. I've had this song in my head all day long. hehe. Gosh I'm so happy today. Ugh. I just remembered I had homework...
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2003 8 October :: 7.53pm
:: Music: Kevin's dear 311
farts. three-eleven god we praise thee. DEERSLAYER> DYLAN IS ON DRUGS> denial! Denial!
BLAAAAAHHHHHH
llalalalalalalala
KEVIN, who's birthday is it today??????
YOUR MOM
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2003 8 October :: 6.19pm
I'm afraid to drive tonight, mostly because I'll end up in an awkward silence after I start crying during the silence we had to begin with. Hopefully she talks about something. Maybe something funny. Because otherwise I will concentrate on holding back tears and I won't concentrate on driving. Anyway. I...yeah. Am having problems and blah. I wish I could blame it on something. I need to go get ready now because I am leaving early.
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2003 8 October :: 6.09pm
:: Music: Saves The Day-Wednesday The Third
nobody came too soon
Now as I lay by your side
would you tell me why everything has to be lies
leaving everyone wondering when we'll all wind up dead
to all we are within
wednesday the third was the night that you rambled
alone in the fridgid white light like a leopard
about to dig in to trembling skin
with wind whipping your shins
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Now as I lean to the side
I can see all the thoughts that you're trying to hide
I've arranged for a ferry to France
where you should relax, don't worry about the pets
they'll be safe at our address
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and you'll be the last one to wish for rain
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2003 8 October :: 3.50pm
You...make me cry. You hurt me. I don't know why. But you did.
And you don't fucking care.
I don't know if there's something wrong with that, or if there's something wrong with you making me cry, but I'm really sad. And I do fucking care. Is there something wrong with that too? You make it seem that way.
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2003 7 October :: 8.52pm
:: Music: [Led Zeppelin- No Quarter]
I am sick of:
-People who take others for granted.
-People who have been making me do their jobs while I still try to do mine and get done on time.
-People.
And I just found out something that makes me really angry. Just because you want to push away from everyone to be by yourself does not mean you can act so selfish. You know damn well that I am still your friend. How many times have I talked to you about "things". And how many times have you said hurtful things to me and I just shrugged them off. And you know what? I think since you kept your eyes shut you've become too blind to see the people around you who truly care. And who are still there and will always be there. But since you've shoved us all away, or been really mean to us, we've taken a step back as well.
I'm sick of this. I'm going to bed.
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2003 7 October :: 6.00pm
:: Music: [The Get-Up Kids- On A Wire]
I do hope I won't learn to make the same mistakes that you would make-me aware my only fear
my only hope is letting you go.
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If you could know everything, would you want to?
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You're a few years overdue, I spent them waiting here for you.
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2003 7 October :: 5.16pm
:: Music: Pink Floyd- Learning To Fly
Smashed finger. Ow.
FOOD! yummy.
Wow. I think I'm crazy. Massively. I remember a couple years ago Jessi and I would say massively all the time. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA!!! I really feel like talking to a certain someone. I miss them a lot and I want them to come over this weekend. I can't wait till this weekend it'll be a blast.
Time to go...eat some food.
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2003 6 October :: 9.31pm
:: Music: Saves The Day- Rise
Let's call it off I've had enough of the games
If you could see into me all my veins are tangled up, tied in knots.
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Today was fun!
Yippee! *jump jump jump*
Happy early birthday Jessica!
I <3 you!
G'night.
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2003 5 October :: 8.19pm
:: Music: [Saves The Day- Where Are You]
If I could move just one fingernail to scratch your name on the back of my hand, so i would never forget you again
Worst birthday ever.
Today was awful. How shall I start...Sometimes I just don't want to talk because anything I say will come out sounding selfish and I hate that. But 16th birthdays are supposed to be special, right?
-My cousin blew out my candles on purpose, right as they finished lighting them.
-My other cousin started throwing fits and crying.
-My step-uncle complained about taking pictures. He said I could do it.
-My other uncle didn't even look like he wanted to be here.
-When I walked outside I saw my lawn getting torn up by my other cousin's huge remote-control monster trucks.
-Scraped car with coat-zippers.
-They got cake all over mom's sweater.
-Babysat my cousins while everyone else did whatever they wanted.
No birthday would have been much better if you ask me. I need to go play guitar and watch my stress fade away
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2003 5 October :: 3.03pm
:: Music: Flashlight Brown- Whoa Man
Who knows the tale in every sordid detail about the kid born on nobody's list?
To a dad named Bob and a mom named Claude and a dog that was constantly pissed.
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Today shall be good. Even if I feel like mom and dad should be doing something else. They act like they are so busy. So yeah. Little kids, lots of little kids parading around my house pretty soon...ahhhh!!!!
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End of the year so we got a career and tried our best not to think of the past
Yeah it pisses me off but I guess it's enough to know that sometimes nothing's a blast.
:-P ~pffft~
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2003 5 October :: 12.50am
It's sad that you never look forward to anything until it's over, because the whole time something's going on, you're thinking of other things you have to do.
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2003 5 October :: 12.36am
Yeah. Stuff I wrote, it may suck but...yeah. it made me feel better.
Curving out to step in line and stretching to search for a sign, but you just stood there motionless, I waited close for your caress. But what I didn’t know was you weren’t there, looked next to me and you were in a stare. Slipping out of reach and out of care. I looked next to me and you weren’t there.
Cut me open one last time, to spill my guts for you is not a crime, I take the pain you give so well, and wait again for you to sell. These memories into the night, held you close in case of fright, I hate the way the stars are out of sight, covered by these clouds, fading into night.
I hate the way these words roll off you’re tongue, you’re fading and you can’t admit you’re done. You never speak the way you wanted to, and life it seems is molded not to you. You always say you never care, you hate it when you’re never there. You hate the way I hate the way you never say you want to stay.
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