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2004 2 November :: 10.43 am
:: Mood: amused
ha.
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2004 2 November :: 10.28 am
:: Mood: creative
laama.
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2004 1 November :: 7.34 pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: [Cut Up Angels]
yep, i'm updating from home which is actually quite a daring little... ahrm. shut up. hah. ... yeah it's weird. i'm updating from home. ::zones out:
...k.
um so, today... picked some mad scabs and eh... wow my ear is dying where i pierced it yesterday... hah... i've never had any of my peircings get infected and this ones like... screaming at me and it's sad. josh says its purple. i say it's lavender. even though we both know it's not either. its just rosy.
i still have to take a shower and save some stuff onto a disk and then uhm, do some other shit and go to bed.
...it's only 7.
i'm exhausted.
my ear has been itching all day.
i think i'm going to go eh... cleanse myself.
ta.
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2004 28 October :: 10.43 am
:: Mood: bored
About Yourself
A little about yourself…
>< Given Name:: Casey Noelle Schwind
>< Gender:: female
>< Age:: 15.5
>< Date of Birth:: June 27
>< Location:: Hope, NJ
>< Marital Status:: Single -shrug-
>< Hair Color:: brown/red
>< Hair Type:: shoulderish length.. stick straight.
>< Eye color:: brown
>< Skin Color:: i'm pretty pale... -_-
>< Height:: 5'8"... beanstalk.
>< Shoe Size:: 10 or 11. ...beanstalk.
>< AIM/AOL Screen Name:: L caught fLre
Favorites…
>< Word(s):: ew.
>< Language:: tocaneese.
>< Food:: chicken caeser salad
>< Drink:: flavour water
>< Band:: taking back sunday... the used... or... sum41shdontmakefun
>< Singer:: enrique iglesias! ha.
>< T.V Show:: ER and... whatevah.
>< Movie:: Twisted
>< Pet:: horse
>< Animal:: horse/cow
>< Number:: 27
>< Telephone Number:: my favorite? um. mine. i guess.
>< Holiday:: uhm hm. christmas or halloween wait no, wtf, easter.
>< Week Day:: saturday or... sometimes... sundays.
>< Place:: outside
>< Weather:: spring
>< Flower:: dandilion. LMAO
>< Scent:: love spell!
>< Color:: gray
>< Store:: wherever i can buy like.. 5 t's for a buck.
>< Style:: :burps::
>< Book:: eh.
>< Celebrity:: stevo32
>< DVD:: yah.
Have you ever?
>< Kissed the opposite sex?: yes
>< Kissed the same sex?: yes
>< Went to third?: :ahem:
>< Went to second?: yes.
>< Had Sex?: no... casey doesn't do premarital.
>< Gotten detention?: yeah
>< Gotten suspended?: neh
>< Got Grounded?: ha yes
>< Cheated On Someone?: no, i don't do that kinda... shizneh.
>< Were Caught Cheating?: no
>< Lost Your Wallet?:: yes
>< Lost Your Cellular Phone?: sometimes but then i find it in like.. 5.
>< Spied On Your Mom And Dad?: no.
>< Were Caught Doing something wrong?: yes
>< Cursed At Your Parents?: my mom yeah, we fight a lot.
>< Been In love?: i was once.
>< Been Loved?: i don't think so.. not like... i don't think i've ever had anyone IN love with me. i've been loved though.
>< Used a Friend?: no, wtf?
>< Been Used By A Friend?: -shrug- probably..
>< Lost a Friend?: yeah
>< Been Cheated On?: probably..
>< Been To the Emergency Room?: yeah.
>< Broken a Bone?: yeah
Are you...
>< Heterosexual?: yes
>< Lesbian/Gay?: sometimes ;D
>< Bisexual?: sometimes ;D
>< Somewhat Attractive?: eh...
>< Depressed?: not always.
>< In Pain?: fucking yes.
>< Worried?: a little bit.
>< In Shock?: no
>< Excited?: not really.
>< Happy?: nah.
>< Obsessed?: nah.
>< A Drug Addict?: nah.
>< A Smoker?: used to.
>< An Alcoholic?: not to that extent i don't think.
>< A Loner?: ha yeah.
>< Loved?: dunno.
>< Hated?: probably..
>< Wanted?: dunno.
>< Unwanted?: yes, most likely..
>< Shy?: sometimes.
>< Bored?: a tad.
>< Having Fun?: a tad.
>< Listening To Music?: no.
>< Watching T.V?: no.
>< On the Computer?: no. ;D
>< Doing Homework?: no.
>< Single?: yes.
>< Taken?: ....moron.
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2004 28 October :: 10.33 am
:: Mood: amused
"the last thing i need is some high school kid from Arkensaw with two teeth fondling me."
"you gotta breathe. you know you're not when you go; *obnoxiously loud girly scream* "PULL! ...ehm. uh. pull."
"in college, I got on a real rank bull with one horn the size of my left leg. I'll tell you, I was so scared, that when he came out of that chute that bull jerked the corn right outta my poop!"
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2004 28 October :: 10.30 am
:: Mood: apathetic
it's the 28th of the month and i haven't updated in two days.
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2004 26 October :: 10.15 am
:: Mood: blah
1. How many times have you had pizza delivered to your house?
never.
2. How do you like your toast?
lightly toasted. if you burn it, i shove it up your ass.
3. What kind of milk, if any, do you drink?
regular like... reduced fat milk?
and chocolate milk is god.
4. What do your dishes look like?
round and such.
oh and... they have a green stripe around the edges.
5. What utensil do you eat mac 'n cheese with?
depends on what kind of mood i'm in.
if i'm in an insanely hungry mood i use a huge soup spoon, and if i'm just... blah.. i use a fork. but most of the time i pick something else over mac and cheese.
6. Do you know what anti-aliasing is?
pshwa.
7. Have you ever been in an airplane?
yes
8. Have you ever played a full game of golf?
MINIATURE GOLF OH MY HOLY WOW YES!
9. Describe your feelings toward Microsoft Windows:
computer.
10. Do you usually remember your dreams?
yes.
11. How big is your bed?
not.
12. What's the coolest thing on the surface of your workspace?
...
13. Describe your current hair style:
down to my shoulders about... red/brown... dyed from blonde... and eh... stickass straight. OH SHIT HA. i mean... up in a messy ponytail thing with some strands hanging down.
14. Where is your computer?
Right now? In Mrs. C's room.
15. Are you an avid gambler?
nah.
16. Quick! Say a fantasy of yours!
I want josh tied to a matress so i can do what i please with him... and... m. yeah. ice cubes.
17. What web site(s) do you visit on a normal basis?
xanga, myspace, woohu, aol
18. Who's your daddy?
i don't have a daddy.
19. What's your favorite Jackass segment?
probably the "can you stuff my grandma" one. that was the shit.
20. Do you watch sports on TV?
well yeah, bull riding.
21. When was the last time you were sick?
i'm sick right now... i have like... cough/runny nose/sore throat/ headache
22. Describe the jewelry you are currently wearing:
jelly bracelets, some beaded bracelets made out of wood, yes, very cool... and.. eh... a couple beaded necklaces.
23. Do you like 80s music?
yes
24. If you drive, how often do you speed?
i drive pretty fast.
25. Are holiday lights seasonal?
i leave my christmas lights on my front porch all year long.
26. How often do you floss?
once a day if i remember, otherwise... once every... other day?
27. Do you spill often?
not really... i'm quite talented with those sort of things.
28. How many windows are in your bedroom?
two.
29. What's the most disgusting food you have ever eaten?
raw fish.
30. Does your breath smell?
right now it's all good.
31. In a perfect world, we would have no:
Hair except on our heads... the person who filled this out before me put that, and I thought that was a good answer.
32. What's your favorite shoe color/material?
i've always been fond of converse sneakers but... addidas has my life and i like my black and white ones thanks.
33. When do you usually eat lunch?
10:52.
34. Do you have a cellular telephone? yes. call me. 908 797 2825
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2004 25 October :: 3.32 pm
:: Mood: blah
Do you want to kiss me? Post a reply if you do. (Non- Woohu users post anonymously with your name.)
Put this in your journal and see who wants to kiss you!
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2004 25 October :: 10.10 am
:: Mood: apathetic
It's been bothering me.
autumn is death.
"look at those beautiful fall trees and autumn leaves in the sunlight."
beautiful?
they're dying.
they're beautiful.
they're dying.
death.
beautiful death?
was there ever such a thing?
"look at the beautiful dying leaves and trees."
beautiful.
because they're dying.
go figure.
God, I hope we don't die like this.
so miserable and so wrapped up in our own deaths
that our perception of death
is beautiful.
live and ignore, cas.
live life and ignore it at the same moment.
and when it's time to end my own life...
i'm glad.
they'll all think
that it's beautiful.
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2004 22 October :: 7.03 pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: [the starting line]
If I didn’t know better, I’d say living here has boosted my suicidal thought rate another 86 percent. And it’s the little things that make it that way. “If you pull a stunt like that again, you won’t live to be eighteen.” … “It’s not like I’m going to live to be 18 anyway.” Dead silence. …I love myself for saying that to her. I really do… and my mother loves surprises.
608. Rachel told me.
We don’t go by what Rachel says. We have direct TV.
…So does Rachel. o_0
::looks it up on the internet::
What channel is it?
Well Rachel told you, didn’t she? ::walks away::
:grunts and looks at computer screen::::reads:: 608. …bite me, seriously.
It’s six thirty.
I think I’m going to the football game tonight at North Warren.
Varsity.
To see my friends.
That I miss.
That I want to come back home to.
Today.
You know, I’d drop Belvidere in a heartbeat at the chance to go back to my hometown.
I hate it here.
Not the people.
Yes, the people.
I’ve grown really strong feelings for Bev and Josh, though.
You two disregard.
It’s everyone else that makes me like this.
Josh is out partying and I want him here now.
Or at least on the phone would be nice.
I just want Josh.
Know that when I hit the road, I’m thinking of you both.
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