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Jaganshi

:: 2004 15 November :: 2.24am

Who wants to see photos from our Butler semi-formal?
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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 14 November :: 7.20pm
:: Mood: bored

so im going through my away messages...

Andrew Warhola was born into a blue-collar family in Pittsburgh. He grew up, moved away to New York, became a graphic artist, and pretty much gave birth to the Pop Art movement. He made a name for himself painting Campbell's soup cans. He might be best known as being the guy who predicted: "In the future everybody will be world-famous for 15 minutes."

Would you like to meet this hot guy? Click HERE.



There are so many, many bad things in the world, but for some weird visceral reason, cannibalism is considered just about the worst. Depending on your point of view, it rises above even such criminal abominations as pedophilia, Rape and Genocide, but in the final analysis, it's what's for dinner.
Then again, we live in a culture in which people would run vomiting to the bathroom if they saw what went into making their McDonald's hamburgers, in which a cow is brutally killed with blunt-force trauma, its innards are outered, and then the whole thing is ground up into a mealy paste, intestines, feces, bones and all.

For more on this fascinating topic, click HERE.



...his insistence of removing portions of patients' bowels that he thought aided in spreading disease (due to rotten food overstaying their welcome within a body) and an amusing procedure wherein yogurt was given to both ends of the digestive system simultaneously.

His Cornflake idea, one of several "health foods" he developed over time, was taken by his brother Will and formed the base of the Kellogg's cereal empire. Dr. Kellogg wanted nothing to do with this bastardization of his invention and naturally went bazoo when the Kellogg's company started sugar-coating the flakes. A lawsuit ensued and the two brothers never spoke again. For some reason, neither the Kellogg's Cereal Company or the historical keepers of the name of Dr. Kellogg like to mention this.
~for more info on this appetizing topic, click HERE.



Dr. Jack Kevorkian, the Suicide doctor, should be getting more attention from the mainstream media. Instead, he rots in a prison cell, his only crime was to end the suffering of those who wanted to die. Perhaps he should not have flaunted his methods by videotaping the process and distributing the result.



Think of love as air...it surrounds you, but unless it blows in your face, or destroys soemthing close to you, like your house, or your friend, or you head, You dont know its there...and despite all the evidence we can produce in our minds to prove it non-existent, it is there.



In 1914, veteran conman Henri Landru hatched his all-time greatest "get rich quick" scheme. He placed a singles ad in the Paris newspapers.
He planned to seduce a wealthy respondent, con her out of her fortune, and kill her. It worked like a charm, and proved to be extremely lucrative. Over five years, Landru received more than 300 inquiries from interested women, out of which he pursued ten.

All told, the enterprise necessitated the deaths of 10 women, a young boy, and two dogs. He used poison to kill them. Then he cut up the bodies with a handsaw, incinerated the pieces in his stove, and dumped the ashes in his garden.
Landru's story later became the basis for a number of films, including Charlie Chaplin's 1947 dark comedy Monsieur Verdoux.

Want more on this lovely "widower"? click HERE.



"There was a machine designed for shredding plastic," she told the group." Men were dropped into it, and we were made to watch. Sometimes they went in head first and died quickly. Sometimes they went in feet first and died screaming. It was horrible. I saw thirty people die like this. Their remains would be placed in plastic bags and we were told they would be used as fish food. On one occasion, I saw Quesay (a son of Saddam) personally supervise these murders."

For more on this wonderful way to die, click HERE.



There was a mother who had a little boy who was very loveable and she worshipped him above everything. It happened that he became ill and died and she could not be comforted and wept day and night. Soon afterwards wehn the child had been buried it appeared in the places where it had played; and if the mother wept it wept also and when the morning came it disappeared. However the mother would not stop crying it came one night in the little white shroud in which it had been laid in its grave and with its wreath of flowers round its head and stood on the bed at her feet and said "Mother do stop crying or I shall never fall asleep in my coffin for my shroud will not dry because of all thy tears" The mother wept no more. The next night the child came. "Look, my shroud is dry" He then slept peacefully in his grave.



its snowing...its snowing...its snowing...its snowing...its snowing...its snowing...its snowing...its snowing...its snowing...its snowing... make a song and sing it when it snows...bounce around your house waking everyone up!



If you so must leave, %n, then i wish you chocolate-covered, candy-coated, cotton candy flavoured, bubblegummy sweet dreams!



dont cry, heres why:
~1 beautiful people dont cry
~2 its only for emotional show
~3 it wont make things better
~4 it might dehydrate you
~5 it only makes your cheeks wet anyway



"A hidden truth is more dangerous than a spoken lie." ~Frounfelter~



What makes the Walt Disney World theme park so interesting is not so much the park itself, with many extensions of the original plans of Disneyland and its incredible popularity as a destination spot, but all the amazing aspects of the Reedy Creek Improvement District, the government set up by Disney (which continues to this day) that was originally intended to govern EPCOT (the Experimental Prototype Community of Tomorrow) and give it the ability to live out Disney's dream of a perfect society.

Hm...continuing your deep thoughts, yes....





so...hello



~look outside....is it:



~snowing?



~raining?



~dark?



~light?



doesn't matter.



~the time is %t...



~kinda sux that time rules our lives, eh?

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goose

:: 2004 14 November :: 7.13pm

I dyed my hair neon purple today! It was so sweet, i wish my mom would let me do it permanantly, (it was temporary) damn! SOoooooooooo yeah the rest of the day was pretty much nothing then...i watched a few movies...took a nap...nothing yeah thats my storrrrrrrry!

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angel_bob

:: 2004 14 November :: 2.42pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Mrs. Robinson/Needle in the Hay/These Days

Jesus loves you more than you will know
Not much going on in my life right now.

Friday was five months for Nick and me.

I need to do laundry.

I crave ramen.

That's it really.

It's really hot in my house right now. It's turning into winter outside. I can't wait until it snows.

I gave this kid in my Japanese class/Psychology class (Mike Hayataka) my cool scarf because I mentioned I had one like this girl was letting him wear. And because I felt like it. He asked me to burn him a techno CD with the panda song (Panda Panda Panda) on it but I don't have any techno songs so he's going to get indie music and like it.

I've realized via Ben that I listen to emo music. And I don't really care that much because all music could be "emo".

I can't remember what homework I have.

I don't care about math anymore. Ever since Mr. Hess left, I don't really try as much as I used to on my homework.

I'm going to try my hardest not to slack off.

Friday I'm going to Aquinas with my mommy. Day off of school, free lunch, get home early. On a Friday too.

I got something like a $7,500 scholarship to Aquinas. And my MEAP money.

Aquinas still costs too much.

I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow after school. I'm going to grow it out a little through winter and then cut it shorter come spring.

Can you believe that six months from now we graduate?

I love you all.

P.S.
You say you know what he did
But you idiot kid
You don't have a clue
Sometimes they just get caught in the eye
You're pulling him through

Needle in the hay

P.P.S.
I've been out walking
I don't do too much talking
These days, these days
These days I seem to think a lot
About the things that I forgot to do
And all the times I had the chance to

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goose

:: 2004 14 November :: 1.41am

GOOD DAY :)!
and i am now wrapped in a stolen blanket...mmm

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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 13 November :: 1.56am
:: Mood: thoughtless

Outgoing (E) 72.22% Withdrawn (I) 27.78%
Imaginative (N) 51.22% Realistic (S) 48.78%
Emotional (F) 52.63% Intellectual (T) 47.37%
Improvised (P) 57.89% Organized (J) 42.11%
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goose

:: 2004 12 November :: 10.24pm

I feel like a 50's housewife today, its just the way im dressed, plus im wearing make up, but i had fun...kept me entertained for a few minutes.

So rehersal was fun today...we actully accomplished something and we had ice cream! :) YUM!

I wrote 2 new songs today...humpty dumpty

byeness! LOVE YA! Jillian <3

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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 12 November :: 4.23pm
:: Mood: bored

so not much is happening now...erm...yup

later

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angel_bob

:: 2004 12 November :: 4.20pm

My kind of game. Halo, yo.
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I have the Halo font. I made these with it.
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I love you all.

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angel_bob

:: 2004 12 November :: 3.23pm

Five months.

And I feel horrible.

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angel_bob

:: 2004 11 November :: 10.04pm

I love you.

Always and forever and a day.

Love is perfect.

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jaganshi

:: 2004 10 November :: 1.19am

When Kim Jong Il was Born
Someone linked this on a forum. I can't take credit for finding this gem.


So beautiful....

should have sent a poet....

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goose

:: 2004 9 November :: 11.49pm

it sucks when 17 out of 85 of your buddies are on line and you honestly have no desire to talk to any of them...poop.

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goose

:: 2004 9 November :: 4.00pm

I want to quit my job, that would make my life a lot easier! but then where would the money come from? i have to pay for gas...and college! i just need to get a full scolarship and win the lottery...that will solve all my problems. (or so i'd like to believe)

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goose

:: 2004 9 November :: 3.52pm

Death is the first dancing turtle...

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 9 November :: 11.27am

Hey.

I stayed home from school today.

Sorry.

I'm just emotionally and physically exhausted.

I needed a break.

So here I am. I can't go anywhere, even once school gets out.

I like this break though.

I love you all and I'll see you on the morrow.

P.S. Plus I'm happier than anything because right now I'm missing Physics Concepts. w00t!

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Jaganshi

:: 2004 8 November :: 10.30pm

Halliburton falls for Nigerian Scam

Well, not really. It's more of a bribe thing... but still. What's with Nigeria?

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angel_bob

:: 2004 8 November :: 9.48pm

Happy birthday for the bajillionth time, lover. I hope it was nice and you and Nick have a fun Halo 2 time.



Kyle found this. I don't know where or how.




I love you all.

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angel_bob

:: 2004 8 November :: 9.20pm

I'm sorry.

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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 8 November :: 7.25pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Shrek II music in my head

sick, again
so now i want the soundtrack to shrek II.

im sick again.......how odd...ear infection i think. i think i can sense it and the doctors dont see it until its actually an infection. i wish they'd see it the first time.

i also wish the nurse at school would be nice and let me in just to check my ears. no. "you need a pass."

so my throat hurts and my ears and it hurts...

um all is well....im sooo excited to see the noo noo...he's coming on thanksgiving. i have to work tmro and wednesday.

i have a trig test tmro and have to pick my author for contemp fiction.

i think ill do E.L. Doctorow. he wrote ragtime which im supposed to read anyway. if not ill see if i can do gregory mcquire, but i think he's just a novelist. if i can do neither, ill pick one from the list. i have an idea because of stories we've read in class already.

::shrugs::

im liking the lazy week, although im slacking off more...oh, bad jorie. it's okie cuz once things start up again, ill do more homwork. :).

makes no sense eh?

now off to do forty five minutes of trig and read two more chapters of ragtime....

adios to all!!!

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jaganshi

:: 2004 7 November :: 9.43pm

Ashley casts 'detect angst.'

The internet glows.

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angel_bob

:: 2004 7 November :: 1.20am

My sexy desktop yo.

Loves.

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angel_bob

:: 2004 6 November :: 11.53pm
:: Mood: it's debatable
:: Music: Everything Will Be Alright by The Killers

Dreaming 'bout those dreamy eyes
So got accepted to Aquinas.

Tomorrow looks like college application day for me. Yay.

73h 3nd.

I love you all.

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angel_bob

:: 2004 6 November :: 5.55pm

I'll show you overdramatic.

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angel_bob

:: 2004 6 November :: 2.37pm
:: Music: Panda Panda Panda by Deerhoof

Tell me what you think
You know what's an awesome song? Panda Panda Panda by Deerhoof. Here it is live. That's pretty very good quality and not different from the actual song minus the live vibe to it and it's not quite as strong.

Download it. Download and tell me what you think.

I'm going to have this song stuck in my head forever.

I love you all.

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angel_bob

:: 2004 6 November :: 12.27pm
:: Music: TSO

I'm taking the ACT on December 11th again. I'll do better than last time.

I'm going to visit Aquinas on the 19th. That's not this Friday but the next. You all should sign up to visit too. You get to miss school, sleep in for an hour or so and get a free lunch. Come with me pleases.

My parents are away at some football game all day.

They bought the new Trans-Siberian Orchestra CD last night.

TSO always makes me want snow tens times more than I already want it. That's like a bajillion times of wanting.

They have a lot of piano on this CD compared to their other ones.

I cannot wait until the concert. We're going this year again like we have since we discovered TSO. December 19th. I cannot wait.

I think that's it.

Oh yeah. Mogwai, Explosions in the Sky, Broken Social Scene and Namelessnumberheadman all rock hard. I love indie rock bands. Mogwai is especially awesome.

Right.

I love you all.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 5 November :: 11.23pm
:: Music: Explosions in the Sky

Things you might not know
I'm really bored.

I can't understand why anyone would want to come back to high school or have these four years be the best of their entire life.

I have a hard time talking to Brett Bretterson on the phone.

I dislike the fact that some people thought I broke up with Ben.

I hate people.

Sometimes I can't help but get involved.

Even though you say it's none of my business, I always feel better when I tell the person what's up.

I can't remember when I remembered my last dream.

I hate the dreams in which I can't talk. I feel so helpless.

I can get out of dreams and wake up if I try.

There was a period of time not too long ago when I was getting maybe two hours of sleep a night because I thought that there was someone in the house or just couldn't sleep.

I survive best on three hours of sleep. Four makes me feel exhausted and I usually get five.

I almost cried at school today.

I can read people.

I don't mention things that I feel shouldn't be mentioned.

I'm lonely even when I'm not alone.

I love to be by myself but sometimes I need a hug or a shoulder to cry on or just someone to cuddle with.

My throat hurts.

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angel_bob

:: 2004 5 November :: 9.22pm
:: Music: Midnight Show by The Killers

Drive faster, boy
Just got back from the play.

It was good and funny. Wish I could've sat by Ben and Kelly but that was a brain slip-up on my part.

Saw Mr. Hess. Had a convo with Kelly beforehand that left me feeling old.

I've been tired since forever.

I need to stop.

I love you all.



P.S.
So take your suitcase, cuz I don't mind
And baby doll, I meant it every time
You don't need to compromise
I'm dreaming bout those dreamy eyes
I never knew
I never knew
But it's alright...

Everything will be alright...

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angel_bob

:: 2004 5 November :: 5.00pm

(I like The Killers)
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss...

I just can't look, its killing me and taking control. Jealousy: turning saints into the sea, swimming through sick lullabies, choking on your alibis but it's just the price I pay. Destiny is calling me. Open up my eager eyes, I'm Mr. Brightside.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 5 November :: 4.03pm
:: Music: Completely Miserable by Lit

I love the things that we should fear
All castles made of sand fall into the sea eventually.

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