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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 7 May :: 3.29pm
:: Mood: blah

Joy upon joys [some swearing. sorry.]
[edit 4:49]

Fucking capitalism!

Comcast (they own that stupid G4 network, I have a lot to say about that) bought out TechTV.

That would be semi-tolerable if they hadn't fired every damn person!!

That pisses me off like you have no idea...

Sigh. I took that birthday month quiz.

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It's me. *twilight zone theme song plays*




HA!

Those kids who called me a hot lesbian yesterday are the same ones who keep calling me a hooker.

People are so stupid that they make me laugh.

I have a headache and I'm not feeling that great...

Today was awful. I have to do something I dislike and it's got to happen sometime. Today was a potential occurance of that event and the dread just killed my day.

Other than that, it was a pretty damn good day. I'm so glad it's Friday.

memegens
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Anyway, I want out of the house this weekend so I'll head downtown or something tomorrow. If anyone wants to hang out, just call me because I'll be bored out of my mind.

I'm going to go lie down.

I love you all.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 6 May :: 10.36pm
:: Mood: amused

I got called a lesbian for the first time in my life today.

A "hot lesbian" though.

Which makes it all so much better...

I love you all.


P.S. I was hanging out with Tom, Katie and Kelly.

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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 6 May :: 1.24am

this one's about PMS...

its good too...and read the other one in the entry previous to this.

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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 6 May :: 1.18am

hey

my email sent me this

its interesting...

Are you crying?


Angel_Bob

:: 2004 5 May :: 7.45pm

This year...
I've lost about as many friends as I gained.


I don't know how I should feel about that.

It makes me sad.


I love you all.

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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 5 May :: 7.21pm

So i noticed something while i was eating my toast today right after school.

1> the bread never has two bubbles exactly the same size, sort of like we dont have the same fingerprints, eye patterns, or voice waves.




2> if you cut the bread, splitting one bubble perfectly in half, the rest of the bubbles will never line up evenly, not to mention the fact that the bubble are not circles anyway.




3> every bubble has its own expansion, some moving into other bubbles, making one, others idling singley, but happily.



so what does this mean?



attempt to figure it out before scrolling down.






1> we can't expect to achieve the same things, no matter how hard we try. one person may be good at sports (perfect split) but suck at soemthing else (not so perfect). but there are different degrees of splits...




2> sort of the same, but one piece of bread will have more talent than the other side. sometimes, there isnt even a tad included in the other side that is in the one.






3> we all have our comfort zones, and its not just a space issue. its more of how we mingle, including how often we mingle...





yes...that is it.




mmm...peanut butter...mmm...cinnamon!

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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 5 May :: 7.13pm
:: Mood: frustrated

so im going to write three entries, because i really have a lot to say, one of which will be private because, yes i dont want you to read.

yes

~*~YOU~*~


YOU, who complains that you're lonely, then whine about your friends. YOU who want love, but mope so no one can talk to you. YOU want success, but you spend more time crying than trying to achieve the goal. YOU, wanting attention, but shying from it when it is offered to you. So what do YOU want? I'm getting so incredibly frustrated, listening to you whine about what you dont have, and what you wish you had. Live your damn life because it's all thats real. if you continue, you'll be ninety and whining about how you missed out because you spent your life complaining.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 5 May :: 6.26am

Somedays I'm surprised Andy doesn't shoot himself.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 4 May :: 9.13am

Alex, I love you. I hope you feel better soon. It's sad to see you sad.


I'm in History right now. I'm really bored. Yesterday, I finished what we had to do so I should study for my Chemistry test. But I have my junior interview during that class so it doesn't matter.

I'll be staying after school to make it up.

I think I'm going to go change computers.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 3 May :: 8.12pm

B l a h b l a h b l a h
1. I'm not using it as an excuse any more than you guys use it as an excuse when you say, "oh it's that time of the month, isn't it?" Don't you deny that either. I can cite at least four examples of that occurrence.

2. I believe my subject was "Warning" implying that the entry was, indeed, a warning and therefore, and explanation of my current condition rather than an excuse. Would you rather I say, "I'm in a bad mood because life's turning to shit" because it is and I'll gladly say that instead.

3. The next thing you're going to tell me is that we make up cramps too.

4. Let's see, it's a week before Fred is coming, my hormones are out of whack and I'm pissy. I wonder what that means? Oh, I must be making it up.

5. I use it as an "excuse" way less than others do. I only use it when I don't feel like explaining something or I don't think you'll care. Which is, you know, all the time.

6. STFU



I love you all.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 3 May :: 3.51pm
:: Mood: bitchy

Warning
Just as a warning, I'm PMS-ing and stuff is building up since I never let it out. So if I'm really pissy or irritable or whatever, please excuse me.


My mom scheduled my senior pictures for the 26th. I'm going to go browsing for a noose.

I can choose 3 outfits or whatever. I wasn't paying attention to any of what she said. I don't care about my pictures and I don't even want them.


I'm in a terrible mood and this will probably run all week so I apologize.

My parents will be gone from Sunday through Tuesday night so I'll have time to cool down and think.


I love you all.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 3 May :: 6.24am

Collective


Awwww....


You all look so nice in your prom pictures. I hope everyone had fun.


I love you all.

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Lavitz1985

:: 2004 3 May :: 2.21am

^.^ I spend much of today playing Runescape... Not that anyone cares but I'm going to post my stats anyways...

Attack: 66
Defence: 70
Strength: 70
Hitpoint: 69
Prayer: 50
Magic: 64
Herblore: 44
Firemaking: 43
Woodcutting: 75
Fletching: 81
Ranged: 55
Fishing: 60
Cooking: 61
Mining: 60
Smithing: 54
Crafting: 52
Runecrafting: 39
Thieving: 51
Agility: 52

Skill total: 1116
Combat level: 85

^.^ Think you're better ingame? Tell me what you've got me beat in, otherwise just nod, smile, act impressed, and visit the game to see what you can make of it...
This is what you want to click

Other than that... Not much is happening...
Lunehha...
^.^
I love you


Angel_Bob

:: 2004 2 May :: 11.13pm

I have my junior interview on Tuesday.

It's during third hour. That's Chemistry. I have a test that day. Joy. I'll have to talk to Mrs. Whitney about it.

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I love you all.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 2 May :: 8.06pm

My father wants me to have all my driving done by the end of June so I can get my license ASAP.

I hate driving.

We'll see.

I love you all.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 1 May :: 10.24pm

I'm reading The Princess Bride but I skipped to the end just for this part.
Mawidge.

Mawidge is a dweam wiffin a dweam.

The dweam of wuv wapped wiffin the gweater dweam of everwasting west. Eternity is our fwiend, wemember that, and wuv wiw fowwow you fowever.



He makes me giggle.

I love you all.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 1 May :: 12.10pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Duvet (remix) by bôa

Kelly and I went to the teachers vs. students water polo game last night.

It was pretty hilarious. Everyone was in little inner tube floaty things. Mr. Erickson had a scuba mask, floaty wings and flippers.

I don't think the teachers had to follow any rules.

It was really funny. In the end, the teachers had their whole team in the pool.

I'm not a sports fan in any sense of the word but I was cheering and screaming and really getting into that game.

It ended in a tie: 6-6.


I think my sister, my mom and I are going to see a movie today.

Rumor has it that my mom is going to try to take me driving. I hope not. I highly doubt I can get out of it though. I hate driving.

I love you all.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 30 April :: 6.12pm

It's my mom's birthday today!
Happy birthday, Mommy!!

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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 30 April :: 4.11pm

KING OF FRANCE
We'll give them present audience. Go, and bring them.

Exeunt Messenger and certain Lords

You see this chase is hotly follow'd, friends.

DAUPHIN
Turn head, and stop pursuit; for coward dogs
Most spend their mouths when what they seem to threaten
Runs far before them. Good my sovereign,
Take up the English short, and let them know
Of what a monarchy you are the head:
Self-love, my liege, is not so vile a sin
As self-neglecting.


~William Shakespeare
~King Henry V, Act 2. Scene IV

>For More...

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 29 April :: 9.24pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Angel, Angel, Down We Go Together by Morrissey

If you fall, I'm going down with you.
Angel, Angel
Don't take your life tonight
I know they take
And that they take in turn
And they give you nothing real
For yourself in return

But when they've used you
And they've broken you
And they've wasted all your money
And cast your shell aside


And when they've bought you
And they've sold you
And they've billed you for the pleasure
And they've made your parents cry
I will be here
OH, BELIEVE ME
I will be here
...believe me


Angel, don't take your life
Some people have got no pride
They do not understand
The Urgency of life
But I love you more than life
I love you more than life
I love you more than life
I love you more than life

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 29 April :: 7.56pm

It sounds weird to say this but Cute Guy God and Goth God are hot.
"...you ignored him. I understand why. You don't want to look at anyone's pain. The trouble is, when you try to avoid it, you stop helping. People end up alone."

"It hurts because you feel it, Joan -- because you're alive. You love people. That generates a lot of power, a lot of energy. The same kind of energy that binds atoms together -- and we've all seen what happens when you try to pry them apart."

"No, it's in your nature to get attached to people. I put that in the recipe. It's when you guys try to ignore that, when you try to go it alone, that's when it gets ugly. It's hell."




Sorry for the quotes but I thought they were appropriate. They're from one of my favorite Joan of Arcadia episodes...

I love you all.

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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 28 April :: 11.47pm

im looking at columbia college magazine:

i found this article...patrice and jill, you'll like it...

Mad props
Melissa Alderton collects junk like nobody’s business

By Amy Jarvis


Photo By Donna M. Andrick

Propabilities is like a huge flea market where everything is for rent. There is an Austin Powers-style purple circular couch, gilded crosses, antique cash registers, sheriffs’ badges, books, safes, dishes, games, toys, bathtubs, paintings, picnic baskets, CDs, dolls, guns, clothes and rotary phones. There are even wedding dresses hanging from the rafters.

This is what’s known in the theater and film industries as a prop house. The owner, Melissa Alderton, 50, has been in business for 17 years, but clearly was collecting, hoarding, saving and stashing things for decades.

“I had a lot of stuff in the family,“ she says. “And when Field’s had their sales, well, I love to go shopping!“

The inspiration for Propabilities came when Alderton was working on a photo shoot for Marshall Field’s. “I was doing sets and needed stuff and there just wasn’t anyone doing this,“ she says.

So she filled that void. Since then, she has rented props to Michael Jordan, Oprah Winfrey and Joan Cusak. Her props have appeared on Chicago Hope, ER and Starting Over, as well as in Sleepless in Seattle, High Fidelity, The Babe, The Fugitive, Ali, Barbershop and Barbershop II.

But she’s always pleased to get them back. “I’m always happy to come to work,” she says. “I like being with my props.“

Propabilities is located at 1517 N. Elston Ave., just off the corner of North and Ashland Avenues.


link

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 28 April :: 9.48pm

Big Fish is now one of my favorite movies.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 28 April :: 4.29pm

Late...
Happy birthday, Jackie!

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 28 April :: 3.24pm

This is talking about MY ICON AND JOURNAL not the whole locker thing
Just never mind. I shouldn't have to explain myself to you.

I don't want to drag this out anymore. I'm done. I'm stepping back.


Apparently, some people are confused.

I can joke too you know.

Or maybe I'm not allowed to?

Hello! Good morning and goodnight! Joking! Remember that?

I love you half to death and when I try to joke around about things, I'm being immature. When I'm jokingly mean, it's all of a sudden really horrible.

Stop being such a fucking hypocrite.

I'm no angel. Deal with it, okay? Stop putting me on a pedestal. I'm not angel. Don't make me out to be one.

And don't get pissed at me when I go through angsty shit. Don't you dare complain about it either. I don't hear you complaining about other people's angst but when I do it it's some horrible mistake.

I hate that you make me out to be so awesome and you expect so much from me. Stop it!

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Lavitz1985

:: 2004 28 April :: 2.21pm

Happy 18th Birthday Jackie!!!


Angel_Bob

:: 2004 27 April :: 10.51pm

I didn't do my Chemistry homework...
My icon, and new journal title, are to off-set Ben's latest: anime bashing.

I think I'm going to make an icon with "Ben likes men" on it.

Good times...

I love you all.

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goose

:: 2004 27 April :: 12.15am

hmm, spencer is actually letting my pay for pictures, which im happy about but i just hope he isn't disappointed. well, obviously im not paying my mom is but anyway, Spencer always insists on getting the biggest package, and my mom isn't shes getting one of the cheaper ones, but honestly i dont know what he does with them anyway, i know he gives them to his parents but yeah i dunno i just hope he's not disappointed in me... :(

Are you crying?


goose

:: 2004 26 April :: 11.44pm

I wish life werent so hard...people live people die, people hurt and drama never stopps coming to the people who want it least...you know maybe this is all just cuz i joined theatre, there was no drama before then...but at the same time i guess i sorta enjoy the excitment and the roller coaster of feelings.


On a happier note, i didnt cry at all today, but i guess the 3 hours yesterday kinda makes up for that, but who knows the day's not over

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 26 April :: 11.08pm

I like my new icon picture thing.

It makes me giggle.

I'll probably have more on Wednesday afternoon.

Ask me about it at school if you're interested...

I love you all.

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