one girl whose pages tore

one girl whose pages tore

:: 2003 20 June :: 1.34am

running down the road to nowhere. farting my ass off. haha just me in the world. god it was great. you should have been there. like an ape who could do nothing but be happy. i love this. a monkey in his element. i wish you were here.

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losttt

:: 2003 19 June :: 2.48am

truth is a state of mind, as is almost any other process. realize this and the world is yours.

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losttt

:: 2003 17 June :: 2.47pm

damn. when the fuck did i get such a sense of morality. something told me to give him my last dollar. his smile made it worth my while.

it was good to hear your voice today.

see beyond what is

losttt

:: 2003 15 June :: 9.17pm

church bore meaning today. in more of a concept of existance rather than spewing facts of religous context.

he was hellbent on convincing me when im on drugs i cant feel emotion or have thought. you frogking guy.

soon i'll be a butterfly.

see beyond what is

losttt

:: 2003 11 June :: 12.09pm

we'll be jammin in that corvette. someone get me the fuck out of this house tonight. before i take up cooking or knitting. ilovethesky. lets go mingle on the shingles mr. flingle.

i do it just to feel alive.

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losttt

:: 2003 10 June :: 11.02am

i can beat the plants.

i can beat the apes.

i can beat you and every single one like you.

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losttt

:: 2003 9 June :: 1.22pm

well they finally got it. but i cant help this feeling coming on that everything will be alright. just have to crack the little monkey brains and processes. and if she hasnt told your parents shes going to so just be ready guys. she might be taking away my car im not sure whats going to happen so we'll see. peace out.

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losttt

:: 2003 8 June :: 11.11am

last night was cool. sometimes i cant help but feel on the brink of losing mind and blowing the fuck out of these leeches and fleas sucking off of everything.

oh and im a more sooped-up ape than you are.

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losttt

:: 2003 7 June :: 12.57am

It matters not the source of our enjoyment, but only that the enjoyment was had. oh. and dont leave roll papers in your trunk. take that from me.

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losttt

:: 2003 5 June :: 7.48pm

hey you. with the hair. stay cool. and my friend.

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losttt

:: 2003 4 June :: 12.08pm

holyfuckistillcantseestraight. animatrix is tight. what a way to start summer. well we have two months to live so. lets start living.

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losttt

:: 2003 2 June :: 10.31pm

dropped into another dimension. that point i opened the door and walked into heaven. i was alive. i was complete.

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losttt

:: 2003 29 May :: 10.57pm

catch. throw. open. close. inhale. exhale. push. pull. suck. blow. go. stop. smile. frown. patternistic behavior. purpose. our purpose is to believe we have one. make someone believe they contain purpose and you make them yours. oh that purpose. a facade for control. without it we see nothing. thsiworldisfuckingnuts. chameleon like. continuously creating new ovetones to cover aged undertones. its how we machines operate.

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losttt

:: 2003 27 May :: 10.00pm

HAM and eggs. a likely story.

how do you explain a song to a deaf man?

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losttt

:: 2003 22 May :: 10.37pm

antiquated convex

welcome to backwards reality
a place of antiquated places and nostalgic faces
i sleep. i eat. i breathe. i wake up
its all the same reaction with an altered chemical makeup
a young boy is a snake in a different skin

thought is the cause of action
reaction is the propagator of thought
extensis of the mind is against what we have been taught
living through memories perpetuating nothing
i cant help but to feel floating as an observer in a game of charades
by which we deem this the means of life
i see it all as an antiquated convex

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