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whenthesunsets

:: 2004 23 May :: 12.23am
:: Mood: thrilled

so... I graduated!
Today was a long day. A really good day. It was THEE day. My first breath all over again. Helloooo world!

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whenthesunsets

:: 2004 19 May :: 3.13pm
:: Mood: weird

what now
how is this world to be filled with sweet nothings when there arn't any? how can someone forgive when no one asks to be forgiven? how can we go on in a world that seems to be fading? maybe i'm going blind. maybe you're covering my eyes to surprise me. maybe i'm a dreamer stuck in a nightmare. where art thou? when i need thee most?
thy lips taste so sweet, but thy tounge is bitter in thy mouth. i don't know your language. i don't want to speak silence anymore. show me through mine.
if this is love,
why don't you run after me?
why are you a stranger?

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whenthesunsets

:: 2004 12 May :: 11.13am

The end.
It's over. I've learned so much. About people; about life. I cherish the experience. Though I wish some things never did come to an end. I'm relieved. Excited where I will go from here. It's time to forgive, remember, but don't regret. And start new. Just enjoy the ride.
Summer starts now.

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whenthesunsets

:: 2004 2 May :: 11.27pm

this marks a new beginning.

thy heart will always beat for thee.
mark my words.

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losttt

:: 2004 2 May :: 2.48am

skirted by shadows
two birds fly through
a world full of gray
on into the blue

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losttt

:: 2004 29 April :: 1.04am

your tounge be not coiled on that silo of less use
for to the bear tounge sweet is the honey, while the bee grows numb

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losttt

:: 2004 22 April :: 11.17pm

your sticks. your stones. touch not. my bones.

snap snap snap

love not. live not.

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losttt

:: 2004 18 April :: 10.25pm

Interconnected
Interconnected

and so said the dying man
"time has taken none
but my fears
and all these years
it was the one that ate me all
and the all that ate me one"

sitting on young, deaf ears
these words did fade
into a spectre to
loom and vex her
until a day she did awake
to these words; they did greet her
and were soon to eat her
questions stored
so her thoughts abhorred
so her thoughts seethed
while the words teethed
on her former self
sharpened, they carved her
anew: so did they give her new life
wise and true

infinity

all in the one
that cradles us all

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losttt

:: 2004 5 April :: 11.21pm

I am the closest you'll get to perfection, and the farthest from it you will ever be.

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losttt

:: 2004 1 April :: 8.14am

It is the things we deem insignificant that are in fact the most. Calm your superficial mind and allow the inner voice to guide; infinity is bonded in you, but will never become realized until you stop talking and start listening.

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losttt

:: 2004 15 March :: 11.02pm

this die we cast
on this sea of glass
is all but entropy
reflecting for eternity

or perhaps chaos it may be
to those who cannot see
or a calculated precision
to those posessing vision

but to theorize
is to lobotomize
and to criticize
is to demise

so you live you
and i'll live me

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whenthesunsets

:: 2003 25 December :: 12.49am

Merry Christmas

light up my day.
light up my eyes.
light up my life.

so i hope sometimes you think about me. i know i think about you. i want these days to be great. i wish i knew how to heal time.
and make mistakes only of glory. but whats said is said. and whats done is done.
so now i'll be on my way.

this is a new day.

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whenthesunsets

:: 2003 19 November :: 10.53pm

point blank

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losttt

:: 2003 12 November :: 10.17pm

i grow weary
of all this dreary
drowing in my own echoes
putting out signals no one cares to return
I think its time to put this soapbox to rest

_ Adieu

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whenthesunsets

:: 2003 12 November :: 4.26pm

follow my footprints, be my shadow.
enter my body, look through my eyes.
trace my every word.
nothing else.
who are you to say who i am.
to say what i do is right or wrong.
to say whether im kind or cruel.
but judge me.
nothing else.
we arnt the same.
you arnt better, nor am i.
hate me. love me.
and nothing else.

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