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whenthesunsets

:: 2003 9 November :: 6.59pm

this is you, and me.
the tatoo on my back. the blood in my veins. the piercing in my stomach. the piercing of my skin.

this is our world
our home
this is our fear
our bliss
this is our time

lost in space. we always search for our purpose. for company. but no matter what we'll always be alone. but i choose not to be. i choose to feel. and thats just what i'll do.
it wouldnt be precise unless we took eternity.

this is us.

see beyond what is


losttt

:: 2003 9 November :: 1.01pm

Shed yourself of stigma and live free in the land that is not. Study the beauty of a tree and realize it is not the tree that is beautiful, it is your perception of it that is. Remove the jaded looking glasses put on you and see this life in the abstract spectrum it is. Be calm and not afraid to experience the unknown and the known. Never put yourself in a prison, but free others from their own. Emotions will control you, so let it flow. Feel the cool beach breeze swim through your body, and know that this is the greatest ride there is. Never live malcontent; be freeform with your eyes to the sky. So high and never coming down.

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losttt

:: 2003 5 November :: 10.30pm

funny how people see themselves cast in concrete
set in stone and written out like a book
and yet we are everything but

funny howwwwfeeeeenaaa wakker. ride the ride. be at peace. and shut up.

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whenthesunsets

:: 2003 28 October :: 10.19pm

theres lust and then theres love
yesturday is done. and maybe tomorrow will sink in. the waves only crash when you look my way. and those eyes glitter from the reflection of the water directly at me. my heart soars all around you. like when the wind blows the sand around in circles. speak our unseen fortune. an expression of one thousand words. or in your case just three. one moment doesnt mean the rest of my life. you do.

see beyond what is


losttt

:: 2003 26 October :: 10.53pm

life was in that lounge chair
the sand and sea
the sunshine that hit everything except my pale ass
and the unseen yet understood that writes our song

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whenthesunsets

:: 2003 19 October :: 11.15pm

back then i knew what today would bring.
i knew what was going to happen.
i could see it in your eyes.
and i felt it in my veins.
there was always something different about you.
something different between us.
and ive known all along.
and now i know what it feels like to be crazy.
and i know that it must mean something.
i want these moments to last.
this is the prime of our lives.
and i want to spend it with you.

see beyond what is


losttt

:: 2003 19 October :: 9.43pm

Lay those bricks, slap those sticks
beat that drum, hear them hum
"march with me, march with me
slavery for enternity
strip you of individuality
victory in conformity
fall in line, fall in line
jack you in by the spine
barren of freedom for all time
and forever thus, your soul is mine"

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losttt

:: 2003 19 October :: 11.37am

T-minus 12 hours and 23 minutes until a big deal that's not so big of a deal.

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losttt

:: 2003 17 October :: 10.00am

she just won't let go
she is
hanging on with every last tooth and nail
by a withered rope that's sure to fail
one-hundred percent sure she won't prevail
but she still just wont let go

I guess some series of synapses makes it hard

and

I guess you gotta do what you gotta do

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losttt

:: 2003 13 October :: 10.59pm

running mile high. the bullets flying all around. mile high, free-form and with worries all the none. iwish you were here.

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whenthesunsets

:: 2003 12 October :: 3.43pm

forget about church.
forget about my dad and your sister.
forget about my aunt and uncle.
and your neice and nephew.
forget about our families.
and our friends.
and forget about everyone else.

no one has to know who we are.

see beyond what is


losttt

:: 2003 7 October :: 6.29pm

it's like the wax and its wick forming a candle. an equal symbiosis between the two. light the wick and the wax burns alongside it. they burn together. they keep each other going. and when one dies, so does the other. we all should have something like that.

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losttt

:: 2003 2 October :: 10.00pm

Im bustin at the seam

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whenthesunsets

:: 2003 1 October :: 3.31pm

day one
i hope i dont come on too strong. but ive got this side you havent seen before. ive got this side i havent seen before. and let me tell you, you wont be disappointed.
ive got the moves, ive got the words, ive got the look.
and those hands. gorgeous hands. they have this deep affection over me. my weakness that you have control over. now its my turn. let me teach you a little somethin. look out because i'll make my move and there aint no goin back.

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losttt

:: 2003 29 September :: 11.13pm

a flock of golden coils falling on my head
and a face so sweet
any stray thought is blown out
and you just smile so hard til your muscles ache
but that doesnt matter either
only the other does
and thats what life is to me

see beyond what is

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