:: 2003 21 April :: 11.20 pm

HAHAHA

FAIRY TALE

nce upon a time there has a young BLIND-HOOKER named RYAN. He was DUMB FUCKING in the HOT forest when he met SWEATY JOSH, a run-away BLIND-STRIPPER from the ICKY Queen HILARY.

RYAN could see that SWEATY JOSH was hungry so he reached into his URINE-CUP and give him his STUPID PLATYPUS. SWEATY JOSH was thankful for RYAN's PLATYPUS, so he told RYAN a very SMELLY story about Queen HILARY's daughter JESSI. How her mother, the ICKY Queen HILARY, kept her locked away in a CRACKHOUSE protected by a gigantic PLATYPUS, because JESSI was so SMELLY.

RYAN HOPPED. He vowed to SWEATY JOSH the BLIND-STRIPPER that he would save the SMELLY JESSI. He would JERK-OFF the PLATYPUS, and take JESSI far away from her eveil mother, the ICKY Queen HILARY, and HOP her.

Then, all of the sudden, there was a STALE FUCKING and SWEATY JOSH the BLIND-STRIPPER began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic PLATYPUS from his story. ICKY Queen HILARY THONKED out from behind a UNDERWEAR and struck RYAN dead. In the far off CRACKHOUSE you could hear a OUCHIEEEEE.

THE END.

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:: 2003 21 April :: 10.01 pm
:: Music: Hot Hot Heat-Aveda

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:: 2003 21 April :: 12.03 am

wow this is so long...
[ series 1 - your ]
-- Name : Hilary Ann Miller
Birthday : October 3, 1987
-- Birthplace : Grand Rapids, Michigan
-- Current Location : Cedar Springs, Michigan
-- Eye Color : Dark Brown
-- Hair Color : auburn
-- Righty or Lefty : lefty
-- Zodiac Sign : Libra
-- Font : Arial

[ series 2 - your favorite ]
-- Music : My top ten list:
1. Rival Schools
2. The Used (I <3 bertie) hehe
3. Taking Back Sunday
4. The Starting Line
5. The Rocket Summer
6. Further Seems Forever
7. Finch
8. Slow Coming Day
9. The Anniversary
10. Hot Hot Heat
-- Cartoon : The Simpson’s
-- Color : red and black
-- Slushy Flavor : Blue Raspberry
-- Magazine : penthouse. hahaha
-- TV Show : The Simpson’s
n -- Song at the Moment: The Rocket Summer “December Days”
n -- Language : spanish
-- Spice Girl : stupid spice. Because they’re all stupid. haha
-- Food & Beverage : mashed potatoes & propel water
n Subject in School : English II
n -- Weekend Activity : making stuff
n -- Ice Cream Flavor : vanilla
-- Roller Coaster : I like crazy ones that make people sick.
n [ series 3 - what is ]
-- Your most overused phrase on aol : “haha”
-- The last image/thought you go to sleep with : I wonder what time I’ll get to sle----zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
n The first feature you notice in the opposite sex : personality/eyes
The Best Name for a Butler : Jeevus
-- The wussiest sport : ???
-- Your best feature : eh. ?
-- Your bedtime : 11-12
-- Your greatest fear : drowning
-- Your greatest accomplishment : eh?
n -- Your most missed memory : being a kid.
[ series 4 - you prefer ]
-- Pepsi or coke : Coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King : eck. Neither anymore. Eck.
-- Single or group dates : depends on who you go with.
n -- Adidas or Nike : eh. I never owned too many shoes from them.
-- Chicken nuggets or chicken fingers : eh.
-- Dogs or cats : dachshunds! Mi perritos!! Hehehe J
n -- Rugrats or Doug : rugrats
-- Single or taken : ?
-- Monica or Brandy : ahhhhhhh no.
-- Tupac or Jay-Z : bahhhhhh no.
-- Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes : hahaha. I used to listen to Shania Twain.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea : Nestea.
-- One pillow or two : one pillow
-- Chocolate or vanilla : Vanilla
-- Hot chocolate or hot cocoa : Hot cocoa
-- Cappucino or coffee : Cappucino…only sometimes.
-- Boxers or briefs : hm…I don’t wear underwear. Haha. Kidding.

[ series 5 - do you ]
-- Take a shower everyday? : yeah
-- Have a(any) crush(es)? : nah, unless you count jessi. haha
n -- do you think you've been in love? : I know I have.
n -- Want to go to college? : yep
-- Like high school? : Sometimes.
-- Want to get married : one day
n -- Type with your fingers on the right keys? : yeah
-- Believe in yourself? : enough to get up in the morning.
n -- Have any tattoos/where? : yeah…down around my hip or something…but I’m getting another soon w/ Crystal!!! J
n -- Have any piercings/where? : yep, 4 on my ears
-- Get motion sickness? : wow. Florida trip was awful. GAHHH. I threw up so much. Sometimes I get carsick, but it all depends.
n -- Think you're a health freak? : Long story. Not anymore. I’m happy with living good. We’re all going to die one day anyways.
-- Get along with your parents? : Most of the time
n -- Like thunderstorms? : LOVE them.

[ series 6 - the future ]
-- Age you hope to be married : when it feels right.
n -- Number and Names of Children : probably 2. I hate being an only child.
-- Where do you see yourself at age 20? : Probably working like every other person on the earth, going to college, but who really can tell.
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding : outside. By water. Not many people.
n -- How do you want to die? : with no regrets.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? : A Culinary Artist
n -- What country would you most like to visit? : Italy

[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
-- Best eye color? : any one
-- Best hair color? : doesn’t matter
-- Short or long hair? : again, it doesn’t matter
-- Best height? : taller than me.
-- Best weight? : doesn’t matter
-- Best articles of clothing? : comfortable clothes. Better not take longer than me to get ready. And I take 5 minutes. Haha.
-- Best first date location? : somewhere you can talk.
-- Best first kiss location? : anywhere
n -- What facial feature do you find the most attractive? eyes

[ series 8 - other ]
-- When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? : a little while ago.
n -- How many rings until you answer the phone? : eh. Whenever I reach the phone I guess
n -- What's on your mouse pad? : my dad’s harley.
-- How many houses have you lived in? : 1.
-- How many schools have you gone to? : uh…a lot. But none out of the area
-- What color is your bedroom carpet? : tannish soon to be red I hope.
-- Would you shave your head for $5,000 dollars? : sure!
n -- What was the best time of your life so far? : Anytime I’m happy.
n -- Would you vote for a woman candidate for president? Yeah
n -- Would you marry for money? : no.
-- Have you had braces? : yep, twice I have. My parents made me get gold on my first set back in the 4th grade. Haha! ahhhh
n -- Do you pluck your eyebrows? : haha. I have before.
n -- Do you ever cut or hurt yourself? : not really
-- When was the last time you had a hickey? : what’s a hickey? Hahaha. :-P
-- Would you live without a computer? : bah. I don’t think so…isn’t that sad.
n -- Do you drink enough water? : oh yes.
-- Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: I take them off.
-- What is your favorite fruit? : any kind of fruit is yummy
--Do you eat wheat bread or white bread? : depends on what we have
-- What is the last movie you saw? : jackass episodes at sam’s. hahaha
n -- Do you kiss on the first date? : If it feels right.
-- Are you photogenic? : I don’t think so.
n -- Do you dream in colour or black and white? : Both
-- Are you wearing fingernail polish? : yes.
-- Do you have any dimples? : I think I do if I smile really really hard.
n -- Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most? : sunsets.
-- Do you want to live to be 100?: I don’t think so.
n -- Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair? : If it bugs them, sure.
-- Do you like salty food or sugary food the most? : another question that depends on the day.
-- Is a flat stomach important to you? : Not anymore. Personally I could care less. Like I said, I’m going to die, and I’m going to die happy.
n -- Do you or have you played with a ouija board? : when I was little. By myself too. scary I’m not possessed.
-- Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs? : for the most part yes unless it hurts others.
-- When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? : off. . .
-- Do you believe in magic? : haha. Hm…magic underwear fairies??????
-- Do you have nightmares frequently? : yeah
n -- Do you like your nose?: yeah I do.
n -- Do you think you can draw well? : I just drew my hand, again. I’m bored.
-- Do you listen to music daily? : I live for music.
n -- Do you like to watch cartoons? : when I can. I miss those Saturday mornings where I’d get up extra early and just watch them straight through.
-- How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet? : none
-- Do you like your friends? : of course I do. I love my friends.

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:: 2003 20 April :: 11.28 pm
:: Music: Hot Hot Heat- "Lost and Naked in the City Again"

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:: 2003 20 April :: 12.24 am
:: Music: Hot Hot Heat- Bandages

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:: 2003 17 April :: 10.00 pm

You know the whole saying about how "you won't miss it till it's gone." Well i feel that way right now. I know most of the time my daddy gets on my nerves a lot, and okay, even when i felt like puking last night and he was sitting at the edge of my bed cracking jokes and making fun of me...even through all that, i still am going to miss him. I don't know why. I hope nothing bad will happen. I mean, when i get a feeling like this...usually...I just hope everything is going to be okay. He'll be back in a couple weeks, right? He'll be back. gosh. I just hugged him tonight and started crying. I couldn't help it. I'm going to miss him so much. I just know it. I miss him already. I love my family, no matter how much I think I hate the things that they say or whatever, the truth is I know if they ever left me I'd be nothing. My neck hurts.
We played at Wayland tonight. I was #2. yay. I was nervous. The girls i played were so funny/nice. I'm so glad I didn't get anyone snobby. I shot a 65 tonight, which is...eh, alright i guess due to the circumstances(weather). But yeah, I made my goal of never getting over 10 on any hole. :-) yay. I got home around 9 tonight. My head hurts now too. I think it's from crying. But who knows. I got home and there was a package on my bench in my room. My posters finally came tonight. All 50 of them. yippee. A lot of them were from Jade Tree and TKO Records and stuff. I like them. I think i'll end up doing my room this weekend maybe. who knows.
The whole waco story is sad. Sometimes it's just hard to actually think that these sorts of things just happen. This world is awful. I'm pretty sure all the terrible things that happen really outweigh any sort of good things. Nowadays at least. People are horrible. I hate people. The other day I was thinking and i've finally just come to the actual conclusion that religion scares me.
I don't know. I've just...my head hurts. i'm going to bed early.

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:: 2003 16 April :: 11.48 pm

hahahahahahaha

You don't belong in Hell. Sorry.

...You
probably fucking lied or cheated. Fucker.


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:: 2003 16 April :: 11.21 pm
:: Music: Joni Mitchell-Help Me

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:: 2003 15 April :: 10.47 pm

Tonight we played South Christian. The best team in the state. argh. I didn't do too well. Let's just say if there was any tree near me, I'd more than likely end up hitting it. Yeah, haha, funny. gah. :-P I'm tired. We have a match on Thursday too.
I like our team. It's fun.
Time for bed. :-)

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:: 2003 14 April :: 11.51 pm

hahaha...okay right.

You are Jane Burnham --- you are the most normal
and abnormal there is. you realize that your
dad's a pervert and there's nothing you can do
to change that. you probably feel irritated
with your parents, or irritated that your dad
is screwing your best friend. So escape it all
and run away with your boy/girlfriend while you
still can. Screw the boob job!


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:: 2003 14 April :: 11.40 pm

What are you so afraid of?

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:: 2003 13 April :: 10.31 pm

I just don't understand it sometimes. How insensitive some people can be. It just doesn't make sense. It makes me feel bad to see these things happen, but they do anyway. And without a way to really fix the solution because it should just remain unsaid. But I guess...that just proves...ah...nothing. It just proves nothing.
I'm just kind of...blah. tired. Dad and I actually spent time together today it was nice. We took the car out to test it, then we took a motorcycle ride over to my grandparent's house. Talked with them for a while. I can see my dad's life right now. In his mind, the saying is always "No time." He doesn't spend time with them because he always has work. He doesn't usually spend time with me because he has work. Dammit, he's always working. For a whole year i lost him before. And now it's just the same thing once again. He's going to be gone for 2 weeks starting Friday. I'm kind of sad because I know I will miss him a lot. I know it. I asked him today if we could go to the gun club once he gets back from the trip and he just knodded his head, so yeah, hopefully we will.
I just...I don't know anymore.
Doesn't the whole scheme/process of life seem UNimportant to anyone like it does to me? I mean, the only times life seems enjoyable maybe is during these years, and when you're retired. And during midlife, unless you get a job you really, REALLY enjoy, it just seems like you're working for the unattainable. ??? maybe...
Or it just seems like some people could work their whole lives, and for what? Living just isn't living unless you're having fun. Why go to a job you don't like for countless years of your life trying to pay for things you don't even have the time to use anymore. That's the way my dad is right now. Everything is crumbling it seems.
My neck hurts a lot.
I'm going to bed soon. :-/
Tomorrow is just another day. Or as my dad would put it, "Another day, another dollar."
blah.

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:: 2003 13 April :: 12.02 pm
:: Music: actually nothing for once

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:: 2003 12 April :: 5.22 pm

At times there's talent in her madness.
Hm...
Today was very nice. And it's not over yet, either! yay. After Casey & Jess left I went outside for a couple hours and just sat in the sun and read and played guitar. It's so nice out. The puppies were outside playing, too. And tonight is going to be a lot of fun. Happy B-day Casey :-) And Crystal :-)
Tonight I'm going over to Casey's and she's having a bonfire by the lake yippee. I'm in a really great mood. It's so nice out and I'm really happy. And hungry. So yeah, i'm going to search for food now.
All the while it seemed all i had to do was search for happiness, but it was here all along. :-)

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:: 2003 12 April :: 11.22 am
:: Music: A Static Lullaby-A Sip Of Wine Chased With Cyanide

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