I think this one's my favorite

I think this one's my favorite

spud	:: 2019 26 March :: 11.28pm No new podcast yet, just a fun video I wanted to share. There's a lot of good stuff here, if you're into recording drums. Thank You

godessalthena

:: 2019 26 March :: 8.01am

for the night is dark & full of terrors

it's true there and it's true here

Thank You

godessalthena

:: 2019 25 March :: 6.54am
:: Mood: exhausted

said what I needed to say, without being overly cruel about it.. it felt good to get it off my chest. for some reason, though, I didn't feel the sense of resolution I was hoping for afterwards. hopefully it comes later.

have the day off cuz I was going to go to a concert last night, didn't end up going because my spine hates me, but I am still going to keep the day off I think. have secret plans for the Xmas tree (which is still up btw)

I want to repack all my stuff, but it is going to be boring and slow without company (and probably why I did such a shitty job in the first place). want to donate what I can and just pare down my shit. clean my nest of a room... I miss having friends who come over.

I've been bad about yoga. it helped a lot when I was doing it, then I got this new schedule and it's been difficult adjusting. plus I've been eating a lot of dairy and that does not help either.

anyway, I'm happy feeling glad I've got sunshine in a bag I'm useless, but not for long the future is coming on

Thank You

godessalthena

:: 2019 21 March :: 6.01am

I don't feel like your equal I feel like your mom

Thank You

godessalthena

:: 2019 19 March :: 9.41pm

Money may be the husk of many things but not the kernel. It brings you food, but not appetite; medicine, but not health; acquaintances, but not friends; servants, but not loyalty; days of joy, but not peace or happiness. -Henrik Ibsen

Thank You

spud	:: 2019 19 March :: 11.15pm recorded on 3.19.19 POD 13 Happy hostful super-mega-ultra-blood-oath-moon-equinox thing. Enjoy a podcast. Links to stuff I mentioned: meeting guide app "demo" site - sandbox mode engage! current (i.e. lame) site Thank You

godessalthena

:: 2019 13 March :: 10.48am

I just need someone to talk to.
but I'm a shitty broken record no one wants to talk to.

I do honestly think everyone would be better off if I was alone. I already feel so fucking alone.

2 Kelsey Grammeri | Thank You

spud	:: 2019 12 March :: 8.20am :: Mood: Woo 3 Kelsey Grammeri \| Thank You

spud	:: 2019 10 March :: 10.26pm Recorded on 3.6.19 POD 12.2 Jess came back! And we talked for so long, I decided to split it into two episodes. Here's the big cliffhanger! We mostly talk about god, or the potential lack thereof. Thank You

spud	:: 2019 8 March :: 11.13am recorded on 3.6.19 POD 12.1 Jess came back! And we talked for so long, I decided to split it into two episodes! Get ready for a big cliffhanger. Or don't. Whatever. We won't judge your level of preparedness. Thank You

jedibumblebee

:: 2019 8 March :: 11.06am
:: Music: twenty one pilots- Cut My Lip

Lean on my pride/ I'm a lion
I'll keep on trying
Might as well
If you decide
All is well
I'll keep on trying
Might as well
If you decide
All is well (all is well)
Though I am bruised
Face of contusions
Know I'll keep moving
Though I am bruised
Face of contusions
Know I'll keep moving
Know I'll keep moving
Rust around the rim
Drink it anyway
I cut my lip
Isn't what I want
Blood is on my tongue
I cut my lip
I keep on going back
Even though it's me I abuse
I'll keep on going back
Even
Though I am bruised
Face of contusions
Know I'll keep moving
Though I am bruised
Face of contusions
Know I'll keep moving
Know I'll keep moving
Rust around the rim
Drink it anyway
I cut my lip
Isn't what I want
Blood is on my tongue
I cut my lip
Oh, oh, yeah
I cut my lip
Oh, oh, yeah
I don't mind at all
Lean on my pride
Lean on my pride
I'm a lion
I don't mind at all
Lean on my pride
Lean on my pride
I'm a lion
I don't mind at all
Lean on my pride
Lean on my pride
I'm a lion
I don't mind at all
Lean on my pride
Lean on my pride
I'm a lion
Though I am bruised
Face of contusions
Know I'll keep moving
Know I'll keep moving
Rust around the rim
Drink it anyway
I cut my lip
Isn't what I want
Blood is on my tongue
I cut my lip
I cut my lip
I don't mind at all
Lean on my pride
Lean on my pride
I'm a lion
I don't mind at all
Lean on my pride
Lean on my pride
I'm a lion

Thank You

godessalthena

:: 2019 6 March :: 8.47am
:: Mood: empty

https://youtu.be/nxg4C365LbQ

Daylight
In bad dreams
In a cool world
Full of cruel things
Hang tight
All you
Nothing like a big bad bridge
To go burning through

Thank You

godessalthena

:: 2019 4 March :: 9.00am

I just need a lil empathy

I just need a friend who will come over to my house.

I just want to not feel alone and uncomfortable.

Thank You

spud	:: 2019 2 March :: 1.01pm Recorded on 2.26.19 POD 11 Thanks to Jessica (not Jess) for joining me on this episode, in which smartphones, will smith, sharknado, and student loans are discussed. Thank You

godessalthena

:: 2019 28 February :: 11.40am

violently treading water to keep my lungs filled with air

never realized it was my own tears I am drowning in

I just need a life preserver tossed out here. but the boat is too far away and no one knows what a life preserver looks like.

I'll be ok. I'll be ok I'll be ok.im always ok.

Thank You