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godessalthena

:: 2011 26 July :: 12.12am

I'm sick. For the first time in a long time :(

I'm exhausted. It's the one week I signed up for OT. Of course.

I'm all achey and the sick warm. Ew.

And I can't see Liv til I'm better :(

He birthday was a lot of fun tho. RINGY DINGY BITCHEZ

bloom


godessalthena

:: 2011 25 July :: 1.21pm

She's finally fucking gone.

Tho I still have the urge to punch her in the fucking face.

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godessalthena

:: 2011 23 July :: 8.26pm

Icky mauve will soon turn into watermelon!

To put in black dots or not.. Choices, choices :3

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godessalthena

:: 2011 21 July :: 9.09pm

I am a worthless sack of shit.

I don't deserve happiness.

I don't deserve life.

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.

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godessalthena

:: 2011 19 July :: 11.18pm

My heart is heavy.

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shalee

:: 2011 19 July :: 10.40pm
:: Mood: awake

If you have to ask, you will never know. If you know, you need only ask.

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godessalthena

:: 2011 18 July :: 10.32pm

If you have a minute why dont we go talk about it somewhere only we know?

I miss you.

bloom


godessalthena

:: 2011 18 July :: 12.40pm

I fucking hate Alyson.

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godessalthena

:: 2011 18 July :: 12.32am

I am in SUCH a good mood!

Today was pretty much epic despite humble beginnings.

And tonight is looking to be fanastic too!

45 mins tim I'm off work! I did so many faxes it would make your head spin!

:) I'd like to thank everyone I've talked to today for making it epic. I am sitting on cloud 9.

bloom


shalee

:: 2011 17 July :: 10.22am
:: Mood: melancholy
:: Music: Beck

It is a fearful thing to love what death can touch.

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godessalthena

:: 2011 17 July :: 1.58am

Things fall apart

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godessalthena

:: 2011 17 July :: 12.55am

Nothing ever changes.

Empty promises. Just pacifiers.

Sigh.

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godessalthena

:: 2011 14 July :: 9.35pm

It takes every fiber of my being to keep going. I don't see the point anymore.

bloom


godessalthena

:: 2011 14 July :: 12.49pm

Stay positive. Try your hardest.

It feels completely one sided.

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godessalthena

:: 2011 12 July :: 8.07pm

Every little thing I do.. I do it for you.





I have abandoned all hope and entered the depths of Hell. I'm alone, sad, angry and no one notices I'm missing.

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godessalthena

:: 2011 11 July :: 7.30pm

We can drive it home with one headlight..

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shalee

:: 2011 11 July :: 4.44pm
:: Mood: exhausted

My heart is my own design.

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godessalthena

:: 2011 10 July :: 11.49pm

I don't know who I'm kidding imaging you care.

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godessalthena

:: 2011 10 July :: 3.21pm

You put yourself in stupid places, I think you know it's true. You put yourself in situations where it's easy to look down on you. I think you like to be the victim. I think you like to be in pain. I think you like to play the victim almost every single day.

bloom


godessalthena

:: 2011 10 July :: 4.26am

Sometimes I run.. Sometimes I hide.. Sometimes I'm scared of you. But all I really want is to hold you tight, treat you right, be with you day and night..

bloom

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