We Are The Few

:: 2006 10 August :: 6.39pm
:: Mood: contemplative

does anyone know how to do Woohu cuts?

:: 2006 20 July :: 8.07pm

brett is always fun to talk to. one to go to when you need a compliment

BrettIsNice: mmmmm. moldy crutons. id trade my right leg for a moldy cruton right now.
BrettIsNice: then id see how many my left is worth
BrettIsNice: one would be enough
FlydLiceNSupplys: ahahahaha
FlydLiceNSupplys: hey how are you?
BrettIsNice: not as good as id be if i had a moldy cruton in my mouth
BrettIsNice: but not bad
BrettIsNice: how about yourself
BrettIsNice: stunning i assume
FlydLiceNSupplys: stunning?
BrettIsNice: um... websters might define stunning as breathtaking, causing a temporary pause in life to savor the subtle flavor that is elsie
FlydLiceNSupplys: aw stop it youre making me blush
BrettIsNice: mmm. but youd look good with all that blood ocupying your face
FlydLiceNSupplys: ahahaa
BrettIsNice: they say the mark of beauty is a rose. a blush is the next best thing
FlydLiceNSupplys: you sure know how to charm someone
BrettIsNice: why thankyou. i took 'being a player 101' on the internet last night
FlydLiceNSupplys: hohohoh
BrettIsNice: i like this new santa laugh
BrettIsNice: very original
BrettIsNice: and quite intriging for i rememeber an old saint nick being infamous for possesing rosie red cheeks, no?
BrettIsNice: coincidence? i think not. admit it. santa died in 1990ish and was reincarnated as elsie

if i could i wouldve posted the entire conversation. brett is way too much. so much funny. omg i just realized i never posted about his birthday. well it was the day after em-jay's. we spent the day/night/day jumping on trampolines, playing on playgrounds, going to the theatre, getting free pizza, roaming the city of tallahassee. and it was amazimg. not to mention the few other enjoyables we did.

:: 2006 5 July :: 6.19pm

how i honestly feel.
i will never stop loving zackary taylor lilly, no matter what happens to this relationship.

this is the most beautiful thing i've ever experienced in my life,
and i believe that i will never forget it.

:: 2006 3 July :: 1.51am

i've never been as overwhelmed by a feeling as i am now.

it's refreshing,
it's exciting,
it's love.

:: 2006 10 June :: 7.06pm

♥
For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise but I see the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling, my darling, my life and my bride,
In her sepulchre there by the sea--
In her tomb by the side of the sea.

p.s. I Love Annabel Lee...dont be jealous.

:: 2006 8 June :: 10.49pm

i've decided that someone should write a biography about me.

and call it, defining dana.

:]

4 Open this door | Curiousity screams

:: 2006 6 June :: 3.04pm
:: Music: f-minus(dragons teeth)

went to annabel lee's reunion show last night. it was spooktacular. i loved it. i missed phillips head death driver and augusta, gone though. im on restricions, so my dad had to come and stay with me. but he didnt bother me. he said he got hit in the face with a honey bun hahaha. it was really fun, i sang to some of the songs i know. and holy shyt joe danced around on stage with only a purple fishnet and man-thongs on! i took some pics. tried to get pictures of everyone, but the batteries ran out when i got to ashley and calder. i sort of got carty, but i was too far away from him. i probably shouldve taken them with the flash off, except if i shut off the flash, its really motion sensitive. but yeah i didnt get any of joe cuz the batteries run out somwhere within the first song(you can tell because ashley was still wearing a shirt).

p.s. death is not the end - but only a transition.

tim on bass, carty on guitar

ashley on vokills

tim & part of emjay's face

emjay and joe "the mofo" in his green shirt and purple fishnets

:: 2006 30 May :: 10.42pm

warning. it's mushy.
i feel so incredibly lucky...
i finally found what everyone's always looking for:
the perfect boy.
he calls me every day and holds my hand every chance he gets.
he calls me beautiful and kisses my forehead.
i can just be myself with him, and i love every minute we spend together.
there's never a time when he can't make me laugh.
we are so... silly
we can talk about anything, or nothing at all.
he whispers in my ear and lets me know that i'm the only one for him.
we're so in love.
we never fight.
i never want to be without this feeling again.

:: 2006 23 May :: 4.59pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: oh comely(neutral milk hotel)

fuck the world.
get me the hell out of here.

p.s. run as fast as you fucking can and dont stop not even when we get there.

There isn't such one friend that you could find here
Standing next to me
He's only my enemy
I'll crush him with everything I own
Say what you want to say
Hang for your hollow ways
Moving your mouth to pull out all your miracles aimed for me

:: 2006 23 May :: 4.34pm
:: Music: lift your skinny fists like antennas to heaven(gybe)

I've managed to kill yet another friendship.

p.s. you always end up killing the one you love.

:: 2006 23 May :: 7.44am

finals are coming up.
which only means one thing:
so is summer.

3 Open this door | Curiousity screams

:: 2006 20 May :: 8.40pm
:: Music: five finger discount(choking victim)

graduation today. pics later, when i get them uploaded.
i saw Ashley. he went for Emjay. so did i. but it was wonderful seeing him and finally talking to him after such a long time. i took a bunch of pics of Emjay getting his diploma, and none of brett because some dumb lady got in front of the camera. im not sure if i'll get the pics though, because i took them on Ryan's camera.
i feel bad that i couldnt find Ashley nor Emjay afterwards. Brett is stupid.
today, laurie asked my dad if we were going to rent a movie and get pizza tonight. he asked if thats what our memories of him will be: watching movies and eating pizza on saturday nights. my memories will be of him never letting me go anywhere. like today, when i wanted to go to Emmy's party.

p.s. We are oft to blame in this. 'Tis too much proved that with devotion's visage and pious action we do sugar o'er the devil himself.

:: 2006 18 May :: 4.47pm
:: Music: those anarchopunx are mysterious(against me!)

School year 2006-2007, second semester: East Visayan Academy
Graduating class of 2007

p.s. Oh, this is too much

:: 2006 17 May :: 6.13pm
:: Music: love will tear us apart(joy division)

When I die, I hope I come back as a cat.

p.s. Why is it you feel like a dope if you laugh alone, but that's usually how you end up crying?

:: 2006 16 May :: 11.36am
:: Music: reinventing axl rose(against me!)

47 weeks and only a few more to go
can't wait.

p.s. for you only i havent changed

:: 2006 14 May :: 10.20pm

he told me he loved me tonight.
and i couldn't be happier.

:: 2006 10 May :: 8.44pm
:: Music: everybody wants to rule the world(tears for fears)

listen sucker!
Haus cut my hair. and i have to say, i love it! the first time she cut my hair, it was pretty bad. but i guess she's got the hang of it now. i love how it is so imperfect. ive got this group of long hair amidst the short hair, and it is so cute i had to give her a kiss on the cheek. i bleach and dye my hair quite often now. this morning, i was re-bleaching it, and i spilled some formula, and now theres stupid yellow dots all over the black pants Jesse gave me. Grr...
Yesterday was a funny day. Not like funny "haha" but funny as in odd. Start around 220. i was at the library. i called girl ashley cuz i had to pick something up at her house. so i started walking to her house, but i forgot what street she lives on. >.< i walked down a street that looked right at first. but after a little while i realized it wasnt right at all. i kept walking until somehow i ended up at the back of beals outlet. so i walked to the front, and i decided "hey since im here i might as well visit matt at hollywood video". i kept walking down the sidewalk to the shopping center where hollywood video is. as i got there, a red bmw stops and who gets out? Tom! he asked if he could give me a ride and i said yeah. so he drove me all the way to ashley's house. after i was finished at her house, i still wanted to go see matt. so i ended up walking all the way back to hollywood video. then i went to pet safari. then dunkin donuts. then back to the library to get picked up. drove all around town. got home around 9. did a ton of homework. that's pretty much it.

:: 2006 4 May :: 9.59am
:: Music: soon we'll be dead(leftover crack/world/inferno friendship society)

our brains in our heads
i ran away last night. have you ever been with someone and felt you could do anything in the whole world, just because you were with that person? i feel like that every time i'm with ashley.
he came over yesterday. i tried to teach him violin, and he did quite well. then my dad came home and wouldnt let him borrow my violin. so we went outside. then i decided i wanted to go somewhere. so we did. we ran. and ran. and ran. all the way to live oaks. we sat on the bridge for a while and talked. and it was wonderful. really wonderful. by that time it was 1030 at night. a car came and we hid. it passed, then came back, then again and again. once it left, we jumped the fence and hid in someone's shrubbery at the col de sac. car headlights came around. then i decided it was time to head home. we walked and talked a little. when i could see my house, i saw people running back and forth and shouting and stuff. then my dad's car left the driveway. mario's mom was there. skip all the stuff i want to forget and everything i had put ashley through. im sorry about what happened, but im not sorry that it happened.

:: 2006 30 April :: 5.13pm

here's to waking up next to you.

3 Open this door | Curiousity screams

:: 2006 23 April :: 12.07pm

driver's ed is hell.

i wish i would've taken it when i was supposed to.

:: 2006 18 April :: 10.13pm

52 more days until school lets out.
weekends and all.

:: 2006 17 April :: 2.58pm

we're in the computer lab writing a paper on ragtime.

i cannot keep my eyes open.
i haven't been able to all day.

i wish i could sleep.

:: 2006 14 April :: 12.24pm
:: Music: we did it all for don(against me!)

hey children. i was supposed to have a recital tomorrow, but the director of the school of music got in some sort of argument or misunderstanding with my teacher, and wanted to give her a hard time, so she cut me out of the program. it meant a lot to me, too, because my teacher, who taught me everything i know about violin, is moving to kentucky in june.

:: 2006 13 April :: 6.05pm

dumb. i am so tired of people right now. im so lucky i dont go to school. everyone just pisses me off really easily. some people drove by and they were all smiley and happy-faced, and i started cursing. my hands and arms are all bloody and scabby from picking blackberries in the woods. and my stupid dog ran away today and a car almost ran over him. i got some chickies, and one of em crapped on me. i am really tired, and i dont want to work anymore. and i dont want to practice for my recital. and i dont want to play for easter mass at any catholic churches.

goodbye.

:: 2006 10 April :: 8.02pm
:: Music: dear god please help me(moz)

hello friends. today i went to the flea market. i got a 700 dollar record player for 20 bucs and it works really well. i have 13 records. i listened to my Against Me! record all day today. its really good. i never listened to it before today(because i never had a record player). i also have julian lennon. im ordering ahot water music/alkaline trio, elvis costello, dead kennedys, and probably another against me! record as soon as i get some money. i also got a really cool manual typewriter for 20 bucs. that also works really well as well lol. i wrote a letter to my penpal, and im writing a story. i have a money-spending problem. as soon as i get money i buy something dumb. or i say im gonna save it, but then i just go and spend it like the next day. i ordered 3 shirts on thursday using the money i made that day. that costed 48 bucs. wise, eh? and i still need to order 2 more shirts, i just dont like spending a whole lot of money at the same time.
ive been listening to ringleader of the tormenters all this and last week. i like it a lot.