We Are The Few

:: 2006 10 April :: 11.41pm

i don't think i've ever fallen so fast.

:: 2006 3 April :: 4.33pm

i think i've found a keeper.

and i'm really hoping i don't fuck things up this time.

4 Open this door | Curiousity screams

:: 2006 30 March :: 9.52pm

i finally have someone other than aisha (and carly) that i hang out with on a regular basis. i love it.

spring break has gone extremely well so far. it's going to suck going back to school.

friday; 3.24 he is legend show. it was AMAZING. except for the crappy opening bands (excluding the mistress.) aisha and anna spent the night. :D
saturday; 3/25 my birthday. aisha spent the day with me. :]
sunday; 3/26 me and zack hung out for most of the day.
monday; 3/27 i don't really remember what i did on monday.
tuesday; 3/28 zack came over again. we grocery shopped together. :]
wednesday; 3/29 i got my haircut. and jt came over. we hung out with nick, darren, josh and craig. jt and walker/ryan got in a big argument. it was not too great.
today; 3/30 aisha's birthday. i spent the day with her, zack, and carly.

ilml.

:: 2006 27 March :: 11.09am
:: Music: the devil's chasing me(revernd horton heat)

fun fun fun

roadtrip dammit!
guess what i've packed so far: an unlimited supply of comic coolers, a box of marshmallow mania pebbles, and comic books.
nope, no need for extra clothes, or toothbrushes, or all those rediculous toiletries.
i plan to have fun.

2 Open this door | Curiousity screams

:: 2006 27 March :: 2.33am

he called me his ex-girlfriend's name.

4 Open this door | Curiousity screams

:: 2006 25 March :: 10.11pm

it's my birthday.

:: 2006 23 March :: 7.21pm

at this point in time,
i love my life.

:: 2006 18 March :: 11.01am

an item.

it's official.
he asked me to be his girlfriend.
...it was over aim.
it's kind of cute, i guess.

i'm so happy.
and excited.

i found you. :)

:: 2006 16 March :: 7.03pm
:: Music: i will be with her tonite(toadies),wagon wheel(against me!)

?.?
im driving down to venice tonight for st. patrick's days(tomorrow) with my dad so we can eat at James Place. we're taking his Maserati and putting the top down :). it only has a cassette player, so i spent today gathering my favorite cassettes and copying some cds onto tapes. its gonna be a good trip. sjkfl;
today was dumb. my mom had a doctors appointment, and i went with her for some dumb reason. then she had to go to her friend's house. then brett called and said he needed the papers to be notarised and stuff. so we drove across town, met him and his friends, picked up the papers from my dad, and drove across town again to get them signed.
im glad we're going to sarasota. im hungry for the columbia restaraunt, and that's where we're meeting "uncle roger"(my dad's financial consultant) tomorrow for lunch.
gotta finish this tape and pack and stuff. BYE!

:: 2006 18 March :: 1.07am

first date.
we saw ultra violet.

the movie wasn't that great...
he was.

i haven't smiled this much in a long time.
he's so funny.

no kiss i've ever experienced has made my heart race like that.

...i want him to be my boyfriend.

imugly

:: 2006 14 March :: 3.00pm
:: Music: hot water music(barmosca)

my back hurts
my back hurts. im at the library. i dont have any money. i lost a book at my dads office(i think someone took it cuz i left it in his waiting room) so now i gotta pay 18 bucs for it. sonuvabitch.
it has been quite a while since ive posted anything here. nothing worth writing about.
im lonely.
where are all my friends?

:: 2006 9 March :: 8.18pm

every commercial that comes on tv is a prescription drug ad.
i cant watch tv for four minutes without thinking i have five serious diseases.
like: "do you ever wake up tired in the morning?"
oh my god i have this, write this down...
whatever it is, i have it.
half the time i dont even know what the commercial is;
people running in fields, or flying kites, or swimming in the ocean.
i'm like, "that is the greatest disease ever. how do you get that?"
(that disease comes with a hot chick and a puppy.)

:: 2006 6 March :: 4.03pm

life isn't exactly great right now..
but i'm still very happy.

i like this feeling.
i like smiling.

i like a boy. named zack.
and i want the world to know it.
haha.

i'm gay.
but

not really.

:: 2006 5 March :: 1.50am

word of the week: precarious.

i don't want to get hurt again...
i just want things to work out for me this time.

:: 2006 19 February :: 10.46pm

last night was amazing.
the hottness was better than ever.
and adam was screaming right in my face.

testing ground was pretty good.
i'd never seen them before,
but i really liked them a lot.

thunderlip was interesting to say the least.
i got spit on a lot,
but they were still enjoyable.

left after asg played a few songs.
i hate asg.

my ears are ringing still, 24 hours later.
...

boy shit.

i'm 100% over this guy i liked less than 2 days ago.
and i'm pretty sure it happened so fast,
because i like one of his best friends.

i don't know if that's weird or not.

:: 2006 8 February :: 5.41pm
:: Mood: sad, anxious, scared

the nightmares, they kill
i had my alarm set for 455 this morning because i was planning on taking a little trip to the mesto, which i have not been to since the summer. i also needed to stop by the construction site to see if they have anything i could possibly use on my project. i was way too tired, so i decided to get some rest instead. bad idea. i spent the next 4 and a half hours in the worst dream ive ever expirienced. i woke up crying and it took me a few minutes to realize that it was just a dream. i just sat and cried, hoping ill never be around when something like that does happen. or am i just waiting?

ive just recently stopped associating with someone ive known for quite a while now. only because i am scared and too much of a coward to try to trust him once more.

[EDIT]
NO! nevermind. discard that second paragraph. i am so glad about what i did(or didnt do, for that matter). my accusations were correct. so fuck him. well at least he doesnt have to hide anything anymore. and he'll never have my trust again. i cant believe i didnt learn my lesson the first couple times.

:: 2006 7 February :: 2.19pm

......
im at the library. now that west port is searching everyone's myspaces, the library now has that site blocked. >.< and i have 2 new comments and a message. ive never had that many and now i cant check them. so bye. im going to get some ice cream.

2 Open this door | Curiousity screams

:: 2006 4 February :: 9.55pm
:: Music: the great mandala(peter paul and mary)

oh so great?
i went to taco bell tonight. i saw eric "dumbass" hough. i made a fool out of myself. no! he made a fool out of me. i fucking hate that guy.

imugly

:: 2006 30 January :: 1.10pm
:: Music: big sleep(streetlight manifesto)

>.<
hahaha... im an idiot. my last post cut out an entire sentence because i accidentally put a "?" instead of a ">". i am stupid.

2 Open this door | Curiousity screams

:: 2006 21 January :: 1.46am

it's kind of hard to believe that a best friend would let an entire month go by without calling back.

imugly

:: 2006 17 January :: 11.38am
:: Music: fuck the knk security(vincent valentine)

gutting my room like a pig
hey does anyone know if Memoirs of a Geisha is out yet? i dunno I ALREADY OWN IT ON DVD!!! i also own The Ringer, Shopgirl, Corpse Bride, Wedding Crashers, Lost Season Two, The Weatherman, Lords of Dogtown, and a whole bunch more. I was gonna buy King Kong, but i forgot, there were too many DVDs i had to get. hot damn the philly philly pines is great! Sooo if anyone wants to come over and watch movies, then do so. And yes, i was definitely bragging back there.

hahaha if anyone wants to know the ending of lost....

:: 2006 2 January :: 1.37pm

2005 taught me that friends won't always be there.
(happy) new year, everyone.
things don't feel any different. probably because they're not.
i have no resolutions. even if i did, i wouldn't go by them.
i never do.

stay classy, san diego.

wonderelf

:: 2005 24 December :: 1.57am
:: Mood: rejuvenated
:: Music: emery - so cold i could see my breath

I always bring this back, no matter what. It must liiiiiiiiiive. <333 Best conversation ever, between Mae and I.

I am wonder loves you, mayhaps you were wondering. (:

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CherriBlossomchi (2:09:30 PM): XD
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wonder loves you (2:09:55 PM): M
wonder loves you (2:09:56 PM): G
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wonder loves you (2:12:01 PM): ;D
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wonder loves you (2:12:30 PM): sorry
wonder loves you (2:12:31 PM): >>
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CherriBlossomchi (2:13:02 PM): LMAO
CherriBlossomchi (2:13:05 PM): XDD
CherriBlossomchi (2:13:08 PM): that was great
wonder loves you (2:13:10 PM): :D
wonder loves you (2:13:14 PM): ...word
wonder loves you (2:13:15 PM): :o
CherriBlossomchi (2:13:20 PM): i live on dah edge of dah ghetto..=D
wonder loves you (2:13:32 PM): I LIVE IN DA FANCY GHETTO
wonder loves you (2:13:33 PM): LMAO
wonder loves you (2:13:35 PM): >D
CherriBlossomchi (2:13:40 PM): WHERE BLACK WOMEN BEAT THEIR SIX KIDS WITH THE CORD TO THEIR BLENDER!
CherriBlossomchi (2:13:41 PM): =O
wonder loves you (2:13:51 PM): -falls on keyboard-
wonder loves you (2:13:52 PM): LMAO
wonder loves you (2:14:03 PM): Well...
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wonder loves you (2:14:21 PM): THEY'RE REDNECKS
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wonder loves you (2:14:50 PM): TRAILOR PARK TRASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSH
wonder loves you (2:14:53 PM): (:
CherriBlossomchi (2:15:43 PM): XD

wonderelf

:: 2005 24 December :: 1.04am

le spammmmm hahaha i like to spam my journalllll <333

did you know

every four seconds

A PERSON OPENS A CAN OF SPAM?!?

omgz.

:: 2005 14 December :: 6.28pm

today is my birthday. as a happy birthday present, i got a nice trip to the hospital.