We Are The Few

:: 2005 3 December :: 10.21pm

all the plans i've been making lately keep getting fucked over.

1 Open this door | Curiousity screams

:: 2005 30 November :: 9.56pm

ready,

set,

let go.

:: 2005 29 November :: 2.21am
:: Music: Modest Mouse- The World at Large

The moths beat themselves to death against the lights,
Adding their breeze to the summer nights.
Outside, water like air was great-
I didn't know what I had that day...
Walk a little farther to another plan.
You said that you did, but you didn't understand.

:: 2005 20 November :: 4.25pm

-sigh-

:: 2005 19 November :: 8.29pm
:: Music: nike-a-go-go(misfits), the chase(vincent valentine)

its a missile girl
hey so tonight i went to a show in g-ville. well part of one i guess. ashley invited me cuz vincent valentine is playing/has played/is going to play. they might be playing right this minute but i guess i wouldnt know, would i, since im not there anymore. :/ i got there at 445 and it started like 5 or 10 minutes to 6 and i had to leave at 615 since my mom was my only ride and she has to be in tampa at 930. only got to see one band play they were good. fading sound or something. the monistats, bth,the ups, and the whiskey dicks were supposed to play. when i was there they were saying whiskey dicks werent gonna show. um...took a few pics. now i just need to take 23 more to finish the film and get it developed heh. they were like "tonight's show is in 3-d" so i wore 3-d glasses the entire time and im still wearing them like the loser i am but i guess thats me, eh. oh also, a guy in a fedora complimented my trilby lol. probably the first person who didnt make fun of me by singing/dancing michael jackson haha.

i guess ill go to the flea market tomorrow. maybe drop by sally's. if anyone reads this, gimme a call im lonely. 352.854.8633. kbye.

:: 2005 18 November :: 10.33pm
:: Music: used to love her(voodoo glow skulls)

but i had to kill her
brett and mi padre are in vancouver now. they left yesterday afternoon. after they left, my mom took us to get our hair cut. im growing my hair out, so i just got it trimmed and that is why it doesnt look any different than before. my mom was still getting her hair cut, so laurie and i ran over to books a million to visit ashley. so we went in there and just kept lookin around, and i was like "maybe he gets off at 7" it was maybe 710 by then and we had seen him through the window 20 minutes earlier. i dunno what the point of that part of the story was because we found him anyways, so forget the stuff i just said. we hung around and ended up talking for like a half hour. that was really fun cuz i dont get to see my friends very often. well im going to gainesville now. laurie has to take the violas back to jan's and i gotta get some cds at the record store so adios muchachos.

ps. our living room is now being painted green! i must say i like it.

3 Open this door | Curiousity screams

:: 2005 10 November :: 10.09am

My dad is back at the Duke hospital.

:: 2005 8 November :: 11.04am

byebye!
im going away again. leaving here at 4. be back next monday. im going to michigan. you can call me between 9 at night and 7 in the morning(but i prefer sometime between 9 and 11) and anytime during the weekend because its free. the number is (352) 216-9544 by the way. maybe you will consider leaving a nice little comment? that might be asking too much k bye

:: 2005 4 November :: 4.47pm
:: Music: should i stay or should i go now(the clash)

the tired oi
when i chose 7seconds as my topic, i wasnt expecting to write a whole damn thesis on punk culture and history. oh well....

:: 2005 3 November :: 8.15pm
:: Music: ball & chain(social distortion)

take this ball and chain
"There was no difference between a saint and a sinner in the skin, in the flesh. It all came from the sweet blood inside. It all came from the tender truth hidden deep inside. The difference between the two was a thin, wavering gentle line. It might change in the heart with each lulling beat. It might change the soft time it takes to breathe... Maybe it's not a thing that is easy to see or feel. Maybe it isn't exactly clean how your heart beats, good or evil, dishonest or sweet, until it's your time all alone in the dark, listening to the quiet whisper of your own lonely heart, the empty thump of your own fears shivering like an ol' kettle drum, bent and rusted and warped all wrong, or the distant murmur of all your hope, the lonely lullaby of a hula girl's song."

That's the ending of a book I just finished. I liked it a lot. I read that part maybe six times then decided to post it here. I hope you like it too.

:: 2005 31 October :: 9.49am
:: Music: drain the blood(the distillers)

jdsk;f
hey im back from camping. i got back yesterday afternoon. i went w/the pathfinders. its almost but not completely unlike boyscouts but co-ed. it was crasee. nights went down to the 20s. heres something nice imagine trying to sleep in 20 degree weather in an almost nonthermal sleeping bag that if you move from your warm spot for 2 seconds and go back, its already frozen. yes well we were there for 4 days. the last night we got smart. we all put our bags in the one tent and made it the dressing room. then we opened all our sleeping bags in the other tent and everyone slept together. i actually slept that night heh.
on friday we had to wake up at 530, on saturday we had inspection and had to wake up at 6, and on sunday we slept in until 730 which was nice. i didnt even sleep on thursday.
inspection was....i dunno. we did bad. we had to do formations and whatnot. that part was pretty good. site inspection was alright. personal inspection...omg haha. youre supposed to wear black boots and black socks, right, well i was wearing leopard converse and pink socks w/hearts lmao.
i think we made a few honors. i didnt make archery. um omg this one company, NWC, they were show-offs and took everything way too seriously. they were doing drills and stuff like constantly or they never stopped i dont know which one. the drumline was pretty good. that never stopped either lol.

hey listen to this. this lady hung herself in her yard and no one reported it because they thought it was a halloween decoration.
The apparent suicide of a woman found hanging from a tree went unreported for hours because passers-by thought the body was a Halloween decoration, authorities said.
The 42-year-old woman used rope to hang herself across the street from some homes on a moderately busy road late Tuesday or early Wednesday, state police said.
The body, suspended about 15 feet above the ground, could be easily seen from passing vehicles.
State police spokesman Cpl. Jeff Oldham and neighbors said people noticed the body at breakfast time Wednesday but dismissed it as a holiday prank. Authorities were called to the scene more than three hours later.
"They thought it was a Halloween decoration," Fay Glanden, wife of Mayor William Glanden, told The (Wilmington) News Journal.
"It looked like something somebody would have rigged up," she said.

:: 2005 27 October :: 9.24am
:: Music: texas chainsaw massacre(the ramones)

whoawhoa
I'm back! Toronto was rad. I went to the Toronto Zoo. I'd never been to a zoo before, so that was cool. That place was really big and it got annoying after a while lol. There's something you should know about Niagra Falls. It's way better in person. I heard we were going to see it, and I wasn't very excited. I was like "Eh, seen it a million times on TV and postcards." We got there and I was like "Holy Poop." Rode the Maid of the Mist. haha. Oh! It was really cool our hotel was connected to the mall. Their mall is huge, man. Like, I dunno, SIX floors!
Hahaha we were at the Toronto airport, and there was this yuppie getting his shoes shined! Oh, about that. The Tornonto airport's shoe shining stand actually has people working there. And holy shyt dude I swear to god these are the exact words that came out of his fucking mouth while he was talking on the phone: "....Yes, did you tell Consuelo to clean the pool and have the wine cabinet refilled? We're having guests over..." lmaolmao!
The only worst part about the trip is that I left my dad's fucking BRAND NEW RAZOR phone in the bathroom and he never got it back. There. I'm done talking about it.

I'm supposed to be packing. I'm going camping from today(Thursday) until Sunday. I still have no idea who I'm getting a ride with.
Byebye.

:: 2005 30 October :: 10.57pm

i am dana's broken heart...

:: 2005 29 October :: 11.08pm

i can't remember the last time you treated me like a human being.

:: 2005 26 October :: 7.56pm
:: Music: braineaters(the misfits)

Wanna know how to make a peach crumble?

Kick it in the groins!!!!

1 Open this door | Curiousity screams

:: 2005 24 October :: 10.02pm

Read more..

:] They're wonderful.

:: 2005 23 October :: 7.33pm

All I need is time,
To bury in pine under six feet of time
The lies I told me about myself.

I'll claw my way out,
Pick the splinters from under my fingernails...
I won't lose hope, I won't give in.
Just live and breathe and try not to die again.

3 Open this door | Curiousity screams

:: 2005 23 October :: 1.35am

My eyes burn from all the smoke...
And I smell like a fucking ashtray.

The show wasn't even good.
What a waste of ten bucks.

:: 2005 19 October :: 8.43pm

"With me, poetry has been not a purpose, but a passion; and the passions should be held in reverence: they must not - they cannot at will be excited, with an eye to the paltry compensations, or the more paltry commendations, of mankind."
- Edgar Allan Poe

:: 2005 17 October :: 4.13pm
:: Music: this flesh a tomb(atreyu)

UGH
OH POOP. vincent valentine and the know how are playing at the KnK on the 28th and i wont be able to go because im going camping. and even if i wasnt going camping i wouldnt be able to go because of gay friday nights. ugh.

:: 2005 15 October :: 11.53pm
:: Music: dmv(primus)

damned is how i spell it
Hello. I saw GE at les mall yesterday. Or it could've been the day before. Who knows. I never can tell what day it is. He waved at me and sayed Hullo and it was quite special. He is still teh zecks.

:: 2005 16 October :: 9.15pm

"We need more people like him in the world... Because genetically modified potatoes... Are not a substitute for vegetables."

1 Open this door | Curiousity screams

:: 2005 11 October :: 6.12pm

Carly's Webshots.

:: 2005 11 October :: 7.05am

I haven't talked in days
And I'm really not too sure
What I sound like anymore
My vision has gone, and my mouth is full of sores

:: 2005 8 October :: 11.53pm

I remember when I was a little kid and I wanted to grow up to be a car mechanic.

I liked the idea of lying under cars and getting dirty. I could roll out from under the car on that board with wheels, and roll back under when I didn't want anybody to find me.