We Are The Few

:: 2005 1 May :: 3.04pm

I don't want anyone else to know how amazing you are...

:: 2005 29 April :: 9.22pm

So it wasn't as bad as I had expected it to be...

But that doesn't make it good.

:: 2005 29 April :: 4.10pm

The formal is tonight.
No date.
I'm tired.
I don't like my shoes.
I won't have anyone to hang out with.
I don't even want to go. -.-

Fuck it.

:: 2005 28 April :: 7.56pm
:: Music: into the storm(blindside), hey sandy(polaris)

kicks ice
today was way fun. i went to wal-mart and got checkered underwear. when i got back, i went into the woods and climbed a really big tree and built a home in it. i like it alot. i connected a pulley to it and another tree. it doesnt work too well, but thats ok. i spent like 2 hours up there. then i had to take a crap. i was in the woods and didnt feel like walking to the house for that. so i crapped off a fence! oh yeah, and i fed a horse a carrot.
then i came inside and ate some tostito chips and don pablo's salsa. they were good. i got online for a bit after that. then i went and sat on the roof to see the sunsterset. but i couldnt see it cuz of the woods. so i ran through it in my bare feet and climbed up my tree. i still couldnt see it too well, so i went through the rest of the woods till i reached double diamond farm and climbed over the fences and sat on the crooked horse's paddock. i cant remember wat time the workers go home, 430 or 630. oh well. i got punished anyways cuz i wasnt wearing shoes and while i was running through the field, i stepped in a big patch of those stinging spikey silantro look-alikes. it hurt bad, and i was like oweeoweee and fell into them and i tried to pick them out of my feet, but i couldnt consentrate cuz i was sitting on some and had em stuck to muh butt, too.
well i finally passed that part of the day, and came home and took a shower and ate dinner while watching shopping tv network and jesus anime on what's left of the sattelite. definitely what i call a good day.
jessie is coming over this weekend. we're gonna do cool kid stuff, so P O N A, biatches

3 Open this door | Curiousity screams

:: 2005 27 April :: 5.05pm

So the day just keeps getting better...
My fucking cell phone just broke!
PEICE OF SHIT >:|

:: 2005 26 April :: 4.06pm

Fuck today.
Fuck last night.
Fuck it all.

:: 2005 23 April :: 12.52pm

Just some pics from off my back deck... ^.^
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:: 2005 19 April :: 4.42pm
:: Music: black and blue(rancid)

so frech
on friday i went to the mall with muh bro and some other people. and i saw MJ. it was....a bit akward i guess i should say...
on saturday i had to do special music at church for both sessions. it wasnt great, but im wasnt torn by it, either. later that day, we headed over to clearwater. a pretty gay name for how ( cool ) it is. i went to the beach and built some bunkers(i took pics but havent put em on my photobucket yet), and then to the pool. the pool was awsome. we ate TWO meals at the colombia. that place is expensive. the 1905 salad was 8 bucs. thats what i got.
on sunday my dad had another meeting, and my mom had to be somewhere, so she gave us a choice: stay and chill w/pops, or go home w/her. she was like "i dont want to confuse you, but you know your dad. hes not gonna end up leaving til 1, and then you're gonna have to go places and whatnot. but if you come home, you're gonna be bored as hell. so either way, you're not gonna have fun." i chose to stay. we went to busch gardens for 4 hours. and we got a year pass, which costed about 420 bucs. geez. i was fun. next month the SheiKra will be open. i cant wait.
yesterday i was hanging out outside and stuff, and i stepped on of those stupid red wasps. it stung me really hard. lol. then i had orch and i brought my rat. awww so cute!
and today my sister caught 4 bees and we're making a 'fly aircraft'. i put them in the fridge like 20 minutes ago, and just took em out like 5 ago. they were pretty much dead, but theyre all better now. lmao. im gonna tape the take-off and put it on here if i can. later.

:: 2005 20 April :: 4.44pm

I'm sick of my 11-year-old brother always getting better stuff than me.

Fuck today.
Fuck this week.
Better yet, fuck this whole year. Nothing has gone too well so far. I hate this shit. I really do.

I knew today was going to suck.

:: 2005 19 April :: 11.38am

Well. We had a bomb threat. Heh. It's bomb threat season. This always happens near the end of the school year. So today was pretty fun. I went to Chorus, then we had to go outside, and walk over to the park. So then I called my mom and my dad came to get me. So I'm at home. Kind of bored, but at least I'm not at school. ;D

2 Open this door | Curiousity screams

:: 2005 18 April :: 7.24pm

I need a hug. =(

:: 2005 15 April :: 10.40pm

I just wish I could help everyone.
I want to be like a super hero.
I'd be able to fix it all;
Heal all the wounds.

--I just don't understand why there's so much suffering in the world.

:: 2005 14 April :: 5.36pm

I am a proud mother.

Yes, I got my egg baby today, and I have to admit, he's very cute. He has the little "^.^" face, overalls, and a mullet. I expected it to turn out very ugly. He's adorable, though.

I can't think of a name for him, though. He was "Elroy", then "Wong Chong", but I can't decide what exactly to name him. Oh well. He's only mine until tomorrow.

Today was actually okay. I'm not feeling too good, and I'm extremely tired. I hadn't been to classes in 5 days, so today was quite a rude awakening.

-The REAL Slim Shady.

:: 2005 13 April :: 3.47pm

I'm assuming I missed a good day- That always happens when I miss school.

:: 2005 12 April :: 2.54pm
:: Music: thnk twice(eve 6)

yeah, think twice
i woke up at 830 cuz i had an ortho appointment. that went well, so afterwards i went to the haircuttery and got my hair cut. great 90's do. (i HATE it. HATE HATE HATE.) its terrible. youd laugh o so hard if you saw me. i look like a diseased chinese mushroom. not kidding. its so short i cant tuck it behind my ears, and i hate hair in my face. ive got like a tail too. my mom said she can fix it. and if she messes up, it wont matter, cuz there's no possible way anyone can further ruin my head. and if i wear a beanie, i look like a cancer patient. hah. i think the only way i can actually fix my hair, is by tapering the whole thing down, so it looks like mandy moore's in how to deal. her hair was awsome there. but stuart said asian people look really chink w/short hair. is that good or bad?

what have i gotten myself into? i just agreed to play handel's allegro duet on thursday at a dunnelon middle concert. after what happened on sunday, didnt i promise myself id never play that song again? dammit.

:: 2005 11 April :: 5.54pm
:: Music: Taking Back Sunday- Cute Without the E.

Went to Myrtle Beach today. It was pretty fun. On the bus ride there, I was pretty sad and tired. Carlos was supposed to sit with me, but lo and behold, he sat with Chere instead. -.- So, yeah, I got stuck at the front of the bus with Edna. She's pretty nice. I slept. I sometimes wonder about the people I call my friends, though. They tend to be able to ditch me at any point for some hot girl. But oh well. Once again, I'll probably have to start new next year. I always lose touch with people over the summer.

I took the new kid, Nick in. I think he's one of "us" now. I got to talk to him while we were there. We like pretty much all the same music and whatnot. He's quite cool... And he's gonna burn CDs for me! Nick, Little Nicky, Michael, Carlos, Livingstone, and three other kids were in my group. Mr. Moore was the chaperone. It was pretty cool. We went to this dumb Imax movie.. Then to the aquarium... Theennn we went shopping and chilled in this joke store for quite a while. Nick got a camera, that when you push the button, it squirts water at you...

We ate at Margaritaville. XD It was nice. I got chicken fingers. They were good. We did the salt-on-ice thing. There's a big swollen mark on my arm. It still hasn't gone away. One of them actually bruised.

So yeah. I successfully didn't buy anything but lunch... And a Sobe, but we refilled it at the soda machine. =P

So yeah.

I've heard Mr. Brightside like 3 or 4 times today.
I wonder if John is thinking about me... Hmmm.
Haha. I'm lame. So what? Learn to live with it.

<3

:: 2005 10 April :: 11.13am
:: Mood: nervous
:: Music: free(donavon frankenreiter and jack johnson)

im pretty damn emo, eh
last night right after i posted, i went with my dad to publix then pizza hut then blockbuster. and i didnt talk or laugh or smile the whole time and i felt angry and i dont know why. then i started CRYING for no reason at all. when i got home i was still crying. i think i might have some emotional problems?
i also have a recital today. im playing a song im definitely not ready for. i know ill screw up. the whole thing is played in 16th's and its a duet with the viola(my sister), so if either of us messes up, we're both skrewd.

nice way to look at things, elise

:: 2005 9 April :: 9.37am
:: Mood: chipper

uke, ho
i learned to play the ukulele yesterday. its soooooo cool. i can play jack johnson's "breakdown" and donavon frankenreider's "free". also...SUPER MARIO BROS UNDERWATER THEME!! that one's really hard, so i dont play chords, just singles. and i dont do the octave jumping. i love it. i played for 5 hours today. seriously. i wont stop till ive mastered it. then ive got to lurn the singing part, and play at the gazebo for monnuh! ill be RICH!.

3 Open this door | Curiousity screams

:: 2005 9 April :: 6.16pm

Woo! I love John! I just talked to him on the phone for like an hour. I'm turning him into a DDR whore and he's gonna like Atreyu. =D (More than he likes ICP!) Yeah, I finally got his birthday presents to him. Woo hoo. I own. XP

I just played DDR on Heavy... Dear Jesus, may you bring me DDR skills. They are very much needed. :P

<3 Dana

wonderelf

:: 2005 8 April :: 9.52pm

You scored as Green. <'Imunimaginative's Deviantart Page'>

Green
83%
Anarchism
83%
Fascism
75%
Democrat
67%
Communism
42%
Socialist
42%
Nazi
33%
Republican
17%

What Political Party Do Your Beliefs Put You In?
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--credit: ImUgly's journal

wonderelf

:: 2005 8 April :: 9.47pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: fall out boy...i don't know which song it is

*** http://www.myspace.com/12298525 ***

if i don't update here, then i'm updating there. k? k. <3 mucha lova. by the way, yes, that's me in the picture. kinda crazy looking. ;D and beside me is my dad. fuck if i know as to why his eyes are closed. ah ha ha.

wonderelf

:: 2005 8 April :: 9.45pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: senses fail-bury a lie [again]

Do this thing, biatch. Fill it out. You know. <3

01. Who are you, what's our relationship:
02. How and where did we meet:
03. What's my middle name:
04. How long have you known me:
05. Tell me one good thing about myself:
06. When you first saw me what was your impression:
07. My age:
08. Birthday:
09. My favorite band at the moment:
10. My color eyes:
11. Do I have any siblings:
12. Have you ever had a crush on me:
13. What's one of my favorite things to do:
14. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. Describe me in 3 words:
16. Name 5 things I love:
17. Do you think I'm good looking:
18. How would you describe me to someone:
19. Would you ever date me:
20. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: What do you like most about me:
22: If we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: Have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. Would you make a move on me?
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?
41. What's my favorite color?

:: 2005 8 April :: 8.50pm
:: Music: Brand New- Jude Law And A Semester Abroad

Here's a present to let you know I still exsist.
Just thought I'd update, so I could look back on this thing and laugh some day. I like going through my past journal entries. It's really depressing, but then there are things that I wouldn't have remembered if I hadn't read over all this...

Today was funny. I was pretty sad, yet amused.

We had a substitute in Mrs. Johnson's class... And Carlos wasn't in his assigned seat.

Mrs. Gates: Carlos, get in your assigned seat!
Carlos: Mrs. Gates, what is you talkin' about? I am in my assigned se-- *looks around at the people sitting by him, and the tables around him*. Alright, alright... Which one of you niggers moved me?! I know I sat in my assigned seat! My stuff is over there! Who put me here?!?! Answer me!! WHICH ONE OF YOU GUYS MOVED ME HERE?!

As much as I hate to admit it, I'm dreading summer... The group of people in all my core classes has grown so close... But we never see eachother outside of school. I'm so afraid of all of us falling apart.

How many times will I be given friendships, only to have them fall apart? I must be doing something wrong. *sigh*

Mein kampf.

~~I'm a sucker for anything acoustic.~~

:: 2005 8 April :: 7.50pm
:: Music: prelude in E m.(chopin)

fresh.
ive decided im gonna become a ukulele shredder. its pretty rad. The Clash's Joe Strummer started out on the uke while busking in the London subway/underground system. its true. ive got some righteous tabs. some classical and Super Mario Bros and of course the clash. duh-damn!

:: 2005 7 April :: 9.02pm

Today was a scary-ass day... o_o;

To start it off, Riel has NOT gone over sight reading at all! Festival is TUESDAY! Ugh. Tomorrow we get quizzed on the words for "Think On Me". We don't know them, because he never gives us the music! I've only seen it... 4 times, I think. Ugh. -.-

We watched the STD video in sex ed... *shivers* Syphilis is REALLY scary looking. You get these sores called chancres, and they look like gashes. They showed us a nasty black penis with a chancre on it. I almost barfed. Black penises are nasty enough on their own. Ick.

We met Mrs. Johnson's daughter. XD But yeah, Carlos scared the shit out of me, man! He was talking about how he needed my help with a big drug deal, and I needed to go to the KFC downtown... He thought up this big, long story, about how he had his dad's nine and some weed in his backpack, and he'd give it to me to carry it in... (You see, Carlos always ends up cracking up when he's joking, but this time he was being as serious as Hell.) So, I told him I wouldn't do it, and he acted all pissed and went to his locker, and came back in withs something under his jacket. He held it up to my side (making it seem like a gun), and he was like... "This is not optional Dana. Now tell me, are you going to do it?" I told him to quit fucking around, and he told me he was being dead serious. So I told him I still wouldn't do it, and he was like... "AHAHAH! YOU'SA NIGGA! You thought I was a drug dealer! What the Hell, man!?" Scary stuff. I swear to God, I thought he was being serious.

Mr. Moore's... I yelled at Aisha through the wall. XD And I got to take a referral to Mrs. Boiyce. (Mr. Moore NEVER writes people referrals, so it was exciting.)

Mrs. Glasgow was nice today. Nobody was there to laugh with during reading time, so I slept.

Killian spilled milk on me at lunch. :(

SUBSTITUTE IN MRS. CONNORS'S CLASS STILL!! w00t w00t. We're gonna be in some DEEEEP shit whenever she comes back, though. Carlos, JT, Codey, Spencer and I sat together... Twas fun. But we got in trouble and had to separate.

Oh, and did I mention, John is apparently goth now? No more teh wigga. *sniffle* Rest in peace, J-Unit... Live on, John of darkness.

*simmers* I despise ICP. I could learn to like ICP.

Dana out.