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2005 14 February :: 1.10am
:: Mood: Meh.
:: Music: None... Sadly.
"Yeah... I did a girl once... Yes I would like some more bread."
Stef's party. It was fun. I love Kersten, she's so awesome. It consisted of just... randomness. I miss Cameron. He never hangs out with me anymore. It makes me sad. Carly introduced him to all her friends, and now he never hangs out with us anymore; Just them. Even though he lives right up the fucking road. Oh well.
Well tomorrow... Or moreso, today is Valentine's Day. I hope it's good for you all.
*sigh* A month. It's been a month. I miss him. =[
Happy Birthday to: Stef and Bob... Even though neither of them read this.
Heh...
Please, don't let anyone change you...
Please, don't change yourself.
I hope you never fade... As you drip through my veins...
Post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened... Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you...
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2005 12 February :: 2.24pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: sugarcult-she's the blade
click here!
it works! it really does! for one of these things, anyhoo...lol.
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2005 12 February :: 2.15pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: chevelle-the red
*yawn* aaaaaaaaieeeeeeee. last night was crazy.
i went to the mall with chelsea and julie last night...we went shopping for a while...i think we only hit like 10 stores though...waldenbooks ((i had to get my new issue of rolling stone...ahahaha...)), pac sun, spencer's, claire's, bath & body works, journey's, hot topic, and the dollar store ((we raided the candy for the movies, lol...and i got a sexy keychain...!))...then with like, 2 minutes until the movie, we sprinted the WHOLE way across the mall to the theaters.
so...we saw hide and seek...which was a fucking good movie. lol. get this -- and one part, i actually jumped. yes. i JUMPED. sounds dumb, doesn't it...? but scary movies NEVER get to me; i'm not lying, kidding, or exaggerating at ALL when i say that it was probably the first i've jumped in four years at a movie. well, anyways, it was really good.
well, when the movie was over, we walked out, and it was like, MOB! in the lobby...so we walked to the mall and these cops were standing there and told us to go back into the theater place where you buy the tickets. so we stood there for a while, yadda yadda yadda, then my mom came, and on the way home, we stopped at blockbuster and i got napoleon dynamite...so at 11 pm, i started watching that in my room...it was hilarious, so i didn't even get anywhere close to falling asleep. i just laughed my head off the whole time...haha. it was great.
well then i went to bed. and then i woke up this morning at 2 pm...and i went out to the kitchen to see that an article on my man was cut out from the paper. ooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhh i was so happy. lol! well, now i'm on here. and now i'm going to go get off of here. and go get ready to visit my dad. we're going bowling tonight with this girl sarah who is like, 22, and is obsessed with britney spears...lol! she's crazy...we have fun time together...hahahahahahahaha.
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2005 12 February :: 1.17pm
:: Mood: QEHIOG
:: Music: Carly singing.
Mr. Flippinshit
I swear I didn't steal anything... ;D
Hah, I just got my haircut. It pretty much looks the same.
I'm doing something crazy with it again by the end of the school year.
I think I'm going to dye it red... Supposedly John is getting blonde highlights? o_o Hmm...
Hanyways... I'll update later or something.
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2005 10 February :: 7.49pm
:: Mood: Dying :D
:: Music: Chronic Future- Time and Time Again
...I'm going to die!
Chorus, worked on lullabye. My practice tape is being dumb. :D
Gym- 5 words. "THE SUN'LL COME OUT TAMARROW!!" Haha, Michigan accent. (:
Science... Mrs. Denton said something about "Maybe if you took your hair out of your face you'd see better." I was like, "Maybe if you took your thumb out of your ass, people wouldn't hate you so much." I don't think she heard me, though.... Unfortunately.
Listened to Metallica with Mr. Moore. :D
Glasgow is a bitch.
Went to a ROTC thing...
Almost threw up on JT.
Went home.
I think I'm going to die. :D I'll get frostbite, then die.
That air in a can stuff... I turned it upside down and sprayed it in my face, accidentally. XD Then I read it, and it said if you breathed it directly it could be fatal, and you could get frostbite if it was upside down. :D
YAYAYAY!
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2005 9 February :: 6.30pm
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: Taking Back Sunday- Set Phasers to Stun
So despite the fact that I woke up at like 2 this morning thinking I was going to be replaced, today was all right.
Worked on that gay dance in Chorus. -_-; I want to get cut, kind of... I don't know. Played 3-way dodgeball in gym. XD I was just standing there, and no one hit me until the end. It was kind of funny. FOUND THE MICROPHONE STAND FROM STAGE LEFT!! Holy God, good times. I miss stage crew. ;_;
I pretty much skipped Science. It was fun. I think I'll do it tomorrow, too. We still have a sub, and if you come in when she takes attendance, then leave afterwards, she doesn't notice. It's great. So I just walked out and took projects off the wall. Ha ha. They were like paper plates with stuff on them, so I took them down and I was throwing them like frisbees. :D It was great fun. I'm quite easily amused. Thankfully, I went in the room for a second, to fill out the memories thing for the yearbook. :D I think Ethan got suspended because he made a racial slur towards young Edna. "Why don't you just go back to Thailand?!"
Mr. Moore was in a pretty bad mood, but I "went to the bathroom", and saw Aisha and Marcus and people. (:
Mrs. Glasgow is still being a bitch. Oh well.
The group of people I normally sit with at lunch has dwindled down to Livingstone, JT and I... ): Carlos ditched us for the hot people, haha. We spent all of lunch throwing "turkey" (you never know with cafeteria food) at teh Livingstone. XD
Uh... Quiz in Language Arts... I think I did good.
Math is teh suck. Oh well. I think I'm doing better with it. I actually get this stuff, I just hate doing the work. =/ Oh well.
Jesse, Taylor, Joey, Zach and James are so funny.
Love for you...
Don't feel like you have to lie to me...
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2005 9 February :: 2.17am
:: Mood: Really sleepy.
:: Music: The Killers- Mr. Brightside
...Couldn't sleep.
God, please don't let me get replaced... I love him. I don't want him to find someone else...
Please, God... Oh please...
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2005 8 February :: 10.58pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: the killers-mr. brightside...AGAIN
oh. my. god.
okay. mtv2 was supposed to play holiday today EXACTLY 16 times. did i see it ONCE?!? no. no. and NO. what. the. fuck. i am so mad.
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2005 8 February :: 10.44pm
:: Mood: ditzy
:: Music: franz ferdinand-take me out [ahh...the annoying song! lol!!!]
hot damn. this is a SEXY theme. i intend on keeping this one for a while. bitchin' song, bitchin' colors, bitchin' music, bitchin' icon...it's BITCHIN'.
or pinchin.
after all, that is MY accidental form of "bitchin' + pimpin'." whoops.
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2005 8 February :: 10.42pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: mario-let me love you
ahhhhhhhhhh. i talked to jake today, for like, the first time in forever. omg. it was SO great to talk to him again and stuff. i missed him a lot. (: hehe.
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2005 8 February :: 9.17pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: linkin park-breaking the habit
grrrr. the video for holiday was supposed to be released today. and i have YET to see it...
i've been watching mtv2 and mtv hits ((yaaaaaay digital cable has finally come in handy...lol...actually, it's SOOOO much better than a satellite dish - it's cheaper and has better quality...it never goes out or anything, unlike that piece of shit like $150 a month satellite dish, hehe))...anyhoo - nope - STILL haven't seen it - so i'm pissed. lol.
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2005 8 February :: 4.40pm
:: Mood: Sleepy...
:: Music: Metallica- One
I'm the REAL Slim Shady.
I think it's going to be a good week.
It's been good so far.
I got a 95 on my Social Studies test, and a 100 on my Math test. :D
Mrs. Glasgow really doesn't like me. I was really good for the subs in her class while she was gone, because I knew she was really sick... and she still bitched at me today. If I'm always going to get blamed for shit, then I might as well be an ass. It's more fun. -_-
There was a bright red condom on the sidewalk today. XD It made me laugh. We worked on Lullabye and I got my practice tape. :D Heh.
"What do you remember about the avalanche, ma'am?"
"...Uh... There was snow!"
=O
I loff teh wiggah.
I thnik teh asianses should spend Spring Break with me and teh famileh. Haha. That would be cool.
PS- Should I get a new song on here?
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2005 5 February :: 11.37pm
:: Mood: *sigh*
:: Music: Lifehouse- Breathing
I want nothing more than to sit outside your door and listen to you breathing- It's where I want to be
Keely and Aisha came over today. We played DDR and stuff. Aisha has an electronic baby. I am NOT getting one. Ha ha. I like my sleep too much.
Uh... Not much else.
I really miss John. =/
"My other penis is a vagina." --Family Guy.
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2005 5 February :: 1.43pm
:: Mood: ditzy
:: Music: dashboard confessional-vindicated
wow, this is really cool. check it out.
click here!
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2005 5 February :: 1.01am
:: Mood: ...Tired.
:: Music: Hawthorne Heights- The Transition
I hope you never fade, as you drip through my veins...
I just had one of the worst baby sitting experiences ever... o.o;;
There were two ten-year-olds, an 8-year-old, and a six-year old.
They kept complaining about how bored they were... So I told them to put pillows in their shirts and run into eachother at full speed... and they did. Which was really amusing until the six-year-old got hurt. He started crying. But, apparently, if you say "humpdoodle", he stops crying, and starts laughing.
So then, they went downstairs. So I figured I'd just stay upstairs a little while longer, then go check on them.
I was sitting here, talking to Keely on the phone, when I heard him crying again. He was yelling, "But, I don't want to pull my pants down!!"
o_o;; I ran downstairs to see what was going on, and he was huddled up in a little corner. I asked them what was going on, and the three 'older' ones looked at me innocently, and Cassidy said, "Don't you think he'd be way cooler if he was running around in his tighty whiteys?"
Wow. So he cried again, and said I was laughing at him...
We got him calmed down... Then, they started calling him "Bob", so he was crying. Again.
Eli spilled grapefruit juice all over my: [ Sevendust CD, DVD, Lyric book, and CD case]. [Post card from Aisha]. [Hairclips]. [Necklace]. [Blank CDs]. [Some other things]. Plus, it stained the wood. -_-;
I think I'm going to bed now...
Love.
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2005 4 February :: 9.56pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: green day-jesus of suburbia
COUNTDOWN UNTIL GERMANY:
...i stopped counting
it's june something...yay i get to miss the end of my freshman year! haaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaa bitches!
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2005 4 February :: 9.53pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: none.
oooh hoooo. the 'rents went mad.
reeessssttttttttraaaaaiiiiiiiiinnnnnnniiiiiinnnnnggggggg oooooorrrrrrddddeeeeerrrrrrrrssssss?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
haha...i already have one on that faggot andrew...ew, he goes to NORTH now! and his sister! and...and...ugh...
chris, rose, and i are screwed. chris, because he was a...umm...VICTIM. rose, because she dated the loser ((she regrets it, lol, so i can call him a loser...)), and me, because i went to COURT! wooooohoooooo i feel special...okay, not really.
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2005 4 February :: 7.16pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: none...i'm on the phone with my crazy grandma, lol!
this is one of my older entries...i didn't want to let it die...soooooo! here it is! lol!
Here's a HILARIOUS convo Mae and I worked up....:
wonder loves you (2:08:49 PM): xDDD
wonder loves you (2:09:09 PM): http://www.wcboe.k12.md.us/images/SID_37.jpg
wonder loves you (2:09:10 PM): LOL
wonder loves you (2:09:16 PM): the yield sign is all crooked
wonder loves you (2:09:18 PM): XDD
CherriBlossomchi (2:09:30 PM): XD
CherriBlossomchi (2:09:36 PM): We have a ghetto school
wonder loves you (2:09:37 PM): so ghetto...
wonder loves you (2:09:38 PM): XD
wonder loves you (2:09:39 PM): LMAO
CherriBlossomchi (2:09:50 PM): we live....
CherriBlossomchi (2:09:52 PM): IN DAH HOOD
wonder loves you (2:09:54 PM): haha...same thoughts about it...not good for them huh?
wonder loves you (2:09:55 PM): O
wonder loves you (2:09:55 PM): M
wonder loves you (2:09:56 PM): G
wonder loves you (2:10:02 PM): DUH HUD!!!
CherriBlossomchi (2:10:05 PM): nupe.
wonder loves you (2:10:07 PM): xD
CherriBlossomchi (2:10:08 PM): DUH HUD!
CherriBlossomchi (2:10:09 PM): XD
wonder loves you (2:10:19 PM): WE LIV IN DA HUD HOMEE
wonder loves you (2:10:23 PM): :O
wonder loves you (2:10:27 PM): WUT NOWZZZZ??!?!?!1
CherriBlossomchi (2:10:32 PM): WHERE THE STREETS HAVE CHAIN LINK FENCES AND PIT BULLS NAMED TYRONE!
wonder loves you (2:10:36 PM): !!!!!ONEONE!!!111ewKJEWK!!ONE!
wonder loves you (2:10:44 PM): YEAYEAYEA
wonder loves you (2:10:48 PM): FO SHIZZLE
CherriBlossomchi (2:10:50 PM): and hydrolic cars! =D
wonder loves you (2:10:52 PM): OMG
wonder loves you (2:10:55 PM): I WANT ONE
wonder loves you (2:10:55 PM): >D
wonder loves you (2:11:11 PM): PINK CADILLACS
CherriBlossomchi (2:11:12 PM): hydrolic jeep wrangler?
wonder loves you (2:11:15 PM): :o
wonder loves you (2:11:16 PM): :o
wonder loves you (2:11:17 PM): :o
wonder loves you (2:11:18 PM): YES
wonder loves you (2:11:27 PM): AND SPINNERS!
wonder loves you (2:11:31 PM): :D
wonder loves you (2:11:39 PM): PINK CADILLACS WITH SPINNERS!
CherriBlossomchi (2:11:44 PM): WHEEEE
CherriBlossomchi (2:11:46 PM): =D
wonder loves you (2:11:46 PM): ...and..FUZZY DICE!!! O_o
wonder loves you (2:11:49 PM): XD
CherriBlossomchi (2:11:52 PM): GO FUZZY DICE
wonder loves you (2:11:59 PM): PIMP MY RIDE, HOMIE!
wonder loves you (2:12:01 PM): ;D
CherriBlossomchi (2:12:10 PM): Don't make me bust a cap in j00r punk ass!
CherriBlossomchi (2:12:13 PM): =D
wonder loves you (2:12:27 PM): EAT GUN, NIGGA!
wonder loves you (2:12:29 PM): lmao
wonder loves you (2:12:30 PM): sorry
wonder loves you (2:12:31 PM): >>
wonder loves you (2:12:44 PM): Hagstown /is/ becoming the hood. :o
CherriBlossomchi (2:13:02 PM): LMAO
CherriBlossomchi (2:13:05 PM): XDD
CherriBlossomchi (2:13:08 PM): that was great
wonder loves you (2:13:10 PM): :D
wonder loves you (2:13:14 PM): ...word
wonder loves you (2:13:15 PM): :o
CherriBlossomchi (2:13:20 PM): i live on dah edge of dah ghetto..=D
wonder loves you (2:13:32 PM): I LIVE IN DA FANCY GHETTO
wonder loves you (2:13:33 PM): LMAO
wonder loves you (2:13:35 PM): >D
CherriBlossomchi (2:13:40 PM): WHERE BLACK WOMEN BEAT THEIR SIX KIDS WITH THE CORD TO THEIR BLENDER!
CherriBlossomchi (2:13:41 PM): =O
wonder loves you (2:13:51 PM): -falls on keyboard-
wonder loves you (2:13:52 PM): LMAO
wonder loves you (2:14:03 PM): Well...
wonder loves you (2:14:13 PM): WE HAVE GHETTO IMPOSTERS IN OUR NEIGHBORHOOD
wonder loves you (2:14:17 PM): >D
wonder loves you (2:14:21 PM): THEY'RE REDNECKS
CherriBlossomchi (2:14:30 PM): "JIMMY JAMAL YOU GET YOUR SKINNY BLACK ASS OVAH HERR!" -Whips cord-
CherriBlossomchi (2:14:41 PM): THE TRAILOR HUD!
wonder loves you (2:14:50 PM): TRAILOR PARK TRASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSH
wonder loves you (2:14:53 PM): (:
CherriBlossomchi (2:15:43 PM): XD
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2005 4 February :: 4.39pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: green day-basket case
wow...it's so funny how people can be such bitches and backstabbers. isn't it? well now my life is cleared of the SHIT that was blocking my path...or...whatever...okay, that sounded a little spiritual, lol...weird. anyhoo. i know who my true friends are. isn't that great? yup.
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2005 4 February :: 2.55pm
:: Mood: It's Friday. (:
:: Music: Carlos talking.
...Get virtual, negro.
We're in the computer lab. We're doing some dumb extra credit stuff.
Screw it. :D
Carlos is messing with Skittles.com. Haha. AKAKAKAKAKA! SKEET ON YO HEAD, NIGGA!
Yep. I'm so glad it's Friday. It's been a good day. It was funneh.
I'm nervous about High School. They keep telling us stuff about it.
I'll update later.
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2005 3 February :: 12.52pm
:: Mood: Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
:: Music: People yelling.
Woohoo.
I'm at school. We have a really mean substitute, but I'm having fun. Haha.
I'm kinda bored/tired, but it's been a good day. Yesterday was good, too.
Got interim reports, I have two B's and a C. Haven't gotten one from Johnson yet... o.o Uh oh...
...Everyone is so loud. Dylan is frickin' hilarious, though.
Everyone's yelling. ^_^ Yay.
I'm done for now.
Peace up, A town down.
I'M GET MY BLACK ON! Haha.
I love teh wiggah.
;D
Update- 4:20 pm. (Haha. 420. Ha. Haaaa.) Bitch substitute sent JT and I to ISS. (Dumb people- In School Suspension) ...What a dumb bitch. Mrs. Boiyce (the ISS lady) called us bean heads. Haha. She's pretty cool.
We performed for the Best Foot Forward judges. They said we did good. This thing is going to be HUGE. Mr. Riel is going to tear us apart. Ugh. -_-;; I have a feeling he's going to be like he was during Rehersals/Performances for the musical last year... Blah. Oh well.
Done.
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2005 1 February :: 5.21pm
:: Mood: Eh...
:: Music: Sevendust- Skeleton Song
And I miss your laugh, your smile...
I bit the dentist. Heh.
Today was... all right. I listened to the Sevendust CD basically all day. I noticed that if I put my hair over my headphones, the teachers can't see them.
...I never thought I'd say this, but I kind of want to get cut from Best Foot Forward. (Chorus thing...)
I don't know, it was a rather blah day. I've been alone a lot lately.
But... it'll all be okay.
I'm trying optimism again.
It's hard, but I'm trying. *shrugs*
I'm going to go now.
I love John more than he loves me.
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2005 31 January :: 4.08pm
So here's my plan:
Steph, Keely and I will go look around NCSA... Then, after that, we will go to Virginia and kidnap John...
But, keep it on the down low. ;D
*Loves on t3h Johness* HEHE.
<33333333333333333333333
Randy is my hero.
The end.
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2005 30 January :: 10.45am
:: Mood: ...
:: Music: Sevendust- Broken Down
Well it's love, make it hurt.
I had some trouble getting to sleep last night. Like, worse than usual...
I was just up, thinking... I hate when that happens.
I really don't know when I'm going to get to see him, and I hate that. I miss him so much... I'm really glad that he's happy there, though.
I'm starting to think I shouldn't do the things that make me happy. I've noticed, whenever I finally get something I want, it gets taken away... It really hurts....
Anyone who sees me wouldn't know that I'm unhappy... It's really hard to hide it, but I think I've mastered it pretty well.
...And this song is going to make me cry. I hate it. It's not even a good song. Rainy Days. Ugh.
I hate being so fragile... Whenever I feel really down, I'm liable to break at any second... And I hate it.
I was having a really good dream, but Carly came and woke me up.
It's the worst feeling in the world... Waking up from a good dream..
I hate it. =/
...But, I love John.
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2005 28 January :: 10.46pm
:: Mood: Meh.
:: Music: Atreyu- This Flesh a Tomb.
*sigh*
Tonight was pretty good. There was only one thing missing.
It's really starting to set in... I am not going to be able to see him for a really long time. =/
I went to the mall tonight with Carly and Anna. Turns out Randy and Bryan were there, too. So, I hung out with them. Small comments such as, "Man, if John were here..." and what not really started to hit me. Blah. I love him.
I got a belt with the spinner belt buckle... And a beanie that says, "I smoke rocks." Haha.
I don't know what's wrong. It was a really good day, and now I'm just feeling so... Blah. I realized that I most likely would have seen him tonight if things were still like they used to be...
*sigh* To think I complained about not seeing him much then
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