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2005 7 January :: 4.15pm
:: Music: Deftones- Digital Bath.
Who the fuck is shooting us? Oh well! Fire missiles!
*sigh of relief* Thank God it's Friday.
Fraylor, Nick, Carlos and James will all be in my Chorus class next week. :D
AND Marcus, Zach, Nick, and Rhianna were already in there.
Today is Carly and Calvin's one year anniversary. I hate the word cute, but that's about the only word that can describe them. Heh.
(No, John, I am not turning into a prep.)
We played 3-way-dodgeball in gym. I was with all the black people. It were teh fun. ^_^
I do believe I'm failing Science.
I have a B in Social Studies.
A or B in Language Arts.
And I'm not failing Math. :D!
I am verreh sleepeh.
And we got DDR. :D
Yay.
HappyHappy.
Even though I don't feel too happy right now.
*sigh*
There's lots of space in this entry. Heh.
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2005 6 January :: 5.23pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: none...for once!
just to clear a few things up.
the layout is not finished. i need to get a matching mp3 ((the song minority)) before it's done...which isn't going well. if you know where i can find one...TELL ME GOD DAMNIT! lol!
and also...
i am aware that my icon has the wrong lyrics. but it won't be changing because i'm a lazy ass. i was really pissed off when i found out but...i guess we've gotta deal with it, huh?
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2005 5 January :: 9.40pm
:: Music: Straylight Run- Existentialism on Prom Night
I know you're getting sick of it.
*sigh*
I'm sick of feeling so alone.
Feeling like I need to have someone to call my own.
=/
Looks like Michael might come back down. There's like, no way I can make everyone happy this time, so I don't know what to do. It looks Keely, Eli and Carly really want him to come... And I have a feeling that Aisha, Rhianna and John... and a few other people might be upset with me...
I hate it when people are upset with me. Looks like it's going to be that way, no matter what I choose.
*sigh*
...And my God, I feel so lonely.
I don't know... Blah.
Sing me something soft, sad, and delicate... Or loud, and out of key. Sing me anything...
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2005 5 January :: 6.42pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: green day-nice guys finish last
things are kinda going better, i guess...i'm never getting my phone back, in may when our contract ends i won't be getting a phone either. oh well. screw it. cellphones give you tumors anyways. hahaha. i hope everyone with a cell dies...LOL...*hopefully* frank will be the first to go!!! YEAH!
i found this in angela's journal...so...time to use it! lol!
Spell your first name backwards: enniroC
The story behind your user name?: Um...well a lot of people call me "Wonder," and I made this username when I was in my LOTR/Elvish days...lol...so I did Wonder + elf and now here's Wonderelf, lol
Are you a lesbian: Umm...NO
Where do you live: Hagerstown
Wallet: Hot Pink...with a Snowboard on the front, lol
Hairbrush: A...um...it's Suave something...black & hot pink..hehe
Toothbrush: Purple & White
Pillow covers: Baby Blue/Soft Yellow/Soft Green...but it's ALL changing soon...
Blanket: Same as pillow covers
CD in stereo right now: Green Day-"International Superhits"
Tattoos: None
Piercings: Ears, but I never wear them...thinking about my Lip once again...
What you are wearing now: A brown & pink Aeropostale monkey shirt + Tilt jeans + Mudd socks...with cows jumping over moons
Hair: Dark brown, NATURAL red highlights
•WHO or WHAT• (was/is/are)
In my mouth: Lyrics [to Nice Guys Finish Last," since it's on...]
In my head: Lyrics [...same song, same reason, lol]
Wishing: Frank would die, I could meet Green Day, I could marry Billie Joe...haha <3
Talking to: DeAnna
Eating: Nothing
Person you wish you could see right now: Green Day...lol...Nick?
Is next to you: The CD case...mm..hahaha...a Caffeine Free Diet Pepsi, a stapler, speakers, all of these other computer accessories...a half empty bowl
Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month: Dropping out of Guard
The last thing you ate: Chinese
Something that you are deathly afraid of: Needles/Syringes
Do you like candles: Yes
Do you like hot wax: Yes
Do you like incense: Yes
Do you like the taste of blood: No
Do you believe in love: Haha...not anymore
Do you believe in soul mates: No
Do you believe in love at first sight: It's happened to me before...but screw it now...
Do you believe in Heaven: Yes
Do you believe in God: Yes
What do you want done with your body when you die: Buried...next to Green Day...lol
Who is your worst enemy: I don't have enemies...well, wait...maybe Emily Jackson...stupid retarded prep-hoe-slut...lol
If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be: A snake
What is the latest you've ever stayed up: Until 7 am
Ever been to Belgium: No
Can you eat with chopsticks: Somewhat
What's your favorite coin: ...Golden Dollar! Hehe
What are some of your favorite candy: *Smarties*, Skittles, Swedish Fish, Starburst
What's something that you wish people would understand: I'm not really the bitch that I play and act to be...and I'm not dumb either...it's pretty much all a joke...all an act
What's something you wish you could understand better: That not everybody thinks like I do
What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow: I don't know...Frank can die? LOL...um...for Annette and I to stop fighting and then she can ditch the hoes invading MY original plans
How old are you: 14
How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?): 10...lol...no, I'm pretty average in how I act...
What are your worst qualities: I'm moody, bitchy, easily pissed off, a brat, spoiled
What are your best qualities: I don't have any =/
How long does it take you to get ready in the morning: 45 minutes when I take a shower, 30 minutes when I don't
Do you dream at night: Yes
Do you remember your dreams: Sometimes...it depends
Describe one: I have this reoccurring dream that my mom and I are in Chincoteague in the Rendezvous and we're on a REALLY tall bridge ((like...the height of the Empire State Building)) and it's one lane, and there's a car coming so we swerve and drive off and fall...and each time before I hit the water I wake up
What time do you go to bed usually: After 11
What time do you wake up normally: Around 8...lol
What time do you wake on weekends: It depends on what I did that night before/the week before
Do you find waking late nice or annoying: It depends
Do you sleep with one pillow or two: Two
•SCHOOL•
Do you like school: Kinda
Why/why not: It's boring, but then again it's something to do during the day...lol
Whats ur fave subject: German, maybe...? No, probably Biology because I kick everyone's asses when it comes to grades and answering questions :D
Most hated subject: Algebra
Do you have a fave teacher: Mrs. Watson
Ever had a crush on a teacher: Um, ew, no
Are you a math/science person or an english/drama person: LOL...Science/English...but that doesn't fit any of them...haha
•FAMILY•
Do you like your parents: No comment...pffft and it's not just because of last night
Ever run away from home: "Yes"
Ever thought about it: Hell yeah
Do you have any siblings: No
Do you feel your parents spoil you: Yes
Do you have big family get togethers ever: I guess
•RELATIONSHIPS•
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: No
If so, are you in love with them:
Do they love you:
How long have you been together:
Most romantic thing they've ever done for you:
•Sex•
Ever had sex: No
Do you believe that a person shouldnt have sex before marriage: I could give a shit less about someone else...but me...I don't think it should happen
Believe in casual sex: I dunno...?
•Religion•
Do you have a religion: Yes
Do you practice it: No...
Do you believe in God: Yes
Jesus?: Yes
Satan?: Yes
Heaven?: Yes
If you died tomorrow what do you believe will happen to you?: I'd go to Heaven? I'm saved and all but God probably doesn't want me anymore...lol
Does death scare you?: Yes
•Morals•
Have you ever been drunk?: I think (;
Taken drugs?: No
Stolen?: One gummy shark from the Martins candy bin once...lol
Shoplifted?: See above
Tried to commit suicide?: Yes
Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend?: No
Gotten into a fight?: Verbal, yes...and I've hit/punched a few people in my 14 years...lol
Are you more innocent or guilty?: Guilty
Would you date a drug addict?: If it was Billie Joe...YES...<3 LOL...um, I dunno...
Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict?: I don't think so
Are you racist?: No no no
Are you discriminatory to anyone?: No
Have you been a hypocrite in the past?: Yes
Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings?: Closed...I'm a bitch and it SUCKS )':
•Media•
Do you watch tons of tv?: No
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months?: 2 or 3
Do you listen to the radio often?: Yes
Do you read the newspaper?: Yes
Do you read magazines?: Yes
Are you a couch potato?: Yes
Do you use the internet too much?: Yes
•Music•
Whats your fave style of music?: Rock...anything rock...Punk, Emo, Ska, Heavy Metal, Hard Rock, Alt...although I tend to like Punk bands the best, lol
Do you play an instrument?: Yes; Alto Saxophone, Electric Guitar [I suck balls at it]
Do you sing?: Not good
Whats your fave band: GREEN DAY!!!!!!!!!!!! Ever since...whenever! LOL! <3 Forever and always, always and forever...
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2005 5 January :: 4.38pm
:: Music: turn the other way(a7x)
no you do...
OMG so today Mario was here and i was like playing some Jack Johnson song on the piano that i heard last night that i learned when i woke up this morn. and i was like 'hey yo wanna see muh rat?' and he was like 'rat...' so i went to my room where Lars was sleeping and picked up Mr.Shadows and Brett was like 'look how big his testacles are' lmao. then i put the rat on Mario and he was like 'eww get it off me!'.
i did my homework in the treehouse today. it was fun. except theres no roof cuz its not done yet.
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2005 4 January :: 8.57pm
:: Mood: scared
:: Music: green day-waiting
i'm crying so hard right now. i'm shaking unstoppably. i'll tell you all about what happened in nyc/outlets/etc., i promise, but later...
alright...so today started out good. school actually went by pretty fast. well...after school, annette and april needed a ride home, so i offered. wellll...annette wanted to wait with evan until his bus came. so finally at 4 pm, his bus came, and so all three of us were going to my mom's car, and leah ended up needing a ride, too. so all of us went out to the car. everyone got in...my mom was apparently pissed...well you know what, i felt bad then, but as of now i could give a FUCK less what my parents feel like and are thinking because i won't be with them for much FUCKING longer.
so i got home...got online...and it ends up that my mom bought some tables and an entertainment center for my room...well, i helped her put my closet on top of my drawers ((it's a complex big closet/drawer "set" that stacks...lol))...so after that i figured my mom would leave my room and all, so i came back down here and got online. well around 6 pm, my mom came screaming down the stairs bitching about how she'd been in my room all day and i've just "been sitting my lazy ass on the internet." well, i nicely told her that i didn't know she was still in there and working, and that i really never asked her to stay in there and clean/reorganize it all for me...because...well, quite frankly, i DIDN'T ask her to do it all for me.
sooooo...i sat down here and minded my own business. between eating swedish fish, texting joe, and looking for mp3's to try and do the new layout on here...i was quiet and all, didn't say a thing or anything.
around 8:45 pm i went upstairs to use the bathroom, and when i came out, my mom was sitting on the chair & ottoman, watching some show. i mentioned that fact that i was texting joe and i laughed about the fact that he STILL hadn't given me nick's number. my mom got an angry look on her face and was like: "i told you not to text anymore!" frank was in the kitchen but he came strolling back on out at that time and as soon as he did i said: "we should get unlimited text messaging, it would be a really good idea, i think"...well then frank snapped and was like: "don't talk about the fucking phone and tell us what to fucking do!" i was kinda confused...so i just KINDLY replied that i was just suggesting it...and next thing i know here comes frank grabbing my body, screaming in my face to "shut the fuck up, shut the fuck up"...i wanted to cry because i did nothing to him, the only thing i said to him all night was in my own defence, just saying to him that i wasn't telling anyone anything, i was just suggesting something...well, frank...he seriously, serious to god, snapped on me and started shaking me and then he turned me around and pushed me down the hall screaming: "GO GET YOUR FUCKING PHONE!!!!!" omg i wanted to cry SO hard...but i held it back, thankfully...and then i started walking back torwards the kitchen because my phone was down here, in the basement ((and for those of you that don't know my house...the hall and the kitchen are in the opposite direction, lol))...well frank was standing in the doorway to the dining room ((that leads to the kitchen...that leads to the basement)) and he kept pushing me back so finally i pushed back against him and i told him that my phone was downstairs...he followed me to the stairs stomping his feet and screaming and yelling profanity words...then he shouted down the stairs as i was walking down: "YOU GET THAT FUCKING PHONE AND BRING IT UP HERE! BRING IT RIGHT UP HERE! AND I'M GOING TO THROW IT IN THE FUCKING GARBAGE! IT'S GOING IN THE FUCKING TRASH!" ...so i slowly walked down here, got my phone, took it out of the alligator and quietly walked back upstairs with it in my hands and quietly put it at the top of the steps. then i heard the car keys and the front door slam...about 10 minutes ago, i looked up the stairs to see if my phone was there; it wasn't...i don't know what happened to the phone/where it is...and to tell you the truth i am TERRIFIED to go upstairs. i don't know what to do now...i want and i feel like i need to tell someone but every single time something like this happens and i tell my dad, tiff, or my grandma, and they try to do something, frank acts all sweet and stuff again and claims nothing happened...and of course, everyone believes him! god, i am crying SO hard right now, i'm bawling uncontrollably, and i'm so, so, so scared to go upstairs...it's 9:20 pm now and i don't know what to do...omg...i just can't explain how hard i'm crying and how terrified i am right now...there's just no words. the day i got home from new york, i was so, so so so glad to finally be home with my mom and frank...but not anymore, right now i would give ANYTHING to get away from here...omg...who should i call? what should i do? what CAN i do? i can't go upstairs, but i can't stay down on here all night...sooner or later either my mom or frank will come down here and pick me up and drag me up the stairs. and if it's frank, he'll drag me by my hair, because he's done it before to me...except he pulled me out of the car by my hair and made me fall on the ground of the parking lot at kerch's.
well...i hear footsteps...i don't want them to know i'm writing this, so i'm going now...please pray for me and wish me luck, i hope everything will be okay, i'm just so scared right now...
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2005 4 January :: 7.59pm
Ahhhh, those cupcakes are deformed!!
Haha I'm at Rhianna's house. We were doing Science Fair stuff. We're making cupcakes for it!! ^_^ Yay. But some of the cupcaked came out deformed and stuff. One batch tasted like pretzels, hardy har har. We got, like, nothing done at first. XD We wrote our hypothesis and made 2 of the batches of cupcakes. Haaaaaa.
Aisha came, and we looked at stuff for formal. :D Yay.
I am soooo sleepy and I went back to school today, and I are sad... ;_;
And I've been waiting for so long just to hold you in my arms...
*sigh*
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2005 3 January :: 12.58pm
:: Music: Utada Hikaru- Simple and Clean
Wish I could prove I love you- But does that mean I have to walk on water?
I feel like I'm losing touch with the people I love again. I hate how I always feel this way, though...
I am going to be really upset if I waste my last day of break doing NOTHING. *sigh*
Yeah...
I'm just starting to give up on some things. =/
I have a feeling I'm going to mess this up. Again.
I'm going to try and make something work out for today.
So maybe I won't be so pissed at myself.
Spare me just three last words
"I love you" is all she heard...
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever
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2005 2 January :: 4.08pm
:: Music: Slipknot- Eyeless
How many times have you wanted to kill everything and everyone- You say you'll do it, but never will.
Well yeah...
I've gone back to my regular emo self. Once again. -.- Damnit.
I'm sure I'll be feeling a little better by later today. I think I get to see my Prilly midget.. (Alek Prilliman is in town, bitches.)
But yeah...
People around me think I might have found someone new...
But, despite what they think- I'm still stuck on you. =/ *sigh*
Oh well.
Fire missiles.
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2005 1 January :: 1.28am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: green day-jaded
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaappy new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whoooo! 2005!
yeah! and guess what that means?!? TIME FOR A NEW LAYOUT! oooh, what now?!? haha...well, it's green day once more, but not american idiot. so you all had better like it. not because it's not american idiot. but because...: IT'S GREEN DAY, BIOTCHES! so love it our get the HELLLLLLLLLL away from my journal. thank you, that is all.
edit: due to *certain* issues and the fact that there isn't an mp3 the internet would like to share with me...the new layout may take longer than expected. terribly sorry. ):
well, i just got back from nyc. and guess what?!? i'm too tired to type! =P so i'll update next time quite a few things...what happened tonight, yesterday, in nyc, AND I STILL NEED TO TELL YOU ALL THE STORY ABOUT THE OUTLETS! ): aww, man, i'm behind, aren't i?!? i had better start updating daily. or perhaps 10 times daily. haha. okay, goodnight.
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2005 1 January :: 12.00am
New Year. Same rotten lonely feeling.
I love Aisha and Keely and John so much.
Seems like Randy and I are kind of getting closer, too?
Wow.
Looks like I'm going to formal with Marcus. Well yeah.
Later.
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2004 31 December :: 5.47pm
:: Music: Evanescence- Lies
Nothing can just work anymore.
Well, so much for the "party". I think I'll call Marcus and Brennen up, see if they can come. Like, no one's coming, because someone else is having a party. It'll be like 5 people. Oh well. At least I'm not just sitting around this year?
I really want someone special to spend New Year's with. -.- Holidays always make me so emo and lonely feeling (Haha, like that's any different than usual.) But I really want a boyfriend. I've never really been in an actual relationship. The two "boyfriends" I've had... One lasted a week, and the other... Well, we talked on the phone... 3 times in a 3 month period. -.-
*sigh*
I know relationships are dumb and pointless at this age... But it really does feel good to have someone you can call your own.
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2004 31 December :: 2.36pm
i have two choices for tonight. i can ride and hour and a heif to orlando to go to a party that jason MIGHT be at, or i can walk 5 minutes to mario's and just hang out. there is a bad side to not going to each of them: if i dont go to orlando, stuart will be like 'screw you' the next time i talk to him; if i dont go to mario's...well he has good food at his house...
i might just go to mario's. unless anyone else has something better.
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2004 30 December :: 6.09pm
:: Mood: Accomplished.
:: Music: Brand New- Okay, I believe you, but my Tommy gun don't.
I am Heaven sent.
I am officially THE best.
I got the Rejected Cartoon up top now, my ninjas.
Hell yeah. I am awesome. :D
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
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2004 29 December :: 1.56pm
last night haus slept over. it was fun. we played mario party 6 from like 11 tol like 2.30 and we made pb&j and cheese sandwiches and lemonade and ate ranch chips w/ranch dip. and then did some headbanging. er...i was the one doing the headbanging...my hair is so soft and fluttery. lol.
man, we went to our relatives' house for crixmas and my cousin is like 7 or 8, and she goes 'elise whyd you cut your hair? it looks ugly' like wtf?! its still like up to my shoulders.
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2004 29 December :: 12.14pm
:: Music: The Killers- Mr. Brightside
Jealousy turning saints into the sea. Swimming through sick lullabies.
I fell asleep on the phone last night. Oops. I was supposed to stay up until 5 and listen to some radio show with John, haha. I ended up crashing at about 12:30 I think. Woke up at 4:30 to a dial tone, so I'm assuming John fell asleep, too.
Yesterday was one of my mood swingy days. I was all emo feeling in the morning... Then I got kind of angry with my mom for making me 45 minutes late...
But that's okay. Because Randy was 5 hours late. ;P
I somewhat attempted DDR. Then we watched all the good people play...
"Uh, how do you get upstairs?" :D
Then I talked to my most favorite wigger on the phone. Then he left me to talk to someone that I hate. Then he called me back and I fell asleep. Ha. Oops.
Good morning, America!
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2004 27 December :: 10.40pm
You could've made me not alone.
I just keep waiting for you, but you're never available.
I can't just sit around and wait forever... I can't.
I didn't need to say what I said. I hate updating my journal then deleting the entries.
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2004 27 December :: 10.20am
:: Music: exhumed to consume(exhumed, carcass cover)
shmoo
im writing the same exact thing as i did in my livejournal this post cuz i dont feel like trying to paraphrase my weekend. :
my bird is doing such random stuff. shes like 'hi!' and then she makes this kissing noise(where'd she learn that?!...teeheehee), and then she goes 'WEEOOO!'. and now shes jumping in circles. haha! alright. here's what i got fo crixmas(only the stuff i can think of. from everyone):
a rat(i named him lars. and his nickname name is pierr, cuz he looks totally french!. hes bald, and pink, and has pink eyes. and a curly mustache. since he has no hair, i can paint him w/e colors i want!)
mario party 6
2 spongebob controllers
super monkeyball 2
jacket from urban outfitters
clothes from aeropostale and whatnot
stuff for lars/pierr
silkworm farm
a zigzag shelf(thats the best i can describe it)
letter seals(really expensive and really cool)
a moshi frog and cat
billy idol:greatest hits(good cd)
green speakers
$50 sony earphones(the ones that block out outside sounds. theyre so cool)
pinstripe trousers
like $300 cash(double if i add my sister's money. we just put all our money together)
this thing where you grow plants in gel(its pretty cool. my brother got it for me)
my mom got a cello. and my sister can play it really good. i can play godspeed you black emperor's east hastings on it and part of introduction and polonaise
i dont think ill list anymore.
whoa. now my mom's bird is doing random stuff. she said 'hi' 6 times in a row. and then she caughed, and then she like made this weird noise like shes dying, and then she goes 'come here!'. now she laughing.
it took me like a half hour to write this whole thing. i always get so sidetracked. like ill be sitting in my room doing homework, and ill see markers and start coloring my papers. or ill be walking to the bathroom, and ill remember sumthing, and ill just forget about the bathroom and do w/e.
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2004 24 December :: 11.11am
:: Music: architecture of a genocidal nature(dimmu)
the new and...definitely not improved...
crixmas tomorrow! presents fo me! i saw polar express w/my mom and dad and sister last night. my dad snuck this huge bag of pistaccios in, and he was making all this noise trying to open them, and then he threw them at people.
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2004 21 December :: 10.18pm
Yes!!
Emo-ness is worn off again. It's funny how talking to John makes everything better.
I just went downstairs, bracing myself for a huge bitching, but my daddy gave me Christmas presents!! :D
Haggard and CKY 4, bitches.
Happy ChristmaHannuKwanzIkah to you!
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2004 21 December :: 8.48pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Hawthorne Heights- Dissolve and Decay.
Maybe it is jealousy...
Well, I guess this means my good mood is gone.
I don't see how I can go through such extreme mood changes...
But right now, my heart is torn. It feels awful. I don't know how to describe it, but it's longing for somethnig- someone... It feels so... empty. *Sigh* I don't know...
I guess you can call this jealousy.
But, whatever it is...
It makes me sick to my stomache.
I don't know what it is about... this person... that bugs me so much. I mean, I don't even know them, but I know some things about them, and it makes me sick. My heart sinks whenever I hear about them...
And I have this aful feeling in my stomache.
Guess I have to get over it...
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2004 20 December :: 6.49pm
:: Mood: Owned.
:: Music: PaPa Roach- Scars
Pwnt. ;_;
Well, my ass got owned. John's journal has way better stuff than mine.
Plus, I can't even get the video thing to work... ; ;
(Or the sound...)
Oh well. He was the master of all, anyways.
I wuv my wegro bitch. ;D
Keely Lane is sexy.
...So is John... and I said it first. =P
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2004 19 December :: 8.21pm
Edit: December 20, 2004. 7:20 pm.
I'm adding the Rejected Video to the top of my journal after school... :D (Envy me, John. ;P)
Redid my journal.
Because I felt like copying John. ;P REJECTED CARTOON THEME! I win. Emo kid. :D (If you haven't seen the rejected cartoon, then I bet my journal looks pretty ridiculous... XD)
I'm in a slightly better mood...
I feel like a stupid bitch. I overreact to so many things. -.-;
2 day week at school. Peice of cake...
Too bad I don't have anyone's Christmas presents.
...Or money.
Oh well.
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2004 19 December :: 11.47am
:: Music: HIM-Wicked Game
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you...
Please forgive me for my words. When I get in one of those moods, I don't think. Half of the things I say when I get like that, I don't even mean. Please, just ignore it.
I'm terribly sorry if I give off wrong impressions.
I'm sorry if I make people feel like they can't come to me about things without me getting angry.
When I get into mood swings to that extent, I get woozy and feel lightheaded. I say things I don't mean. I just need to get that point across, so no feelings get hurt...
I'm not making sense.
Gomen nasai.
Ashiteru; I love you.
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2004 18 December :: 5.40pm
I don't think anyone has completely opened up to me...
They'll tell me most things, then hide some stuff.
...Am I not completely trustworthy?
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