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2004 18 November :: 9.20 pm
well.. lets see, whats been going on, im not even going to try to fill everybody in on whats been going on
*woot woot* good news -- crush just broke up w/ his girll. yaaayyy! omgg im soo giddy right now lol im madd excited, its really nothin tho.. but still hehehe.
annywho, i guess i wont complain this entry.. hm.. ive been feeling really tired lately tho, really overwhelmed with stuff, especially school.. which reminds me, i wanna go out for the volleyball team -- but who knows.
omg im shaking, i cant type right now, ill finish later. xoxoxo i miss uuuu mommy.. i love u soo much
CARLY I LOVE UU..
LAUREN - WERE SO GIDDY RIGHT NOW HAHA
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2004 15 November :: 9.48 pm
RIP Scotty Harris ...
Im so sorry, my prayers are with you and your family, maybe you and my mom can take care of each other..
This is getting way outta hand, i dont think i can handle one more disappointment.. im going insane, i cant do this anymore...
i need a better solution
mom i miss you so much, im running out of tears!
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2004 12 November :: 3.32 pm
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WoOt WoOt...iTs LaUrEn*....dani* and i are gonna fuckin have an awesomee weekendd..No DoUbT...Trying to sound gangsta again haha....my parents went awayy and we chillen at my houseee...gonna get our drink on....last weekend it was only 2days and one night...and only 4 movies...this time its 3 days and 2 nights...like a mini vacation away from home for her at my house lol..i luvv her...now we can have like triplee even quadruple times the movies to watch...FuCkiN RoCks...she just left to go home to clean and shit and i miss her already haha...she had to walk home in the rain poor babyy :-( .... her facce was all wet and only her left foot was knumb...shore it wasnt left nut hahaha....candyy is mad good yoo...i feelll whoopiee already lolol...well we will update again later about how much fun we are having lol....lovv yaaa
LiFe CaN Be GoOd..OnlY at ThEsE tiMes ThOuGh WiT uR hOmiEs!!
-LaUrEn*
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2004 1 November :: 5.35 pm
hehehahahahlalal
hidey ho f-ckers. whats up!?!
well, this has been one incredible weekend.. i dont even know where to begin. let me see....
friday was a half day, got outta school at 943. met up with a SHITLOAD of people, then lauren, duane, and juana came over and i did laurens hair. that night my father took me to an AA party thing, and there was this woman who looked like my mom, really reminded me of my mother, i cried .. a lot. then we picked up carly, i was soo happy. i hadn't smiled like that in SO long. so we went back to my aunt dees house n just chilled for a while, we were tired as fuck so we went to bed.
saturday.. my birthday woop woop! sweet 16. lets see, giuseppe didnt show up, but i had a blast anyway. *jimmy was there and i had a lot of fun, had a limbo contest, chilled w/ my family and friends, danced my butt off... much fun. i had green paint all over my face tho when i got a kiss goodbye. thanks jimmy lol. _________'s girlfriend got tooore uppp, she looked horrible, glad to hear shes better now tho. jimmy got me a nie present, it had my name on it, its cool, got loads of cash, and a really cool ring thx cici. all in all fun day, i missed my mom tho, i really wish she coulda been there.
sunday was a b e a utiful day, played volleyball.. got my ass kicked, but it was fun. went to mandees for a lil bit then my gram mad carly and i a nice lasagna dinner, yumm yumm. then i had to send my baby off to the airport, i miss you already carly..
found out giuseppe's single! WOOT! lol, and i also like this other kid.. but we'll see what happens, hopefully something goes good for me. jimmy and rob were suppoised to play vball w/ us sun, but we all had a miscommunication, then jimmy invited me to the movies w/ his grl *says rob*. who knows?? but john wants to get online, so i gotta go. i didnt get into much detail, but ill finsh later xoxoxoxo..
cruuushin'
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2004 27 October :: 8.58 pm
:: Music: mario bros theme
im talking to marrioo! oh how i miss that kid. <33
birthdays on saturday -- not even looking forward to it!! well sorta.. but even more than that....
im looking forward to friday night -- 2 days! ill see you in two days babe-ay!! xoxoxo
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2004 24 October :: 4.24 pm
:: Music: in my daughters eyes
well ill start off this entry by saying how PISSED i am bc i was in the middle of writing my entry and the computer went cooky on me and erased it all.. damn computers
well, first off, i miss carly, a lot. and i feel like i dont talk to her anymore and we're drifting.. really drifting. i thought she would be the only one that really made an effort to kit with me, and she is, but i feel like we dont talk as much and like shes mad at me. are u mad at me carly??
other than that, ive been setting up for my birthday party. friday is a half day, 815 - 932 .. yupp only 80 minutes, then that night i get carly from the airport and we go to my uncles, then saturday is my paarty.
oh and get this bullshit, jfk sent my aunt a letter saying that there was money that needed to be paid. they said there was an emergency breathing procedure used for my mom before she was put into icu. the thing is, THE ONLY REASON THE PROCEDURE WAS DONE WAS BECAUSE MY MOM WAS FOUND ON THE FLOOR IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT WITHOUT OXYGEN. ITS NOT OUR FUCKING FAULT THAT U FUCKERS AT JFK DIDNT TAKE CARE OF MY MOM LIKE U WERE PAID TO DO. U SHOULD HAVE BEEN WATCHING HER LIKE HAWKS, BUT YOU WERENT. THATS WHY MY MOM DIED, BECAUSE U FUCKS COULDNT WATCH HER, UR ONLY JOB WAS TO MAKE SURE SHE WAS IN HER BED WITH OXYGEN, BUT YOU CANT EVEN HANDLE THAT. WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT SHE WS FOUND ON THE FLOOR, I WANTED TO KILL EVERY NURSE THAT EVER TOOK CARE OF MY MOTHER. AND NOW U WANT ME TO PAY FOR AN OPERATION THAT WAS ONLY DONE BECAUSE OF YOUR LACK OF RESPONSIBILITY, BECAUSE OF YOUR CARELESSNES.. .NO I DONT THINK SO. i have so much anger towards you, and i swear the first stop i make in florida will be jfk hospital, n it will be a visit you will never forget
other than that, i am completely head over heals with this guy, but i think he has a girlfriend, im actually pretty positive he has a girlfriend. whatever, shit never works out for me anyway.
but now im so mad i lost my train of thought and forgot what the rest of my entry was going to be about. soo im out..
girl.. i love you
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2004 17 October :: 11.02 pm
its about that time again...
time to break down
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