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2005 17 January :: 9.50pm
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alrighty well.. lets c, this week at school was okay i suppose. i had a meeting with my guidance counselor, we talked about regents, grades, college yadda yadda.
Friday after school i met up with lovie* and we went to her house for a little bit. Then we went to my house, i did my chores and what not, then we checked movie times, went to pizza classica and had some chicken fingers which were damn good, and then we went to go see "white noise". i thought it was a good movie, but the ending kinda ruined it. but all the people in the theatre were screamin so loud, it was hysterical.. after the movies we met up with her brother matthew and his friends anthony and nick bc they picked us up from the theatre. we started just driving around looking for .. get this :: exotic fruits haha. we got kicked outta waldbaums - thanks lovie* then we went to taco bell, and they brought us home. we wanted popcorn so we asked matt to get some, so he dropped some off and then me and lovie watched poltergeist and went to bed!!
saturday we woke up hella early to go to the dentist. we got there, lauren and rose - her mom got their appts and we played cards a lil bit - ghetto texas holdem and some blackjack, plus an intense game of war hehe. then we went to mcdonalds, had some grubb and then went to my house, after that we went back to laurens for a bit n then went to johnnys.. after that we went out. thats all ill get into with detail about that night, but it was a fun night right laur haha. i swear, the balls went crooked!! got home at 11
sunday got to sleep in, just hung around for the most part, then i found out my cousin joey was here from college so some of my family mnet up at the clintonville for dinner. that was nice, then when i got back home lauren came over. we watched poltergeist and uninvited guests with my aunt, then me and my aunt had a put down contest like cursin each other out . was pretty funny. so lauren slept over. fun night
sunday we woke up and watched bourne supremacy, got bagels, went to her house and got online for a little bit then went to this eyeglass place so i could get a pair, but too expensive for my blood lmao. then went to johnnys n back to my house. we did some homework and just hung out, then she went home and i did my own thing.
just got done talkin to jimmy lol and his ex situation. he kills me but he keeps me going i swear. i dont wanna get into it, but i still duno wtfs going on .. wish i could get in his head, but i dont wanna get into it as i just said, but hes still got me all the way. gonna get some shut eye, im out.
ended this really short, but im getin some advice from jay andd talkin to ppl .. siegel siegel.
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2005 11 January :: 6.37pm
wow!!
hmph
yeah boy!
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2005 11 January :: 6.21pm
Oi lets see what this brings..
Post anything that you want here, and post it anonymously. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love... anything. Make sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like. Then, put this in your Journal to see what others have to say.
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2005 10 January :: 6.08pm
back to school tomorrow...:(
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2005 9 January :: 8.43pm
:: Music: the killers - mr. brightside
blahh
well i dont really want to get into everything thats been going on, because it hasn't been that great, and some of it is just too whacky to talk about..
still havent my gift from jim, and at this rate ill never get it from him or my uncle aunt and cousins, cuz at the moment, im not allowed to see any of them. dont ask me why, because i dont even know the full reason, all i know is anything that makes me happy gets fuked up right away.
this weekend was pretty cool, for the most part, hung out w/ lauren everyday and we did some stupid shit haha. saturday was .. oo lets say -- uneventful.
my hearts breakin right in front of my eyes, and nobody sees it happening, and nobody tries to fix it. the first boy who i think is truly good for me, who will make such a wonderful addition to my life, who is truly genuine.. gets taken from me..
not to mention, im in total denial about my mom. i dont think shes dead, and im just now realizing it. i cant explain it, but its like i think im here on a vacation gone bad and shes still at home waiting for me.. then i really think back and realize shes not coming back, so i cry.. and cry .. and cry until there are no tears left, my life is a nightmare
anyways, i dont wanna talk about this anymore, and im trying to persuade my aunt to cut my hair, so ill get going. hope everybodys holidays were good, back to school tomorrow.
its hard to tell your mind to stop lovin someone when your heart still does..
i wish you'd realize im all for you, i wish you'd realize i wouldnt hurt you.. i wish you'd realize that i wanna be with you.. i wish you'd realize you wanna be with me too..
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2004 31 December :: 11.38am
Happy New Years Eve....
Get Fucked Up!!
<33 Heather
Single__-n-__Ready__to__Mingle!!
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2004 29 December :: 4.51pm
heyy peoples...
what's happenin'?
recap--
John n Nikki broke up..
Frankie n me are still together...
Mike's still here...
Kaytes over!!
waiting for john n mike to get off of work n pick us up to go chill -n- shit...that's all for now..
<3Heather Lauren<3 xO*!!
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