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dakishime

:: 2006 7 September :: 4.09pm
:: Music: hamasaki ayumi_ladies night

HAHAHAH. -looooooooooser-
SO SO SO. ~ I went to my eye exam yesterday. I love eye exams. The optometrist is so nice. :D & so patient. Like when sometimes I can`t tell the difference from 2 lenses.

My right eye degree hellalalala dropped. From 275 to 175. :D My left is a little lower, 225.

EEEEEEE. & the glasses I got are so cute. (= They are thicker rimmed. like the emo glasses but not so round. & On the outside it`s black, but on the inside it`s turqoisey blue. :D ! It was around $130 but insurance covered it. But it was surprising cause it was a brand name too. XD

I`ll take a picture. ? I need a dA ID anyways.

Tiffany has been getting on my nerves. -___________-; Like yesterday, she was trying to talk to a friend across the whole room. And I sit next to her and I was doing my work. And then all of a sudden she pokeshoves my head and I turn and say `what ?` & she tells me that it was nothing just that my head was in the way.

& when i told this to my other friends she said I was trying to listen in on their conversation. I don`t give a rat`s ass about what they were talking about, most likely tennis. I wasn`t even paying attention. D:

I don`t know why I am friends with her. She doesn`t get my sarcastic sense of humor. & when I tell her the truth about her, she tells me to shut up. Like TODAY, she was all saying how she can keep a straight face. & I`m like ` No, you can`t. . somerandomnotmeanatallcomment. ` & she tells me ` shut up jasmine. you don`t know anything. ` Turns out she CAN`T cause right after Bryan tested her and she couldn`t do it. She`s one of those people who if you get mad at her, she`ll get mad at you and then turn the tables and crap. & she can`t handle the truth.

& & there is this girl named Ivy. & Ivy doesn`t get my sense of humor either. Cause she slaps me every time I joke around. & (hopefully) she knows I am joking around. But I`m really scared of her. Like I don`t what her to hit me or slap me cause I don`t like it. But, today we were supposed to pick partners for P.E. & I wanted Elizabeth and she was like `NO. -slaps thigh- Elizabeth is with me. ` O_____O; EVERYONE LIKES TO HIT ME. D: I`M SERIOUS.

& kathie thought I was a chubby baby. Cause she saw my baby picture and I was chubby. & told her that I wasn`t. & today I brought my, I think, 3rd grade picture to school. & she was so surprised that I was skinny. D: I don`t think she believes me when I say I can draw either. Everytime I draw something for a friend, she asks me if I copied it or traced it from somewhere. I can`t tell if she doesn`t believe me everytime I say it or she is just reallllly realllly amazed.

12 more days. ~

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impersonality

:: 2006 5 September :: 10.09pm
:: Mood: pessimistic
:: Music: [The Presidents of the United States of America] + [Bath of Fire]

I hate gym class. I just can't do it. I just. can't. do. it. I get the shakes as I head for the class. When she said we were on the track today I could feel my heart speed up. I could feel the panic. Not to mention I'm terribly weak, in the twelve minutes I couldn't even make 4 laps. Twelve minutes is the kindergarten requirement. My legs are wasting away (: Even when I go down stairs, they feel weak, like they're going to buckly under me. I just want to sleep. All the time. I wish I could just lay in my bed and rot away forever. ):

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dakishime

:: 2006 5 September :: 4.05pm

well. i`m not posting art up here anymore. due to the fact that I have a dA. (: UMUMUMUMMM. It`s jubei-bear, if ya`ll don`t know yet. I feel so giddy when I see the number of page views go up. o 3o

my cat scores were horrible. I am so ashamed. D: My math scores to be exact. It`s crazy. :C I feel like a failure. & now I have the worst teacher on campus. INEEDTHISMATHGRADE.

& & I found my first white hair today. O______O -dies- when you pluck one out, is it true that 2 will grow back ? It isn`t grey either. it`s WHITE. WHITE WHITE WHITE. With a brown tip. I`m not losing pigment, am i ? -scared-

Preteens bother the hell out of me. like like, this one girl, who i don`t know if she is a preteen or not but she sure acts like one, on gaia. She`s a colorist like me in the same shop. & she`s been there for like what, 1 week ? & she already wants flatsales and auctions. I have been there for 5 months and have yet to have an auction.

Who the hell does she think she is. ? D:< & then there was hella drama cause I told her what me & Dov ( co-owner ) were thinking. BUT SHE STILL DOESN`T GET IT. It`s been a few days and she already mentioning another auction.

The deal is, is that it isn`t good to have events right after the other. It kinda ruins all the plans and the fact that it doesn`t seem that rare anymore. But she was complaining and complaining about how long it was for another auction. @______@; crazzy. I don`t like her.

2 weeks. . n______n ! ~

I have an eye exam tomorrow. new glassssses. o 3o

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dakishime

:: 2006 29 August :: 4.01pm

sooo. I gotts a DA, yo. o: Kinda unexpected but yeah. Haven't uploaded anything yet. XD

jubei-bear.deviantart.com. durrrr. I`ll upload the miyavi pic though. c:

I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY. BUT I DON'T WANT TO UPDATE. D:

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Impersonality

:: 2006 27 August :: 4.14pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: [Against Me!] + [Don't Lose Touch]

K, so, I hate acne. I'v been washing my face daily and what effect? I broke out! Christ, now I have to go to school looking like I've been smearing BACON on my face everyday. .____. My only conclusion that I've come to is that since this has just happened over the past few days, it have something to do with how at my dad's I sleep with the fan going full blast right in my face ^^; Which, apparently, isn't such a good idea. I'm surprised I haven't caught a cold or gotten an ear infection from it yet. And not only this but now I have a huge fucking MOUNT FUJI on my chin that'll take forever to go away.

$#@%!

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dakishime

:: 2006 26 August :: 4.14pm
:: Music: tears_otsuka ai

Since school is starting. .
& we are all going to be in different classes now. I kinda wonder what it would be like. I've lost a friend back in middle school. I remember cause we weren't in any classes together and she wouldn't talk to me anymore. I guess she wasn't acting like a friend & telling me anything. So I decided not to be her friend. & she's really nice but kinda a bitch at the same time. She was the meaning of drama. @___@;

Since I broke off the friendship, do you think she hates me ? I don't hold grudges for a long time. I could talk to her if I wanted too. But it's the fact that she won't talk to me and I'd look like an idiot. xD; I mean, she has tried to make things better but it didn't work.

So now, what if we have the same class together ? Or maybe we sit right next to eachother. Would I talk to her ? SHOULD I talk to her ?

As more this new year, I'm definitely looking forward to seeing everyone again. >u
Should I make a dA ? It would be nice but I'd be such a loner there. I don't know any other artists. u_____u;

I just cut my hair. It makes me feel like a giddy stupid cute girl. I'm all jummmpy.

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impersonality

:: 2006 25 August :: 12.29am
:: Mood: apathetic
:: Music: [Courtney Love] + [Don't Mix The Colors]

What'cha painting?
It's well worth saving
It's so much like the things I like about you

It's so bright
It's so pretty
Please do one thing for me

Don't mix the colors,
I like them that way
Don't mix the colors,
Please let them stay

What'cha painting?
It's work for framing
It reminds so much about you

It's so bright
It's so pretty
Please do one thing for me

Don't mix the colors,
I like them that way
Don't mix the colors,
Just let them stay

All the colors you can name
All the colors make me feel the same
About you

About you


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impersonality

:: 2006 23 August :: 11.56pm
:: Music: [Descendents] + [Catalina]

Schedule in the hizzay!
1. Biology Adv
2. German II
3. Computer III
4. English Adv 10
5. Am Cult II Adv 10
6. Geometry Acc
7. Adv. Art Studio
8. Phys. Ed. 9-10 /
Speech/PT

k so.. Biology for homeroom .___. hmm...

So, the UP sides of having PE, it's last period so I don't have to worry about messing up my hair, or being tired and sweaty/wet for the rest of the day. Plust since it's first semester, after it's over, IT'S OVER BABY! (my anxiety in the class is just getting worse by the year, if i got help it wouldn't be so bad, but i downplay it a lot. ^^;)

The DOWN side since it's first semester i can't dye my hair until after pool class... cuz of the chlorine... damn... and.. it's first semester.

Only one class with Als, but it might just make us in A lunch again. That was coo' xD

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Impersonality

:: 2006 15 August :: 11.36pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: [Everclear]+[Everything To Everyone]

i think you like to be the victim, i think you like to be in pain
Would you be disappointed in me if I were to say I wanted these?

:[

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impersonality

:: 2006 14 August :: 10.44pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: [Goo Goo Dolls] + [Name (Live in Buffalo July 4, 2004)]

Super cool Japan postage!
FINALLY. HA, I figured the best way to do this is to just post what I have written in my journal. But since the journal was like homework, the writing was just to get by, and since the leaders read it, the GOOD stuff won't be in there. They gave us a tab to put in our journals that they can't read past for our personal things, but who wants to do more writing when you're in fucking JAPAN?!?!. Not me. Ho ho ho. So I'll just add anything important about that day after the journal entry.

Here we go.

Day 1:
It hadn't really hit me that I was leaving until the night before and then it got me hard. I started to feel really sad. But when it came time to leave, I felt very anxious. The parents said a tearful last goodbye and then we boarded the bus. The bus was okay. Everything was fine in the Buffalo airport and the flight to Detroit was very short. I was a little nervous about flying but it was okay (I've seen too many airplane crash movies.) The Detroit airport was very big and it felt like a mall. We got into some problems when we went to exchange currency and we ended up on the other side of security, but it we handled it like ambassadors and we got back in. The flight to Japan wasn't as bad as I thought. It was long and cramped but somehow I thought it was going to be a lot worse. It was the longest flight I've ever been on. The leaky wing made me nervous, though. The Japanese airport was better than the others. We got to see some of Japan on our bus ride to Tokyo, and we saw Tokyo Disney. Everything's lit up like Las Vegas and the buildings are tall because they don't have the space to make them wide. We ate at a restaurant in Tokyo, and the city was very busy and it looks beautiful at night. The food was western but prepared with a little Japanese twist. We checked into our hotel where we are now. I'm to bed. Oyasuminasai!

Okay so yeah, the first day, when we were in the aiport Nick, Chris, Clarissa, Amber, Trevor and I went to exchange money. (Nick led this little expedition.) We just looked at the map and followed it, but like, they should have a warning on those doors that once you pass there you can't get back in. Well we ended up having to through security again but they wouldn't let us in because our leaders had our boarding passes. So then this boss guy comes and helps us get new boarding passes and then we sucessfully got through security and got back in with time to spare. xD that was scary. We told the first leader that came around, which was Doug, and he didn't really care but then when Eria saw that we had our own boarding passes she was like "O__O where did you get those?" but then I was like "We already explained it to Doug" then she was like "Okay." end of that XD. The hotel we stayed at that night, the Prince, I believe, was NICE. Four or five star. We had fun exploring and then we found the convience store where I bought some Pinky candy <3 and I tried green tea ice cream and it was okay, but it wasn't all that good either. Really icky but tolerable XD. Their green tea is a lot stronger than ours, but I prefer American green tea. I don't think anything else is worth pointing out for that day.

Day 2:
I slept pretty well and in the morning we ate breakfast and we boarded the bus to the government building. We got to see the conference rooms and the view of the city was astonishing, everything is so packed together. It's nothing like . Eating lunch at the cafeteria there was interesting because thre were displays of food with a number and then you insert your money, pick your number, and get a ticket that you take to the chefs to get your meal. We visited the sumo museum that learned that sumo was based on religious rituals. The museum was interesting but there were no guides and the descriptions were in Japanese, so I couldn't take much information from it. We briefly went shopping in the electronics district. The stores were packed togethr and most of them didn't have doors. There are lots of TV's advertising things and escalators. The outdoors merges with the indoors. We visited the animation studio and we got to voice a cartoon. The guide was very humorous and even though there was a language barried we all had a great time. We ate shabu shabu which is raw beef you boil yourself in a pot. We don't have much food like that in the states because raw food is taboo in our culture. But it was very tastey and fun to eat.

Okay, so, the Tokyo metro building was pretty cool, the view man, the VIEW. XD And the guide was very cool, at the end she took a picture of use with her phone LOL. At the cafeteria I was eating with Nick and Trevor, and like, the tables are connected with a barrier between different 'tables' and while we were eating this old Japanese guy starts peaking over it, and then he disappears again, and a moment later he peaked over again and asked us what country we were from xD It was pretty cool lol. The sumo museum was... BORING XD it was like one room with nothing that we could read. We only learned what our manager for the trip, Keiko, told us. There was a tv playing short matches and we all crowded around there and were betting on which guy would win xD. Akihabara, the electronics district was super cool~ It was all like manga, anime, games, gundams, cameras, ipods, and PORN! Lawlz XD Nick and I were in the back of this one store gawking at all the porn and one of the mags was (i think) boys in leatha and drag and stuf XD It was cool. But we think that the store guy was trying to tell us to get out XD Haha. So we were all "Zomg oh snap!" In one of the stores this tall pretty french lady was talking to us, she was trying to find a kimono that fit her, with no luck. She spoke english, german AND spanish as well as of course French >.< But she was super nice.

Anyway, i'm getting bored already. I guess this thing will be in installments XP

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dakishime

:: 2006 14 August :: 12.39pm
:: Music: Guang Liang - Tong hua

TONG HUA IS THE BESTEST SONG EVARRR, yo.
I`m bacccck. And I changed my layout. Though it`s kinda still the same. (=

Anyways, my upper back is all sunburned. D: It hurts when I take a shower. ):

But the people there weren`t that bad. I mean, they didn`t really make an effort to include us in their `group` but once. They were nice. I guess I made too much of a big deal . ?

Christine, who`d you hack. ?! I come back & you are covered in nice items. (=

Well, I missed all of you very very much.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARU.! (=

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Impersonality

:: 2006 9 August :: 9.25pm
:: Mood: artistic


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impersonality

:: 2006 7 August :: 10.38pm
:: Music: [PENICILLIN] + [Indwell]

So I have to get back in the swing of updating. For right now there won't be too much, I'll make a post all about Japan soon I swear. Postcards may or may not be coming. I haven't uploaded my 400 some pictures yet, either. :P

Ciao.

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dakishime

:: 2006 2 August :: 4.08pm
:: Music: Utada Hikaru - COLORS

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMMMMM.
I would make you a card. But I would be repeating everything I put on your profile. -cough-

So pretty much all I can say over and over again is Happy Birthday!!~

-spazzspazzspazz- P: I should draw you something. What would you like ?

- - - - -- - - -
D: I have so many different personalities. I mean people see me in such different ways.

1. The Asian Barbie - I got told today I am the Asian Barbie. I don`t think I am one. I can pretend to talk like one but that`s really not who I am. D: I really hate it when he calls me that name or `the asian valley girl` but if I tell him that I am not `an asian barbie` he`ll think I am in denial.

2. depressed emo girl - I am not emo. It`s probably the hair. Cause I am a very happy person. A majority of the time I am a happy person. I`m always smiling and stuff. And I`m hyper and stupid and crazy. I like colorful bright cute looking things. I don`t cut myself, think about suicide. Basically, I am not a sad, depressed girl. I might be really quiet and feel like I am dead on somedays but that`s not how I am at all.

3. Shy - this is the only thing that i want to be known as. The shy asian girl. Cause I am super shy. SUPER SHY. like unbelievably shy. D:

UGGGGGH. It pisses me off. I am not an asian barbie. D: D: I hate it. HATE IT.

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dakishime

:: 2006 21 July :: 2.44pm
:: Music: MLTR - Take me to your heart.

B- in English.
My god, I got yelled at. D: But not as much as before. My mom doesn`t seem that strict anymore. & I don`t like her buying me whatever I want.

It makes as if she`s planning to use it against me when I`m in trouble and she`s going to be like ` and I bought all that stuff for you blahbalbhalbahbalblah` D: I hate that.

& now I`m scared of my CAT scores. Damnit. I don`t want her and me on an okay status and then have her mad again 5 weeks later. Trust me. Not good for the body.

I`ve also decided to eat healthier? Like eating fruit. a lot. and drinking water. . My mom wants me to lose weight. . o____o; I lost 2lbs already this week. I don`t plan on starving myself. XD. Eww. I just eat fruit. . And whatever my mom feeds me for dinner.

Maybe I have been losing weight cause of all the sweating? XD. It`s really hot. .

I think sending mail is fun. Like writing letters to friends. I LOVE STATIONARY. T__T; I have a bunch, now decreasing in size, in my room. & In order to buy more, I have use up all of them.

I`ve opened up my shop again. Check it out. P:

please . . ?

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