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2006 2 October :: 3.30pm
k. wth. why is woohu deleting/not showing my ' friends only ' blogs ?
happening to anyone else ?
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2006 1 October :: 9.48pm
:: Mood: contemplative
So I've spent this weekend (mostly today though) contemplating some things, but to no conclusion.
And all day I've been cheering up these gloomy thoughts with junk food .__.
Is 2 years really that big of a difference?
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2006 30 September :: 10.17pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
I think that we expect too much from the people who play a dynamic role in our lives. I'm mostly talking about parents but this could also mean friends, teachers, etc. They are not merely mechanisms that to entertain you, provide for you, to say "yes" all the time... they are human beings with faults and problems of their own, and I think it's really selfish of us to think that they are perfect, or to be outraged when they make a mistake. I think that, a lot of times, we believe that each of us, in our own minds, is the only one allowed to make mistakes and to fail, and that is just not the case.
I'm going to keep reminding myself of this ):
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2006 30 September :: 9.42pm
Hyper Chord/Hyper Kids
New PENICILLIN single came out a few days ago. I haven't been keeping up. X__X But I'm going to order it tuesday at my dad's <3
shit, shit... Diru has new stuff too omg.... .>.<
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2006 29 September :: 9.11pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: [Dir en grey] + [The Domestic Fucker Family]
New Recomendz
Kishidan
Dué le Quartz
Stroke 9
Deadman
Psycho le Cému
BAISER
BUCK-TICK
New Sodmy
Merry
Duel Jewel
shulla
MUCC
Aioria
La'Mule
Mask
HIZAKI
Kra
baroque
Scissor Sisters
Na, I love how scissor sisters somehow snuck itself on there XD But actually, they were on logo (surprise, surprise) and they're song "I Don't Feel Like Dancing" is actually hella catchy for gay club stuff XD
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2006 27 September :: 9.43pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: [3B LAB.*] + [Overtime]
It's official now. I had the dream! I don't know if it will turn into a good or bad thing, though.
But for now, I do know that it feels so nice to have someone something to look forward to everyday again!
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2006 25 September :: 10.27pm
:: Mood: crappy
You know, sometimes I feel driven to cut off my own hand just for the fact that it'd make me stand out, and for the attention it'd get me. I mean, that's not really something you can easily forget.
"Look, it's the girl with one hand"
Sometimes I think I wouldn't mind ):
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2006 23 September :: 8.25am
:: Music: gackt_secret garden
SO FRIKKEN BUSY. = n=
It`s crazy. For honors, it`s project after project. ): It`s such a workload. I`m actually thinking of dropping it if I`m failing.
1 of 2 reasons is because if I do drop it, I might get 4th period chem. & then I get to go to the 1st rally. & that`s where junior is. kakakakak. & & then i can get a class with Kevin or something. :D
Stupid boy, he doesn`t even talk to me anymore. Just smiles occasionally. D:
SOSOS. my glasses came, right ? and they have the wrong perscription. D: so now next thursday I have to go again and have another appointment. At first it was my right eye, but now I think both of my eyes have the wrong perscription. ):
I have never been out with a boy. Like a boyfriend. & this came up in p.e., my friend elizabeth was so shocked that I have never had a boyfriend. = n= It feels like I`m the type of girls that won`t put out. Like if the cutest boy in the world asked me out, I would be all paranoid as if he was playing with me or I`d be super shy and like say ' but i don`t even know you. ' D:
party today. at kathies house. (: I get all of my presents since i didn`t want them at school on my real birthday. >: so yaye. [=
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2006 18 September :: 10.32pm
:: Music: [Jimmy Eat World] + [Believe in What You Want]
I think, the goals for my birthday this year are:
New Camera
PSP X (I will get an older version too should I not like X)
(Possibly) Start saving for Sebby
Have a really fun party with all my friends
I hope that's not too much to ask ):
Make new friends
But keep the old
One is silver,
And the other's gold.
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2006 16 September :: 9.09pm
:: Music: [Against Me!] + [Sink, Florida, Sink]
This was a good day. Um, we went shopping, i got 4 shirts, and some socks. Some of the most comfortable socks on the entire planet *foot-gasm* as well as others. AND
Z finally came today!
Omg he's the smex .__.
His hair is so soft *pets* and all the stuff snaps off his jacket and so you know what i'm going to do eventually. Strip him of all his clothes and put the jacket straps and stuff back on him XD Mwahaha. He seems to be getting along well with Spike, too.
Mum's going out with David's mom xD I was talking to him in school about how our moms are like this *crosses fingers* now XD
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2006 12 September :: 10.09pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: [Big D & The Kids Table] + [Find Out In Space]
K so today was a bad day. I think the allergy pill I took the night before was screwing with me, my mouth was (and still is) dry all day and my apetite has been nonexistant. I've been driven almost to tears at least four times during the course of the day, but the thing is, it was because of things that shouldn't have bothered me that much. But I'm on my period so I think it's probably hormonal shit mixed with caffeine and bad medicine.
Oh. So get this. My dad's scanner doesn't work with his new computer. So then I thought I'd just hook up ours here and see how it works with OUR new computer (well not new any more) but like, it's gone. So. nothing hand-drawn from me for a while .____.
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2006 11 September :: 11.21pm
:: Music: [Goo Goo Dolls] + [Can't Let Go]
Last.fm Recomendations
this is here just so when I'm at my dad's with his hi speed intr0-net i can sample all my Last.fm recomendations to find the ones I like. that's all ):
Pheonix
Jack Off Jill
Poe
INXS
Lit
Tiger Army
Voilent Femmes
The Kinks
The Kills
Dilinger Four
Squeeze
Melody Club
Sugarplum Fairy
Mand Diao
Kings of Leon
The Ark
Heavy Vegetable
Tegan and Sara
The Killers
Three Mile Pilot
Explosions in the Sky
The Unicorns
Sahara Hotnights
Built to Spill
Blur
Jack Johnson
Clap Your Hands Say Yeah
Spoon
The Lawrence Arms
By Heart
R.E.M.
Sportfreunde Stiller
Wir sind Helden
Oasis
Less Than Jake
Leftöver Crack
Iron & Wine
The Aquabats
The American Analog Set
...And You Will Know Us by the Trail of Dead
The Appleseed Cast
The Thermals
Lifehouse
OK Go
Collective Soul
Better than Ezra
Nine days
Five for Fighting
Tonic
Frou Frou
Rock Votolato
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2006 10 September :: 10.20pm
:: Mood: warm
:: Music: [12012] + [BURN]
I don't know why I like this picture so much. I makes me feel good. But I guess the reason doesn't really matter too much, does it?
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2006 10 September :: 6.37pm
:: Music: jolin tsai_dao dai
It's weird. How come I am updating so much. :D . .
Well since I am listening to Jolin Tsai. . , it kinda brings me to Jay Chou. Seeing that they dated a few years back. It was so sad since they were linked for 4 years and never did he admit to being her boyfriend. .
It would make me very mad if I had a boyfriend that would not admit that I am his girlfriend. > 3>;
Piano is crazy. I have to finish a book by November. A BRAND NEW BOOK. I hope I can make it. I always tell myself I will try extra hard but it never seems to grow on me. D: I have to finish my technic book also. I`m trying to learn as much songs as possible. I need to record 4 songs, assigned 4 songs, learning another 4. @__@ mind boggling. Not to mention theory.
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2006 10 September :: 9.30pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: [The Music] + [Breakin']
My self esteem is very low right now. And I guess reading Shojobeat doesn't help. All is does is remind me of what I'll never have, who I'll never be, what I'll never be able to expirience... It's not very good for me ): I think, a lot of times, I, well, not just myself but everyone-we'd be much happier not knowing. Ignorance is bliss, they say. I'd be much bertter off not knowing what i'm missing, but I think curiosty would have something to say about that. It's like an addictive psychological masichism! :/ It's just really depressing. I felt that way in Japan, too. But since we're talking cliches here, I should probably mention that the grass is always greener, but sometimes I feel like all mine died. I'll probably feel better in the morning though.
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