Just a Journal

:: 2005 10 February :: 6.17pm

Just played DDR for an hour with Joe from Japanese. It was fun. My legs hurt. Plus I worked this afternoon. Yeah, I think I'll pass out now.

stinko

:: 2005 10 February :: 12.11pm

we all want to be somebody
but right now, we're just looking for the exit

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:: 2005 9 February :: 10.07pm

My heart...a very shouldn't-be-on-this-journal entry
Do you ever feel trapped inside your own body?

There are a couple things that go on in my chest that freak me out.

Sometimes.

I can feel my heart beating really fast.

I can feel my heart in my breast and it hurts. It feels like it's right near my skin and going to come out.

It feels like my ribs are poking my lungs and it hurts to breathe. My sister says a lot of skinny people get that. I hope so.

I feel my heart beating on the right side of my chest and I get that same feeling like it's going to pop out.

Really, it's kind of interesting.

I love Nick. Sometimes that hurts too. A lot of times.

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Shinigami

:: 2005 8 February :: 8.20pm

I just found a picture of Jarod and his friends while looking for a picture of Shayna from Swirl. It's the funniest thing. Here's the website. I'll put in a cut for ya'll.
Read more..

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:: 2005 8 February :: 2.40pm

Creepiest thing that happened today:
A girl I went to Blue Lake with in like 8th grade said hi as we were going by and she even gave me a hug.

:: 2005 7 February :: 11.53pm

All I want to do is be with my Mat. Why is that so hard to do?

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:: 2005 7 February :: 9.28pm

Eisley's new CD comes out tomorrow.

Listen! Please! Or just click it and close it again. Whatever you want.

:: 2005 7 February :: 7.43pm

I miss Benjamin Arthur. That's sad. The only time I usually saw him was at lunch and before school. Sob.

In other news, I've been trying to beat solitare on my iPod since I got it. I thought it was impossible.

It says "We have a winner!" I just can't hold my camera steady or straight.

Story of my life.

I love you all.

:: 2005 6 February :: 2.52pm

What? No words of wisdom?

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:: 2005 6 February :: 12.09pm

Friday. Right after school, I went with Nick and Ben to pick up their paychecks. We went to Best Buy then went back to Ben's house. I got home at 1ish.

Yesterday. Ben picked me up and we went to Nick's. We hung around there then went to Ben's. Nick bought me a milkshake and I didn't fall asleep. I got home around 12:30.

Cool weekend.

Today I was thinking of finding stuff to put in the purse Ashley got me and maybe do my homework. Maybe.

I love you all.

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Kate	:: 2005 5 February :: 6.39pm :: Music: The Postal Service - Sleeping In Does anyone have a pet snake? 5 Comments \| Leave Comment

:: 2005 5 February :: 12.59am

Hey.

I am thankful.

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Shinigami

:: 2005 4 February :: 4.52pm
:: Music: Rie Fu - Life is like a Boat

What makes a person special? What makes the average person more than average? Who can say who's special and who's not? And I'm not talking about special ED here. Do they have to do something spectacular to be special? To be amazing? To be wonderful? To be awesome? How can a normal person become someone like that? Someone that everyone loves? Someone who loves themself? How do you know that you're special and really believe it? How can you judge something like that?