Grounded started now.
Well Im at Allen's house right now. Im grounded from the computer for a month and add a day for each day i dont apologize to my mom. And since Im stubburn I will not apologize so if will be updating a lot less. Oh well...its not like I have much interesting to say. Plus, I find it a good time to be away from my journal.

Anyways. Yesturday Lauren came over after I made a well balanced breakfest. We hung out and ate cheese, beans, and cupcakes. It was fun and stuff. Then my mom got home and we got in a brawl. It was a big one. So I left and went to Laurens. Then my dad came. I went home and watched Donnie Darko and American Idol. That was basically my night. Oh and I talked to Arlen for a wicked long time about dough, chocolate chips, eggs, chickens and pancakes. Dont ask...its totally metophorical.


Today wasnt too bad mood wise. History was fine, Gym was fun, Psych we watched Monte Python which was cool, English was gay but oh well. Lisa and I shared a laugh "IM NOT THE MAID".

Yeah so then it was DD. I walked to Allens with Allen and Jaysif Morgestico. We had oreos with a bowl of milk and arm and hammer pepsi cups.

YEAH...thats it...I think I might switch to livejournal...any objections??

BYE

"You wont get anywhere if you dont start"
-- I had to stare at that poster for 2 hours of math a

Yesturday I went to Lisa's and we cramed. We ate donuts and drank mountain dew which was all that kept me awake. We did good. We called Jeff a bigillion times. Lisa and I talked for like 2 hours just about everything. I love getting in those kind of conversations. They make you feel a bit less insane and all that good stuff. I went home around 7.

Didnt get to bed til 1.

Can't get into it...whats new right?

So this morning I was up around 5:30 and at Lisa's by 6:30. We slept until 10. The first thing I said when I woke up was "Whats the quadratic formula?" and Lisa sat straight up and replied correctly. It was quite funny. So we went with our good luck Buhdas to the dreaded Math A test. Now, I wont say I did good because then it would guarentee that I did bad. Plus math is a hard one to grade yourself...little mistakes fuck it up. I think I did ok...i dont know about good or bad but ok works nicely. So Lawson drove me to go pick up Sean and brought us back to the school where we waited for my mom. My mom came and got us and we got to watch her wash the car and eat big macs. We watched Along Came Polly...what a bad quality in picture...I guess thats what you get for watching bootlegs. He left around 9:30.

Gas, appendix...its all the same...haha poor you.

So what now...I have that feeling again where it feels like your body is trying to jump out of itself. Anyone else get that?

haha my brain is screaming

Woo my mouth is buring. Fire Balls...crazy.

What am I going to do tomorrow? I dont think I can sit here alone.

Yup...

BYE

Sunday
Went to bed late. Woke up to Sean on the phone after having a crazy dream. Shower...here I am.

Today Im supposed to go to Lisa's and study for the damn Math A. Did I tell you I got a 90 on one of the practice part ones the other day. See, thats a tease. Once I get there I'll never be able to do that. Oh well..Im getting closer...I can feel it. We've sturdied a lot. I guess Jeff is going to come over and help also. That should be good. And thats all I have planned for today.

I really want a sub...thanks a lot.

So what else could I write about. Yeah, what a pointless entry. But truthfully, they all are so it's okay.

good

BYE

how do you have this power?
haha damn me...I was feeling fine 10 minutes ago.

whatever...fuck it...

So today was good. Sean came over. We watched the Osbournes for awhile and my mom made me make him a sandwich. Then we met Jenn and James at the guard show. That was fun...even with the fat people. Then we went to applebees. "Put her down...PUT HER DOWN." Yeah haha. So I ate too much and I feel really sick.

gggggggggggggrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

yep

well tomorrow is Math A studying with Lisa and Jeff. That will be good.

BYE

yup
Yesturday Lauren came over afterschool. We ate food...duh. Then we went to her house and did homework. I finished my psychology project...yay. Now I just have to go hand it in. 2 hour delay...I dont mind that. Except I think that means I miss math...so I'll have to study alone...without the teacher. Haha. Im glad Im in the mindset and everything but this sucks. I mean, its the end of the semester and all of a sudden I get a burst of motivation. Ehh oh well...one day I'll get it right. So that was basically yesturday...I dont remember what I did when I got home.

Oh yeah...I got to pick my schedule for next year. I have like 3 classes I didnt have a choice about and then the rest are electives. Creative Writing, Childrens Lit., The Mature Adult, Food and Culture,Word Processing, Photography, Socialogy...i think thats all of them. Now, most of those wont help me in college but my GO basically told me nothing matters since Im going to a 2 year school first. Haha...uhh...nevermind

So everyone is saying its really bad out...maybe i'll trip and fall and break my neck and my nose will fall off. I changed my mind...I dont want to go...

I had a dream after falling back to sleep this morning. I dont remember much of it but it was another weird one. I now feel weird...I dont even know why. Damn dreams...haha

Im done

BYE

You are my Martin Luther King Jr.
So yesturday Lauren, Lisa and I went to the mall. It was needed. I got two cd's. OAR and Finger 11...I dont know why I got Finger 11...oh well I'll listen to it. Then we ran into Arlen and hung out with him for awhile. And we hung out with Bryan and Ciara. They got me earings so I bought them lunch. :) We tried on the ugliest things we could find at H&M. Arlen tried on girls clothes at Kaufmans. Yeah so we wasted time and had fun.

Now I had to go to school today. It ended up not being that bad. History- We talked mostly. Gym- shitty groups but it wasnt too bad. Psych- A girl with Bi-Polar came in and did a presentation...I found it really interesting so it was a good class. English- I had to do my presentation which wasnt fun but not as bad as I anticipated. Then we read and I passed notes back and forth with the kid in front of me. So school wasnt bad. After school I made it through the cold to DD for my f-ing bagel that I wanted. It was good. So then my mom drove Lisa and Sean home...after we walked to 3 different cars thinking it was hers.

So now Im home...Im doing a report on At The Drive In. I just finished it really. Thank you Allen, Pete and Jay for "post alternative hardcore punk" and "post punk" ... that helps.

Now I think Im going to see if anything else can be done...Im motivated...Im never motivated. I think once I sit down with my bookbag it will go away. Maybe not...I was in one of those kinds of moods today. Now Im rambling.

BYE

This is not going well
So I woke up and just wanted to cry. I dont know why but getting up was really hard. Im so pessemistic right now. Im freaking out...I dont want to go back to school. A week from today I have to take my Math A...if I fail it which is highly likely then I cant graduate. Im so behind. You would think with all my worrying I'd be a good student...but nope. At this point nothing feels like it'll go right...

thats enough of my complaining...

I might go to the mall with Lisa and Lauren today if they ever get out of the shower and if I ever get up and get dressed.

God damn it

Preference

108. Sleep on your back, stomach or side: Stomach or side
109. Adidas, Nike, or Reeboks?: None
110. Croutons or Bacon Bits?: Bacon Bits
111. 2 doors or 4 (on a car)?: 4 door
112. Bridges or Tunnels? bridges
113. One pillow or two?: one Pillows
114. Salt or butter flavored popcorn?: Butter it up
115. Fizzy or still water?: Still
116. Red wine or white wine?: I’m not too into wine…I guess red haha

Word Association - (1st Thing That Comes To Mind)

118. Disney Character: Tarzan
119. Fast Food place: Dunkin Donuts
120. Board Game: Life
121. Rock: Kid … haha
122. Blue: skyy
123. Wet: shower
124. Cry: pillow
125. Peanut Butter: toast
126. Hay: um a horse?
127. Paper: tye died sat prep paper haha
128. Wood: pinocio
129. Yellow: pee
130. Laugh: friends/ random objects
131. Ugly: feet
132. Happy: Happy Joy Joy

BYE

Error Reporting
God damn computers...this error thing wont go away...I've tried everything. GRRR.

And while Im complaining...screw you head. I hate you! It hurt really bad last night and into the morning. Went away for the day and now it hurts again.

Now...onto my day. I watched Donnie Darko. I really liked that movie. Asexual smurfs and such. So then I got ready and such and went to Seans. We watched Satan's school for girls. It was so bad....sooo pointless. Then we watched House on Haunted Hill (did I say that right?)...That one was better. Then we watched football. Craig came over and clogged the toilet. I got cough drops...with medicine haha. Thank you sean. So I went home...had slim fast pasta. And here I am. I feel like shit. But thats okay. My mom has tomorrow off too ....yuck. She wants to clean my room. I swear if she even tries I will go insane. That could be one of my biggest pet peeves...when she tries to "Tidy up" my room. Well Im done...wow I need to go to bed...Im getting mean...I feel it


DO YOU BELIEVE IN

42. yourself: rarely
43. friends: too much
44. best friends of the opposite sex: yes sir
45. santa claus: yeah, he’s somewhere
46. tooth fairy: well I don’t have my baby teeth…
47. angels: hopefully
48. ghosts: I think so
49. aliens: yeah
50. God: I hope

MORE ABOUT YOU!

51. what are the last four digits of ur phone number? 0989 or 5413
53. how do you eat an Oreo? Twist it apart and lick the middle then eat the cookies
54. If you were a crayon what color would you be: macaronie and cheese
55. Have you ever almost died: mmm not really
56. What's the best advice ever given to you? I don’t know…I’ll have to think on it
57. Have you ever won any special award? Yeah and its been awhile
58. Do you like to dance? nope
59. Worst sickness you've ever had? Do migranes count?
60. What's the stupidest thing you have ever done? Mixing things…never mix them
61. What's the next CD you are going to buy: no clue
62. What sport do you hate the most: hmm when it comes to watching it on TV…golf
63. Place for a dream house: on the ocean…warm warm weather with a good view of storms and stars (cheesy but true)
64. How many kids do you want to have? I’d like a couple…but I don’t think my parental skills will be up to it
65. Have you ever sprained/broken/fractured a bone: nope and I don’t drink milk so there
66. Who do you tell your dreams to: whoever is around
67. What are you most scared of? Growing old by myself
68. How many tv's do you have in your house? 6
69. Do you have your own? yes
70. do you have your own phone line? No but I have a cell phone
71. do you sleep with a stuffed animal? Yeah, my bear <3
72. Are you a flirty person? Everyone has their moments
73. Are you shy? rarely
74. Are you outgoing? sometimes
85. who do you go to for advice?: Lauren or Bethany
86. who do you think about most when you're not happy? I guess it matters on what’s making me unhappy
87. who do you cry with? No one unless I cant hold it in anymore
88. what's the best feeling in the world? Loved
91. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop? Too many
92. Which came first the chicken or the egg: Good question
93. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper: Doca Pecka
94. vanilla or chocolate: Vanilla
95. Love or lust: Love
96. silver or gold: Silver
97. Have you ever gone skinny dipping: Yes
98. What's your favorite color: Bright Green
99. What's your favorite band/singer: Band: I cant name one favorite…my cd player has Alkaline Trio, Mars Volta and Meatloaf in it right now…does that help?
100. What do you dream about: Chinese Motorcyclists and Bus/Boats
101. Favorite song? Hmm…
102. Do you like to sing in the shower? sometimes
103. Had an imaginary friend: nope
104. Wanted to "hook up" with a friend: yeah
105. Cried during a movie: I am a sucker at that
106. Had a crush on a teacher: Never…that always pisses me off
107. What is the first thing you think about when you wake up in the morning?: Do I seriously have to get up

annnnd we're done for today

BYE

morning
Well I dont know why Im updating now. I got the golf ball thing last night!!! Yeah..go me. Uh...I had a horrible headache through the night and into the morning. It felt like I was holding my head up with a bowling ball on my neck. I took some drugs and its all better now. So I just drank my cappuccino delight slim fast and took a shower. So now Im thinking about watching a movie...but for once in my life I have a lot of people talking to me. So I guess I'll wait on that. What else....hmm. Oh! I'll put more of that dumb quiz on here.

Last Time You

27. drove a car: I’m the loser with out the permit
28. met someone new: I don’t remember so if I did they didnt impact me that much
29. done laundry: meee…do laundry?
30. cried: 2 days ago
31. wore a skirt: halloween
32. How are you today? Bored but I’m alright

What Are You

33. wearing: you don’t want to know…no seriously haha
34. thinking about: what I’m wearing since you just asked…duh
35. What does your hair look like at the moment? Straight and stragely
36. What song are you listening to right now? John Melloncamp- Hurt so good … yeah that’s what im talking about
37. What was the last thing you ate and/or drank? Sloppy Joe + hashbrowns and water
38. How is the weather right now? cold
39. Last person u talked to on the phone: Sean
40. What was the last thing you watched? The Newlyweds…yeah please make fun of me
41. what time is it: 5:28

there ya go...

BYE

Key Lime yogurt, there's none like it
So...today was good. It had its downs...like all the time I had to sit around and do nothing. That was no fun. I got sloppy joes though so ya know...it was okay. Dave came over and brought his golf ball toy...that is one frustrating game. I'll get it ... I know I will. I got to play in the snow shoeless...that was cool...I havent dont that in awhile. Umm I played with silly putty. Sean said I have ADD. ::burp:: So..now Im really tired. I think I should sleep. I feel a bit like Im in a coma anyways. Wow...my skin is hating the cold weather...Im sooo not meant for the cold. I think I might go to bed...

yeah something like that

oh yeah...I took a really long quiz but I thought I would distribute it to my journal in a semi-non-gay way...in sections.

1. What is your full name: Karlene Grace Schond
2. Nicknames? Kar-Kar, Karl, Pookie, Karly (family only)
3. B-day? 5-28-87
4. Age: 16
5. Sex: Female
7. Where were you born? Syracuse, NY
8. where you live now: N. Syracuse
9. Zodiac sign: Gemini
10. What grade are you in and what school do you attend? 11th C-NS
11. What are your parents names: Karl and Dee
12. siblings and their ages? Kevin – 34 and Brett- 31
13. do you get along: yes
14. Pets: 2 cats, hampster, fish, 3 annoying birds and sea monkies
15. Righty or Lefty: righty
16. bedtime: it all depends
17. Email: KGSquirt@twcny.rr.com
18. Hair color: Brown
19. Eye color: Blue
20. Do you wear contacts or glasses? No
21. Do you have any piercings? A couple
22. tattoos: someday
23. scars: of course, who doesn’t?
24. Height: 5'4 ish
25. Do you wear any rings: my nana’s
26. What shoes do you wear: converse, vans, sketchers

That was section 1 out of 14...its a long one;)

BYE

Forever Young
So last night I went bowling with a bunch of people. Lawson, Ciara, Devon, Lisa, Jenn, Luke, Richard, Ryan, Kailey, Jaime, Brandy, Jermey...did I miss anyone? Well, I had fun I guess. Everytime I moved or talked I felt like I was about to pass out...that was weird. I felt really weird...I dont know what was wrong. But I made the best of it lol. Lisa, Kailey and I ran around the bowling alley (outdoors) screaming PJ's name with a sign. We couldnt find him and we were worried so we looked everywhere. What else...I sucked at bowling...like it was an insane suck. So horrible. Then Lisa, Jenn, Luke, Richard and I went to the grocery store. We got mountain dew, cookie dough, frozen pretzels + cheese and chips. We dropped the guys off at Robs and we went to Lisa's. We pigged out and watched Pixel Perfect (Diseny Channel Movie)...I love disney channel movies. Then we watched uptown girls. That movie was so depressing. It was tearjerking all the way until the end. Insane...me and lisa cried while jenn was sleeping on the couch. Haha we are losers. Then we watched requiem for a dream (again)...haha that movie is so crazy. It has no plot, no reason, no ending...its like they just stopped and ended it. I realized some things watching it the second time. There has to be something Im not getting to that movie. Well, maybe not. But I did notice some cool tricks in it...I felt special haha. We also used my awEsome cinnamin toothpaste! That stuff is so great. We woke up this morning and ate more cookie dough. Jenn left. Lisa and I watched the weather channel with her dad and learned about Utah. Oh and the word scuba. Too bad I already for got the whole scuba thing. Damn me. I played with the awEsome dog. Man, I love that thing haha. And meine mutti came and got me. Like the random use of german? Yeah, me too. So now Im home....and I want to take a shower but meine Vater is in it...haha I did it again. So thats about that. I dont really know the plans for tonight. Hmm

BYE

Christmas Dip
Today I went over to Devon's house. Lawson and Ciara were there. We played Trouble and Candyland! What else...we watched Matrix porn and other gross stuff. It was amuzing. I have wind burn now...i think its going so therefore it isnt windburn...just wind rash that disappears...yes. We might go bowling tonight and James and Jen might come. That will be cool. I hope this weekend doesnt suck...it has a very good chance that it might. Nope, I wont let it. So yeah...fuck you. Who? Haha. I had a lot of weird dreams again last night but Im not going to write about them...I think you get the picture from yesturdays oray of dreams. Anyways...Im done

BYE