A penny for my thoughts?

:: 2007 13 September :: 5.35pm

1994 Ford Taurus SHO 150k miles
-loss of reverse
1991 Ford Taurus SHO+ 143k miles
-A-wal differential pin through the case on the highway
1999 Ford Contour 97k miles
-Unknown Transmission problem, cost to replace 1400-2200 dollars + "X" for the cost of fixing brakes again (been 3 months, dont break hard or anything, rotors warping again)

well, ford can lick my balls, now i need to pray i can get a 1500-2200 dollar loan from a bank or something since the contour gets worse daily so i can buy a fucking reliable car. IE, a Honda. cheaper on gas and insurance anyways.

2 Pennies in the Bank!! | Got a Penny?

:: 2007 9 September :: 8.57pm

zomg update
so, its been a while again, figured i was due.

got a job, absolutely love LOVE it! i work mon-friday 6am-2pm, pretty much the greatest hours ever, in a place im already familiar with(for example, i've worked there 3 weeks, known my boss for 14 years) making 8.50 an hour to start doing something i fucking love! just that would be great in and of itself...BUT wait! theres more!!! after my 3 months probationary shit, i can start health, dental and life insurance, as well as my 401k, and this i wont use, but i can get a membership to champion fitness for like 20 bucks a month, like they pick up 75% of the cost or somethin like that. oh...and i get a 20% discount at all MC stores, which is also cool.

anyways, what i do is drive around on a hi-lo for most of the day "picking" orders for all of our various stores, its simple as shit, you can DEFINATELY tell your making some progress, which is why i like it so much i think, like...a fucking monkey could do this. you look at a pick ticket with an asston of stickers on it, you just go find whats on the stickers, put it on a pallet, put the sticker on it and your done. however some of the pick ticket sheets are taller then i am ahah. oh, and we do ALLL the heavy stuff at my warehouse, like treadmills, weight racks, pool tables (fucking expensive ones), trampolines, etc, if MC has it and its more then a couple hundred pounds and you bought it, i probably picked it.

stuff outside of work:
being lonely is a bitch
me and my car arent quite on speaking terms since its a homo faggot if i go any farther then home to work and from work to home.
i decided today i hate new cars, because just to change my headlight bulbs i had to take the entire lens out and the grill off to get at them, and then i find out i gotta buy new lenses anyways...thank god for ebay though, got a pair of new ones for the price of ONE new one from a normal internet store.

i think thats it though, hope everyones doin great! i havent been this "me" in a long ass time, like since me and lizzy first started dating, now thats back in the fuckin day right there

OH!

also, eden got karma'd, ROFLROFLROFLROFL at them!

5 Pennies in the Bank!! | Got a Penny?

:: 2007 7 September :: 11.14am
:: Music: Pure Pwnage - teh n00b song

Nerd
Yup Im a big nerd. I have money for 48hrs and what do I do? I go out to the book store and buy nerdy books and then go to Best Buy and look at pc games but complain to myself because they cost so damn much. Ended up making myself not get Bioshock. It was a 10min sit there and think about it ordeal.

I went to Schuler Books and got 2 World of Warcraft books. "Tides of Darkness" & "Rise of The Horde" Why? Because Im such a WoW lore nut. I enjoy the story and the depth that the Blizzard team puts into it.

Yup Im a nerd.

Anyway enough of that. Its friday and 2 good looking movies are released. Shoot 'em Up & 3:10 to Yuma are out. I think Im going to go see Shoot 'em Up tonight. Its a tough choice. Celebration North naturally.

Give a holler if need be.

3 Pennies in the Bank!! | Got a Penny?

:: 2007 20 August :: 6.51pm
:: Music: Ohne Dich

Future is cloudy; ask again later.
Dont really know where to go from here right now. Im at a crossroads and I just dont know where to go.

WoW done. No spending money. Nothing to look forward to.

I suddenly feel like Im back to square one out of high school. Needing that "one thing to keep me going."

Looking for "it."

Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein
Ohne dich
Mit dir bin ich auch allein
Ohne dich
Ohne dich z�hl ich die Stunden ohne dich
Mit dir stehen die Sekunden
Lohnen nicht

:: 2007 19 August :: 9.42am

Woodward Dream Cruise 2007!
Teh Babez

Eleanor...what else needs to be said really?

2 fast! 2 FURIOUS!

the rest of the cars can be seen here

The Cars

this year was expected to have forty thousand plus classics and well over a million visitors lining the 14 miles or so of road the event now takes place on, we walked maybe a quarter of it

:: 2007 18 August :: 7.50pm

woodward dream cruise
that carshow was like rolling sex covered in horsepower!

pictures coming soon...LOTS of them

P.S. I saw...

ELEANOR!

:: 2007 15 August :: 7.55am

well so, i think its time for an update

Monday the 13th was pretty much the best day ive had in the past 3 or so years, or at least one of them, i got a call for an interview which is today at 1:30 so wish me luck there, not only that, but i got a call back finally from the school im lookin into taking classes with, so thats really fucking exciting

Then yesterday i was really excited about because it was my best friend Brittany's court date to see if she could get out of jail or not, which she did, that was super exciting, and i got to give her a hug for the first time in about 3 years (not because she was in jail that long lol), then we hung out for most of the rest of the day, and will hopefully get to do so this weekend as well. she will never be out of my life again, thats for damn sure, i love her far to much to let that happen again.

i like JUST woke up today, after having the best dream ever, and prolly one of the scariest in one night, about lizzy and the job interview today, which made me realize some stuff, and then when i woke up, i literally said, oh thank god about 5 times after seeing what time it was.

anyways, this was alot shorter then i thought it would be, but its an update!

:: 2007 13 August :: 5.04pm

Woah
Curveball from Rachel.

Im totally not sure where we stand with 'us' now. She had things come up with family that will prevent her from being here. Totally not sure what to do now.

:: 2007 5 August :: 2.16pm

zeitgeistmovie
"Muck Rake"

Its run time is approx 1hr 56min 23sec long so if you plan to watch this, set aside the time to be able to do so.

It makes alot of points on different things. Set into three parts youll see things from religion, to money, and even into conspiracy.

I dont want to believe most things that people spout out of their mouths but this certainly is a time of new muck rakers. I totally stand by them too. They choose to ask questions and expect answers.

I would seriously suggest that if you wish to question higher powers then you open your mind and watch it.

My thoughts: We as human beings like to define our space, add walls to help define who we are, what we do, where we are going. If we could just but stop, step back and simply accept what things we would be much better off. We are humans, no better than the other, just humans. Ask questions and dont set barriers.

3 Pennies in the Bank!! | Got a Penny?

:: 2007 29 July :: 12.58pm

things are still goin shitty, i havent heard from my counselor to get back into school for two weeks or so now, but they sent me some letter saying i didnt meet their qualifications, however seeing as how i didnt apply yet i was kinda wonderin what the hell that was about. to make matters worse, my car is starting to act like dog shit (transmission or electrical problems it seems like) neither of the really good leads i had on jobs have called me back yet either.

i did go climb the devil's soup bowls the other night though, then rode my bike about 7-8 miles yesterday, and then another 3 today in <20 min.

i have a 360 now too, so thats cool, its the first microsoft product i dont hate.

:: 2007 29 July :: 12.23am

Sigh
Havent really gotten to talk to Rachel in awhile. Its got me down. I hope she doesnt think Im avoiding her or something =S Guess she had a busy week with the church and house sitting thing. Goats being torn to shreds, children with bathroom needs, parent aggro, heck even having to help the people she was watching a house for get their money check out after a theft incident.

I went to see Simpsons the movie on Friday, it was funny yes, but I wasnt really impressed. It as a long simpsons episode to me. The only thing that got to truely like it was the audience all laughing together.

Found a internet gem: Jail house Rock!
I think its priceless. Id also like to note that Pure Pwnage has a new episode out that for lack of better ways to show the extremes of people against and for video games are. As a fellow WoW'er I could easily relate to things that were in it. The episode is entitled "Lifestyles" and should be on the front page.

Shortly after watching this I was reminded to do my normal weekly episode of Naruto Shippuuden and a few episodes of Red vs Blue. I havent gone and watched them in awhile Ive got some catching up to do.

:: 2007 25 July :: 8.20pm
:: Music: Razorblades!

Emo Crybaby Rant of Immense Shame!
So last night during my down time while raiding in wow - Yes Im a wow player - I saw this video on the G4 AOTS session "Around the Net" The movie is entitled "Emo Crybaby Rant of Immense Shame" Its a long one. Over 9min. If you happen to make it all the through it take some time to watch the other ones Ive posted. Theyll respond do this crazy and emotionally unstable girl.

The basic story is that she watched the news - OMG! I know right!? - and overheard a story about 'emo/scene' kids being picked on in school and decided to rant. What ensues is a 9 minute bi-polar rollercoaster of crying and yelling from this little nut job. As for part 2 of the rant its what became of her after being told of, shut down, and harrassed all around.

Emo Crybaby Rant of Immense Shame

Response 1 "Mustache man!"

Emo Crybaby Rant #2 "I give up"

I wanted to post more of the responses but I cant seem to find the ones I liked anymore.

Oh ya! Heres a few of the mock videos that pretty much sum up everything.

Video 1 (5sec summary):
Laughter

Video 2 (3min summary):
Poster Girl!

Thats enough out of me. Hasta

,Valoth

:: 2007 4 July :: 2.37pm

Happy 4th everyone.