~*Janice's Life*~

:: 2005 15 September :: 9.59am

Ugh. I just dont know.

I feel bad and i dont think i should.

I love you.

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:: 2005 13 September :: 7.48pm

I'm crazy.

:: 2005 13 September :: 7.27pm

What good is sitting alone in your room?
Come hear the music play!
Life is a Cabaret old chum!
Come to the Cabaret!

Anthony Is my hero.
In a sick twisted sort of way.

TRYOUTS COMMING SOON!

Movie fantasy- 21 & 22
Fally play- 23 & 24

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:: 2005 13 September :: 3.54pm

I don't know what's wrong with me lately.
Everything in school is really hard. I don't understand anything and I never can just get my homework done. It never makes any sense to me. And I'm not even in difficult classes with tons of homework.

I'm not happy. I don't know why. As soon as I am it only lasts a day or so. I'm not trying to be negative, it's just..this year seems way too hard for me to handle.

Everytime I try to do my homework or just understand what a teacher is saying I'm on the brink of tears because I feel so lost and stupid.
Everyone around me gets it and if I ask for help I am treated like a complete dolt. I'm just stressed out. Nothing makes me happy anymore, I wish I knew what could do it.

I hate being at school and I hate being here.

I don't know what to do.

Oh, and I fucking hate Econ.

In other news I am very dissapointed about something going on. It frustrates me so much. Erika, Mishy.. you know what I'm talking about. I don't know what to do, it goes in one ear and out the other. It's like I'm just a broken record..

I guess I am.
Nothing ever comes easy, I should get used to that.

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:: 2005 11 September :: 7.49am

The bonfire was fun.
Not a lot of people showed up, but it didn't even matter.
The main group was hilarious and I enjoyed it.
I like smaller groups better.
Though it is sad that none of my "closest" friends even showed up.
Whatever, just don't expect me to bother anymore.

Other than that I feel sick and I needed a lot more sleep than this.
I get today to write an essay then tomorrow it's..school.

I hate saying that.

:: 2005 10 September :: 12.08pm

I'm sick of this shit.

See everyone at the bonfire.
I hope another unnecessary scene doesn't occur.
Ha! Riiight..

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:: 2005 9 September :: 3.54pm
:: Music: BOB DYLAN

Why does every party have to have drinking to be fun?
I thought a lot of people got over that..apparently not.
Whatever.

Anyway, I've been good. I'm happy lately.
School sucks, but it doesn't seem to go as slow as it did last year.
It's fine. I have to just suck it up and remember I only have to make it through the year.

And I seriously need help in Econ. I'm doing shitty with the stock thing. Does anyone know the "loop-hole" in the game? Ah fuck it..

I realized that being an office aid is like saying you're their slave for the hour. I'm so the office bitch.

I love Bible as in Lit. First we drew pictures of God, then today we played with Clay. Hard work.

Ummm...I love my bunnie.
And life is good.
Remember to come to the bonfire tomorrow.
8:00pm!

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:: 2005 7 September :: 7.54pm

Bonfire at my house this Saturday.
8pm-12am or whatever.
It's not really a party, nothing is planned. I just want whoever that wants to be there, be there. To just chill, talk, and hang out.
My dad dug a new fire pit out by Brad's current home (camper) haha. So, please if you wanna come and hang for a while do.
Let me know if you are coming!

:: 2005 7 September :: 6.50pm

Wow what a great day.

Just keeping myself involved in a lot is exciting.

It was fun just crusing to the store with Ryan.
I met some new people. Fun fun fun.

My darling Abby burned me some Garbage CD's. Hooray.

My art room is done!

This is going to be a great year.

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:: 2005 7 September :: 5.08pm

Today in 3rd hour (office aid) I was told to make a copy of a paper.
First of all I have no idea where that fucking machine is.
So, I find the room and there's like 8 machines! I know, I know..a copy machine doesn't seem to be a complicated thing to spot, but their machines are EVIL! And the copy machine was the worst. It's so confusing, it's not like normal ones where you just put the paper on the glass.. Anyway, the lady tells me to make one copy and to type in her code '4994' so I do it and it starts printing '1 of 4,994' and I was like, "Shit!" So then I hit stop and it stops after printing like 10 sheets. Then I see that I copied the wrong fucking side. So I flip it over and try to copy it and it copies the same wrong side and I tried to stop it, but once again it copied like 10! So I finally went and told them I had no idea what I was doing. They weren't too mean about it.

I'm sorry, you must think I'm an idiot, but it really is more complicated than it sounds.

Being an office aid is scary.

Anyway, I hate school. Today was a little better, but it still sucks.
And today was the bad day..the day when actual work and homework starts..bleh! ;(

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:: 2005 6 September :: 9.15pm

If you're wondering why I am so stlyish lately (haha) it's because my boyfriend picks out my outfit and straigtens my hair for school every day. :P

And he's not even gay!
What a keeper.

Proud parents: Read more..

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:: 2005 6 September :: 6.13pm

School sucks.. blah blah blah..

Hitler, Nazi, Germany seems to be all right. It's just sad I have it first hour.. I won't be awake to even listen.
Econ is going to be hard for me since I am bad with math and all that. Does anyone have a JA Econ book I can have?? [With answers!]
Office Aid is interesting. I get to hear everything that's "private". I like it though, I get my own desk and get to deliver passes. Woo!
Advanced Drama scares me. That's all I have to say. I'm very nervous..
Bible as in Lit is going to be cool. I have a lot of friends in there and I know it's going to be a good class. I'm excited to learn a lot.
Yearbook is . . yearbook. The same as last year, except I'm an editor. Which is bahmb.. it's nice having some authority.

In other news.. I like Brad living here. It's nice because I get to see him when I get home every day. I wish he didn't have to leave in October.
I love yooouu.

My bunnie is still cute as ever.

So, who's ready to graduate all ready?

:: 2005 5 September :: 6.34pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: Eagles of Death Metal - Flames go Higher

Oh yeah baby.

I love that Chris is my boyfriend.

You know why?

Because i love Chris.

Today was VERY good.