boooo!!!!! I HAD AN ENTRY ALL TYPED UP AND I SUBMITTED IT AND IT DIDNT WORK!!! woohu needs to get their crap together. well here is the reader's digest version of what happened today. Bogan voice lesson, fun, tried on costumes for show at producers house, big house, nice house, cool, rehearsal - quartet sounds really good now, our first run through, i love the quartet and it should be good show, cute girl - not as infatuated with her anymore, saw "her", love "her", yay. i'm horny right now. boo. gumby and pokie. the end. SURPRISE ITS YOUR JOURNAL!

~Shout Outs~

Holly, Jen Tepp, The Quartet, Mr. Bogan

ok, this may surprise people but i am not going to write about my day today. i am just not in the mood. i'm sorry. this wont happen often but i just cant write tonight, i'm just in a weird mood and i dont want to talk. sorry again. have a wonderful night.

eh today wasnt that great of a day. i mean it wasnt a bad day, but it wasnt a good day. i had plans today with nicole primato but she canceled on me, THANKS! lol just kidding, just dont cancel our new plans. ok um so instead i just played video games during the day, then drove to rehearsal. rehearsal tonight was annoying. we learned the rest of the shipoopie dance and then started to run the play. no progress with the cute girl tonight, i get mixed signals from her. some days i will think she is in to me, but then other times i will think she is totally uninterested. it seems like she worships that guy. boo that. i just want her to be into me. i had to drive that bratty girl home again tonight. i hate her and her mother. i need a pick me up. ow, i have a headache. i havent talked or seen "her" in a few days, i miss her. i guess this is how next year is going to be. that sucks. ok new subject so people dont think i'm still talking about "her". i had a talk with my dad a few days ago about life and death and its really changed my perspective on life. and lately things have just been going through my mind. i just feel like i have a bigger purpose in life, that i'm destined to do something else, something great. just something doesnt seem right, the way life works doesnt seem to fit. i just feel like there is a bigger picture that is being missed here (not religous wise) just in general. no, i still dont believe in god. i just am looking for something else. i dont know, i'm weird. i'm just in a crappy mood tonight. i'm just tired. goodnight.

~Shout Outs~

No one worth it tonight.

The Fall Of The Hot Girl...and...The Rise Of The Cute Girl
what a long day it has been. it started at 9:30 this morning when i had to wake up. i havent woken up that early in weeks. it was very rough, i went to bed at 3am last night so i didnt get a lot of sleep. i went to the boca deli for breakfast with my dad and grandparents. i didnt eat much because i wasnt used to waking up so early and i didnt feel well. so i was off to rehearsal after that. i got there a little early and just sat there, then they let us in and we started cleaning numbers, i didnt feel that great due to lack of food and sleep. so at the beginning of rehearsal neither the hot girl or cute girl were there, which bothered me, because i like having at least one of them there. ok well the hot girl arrives finally and we are rehearsing. ummm the cute girl also arrived later, man she is so pretty...minh jatos will agree. but this journal is about the fall of the hot girl. ok well rehearsal was from 1-5 and then at like 6:50 we were supposed to perform at Myer Amphitheatre to permote the show. we practiced quartet stuff for a while and for some reason, tonight i forgot ALL of my notes and was tonedeaf, I SUCKED and i got so frustrated. and by 5 o'clock i almost passed out. ok so hot girl really annoyed me tonight, she's done. her and the lead are like almost going out but i think he told her that he likes her but cant go out with her or something like that i dont know but shes all like in love with him and they hang on each other all the time. so annoying but i'm not even really that attracted to her anymore. she was drinking a little tonight, and as most of you know i am not attracted to girls who drink and i'm just sick and tired of her obnoxious attitude. THE HOT GIRL ISNT EVEN REALLY HOT!!! her name is Mariah and thats what she will be called now. she lost her title. now for the cute girl. ok when she came into rehearsal today i was just like wow can i make love to you now, i dont know why i was so attracted to her today, shes really really grown on me. when she first joined the show i didnt think she was that pretty but every day i think she is prettier. well half of today i was annoyed with her though. she hangs all over this guy there who in the show he is her husband but in real life he is gay. and it annoys me because she acts like she is in love with him and is always around him, sitting near him, putting her arm around him or whatever, not really flirting and its not like what mariah does to the lead. but she was doing it a lot today and she barely even acknowledged that i was alive today, so i was like argh these girls arent making me happy. but it changed after we performed. we were walking to this restaurant and like she first ran to the front of our line of people and as she ran by, she poked me in the butt and smiled at me. i was like hmmm. then when we were waiting to get seated she looked over at me and smiled and then motioned for me to come over and hang out with her, so i did and i stood near her, then dinner passed, didnt sit near her. then as i was leaving i went to say goodbye to everyone and she gave me a hug sitting down (wow this journal is getting long, sorry) and she leaned backwards in her chair and i brushed my hand through her hair and she was like ooh play with my hair, so i stood behind her chair and just ran my fingers through her hair, then she pulled me closer to her chair and rested her head on my stomach and i continued, ugh but then stupid mariah tried to push me away, boo her. but then i had to leave, so i said bye to her again. OH BY THE WAY!!! LYDIA IS BACK IN THE SHOW!!! I WAS SOOOO HAPPY!!!! hurray lydia!!! but i drove lydia back to her car and we chatted for a while, shes a cool girl. so then i came home and here i am now. so in conclusion, the regime of "The Hot Girl" has ended and the reign of "The Cute Girl" has begun. congrats. alright i've written enough, this is probably going to be mad long, sorry, we'll see who actually reads the whole thing. comment if you've read it all. PS. WE GOT OUR MUSIC MAN CAST SHIRTS TONIGHT!! wooohoo. goodnight!

~Shout Outs~

Anngela, Lydia, Charlie, Waldo, The Quartet, Adele, my dad (happy father's day), my grandparents

Justin and Jen Day II
well today was a pretty good day. i woke up late like every other day. i went and picked up my bff JT and we went to Amanda Blum's dance recital in Coral Springs. We stopped on the way at 7-11 for smoothies, gum, and a sandwich. well we get there and sit down next to amanda's parents and brother and watch the first act. the first act mainly consisted of little children wiggling onstage. it was rather stupid. i love watching dancing but i dont love watching little kids. there were a few good numbers in act 1 with older kids, amanda's numbers were good. well we got to talk to her during intermission and i met her dancer friend (who isnt as hot as people say she is, sorry). then act 2 was better. there were more acts with amanda in it. AMANDA IS A FREAKING AMAZING DANCER! I never really realized how good she is at what she does. she was in this acapella tap number, which was soooo good. and there was this one number with these HOT costumes, i want to have sex with someone wearing that costume. they were hot. ok so afterwards we talked with amanda for a little, Oh she won a $1000 scholarship, congrats on that! ummm after that me and jen went back to jen's house and ate something, watched her little sis perform, then talked for a while and then i went home. but all in all it was a fun day, the recital was better then i thought it would be, it was actually really fun. so thats that. tomorrow i must wake up at 9:30!!! i havent woken up before 12 in like 2 weeks! ok well father's day brunch, then rehearsal, then singing at city place at 6:50pm, so if you have nothing to do come get a sneak preview of The Music Man at city place at 6:50pm! hurray. night all.

~Shout Outs~

JT, Amanda Blum, Lil' Tepp, Mrs. Tepp, Kiera, Ashley Parenti (who i just met and is sooo pretty)

Justin and Jen Day
Well today was a very fun day. I woke up late as usual. I picked up JT at around 5pm and we went on some errands, visited regina at the candy store and then came back to my house and watched dawson's creek. we watched 3 episodes!! i love dawson's creek so much. i just want to make love to katie holmes, shes just so pretty and classy. Well dave, joe vitar, and joel came and visited while we were at my house, they were on their way to the emu farm to de-virginise joel from emu's. today was friday the 13th! and we watched the special friday the 13th episode of dawsons creek. hurray. we were supposed to be doing officer retreat stuff but didnt get anything done because we just watched the creek and talked instead, oh well. well tomorrow JT and I are going to amanda blum's dance recital, its like 3 or 4 hours of dance. hmmm. i hope there is an intermission or 5. no rehearsal tonight, kind of sad, i like going to rehearsal, so i dont have any hot girl, cute girl, stories. i dont know what i'm going to do when the show is over, booooo i'll have major withdrawal because thats the only time i see those people. how sad. well not much else to say. REMEMBER TO BUY MUSIC MAN TICKETS!!! If you dont come I will be VERY mad at you and you probably wont be able to call yourself my friend anymore!! night :)

~Shout Outs~

JT, Regina, Dave, Joe Vitar

well today was a good day. routine was the same, did nothing until rehearsal time. rehearsal was nice tonight, i continued to build relationships with the cute girl and hot girl. i sat in the cute girls car with her for like 15 mins before rehearsal started and we talked. and the hot girl and I still have our joke, i always joke that in the show she is having a love affair with me but only during act 1, so anytime i pass her on stage i blow her a kiss or wink or something and she always laughs, but during act 2, shes like nope sorry I love harold hill now. today during the quartet song "Lida Rose", the quartet walks across the stage singing and stops and says good evening to marion (the hot girl's character), well all tip our hats at her, so when we passed her, I had a rose in my hand and as we tipped our hats and passed by, I gave her the rose and she started laughing. but her obsession with the lead is still annoying, even her mom is like obsessed with him. its so dumb. i got the rose back from the hot girl and finally as i was leaving rehearsal (everyone went to drag karoke tonight) i walked up to the cute girl who was standing next to her car and i gave it to her. so i left rehearsal and stopped by "her" house and ended the night on a beautiful raunchy note :) hehe goodnight all. DONT FORGET TO BUY YOUR MUSIC MAN TICKETS!!! To buy tickets call (561) 243-7922 ext. 1

~Shout Outs~

Anngela, Mariah, Andy, Kevin, Steven, Margarita, Adele, Holly

Today was a greeeeeeeeat day. i dont really feel like explaining it all though. i had a voice lesson today with bogan, those are always fun. we picked out a lot of songs for me for next year. tonight minh jatos came with me to rehearsal. she was going to do the show but not anymore due to work conflicts. well it was mad fun, i like having someone with me in the car to talk to and now she knows who the cute girl and hot girl are!! she doesnt like the hot girl but she likes the cute girl, she thinks that she is...well....cute. :) umm everyone kept asking me tonight if minh was my girlfriend and no one could understand the concept of friends. well the hot girl and I definately kind of bonded tonight in a small way, we now have an inside joke with each other. i'm not going to tell you what the inside joke is but its my favorite type of inside joke...a sexual one hahaha. i think she was jealous of minh because she saw me talking to her and laughing and whatever and she was watching me and then was like who is that. the hot girl definately was paying a lot more attention to me tonight and kept looking at me and such, she wants the lead guy though, but its annoying to watch her like throw herself upon him...ask minh jatos, she thinks it annoying too. well not much happened with the cute girl tonight, only one girl a night i suppose. i dont really want to go out with these girls or even hook up with them, all i want is for them to want me. i'd be satisfied with that, is for them to just like me and pine over me, that would make me happy. well i'm working on it. well i'm sad that minh wont be coming with me to more rehearsals, i gotta do them alone again...boo that. but tonight was the best rehearsal yet, it was mad fun. alright well thats all for tonight. Night.

~Shout Outs~

Minh Jatos, Mariah, Andy, Anngela, The Quartet, Mike, Kevin, Holly

Lets vent shall we?
wow i'm in a bad mood. rehearsal tonight was stressful and tiring. we did a lot of quartet stuff tonight which was hard as hell. i'm fed up everything right now. there is someone i hate a lot right now, but i only hate them because of the shit they do to me. i've recently realized that they've been working against me all year no matter what i do, and that pisses me off. he's a spitefull asshole who hates the world because he cant succeed because he is talentless. he has this cocky attitude about him, like he knows everything but he's just a moron and he treats people like shit. he's a pompous prick. but right now he is the angel to "her" and i am the devil because i'm being an insensitive jerk right now but i've just had all i can deal with that fuck-face. i hope "she's" happy with him next year. ok enough with that. now on to rehearsal crap. i'm tired of the hot girl's attitude. for 2 reasons, 1. she has this arrogance about her now that she is the lead that pisses me off. she didnt have this arrogance when she wasnt the lead, and shes only the lead because the other girl dropped out! 2. she swoons over the lead guy who is like 7 years older than her. she follows him around like all the time, flirting her ass off with him, and i'm just tired of watching it. well the cute girl invited me to play pool with her and her friends tonight, too bad its in WELLINGTON!!! damn it, i really would have liked to go, just to releave some stress and just have a good time. oh well. well i'm done now. night.

~Shout Outs~

No one worth it tonight.

well today was a pretty good day. first i must say that today is natalie portman's birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIE!!! ok so my mom left for tennessee today, she will be gone until like the 23rd or something. i woke up late since i didnt get much sleep the night before. i tried to look nice today since we took our head shots tonight for the program. so tonight i had to pick up this little girl and drive her to rehearsal, well her mom gave me wrong directions but i finally found the place and the girl came out and do you know what the mom says to me?!?! she says: no talking on your cell phone while driving, keep both hands on the wheel at 10 and 2 (those are hand positions for the steering wheel for our non-drivers) and drive safely. I almost went berzerk when i heard that. it pissed me off soooooo much. how dare she tell me how to drive and undermine my driving. ugh. if she doesnt like the way i drive then she can find someone else to do that, i'm going out of my way to do her a favor!! argh. well rehearsal tonight was tiring, we ran through the beginning of the show and did photos and our bios for the program. well last night i know that i demoted the hot girl, and promoted the cute girl, well of course tonight the old hot girl and I talked for a little while and stuff and so i'm changing the titles, the old hot girl is now The Hot Girl and the other girl is now The Cute Girl. ok everyone got that? wow i'm such an idiot, lol, I dont like to use names though, i like a vagueness of it all. but i talked to the cute girl at the end of rehearsal and she said she called me last night but my phone died last night so i was mad that i missed her call!! boo that. i felt sort of stupid tonight about something i found out was happening and i am a little annoyed by it. its not a big deal at all but it just annoyed me that i didnt know. i dont know what to do about girls these days, i have some entering my life, and one leaving my life, and the ones entering will probably be leaving after this month anyway since they dont live near me. i'm a mess, i'm not really in the market for another girl, yeah i like to have fun but i'm not really in the market for a fling either. i dont know what i want. i dont know whats going to happen next year, should be interesting to see. i dont know, girls perplex me. well thats all for tonight.

~Shout Outs~

Mariah, Anngela, JT, Marina

ok so tonight I picked "her" up and went to Reaboi's for the Tony's. It was mad fun. It was a great night. I'm mad that the guy that sang Impossible Dream didn't win the Tony, he was SO good. Also I'm mad that Burnadette Peters didn't win, I love her so much, she's so good. One of Broadway's best. well after the Tony's the night ended on a great note, i'm in love. Well there isn't much else to say, sorry for the shortness but this is my second entry of the night. goodnight!

~Shout Outs~

Holly, JT, Dave, Amanda, Steph Bruno, Rachel Reaboi, Tausha, Danielle

Ok so i'm writing in my journal a bit early today, usually I write at around midnight or so. but i just got back from rehearsal and i have things to say. first of all i'd like to say i'm not longer infatuated with the hot girl, she's been demoted from hot girl status. so from now on she will not be known as the hot girl anymore. she has just hasnt proven to be who i thought she was. secondly, the cute girl has been promoted to hot girl status now, so she will now be called hot girl, i had a long conversation with her today and it was nice, we were talking about college and acting careers and how we both want to move to california for college. she is much friendlier and easier to talk to than the other hot girl. she gave me her number too, she was looking for a tony party to go to tonight and told me to call her if i found one. i was talking with all the wellington people and they are all really cool. they saw Funny Girl. F-Girl is actually one of the hot girl's fav shows, she wants to be like barbara streisand when she grows up. the wellington kids had actually met some people from OHHS as state this year and talked with them and they knew chloe. we did the shapoopie dance today, which was pretty fun actually, i didnt want to go this morning but i had a lot of fun today. i was in a good mood when i got there and kept my good mood through the whole thing. i hope people there dont think i'm gay, because i act flamboyant some times. well people have asked me if i was and i said no i'm straight and when the hot girl first joined the show she was talking to this other girl asking who was straight and she told her that I was so thats good at least. but almost every guy there is gay. well we start run thru's tomorrow, yay. and we take our headshots for the program tomorrow. well thats all for now, i might post again tonight but dont get your hopes up because i might now. byyyye

~Shout Outs~

Anngela, The Quartet, Adel, Jesse, Joe, Steven, Margarita, Marco

well good evening. today has been a blah day. i had some arguments today which put me in a bit of a bad mood, made me a bit short tempered. i watched two movies today, the first one was about Mickey Mantle and Roger Maris and them trying to beat Babe Ruth's home run record. it was a really good movie. the second movie i watched was A Walk To Remember. wow did that suck. i dont think i've ever hated a movie more. i always said i would never watch a pop stars movie, and now i know why i said that. first of all they took any chance they could find so mandy moore could sing, which bored me to tears, i changed the channel everytime she sang. secondly the plot line was boring, and they threw in these random plot turns that left me saying "what the hell". oh man did it suck, i want those 2 hours of my life back. ok well i was supposed to drive "her" to steph bruno's grad party but for some reason she flipped out and canceled on me. i would have really liked to see her tonight but oh well i'm sure she had her reasons. so i went to the party and had a decent time, people were getting drunk, which doesnt bother me unless they are really close friends to me. or unless every single person except me is drinking. so i had to drive joe vitar home in his camaro which was nice, i liked driving it, i didnt mind taking him home at all, its better than him driving, besides i got to drive his car. well i then drove jen home tonight and called "her", shes supposed to call me back but looks like something came up. so if she doesnt call in the next 5 mins, i'm going to bed, i'm tired and have rehearsal tomorrow. i'd like to talk to her tonight but whatever. goodnight

~Shout Outs~

JT, Dave, Chris, Ali Gaffey, Dan, Joe Vitar, Mark, Steph Bruno

Well today was an awesome day!! it started out slow for a while, i didnt take a shower until like 4:30pm. well we had our end of the year officer get together at stir crazy tonight, that was kind of fun. stir crazy is a good place. i sat next to hasko and dan. ok well before i had left for stir crazy, i was IMed by someone that i didnt know and they asked me to come to the bowling ally tonight, i was a little confused. i was all like huh? well finally i figured out it was some girl who occasionaly reads my journal who just likes to meet new people but has never seen me before, she goes to river. so i said maybe i'd stop by and say hi. so after stir crazy, me, JT, and joe vitar went to the bowling ally and looked for this mystery girl, who we found and talked to for a couple mins, she was with her friends. we didnt like hang out with them or anything, it was rather random. well after that we went to dave pinson's house and picked him up, then i picked up Minh Jatos and we met at joe vitar's house. dan met us there too and so did two other people that i dont know. and then we all went to THE EMU FARM!! it was great! we had to park our cars in this random field with all these high bushes, we got out and had to walk waaaaaaay down this dirt road and we came to a fence, and the emu's were all the way on the other side of the field that the fence was guarding, and they'd never actually gone straight up to the emus but i wanted to but everyone was chickening out except me and dave, and i kept saying come on lets do it so a bunch of them went back to the car and me and dave jumped the fence and ran up to the cage and took a picture of it (with the flash) and ran back, dan and joe vitar watched us from the fence and then the porch light of the house came on and we all ran back to the cars and i pretended that i twisted my ankle and dave pretended that he got shot with a trainquilizer in the shoulder. everyone totally believed us and then when we got back to joe's house we started laughing and dancing around. it was great!! well we then all left to go home, i dropped dave off and then me and minh cruised around for a little and then went to dunkin donuts and had a drink and then went home. so tonight was mad fun!!

~Shout Outs~

JT, Joe Vitar, Dave, Minh Jatos, Dan, Holly, Mark, The Officers, and steph co for loving my journal so much. :)

well today was a pretty good day. i was supposed to go to the movies with steph bruno today but she canceled on me for her sister. so instead i went with my mom to the vet to get my cat his shots because we are putting him in a kennel for the summer while we're away. my cat wasnt too happy to go there and on the way over he peed all over his carrying case, which in turn spilled onto my leg. yuck i know. he got his shots and was upset about it and he's been moping around ever since. after that i ate lunch and then went off to rehearsal. rehearsal was great tonight, it was only for the barbershop quartet and traveling salesmen at the beginning so there was like 8 or 9 of us there. we sang a lot of the quartet stuff and we sounded sooooo good. Sincere sounded GREAT tonight, we all had our parts down and we really sounded like a quartet. well then we just started singing random songs and we started Trouble and i was doing harold hill's part and i knew the whole thing and i was doing it and i think i impressed the producer. i think i heard her ask someone if i was the harold hill understudy and then said well he is now, so hurray!! well after rehearsal i came home and i ate chicken from burger king with a coke icee (no sprite remix tonight) well thats all for today. Goodnight ladies.....goooooodniiiight ladies! gooodnight ladies!! goooooodniiight ladies, we're goooing to leeeave you nooooooow.

~Shout Outs~

Bingo (my cat), The Quartet, Steven