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2003 22 December :: 11.13 am
:: Mood: sleepy
Last night I had this crazy dream (I slept for like 12 hours)...I had babies, they were these beautiful twin girls. But then, they made me leave the hospital without them and I couldn't remember what hospital I had been in, so I was walking around downtown trying to find my babies. I found a newspaper birth announcement with them but couldnt find my beautiful children.
If I were to try and intepret that, I wouldnt even know where to start.
2 feet on the ground. |
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2003 20 December :: 12.22 am
At a loss for words.
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2003 19 December :: 1.04 pm
In male-female conversations, the male part often consists entirely of him going ''hmmmm.'' This frustrates the woman, who wants to know what he's really thinking. In fact, what he's thinking is, literally, ``hmmmm.''
I dyed my hair. With help from mom, and Jason. It's very loud.
Also got it cut today. I think I like it, but due to low self-esteem, please give feedback.
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2003 13 December :: 10.15 pm
I need a sign to let me know you’re here
All of these lines are being crossed over the atmosphere
I need to know that things are gonna look up
‘Cause I feel us drowning in a sea spilled from a cup
When there is no place safe and no safe place to put my head
When you feel the world shake from the words that are said
I need a sign to let me know you’re here
‘Cause my TV set just keeps it all from being clear
I want a reason for the way things have to be
I need a hand to help build up some kind of hope inside of me
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2003 13 December :: 8.54 pm
It's nine o'clock on a Saturday
Regular crowd shuffles in
There's an old man sitting next to me
Makin' love to his tonic and gin
He says, "Son, can you play me a memory
I'm not really sure how it goes
But it's sad and it's sweet and I knew it complete
When I wore a younger mans clothes"
Sing us a song, you're the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well, we're all in the mood for a melody
And you've got us feelin' alright
Now John at the bar is a friend of mine
He gets me my drinks for free
And he's quick with a joke or he'll light up your smoke
But there's someplace that he'd rather be
He says, "Bill, I believe this is killing me."
As the smile ran away from his face
"Well I'm sure that I could be a movie star
If I could get out of this place"
Now Paul is a real estate novelist
Who never had time for a wife
And he's talkin' with Davy, who's still in the navy
And probably will be for life
And the waitress is practicing politics
As the businessmen slowly get stoned
Yes, they're sharing a drink they call loneliness
But it's better than drinkin' alone
Sing us a song, you're the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well, we're all in the mood for a melody
And you've got us feelin' alright
It's a pretty good crowd for a Saturday
And the manager gives me a smile
'Cause he knows that it's me they've been comin' to see
To forget about life for a while
And the piano, it sounds like a carnival
And the microphone smells like a beer
And they sit at the bar and put bread in my jar
And say, "Man, what are you doin' here?"
Sing us a song, you're the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well, we're all in the mood for a melody
And you've got us feelin' alright
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2003 11 December :: 3.08 pm
Anticipated Grades for Fall 2003
MKTG 250- BA
HNRS 490- A(+!)
SOC 282- BA
CS 105- B, pushing for a BA
THEA 100- BA, pushing for an A
HNRS 399- better get an A
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2003 11 December :: 12.16 pm
It is funny how whenever I have to decide between sleep, or studying, i always choose sleep....
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2003 9 December :: 2.11 pm
isn't a martyr someone who dies for their cause? so wouldnt "a wounded martyr" be a really ridiculous and redundant phrase?
3 feet on the ground. |
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2003 9 December :: 12.51 am
now my eyes are still itching and burning
but i know that pretty soon i won't feel anything at all.
just have to wait it out.
but where are my friends when i need them?
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2003 9 December :: 12.43 am
"smile, someone loves you."
who is that someone?
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2003 9 December :: 12.12 am
when i'm upset, all i want is for you to hold me....
i guess i cant have that anymore.
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2003 9 December :: 12.01 am
couldnt you just let me sleep
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2003 4 December :: 11.52 pm
and i still haven't found...what i'm looking for...
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2003 3 December :: 11.26 pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Everclear- Hating You for XMas
thanks for the christmas card
So I'm standing around waiting to have my picture taken for the last meeting of the Great Sex cast. I move my arm and I hear this "pop" noise...and now I cannot fully extend my elbow.... add this on top to the fact that I already suspect I might have a stress fracture in my right foot, and its time for that super fun yearly doctors appt...and I have the 6-month dentists coming up mid-month....
guess what i'm doing for break?
DOCTORS APPOINTMENTS!
big fun.
I just finished my last homework assignment for the semester...boy is that a good feeling. very different from the feeling that is reverberating thru my elbow.
i wonder sometimes if my "library" is a psychological attempt to add something to my relationship that i am not finding fulfillment in. liek maybe if certain elements of the relationship improve, that i wont worry about the deficient areas.
my arms and back hurt a lot too. i think i need a new job. but i do wonder what they would do if i had a broekn arm or foot.
its also very hard to make the bed when one arm feels liek its falling off. too bad i'm all alone.
"i dont want to hear about you new job now
i dont want to hear about your new girlfriend
i don't wanna hear about it all working out for you.
no, i dont want to hear it now.
i dont want to hear about your swinging new place
i dont want to hear how everyone thinks its great
i just want to sit in my apartment and hate you
i will be hating you for christmas."
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2003 29 November :: 2.03 pm
:: Music: Mates of State- Fluke
I saw you walking on the sidewalk
(I can't say, who do I believe?)
Your head was taller than the trees
(Chance would have it that way)
The reconstruction had just started
(I can't say, who do I believe?)
And I knew we'd view it piece by piece
(I'll follow it at the same pace)
What do you think you see?
The horses their collision courses
(I can't say, who do I believe?)
I know exactly what you mean
(Chance would have it that way)
'Cause I'm obsessed with what would happen
(I can't say, who do I believe?)
If we'd had never changed a thing
(I'll follow it at the same pace)
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2003 23 November :: 9.28 pm
1. Give me a new nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. If there were a movie about my life, who would play me?
21. Who would play you in the movie about my life?
22. Who is my hero?
23. Are you going to put this on your Woohu and see what I say about you?
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2003 21 November :: 12.32 pm
I'm stupidly happy
Everything's fine
I'm stupidly happy
My heart pumping wine
I'm stupidly happy
With idiot grin
I'm stupidly happy
You won't catch me in
All the birds of the air call your name as they land on my kitchen roof
All the fish in the sea do the same if you need extra proof
I'm stupidly happy
My vision is skewed
I'm stupidly happy
I'm coming unscrewed
And if the Devil walks up dressed in any disguise
I take him by the collars look him in the eye
I'm stupidly happy
Now you're my defense
I'm stupidly happy
It's all making sense
I'm stupidly happy
I roll like a train
I'm stupidly happy
With you in my brain
All the lights of the cars in the town form the strings of a big guitar
I'm a giant to play you a tune for wherever you are
I'm stupidly happy
Are the words to that song
I'm stupidly happy
And nothing is wrong
And should the Devil walk up with his business card out
I'll tear it to confetti with a grin and shout,
"I'm stupidly happy"
All of the time
I'm stupidly happy
Now you're mine
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2003 20 November :: 12.16 pm
i should be homeworking.
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2003 17 November :: 4.41 pm
once again i'm fading away.
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2003 12 November :: 12.31 pm
:: Music: Iron and Wine- The Night Decending
The Night Descending
Black hair, the night descending
Baby never puts her trust in
Tight black tie too quick to laughter
Ain't no telling what he's after
Found a friend without religion
Riding on a stolen engine
Far too fast to pacify you
Ain't no telling what he's up to
In time, the night may soften
Trust that I'm still hoping, darling
Wooden coin, he called my daughter
No good knowing what came after
Met a man with missing fingers
Shaking hands with shaded strangers
Far too strong to pacify you
Ain't no telling what they're up to
Late night, the cock crows shortly
Morning through the open doorway
All us servants beg the master
Ain't no knowing what he's after
In a year of fallen angels
Broken hands and boys in danger
Pray the lord may pacify you
Ain't no telling what he's up to
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2003 12 November :: 12.17 pm
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: Ted Leo and the Pharmacists- Six Months in a Leaky Boat
Shipwrecked love can be cruel, don't be fooled by her kind, there's a wind in my sails, will protect and prevail...
There's nothing cooler than listening to a beautiful song in a room packed full of people. It's the feeling of life disconnected.
Also cool: Sitting next to someone on the other side of a glass window.
(I'm doing both right now in the BC)
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2003 11 November :: 4.40 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Mates of State- Parachute
What I had between the things I never tried...was you reaching out for things that you could grab...I say its better because at least I know you tried...
AHHH....!
Only one more great sex show left.
When it's all said and done, I'll be happier than you'll ever know.
1 feet on the ground |
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2003 10 November :: 8.11 am
Please take my survey at http://www.woohu.org/survey/
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2003 5 November :: 10.26 am
so i know everyone thought it was funny to joke about getting food poisoning from oakland....i woke up this morning and found that it's not so funny....
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2003 3 November :: 9.39 pm
maybe i'm not designed to be a social creature.
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