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2005 29 June :: 11.57 pm
I'm going to the zoo tomorrow!! I can't wait!!! It's gonna be fun!! A little road trip in my new car!!!!!!!!!!! yeeaaahhhh!!! First the beach...and now the zoo.....what's next!!!? oh yeah...I think I'm driving to Cinncinnatti!! Whoa!!!!!!! ROAD TRIP!!! YEAHHHHHHHHH
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2005 29 June :: 11.17 am
Jon, seriously, STOP changing my journal, I'm getting annoyed and I"m gonna change my password if you do it again!! Don't make me do it please! Control yourself my man!
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2005 27 June :: 10.36 pm
Jon! Quit changing my journal on me!! Geesh! lol
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2005 26 June :: 1.28 pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
HEY EVERYBODY!!! I GOT MY NEW CAR, AND IT'S BEAUTIFUL!!! YOU ALL HAVE TO SEE IT!!!
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2005 23 June :: 5.48 pm
ok Liz, you keep taking these and they sound fun, so here I go again!
Part Passionate Kisser |
For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble | Part Expert Kisser |
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
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2005 22 June :: 11.04 am
ok, so, we took mom and dad to go to Florida today. TO GET MY CAR! They won't be home till Saturday or Sunday, so we have the house to ourselves for a while. It will be nice. But...I have to work every freakin day, which sucks but that's about all. I hope nothing bad happens, after being freaked out about my house burning down cuz all the alarms were going off, nothing else has to happen. I had to get up at 5:30 and drive them to Grand Rapids. It was waay to early. But anyways, now I'm at Wireless Land with my sister and were putting out new cell phone displays, and I got my dad's oil changed in his car this morning, and then I have to babysit at 1 till around 9:30. But that's all I got to talk about right now, nothing much is going on.
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2005 19 June :: 10.09 pm
awww...I hope this is all true!!
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2005 19 June :: 10.06 pm
This really cracked me up, cuz it's all...well most of it true to some aspect in my life.
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2005 19 June :: 9.55 pm
When Stacey gets home tonight, we're going to Lansing to stay in a hotel because her orientation for Michigan State is tomorrow morning and she doesn't want to have to drive there then. So, tomorrow, I get to go shopping and swimming and junk that you do at a hotel all day...and Kourt was supposed to be going too, but now she doens't wanna go. She's such a loser. I really am annoyed with her. But I don't know now if our plans are going to work, cuz Dad already is worried about us going, and now with Stacey leaving in the early morning, and going to be gone all day, I REALLY don't think he'll let me shop around Lansing all by myself, or even stay at the hotel all day, which is dumb, because I could stay in our room, or lay by the pool, and be perfectly content. Nothing would happen, he's gotta let us go sometime, and this could just be a baby step, I mean seriously, in 2 months, Stacey is going to be in Lansing everyday, without any of us, not at a hotel, in her apartment. What's he gonna do then? Make her check in every hour? I doubt that's gonna happen, so why not let her go down now and see what it's like and maybe find a few landmarks before she has to go there full time? We'll find out for sure what's going on when she gets home from work. I hope we get to go! She's really looking forward to it, and so am I.
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2005 15 June :: 12.05 pm
ugh! why am I so freakin tired!! I gotta wake up!
Why did you have to do that? I already get so much crap from everyone, and I still make my own decisions about you, but now the one person who supported me, is the person that you hurt the most. I don't know why you do things like that, but it makes me hurt so bad, it's not funny, and it's hard to even be mad at you because it would be a waste of time, because you won't see how horrible and mean that was, only that you thought it was funny. So you won't feel bad, and me being mad won't change that. I just don't know what to do, I don't want things to be over, but that was so evil, you don't do things like that to someone, that was the meanest thing I've ever heard of someone doing to someone else, and then to not feel any regret about it, and to have so many people bad mouthing you afterwards, and then you're the one who doesn't want people talking about you, and then you bring it on yourself by doing something this incredibly low. Wow, I honestly didn't think that you could sink that low. I thought that we were friends, and I hope after this we still will be, but not ANY of my FRIENDS would do that to another one of my friends, and then laugh. Do you purposfully hurt other to bnring yourself up? Are you that unhappy? I thought that I could understand, but it's looking like my perspective of you was a lot different than it should have been. I'm beginnging to think that I should have listened to everyone aroiund me, telling me to stay away, I still don't want that, but if it comes down to it, I don't want to be friends with someone who doesn't care about other people the way that you do. And distancing yourself from everyone, that's just not something that people do. You get so worried about messing up again, and about how people never stay in your life, but you cause them to leave by doing things like this that we just can't imagine someone doing to someone else. We can't possible understand, because we see how wrong it was, and you don't see that. And then you sit and laugh with your "friends" about it. Dani has never done ANYTHING to you. Even when you are SOOOOO mean to her, she still is nice to you, because that's the kind of person she is, she's been giving you second chances forever! And what do you do about it? You throw it all in her face in the worst possible way that you could've. I know that she annoys you! And I don't care! There are a LOT of people that drive me crazy, and I still tolerate them, because I know how bad it hurts to have someone treat you like you're annoying, and not worth their time. It's not fun, I would never do that to someone! What is wrong with you that makes you think that it's ok! IT'S NOT!! After you have been so mean to so many people, and it almost seems like you wanna change for the better, and then you do something like this!! UGH GUHG UGHGUHGUhs'lkdgh'sg~~~~ I can't eve put into words how disappointed I am, and how my best friend came to my house bawling, and with her heart broken, ALL because of you. It's ALL your fault, and IO know you hear that a lot, and most of the time it's exagerated but this time I'm not exagerating, it IS ALL YOUR FAULT! Just becasue someone annoys you, does not give you a reason to go out of your way and be mean to them, on purpose. I know a lot of people who hate the people that they have to be with everyday, and they can't stnad them, not at all, not even a little bit! BUT THEY DO!! The person isn't going anywhere, and they are the ones with the problem! The other person isn't doing anything to them, they arn't annoying them on purpose, they are just being themselves, you just have a problem with them being that! It's in your head that your annoyed! You just need to deal with it in a more mature way, this is not and NEVER will be the right way to go about what you did! ugh! I have to go, this isn't worth my time anymore. If you don't get that I'm mad, then you're completely retarted. Don't talk to me, unless I talk to you, and you should be so ashamed of yourself, you should be scared to talk to me, and if you try for even one second to turn this around on me, and make this about yourself and how people act this way to you, ugggggggg..you won't even wanna find out!
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2005 12 June :: 11.50 pm
:: Mood: excited
ok everybody!!!
If you know Julia, the girl from Germany....you can come to my house on Thursady night for a SURPRISE going away party! We're having a bon-fire for her, and we want all of her new friends to come, we know she wasn't here long, but she met a lot of people!! So if you know her and wanna see her one last time before she goes home, now is you chance! I want to see everyone there! It's at my house, and it kinda starts around 6. We're gonna have food, and volleyball and a bunch of other stuff too! SO PLEASE COME IF YOU KNOW HER, OR KNOW OF HER! lol call me or write me on here if you need anymore details.....696-3535! I wanna see you all at my house Thursday night!! you can come later too!!! it's a bon-fire goofies! We gotta wait till it's dark anyways!! lol we're gonna have fun before dark with games and stuff tho, so you don't wanna miss out on all the fun!!! SEE YA THURSDAY!
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2005 12 June :: 12.14 am
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: 23~Jimmy Eat World
so today, I went to 12 open houses. it was quite the day I must say so, we were all over the place, and we ended up at Luke's house for a bon-fire, but ended up playing euchre the whole night. It was wonderful. But anyways, I have to work tomorrow from 11 till 4. and it's SO hot! oh well, ya do what ya gotta do I guess, and it's money, so whatever.
I say whatever about everything these days, do I really not care about anything that much!!!! geesh! That seems sad. I guess I just don't know what to care about though. Nothing seems important enough at the moment.
Well, I've decided that it just must not be meant to be. I thought that it was, but I guess I was wrong. It isn't going to happen, especially when it always goes around me before it comes to me, and most of the time, it will NEVER come to me, so I don't know why I even try. I guess college is a whole new ball game...as they say.....so we'll see what that brings. and nobody will be coming home with me until it's a sure thing, and for that I am certain.
I guess I should go to bed, since I do have to work tomorrow, but I'm just not tired most of the time, but I'm so bummed right now, I don't think anything that I could do would bring me any amusement. Unless....no no no!!!bad!!!
ok....night.
call me ok, or come and see me at work.
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2005 10 June :: 10.19 am
this is so gay, why, everytime I wake up....the first thing that I think about is you? and why is the second thing I think about is what you would do if I kissed you? Would you kiss me back or be like what the heck get away from me, don't ever do that again? I guess I'll never know. ugh ugh ugh!
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2005 8 June :: 11.35 am
I'm cutting my hair today. I'm a little bit scared out of my mind about it but whatever, it'll grow I guess.....eeeeekkkk! I'm getting highlights too...not just blond but dark brown and carmelish color too......that's why I'm scared I think....it's so drastic!! ahhhhh...here I go to get ready....my appointment is at 12:30!
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2005 6 June :: 2.41 pm
My open house was WONDERFUL. So many people came, people I didn't even know that I knew. It was fun. but it was all worth all the work, and I made a TON of money, I know that that isn't what it's all about, but it made it a LOT better. anyways, Kourt and I are tanning on the deck, and she's yelling at me to turn the sprinkler on....ahaha, we're so young at heart!!! sprinkler + trampoline = SO MUCH FUN!! gotta go!
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2005 3 June :: 7.06 pm
:: Mood: good
well...I know that in the end, we're gonna turn up together. I don't have time for anything anymore. Last night, when I was driving and I started crying because I "imagined" aka...wanted in like a fairy tale moment for you to drive by me, and pull me over and just want to hug me and be with me...right on the side of the raod, I didn't care. But of course that didn't happen, and never will. It would be too wonderful.
I need to manage my time better, so I have time for everyone in my life. My plans never work.
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2005 1 June :: 6.24 am
:: Mood: sleepy
Orientation today.......bleh...I don't wanna go.
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2005 31 May :: 5.01 pm
oh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my gosh!!! This cannot possibly be happening!!!! THIS CAN NOT HAPPEN!! I can't feel this way about him. I can't in a million years, this is the worst thing that I could do to you. I know it is. You're going to kill me, I'm going to kill me! This is horrible! If I would have known that us hanging out would have led to this...I don't know...I would have still hung out with you...but I wouldn't have ever done what I did. In the past or like a few weeks ago. I can't believe this! We can't hang out alone, that's for damn sure! I don't know. I can't tell anyone.
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2005 28 May :: 1.04 pm
:: Mood: discontent
I know I've told you that I don't want to do that many times, but I am allowed to change my mind. I honestly don't believe that you would do anything to hurt me. I just wish that I could tell you that I don't feel the same way about anything anymore. I've changed my mind and now I think it's too late.
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