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2004 21 August :: 4.16 pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Whiskey Lullaby~Brad Paisley
*sigh
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2004 21 August :: 1.36 pm
OK, I really don't know why I put myself through what I do. I know it's just going to make me mad, why do I even bother? Oh I know why...because I'm a fricken hopeless romantic at heart and these stupid things just capture my attention. what the heck am I talking about? CHICK FLICKS!!! I really have a problem with them. Me and Jessie decided that we hate them, we can't stnad them, it's all a bunch of crap! And afterwards, we went and got ice cream. It made us feel better, and we raged about how boys arn't really that romantic and things like that would never happen to normal girls, only in fairy tales. I had just better put any romantic notions that I might have had out of my head, because it will never happen. I'm a loser and the sweet things that happen to girls in the movies would never happen to me. UGHUGHGUHGUGHGUHGUGHUGdnsdh;adn;asdj;af~~!@@#%%6
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2004 19 August :: 1.34 pm
I love my friends soo much!!
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2004 18 August :: 6.11 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Yellowcard~Ocean Avenue
ok, so we are getting to the point where I can talk to her about him and not get all pissy. I decided last night that it was my problem that I didn't want to hear about it. I mean, I should be happy for her, it's just so hard to be, when she got what I wanted, but oh well, I guess that's how life goes. I'll get used to it.
But we went shoppin today, and we got her a business suit and picked out dresses for stuff. We actually had a really good time. And even tho we got on a few of the wrong highways, it was really fun, and we found our way back really good. I'm glad we never brought up the subject all day tho, not until she left and went to her g-mas and we talked on-line. It's better that way, cuz I can't say what I really think in person for some reason, I guess I'm too afraid of the person's reactions.,UGHGHHH!! enough!!
OK, ERIKA!!! I got my Walsworth Designer Series Layout books in the mail today.I have the double page and the single. I got so excited, I started picking out pages I liked already for layouts!! I knw, I'm a dork, but I serioulsy can't wait to get into our new lab and start getting everything ready and designing everything. I want to have it all done before school starts!!
oh yeah well....I'm stressed!! But I think if I have something productive to do, I will fell better, I think I just have to much important stuff to do coming up. As soon as I get passed some of it, things will get better.
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2004 17 August :: 10.07 pm
I am sooooo stressed out. Everything is creeping up on me and I don't have time to do anything, or the money!! I'm gonna freak out soon. I need to start taking control of something, and become more independent.
I need a job soo bad. If anyone has any suggestios of where I can get one, let me knoe ASAP!!
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2004 16 August :: 10.32 am
Makin mucha mulah!! Yea! cuz I am completely broke after Cincinnati!
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2004 15 August :: 11.00 pm
I'm home but nothing has changed. I should have known that going away would change nothing here. And more rumors are getting spread about me and everything that I say, so I might as well not talk to anyone cuz somehow or another someone somewhere will get mad at me for it.
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2004 14 August :: 1.15 pm
I am not mad at anyone!!!!!!! ugh!!!!! Why do people keep asking me that?!!?!?!?!
*screams
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2004 14 August :: 12.33 am
We went and saw The Princess Diaries 2 tonight, and I have offically come to the conclusion that I HATE CHICK FLICKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They make me feel terrible and totally unworthy of anything.
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2004 12 August :: 7.59 pm
I love DeWitt's house!! I have been here for an hour and i just got done exploring the first three floors. Now I'm in the basement and I was looking around and I found a Garage with a really old but extremely nice Volvo in it, in the basement, can you believe that!! Then I opened this other door and it was really hot so I was gonna leave but then another door caught my attention, and I could not have left without opening it so I did and it was this totally awesome wine cellar! I have never seen a house like this and I get to stay here for a bunch of hours, till like 11 or something. But anyway, I'm going to continue exploring this house. I'm so lucky!!
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2004 12 August :: 6.08 pm
I bought a new purse today! It's too cute! But anyway, one more day of shopping and I think all of my money will be spent!! Whaaaa! Oh well, I'm gettin some very cute stuff outta the deal! And my mom will be giving me the money back, because they're senior pic clothes, excaept for the purse, so I don't have to buy them!! Yeah!!! Ok, well we're leaving again so I have to go. TTYL
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2004 11 August :: 3.22 pm
Went shopping again today! Ahh, I love it. But I am spending so much money, I'm afraid I'm going to run out. We still haven't gotten to the GAP Outlet yet, that is the coolest place ever, and you get the best deals ever!! HAhaH, ok well..my drama from the night before is passed, I was just in one of my moods, but anyway, were going to a concert now so I have to go. Clay Aiken baby!! It's at this fair so hopefully it will be fun!! I'll let you know what's going on later! bye!!
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2004 10 August :: 10.49 pm
Even tho I know I have to let these things happen naturally I don't want to wait, and I want what I want NOW! I don't want to wait. I just want this now!!
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2004 9 August :: 11.52 pm
How can one thing can make you so incredibly happy and insanly jealous at the exact same time? I love Chick Flicks!
But for real, why can't anything that happens in the movies happen to me. Why can't I have a guy next door that is so perfect for me? Why can't I dance under the stars and then kiss the guy next door before he goes home, then fall asleep knowing that everything is perfect, and forevermore will be? I don't get it!!! Why can't I have that?!?! What the heck is wrong with me? cuz it obvioulsy is me, I mean, everyone else seems to get what they want. And they all seem happy. Why can't I be happy? I want that so bad. Maybe that is my problem. I want it too bad. I want a high school boyfriend. I want someone to go to all of the dances with, I want someone who will take me out and we won't have to talk to have a good time, we just will because we are together. Ugh!! Actually I hate Chick Flicks!! They make me realize how incredibly horrible everything in my life really is. At least I've been kissed. Too bad t wasn't how I imagined, with the sparks and everything. So it wasn't the perfect guy, I think my sister already found him, and brought him home and is dating him. He fits into our family, I really don't think that there is anyone in my grade or school who will be as close to perfect as he is for our family. I mean...come on...my dad's great grandma baby-sat his dad when he was little. And we didn't even know this until we were looking at baby pictures, and Stacey was like "hey, that's my grandma Jessie," I mean it is like they were totally meant to be. I want that!! I am so jealous, nothing like that will ever happen to me. I'm too imperfect for anything even remotely relating to a fairy-tale to ever happen to me. But I'm gonna go because suddenly I'm very depressed over how pitiful my life actually is. Ugh!
I wanna cry!
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2004 9 August :: 1.58 pm
I really don't like these dogs. They are so huge and gross, and I'm not a fan of indoor pets in the first place, and there are four of them and they are bigger than my baby horse. Ugh!! I just want them to not touch me and stay away!!
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2004 9 August :: 11.28 am
So I'm at Kerr's house, with four guys two baby girls and my two cousins, and Kourtney. The oldest son graduated last year, so that's pretty cool. They are all kinda cute, except the little one's. They're adorable!! Hhhaaa. Ok, well, I'm gonna go take a shower. They have four Irish Wolfhounds here, and they are huge!!!! But I have to go!
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2004 8 August :: 11.41 pm
OKay, for any of you that care, I would just like to say that we got here all safe and sound!! HAHAHHA! and I'm so excited to be gone, away from everything. And yet I find myself already coming back to everything by being on the stupid computer!!!!I need to stop, but I can't help this freakin addiction!!! It's terrible, I can't do anything without it. Ugh! I'm dumb, of course I could do whatever I wanted, it would just take a little getting used to is all. But I would deffiently live. HAHAH, whatever. and I just might end up calling you sometime this week yet. I don't know if I'll be able to go without one of our chats. And I really do wish that I could go to Woodword with you, but my parents would never let me in a million years. Even when we ARE just friends!! I don't think they trust me very much, even tho I don't know what I did wrong, well...there was that whole Sam and Josh thing, but it wasn't any of their business anyway. Ugh!! it still makes me mad. But I gotta go! Night!!!
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2004 8 August :: 2.29 pm
Today has been a lot better than yesterday. Whew! Thanks Dan. But I have to finish getting ready for Cinci!! I can't wait, I have to get away from here.
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2004 7 August :: 10.47 pm
ugh!
please don't ask
canoeing was fun! afterwards on the otherhand, could have possibly made the whole day not worth it at all. I never want to see that again, it was the scariest thing I had ever had to witness. Not many things make me cry when I'm scared, you should consider yourself lucky for achieving just that.
Anyway, Cincinatti tomorrow! Can't wait!
I HAVE TO GET OUT OF HERE! I CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE! UGH UGHGNGUHGUGUGHGUGHGUGHGUUGHGUHGGUHGUGHGUGHGUGHUHGUHGUGHGUGUGHGUGHfijgh;adfjklg[dfomkljgw[ ,gk,dsx'A.`1
Somebody shoot me PLEASE!
Tomorrow I really need to talk to you so hopefully I can be all packed before you get here. I just need a hug.
I really hope I don't dream about what happened today at Scott's. I want to forget. My family can't really be like that. I HATE THESE FRICKEN REALITY GAY-ASS THINGS! I would so much rather live in my world, where I pretend that things like that don't happen, and they won't affect me. That nobody in my family is that dumb. I Wish it was like that, I just got hit by a huge dose of reality today, I want to be treated like an adult, but I would much rather be treated like a kid than see anything like that again. I don't want to have to deal with shit like that. Don't ever put me in that position again, where I have to beg my mom to bring me home. UGH!!!!!! what were you thinking? What could possibly be so bad in your life that would make you do that? UGH!!! it's too hard to accept.
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2004 6 August :: 11.19 pm
:: Music: Jojo~Leave, Get Out
That thing...that moment when you kiss someone and everything around you grows hazy and all that’s left is you...and this person. And you wanna laugh and you wanna cry because you’re so happy that you’ve found it and so scared that it will go away all at the same time....it really was like that. Who knew?
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