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:: 2004 2 July :: 10.22 pm

I guess my night wasn't as awesome as I had hoped. It was still fun tho. I found out a lot of stuff about my friends....mostly bad I think. Anyway, at the archery shoot, my cousin Shane took second place, and Troy took fourth! They were awesome, but I always think that! I saw almost all of my cousins there, not seriously, but a lot of them anyway! I also saw tons of people that I knew. Too many to name them all! But Erika, I love you! It was good to see you. I still can't wait till next year! I really like my hair, it's all soft and bouncy and stuff, which REALLY IS IMPORTANT! I think it makes my high lights look better, but I'm biased, considering it's me. Anyway, as you can see, I guess my night was really boring and this is THE MOST boring update I think I've ever had, so I'm gonna stop now.

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:: 2004 2 July :: 6.55 pm

I got my hair cut today. I think it looks cute. But anyways, Dan called and asked if I would meet him at Sand Lake, I said I would so that's what I'm doing. I think I'm gonna have a good night, especially after last night

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:: 2004 1 July :: 5.11 pm

I was really going to drop by tonight, but now I'm not sure, I'll prolly be home till about 8, then I'm leaving! Do what you want, I have no control over you, have fun at the bon fire. I love you! :)

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:: 2004 1 July :: 4.33 pm

I have too much stuff to do tonight! I don't know how I will do it all. It should be fun!! Yea, I don't know what to say.

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:: 2004 1 July :: 8.01 am

MMmmk, I gotta baby-sit from 8:30 this moring until around 4:30 tonight. But any way, it's gonna be kinda boring this morning, till I can take the girls somewhere to do something...we'll figure something out. Anyway, I gotta finish gettting ready.

Oh, don't call till 4:30 or after. Then I'll be home.

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:: 2004 30 June :: 6.20 pm

I went swimming today and had fun, but earlier we laid out in the sun on the deck, which was boring and hot but I did finish my book. So I guess I accomplished something. Anyway, I might go to the movies tonight, if I can scrounge up enough money....DADDY?
well, that's all I guess...

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:: 2004 29 June :: 11.04 pm

Why does he have to make me cry and be such a jerk?

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:: 2004 29 June :: 10.57 pm
:: Music: Good Charlotte~Waldorf Worldwide

oh my gosh! I just found out the worst thing about one of my best friends, I never thought anyone would actually have to handle this, like it couldn't touch one of my friends or something, I guess it can. I'm so upset for her, she shouldn't have to deal with this. I cried for her, I didn't know I cared so much. I'm glad I do tho, I'll be here for her. I'm prayin for the best. I won't know what to do if anything happens.

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:: 2004 29 June :: 6.31 pm

I had soo much fun today!
I really don't know what else to say tho. haha

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:: 2004 29 June :: 11.47 am

I'm going to the beach today!!!!! Yay!!

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:: 2004 28 June :: 8.36 pm

My cousin is getting me to list all of the guys that I like. It's really hard!!! It's hard to even consider anyone else. I am a loser! There's really no denying it now, I admit it. I'm not meant to be. Gosh, I hate being in this slump! Why don't we just make out and get it over with so you can move on?

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:: 2004 28 June :: 8.04 pm

I get so bored that I have to get online like 50 times a day, because I have nothing better to do. Then I talk to people, over and over again, and they prolly think I'm the biggest LOSER!
Anyways....

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:: 2004 28 June :: 10.34 am

I wish that none of this had ever happened. I now know what's up, but I still can't have people mad at me or be mad at people. It takes to much effort. So, I'm not mad at anyone, especially you. Hopefully you'll get this and realize the same but if not, oh well, I'm done and I hope you are too. TTYL

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:: 2004 27 June :: 4.49 pm
:: Music: 50 Cent~Many Men

I'm not tellin you shit anymore. So don't even start to ask. I don't care about what you have to say either. I promised I wouldn't get mad about guy stuff but this isn't and I don't care what you have to say about anything, yearbook will kinda suck. I think that if you were really my friend, you wouldn't just talk to me for gossip to tell all of your other friends. I'm not tellin you stuff anymore, and don't ask me for guy advice either, figure it out for yourself!

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:: 2004 27 June :: 3.05 pm

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whew! That felt better.

My dad and I just got done rearranging all of our hay wagons and my uncle's tractor and Minnie Mo, and the John Deere, then we took Jumpin' John to my Grandpa's house and put him in the barn. Then we talked to my Aunt Lisa which was fun! But my cousin's weren't there, which was sad, but maybe next time. Now were gonna paint the ceiling in the kitchen, it will be soooo much fun....j/k!

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:: 2004 26 June :: 11.51 pm

Oh my gosh, it seems like forever since I talked to you. It's only been like 3 days tho, it drives me crazy to get online and not have you online too. Oh gosh, I serioulsy am obsessesd. You prolly think I'm a frickin psycho. Oh well, I don't care.
So, I painted our kitchen and dining room today and my dad was supposed to paint the ceiling(I don't think I spelled that right)but he never did, so I painted for like 3 hours all by myself, but it looks sooo cool. It's all dark green and foresty cabinish. Then were gonna put in our wood floors, I can't wait, it's gonna look so awesome! It's sad that I get so excited over home improvements. Somebody call me and take me away from these paint fumes, I think they're messin with my head, seriously. I have a headache. Maybe I should take my hair out of my ponytail. Anyway, no relief any time soon, because tomorrow were painting the ceiling and then putting up a border, it's really cute, our house is gonna be under construction again, which I hate but it will be worth it.
I really hate when you say things that make me look like the bad person. She's my sister, do you honestly think that she won't tell me? I asked you if what I said made you mad and you said no, so now why all of the sudden do you tell her that it bothered you? You asked me for my opoinion, so when I gave it to you, you get all pissed? And we have been doing this for years so I know that you will eventually get over it but I hate it when you get mad and then you won't tell me. You really have changed, I can even tell since you got your license, you seem to think that your parents can't tell you what to do anymore, well they can, and I don't care if your sister comes over, because she is my cousin and I love her, but when I invite you both over and then you ditch us all, I tend to get a little pissed, it's not my fault that I was, this is like the third time in two weeks. Just because you can drive now, doesn't mean you can back out of plans and change everyone else's just whenever the heck you feel like it. And Kourtney only told me that you were pissed because I talked about you or whatever, but she didn't say anything else, so don't be mad at her, you gave yourself away when I tried to talk to you and you made a nasty discusted sound, and then acted so incredibly rude, The world does not revolve around you and the sooner you get that through your head the better everything will run for you, even your job. Things arn't always easy, you just need to learn to cope. Oh, and a little advice, if you are having a bad day, don't take it out on your customers because it makes you seem really mean, and it will get you fired, especially if anyone says anything about it. You can't expect so much from everyone else, and you can't keep using the excuse that you are sensative, because in the future, no one will care, and will expect you to do your job anyway and get over it. You asked for my advice and how I thought that you had changed so now I'm giving it to you, and I know that you will be pissed, but oh well. Before, I was trying to be nice but now I really don't care about that. You have to be nice to people regardless of how you are feeling. Your gonna get a bad reputation if you don't stop. I'm sure not all of this makes sense because I'm typing everything that comes into my head but I'm sure your getting my point. Sorry about being the bitch that you prolly think I am for telling you this.

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:: 2004 25 June :: 10.29 pm

Did I miss something?




I think so. This is very strange but I'm not quite sure what "this" might be yet.

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:: 2004 25 June :: 7.07 pm

I need to talk to YOU!

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:: 2004 25 June :: 6.26 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Celine Dion

I'M BACK!
I had so much fun in the past two days, You really have no idea!
Thursday morning, we(Chad, Anthony, Me, Erika, and Mr. Stark)all drove to Ypsilanti, MI, which was really fun, we were all really tired but they guys were soo funny! So, we get there around 9 am, and go to a meeting for yearbook people, and they have speakers there who were really funny too, but made you do embarassing stuff to get to know one another....anyway, then we went to our sessions, 3 hours of them, and we got the cover for our yearbook designed!!! It's gonna be awesome!!! But then we had dinner and stuff and went to the BOB GUINEY concert!!!!!!! YES!!! BACHELOR BOB!!!!!!!!!!Erika and I were so excited!!And you know how he is engaged to Rebecca Budding on "All My Children"? Well, she was there too!!So we ofcourse got their autographs and our pictures taken with them!!I'll put one up soon so you all can see it! Then after the concert, Erika and I went swimming while the guys went on a randavous with a bunch of other girls.(There were about 10 guys there compared to about 150 girls, so they were happy) Anyway, it was really fun swimming and stuff, and Erika and I were still in shock about hugging and talking to BACHELOR BOB!!!! So then we were bored, so we went and rode the elevators and stalked outside of Rebecca and Bob's door, because we knew where it was...then we went in search of mini-muffin's but we couldn't find any.But then we went back to our rooms and then we went and got ice to eat, and then we went to our rooms again, and our roommates and us decided to make our schools pay for a movie that we wanted to rent off of the t.v., so we got "Starsky and Hutch" but we all fell alsleep in the middle of it and the t.v. stayed on all night. But that didn't matter. Then in the morning, we had breakfast, with MINI-MUFFINS!!!!!! and then we went to more sessions, which were boring so Erika and I skipped one and went to the gift shop and bought the Guiney's cards, because they put on the workshop, and when we gave Nora(bachelor Bob's mom) her card she told us that she loved us!!!! We gave Bob and Rebecca a card too!!! When we went by their rooms the next morning there was a huge empty box of beer and about 50 wine glasses sitting outside the door, it was cool. Then before we were gonna leave...Nora called a few teacher's up front and made them do the chicken dance and the YMCA. Mr.Stark and the chicken...hmmmmm.....no. It was kinda funny. But then they decided to give out awards and they told Cedar Springs to stand up, and they gave us the award of having the best "eye candy" in the whole workshop, Erika and I agreed. Everygirl wanted to know Chad and Anthony...some got a little CLOSE, right Chad? Anyway, the ride home was fun too, except when Mr.Stark almost took out the back of the car in front of us on the highway.....*screams*
Anyway, I'm good friends with Erika now and we plan to hang out soon! It was a good Thursday and Friday, and it felt like the weekend but then I realized that it was only Friday and I still had the whole weekend to do stuff!!! Score!!!


Since I do have my whole weekend, somebody call me and we'll do something...I'm in the mood for anything.

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:: 2004 23 June :: 11.31 am

Some things get fixed, and some never do. I just hope that the one's that don't, don't come back later and bite you in your assssss.
Both of you!

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