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2005 27 October :: 10.34pm
Aww tonight was fun. I got to meet Lisa's boyfriend. He's pretty hilarious and he wanted to go into my barn and let me add that it was dark out and we were all scared, okay so Lisa and I were, he wasn't. So we went out there and then he wanted to go into the basement part of the barn and I started freaking out. I've been down there like twice my whole life and it's been during the day with my family not just two other people. I was scared lol!!
Then last night I had fun even though the play did suck and Brittani Matthews and I shouldn't ever sit by each other at a restuarnt or at a play because we are too damn loud and then the fog stuff about killed us and then we couldn't stop laughing at how they kept breaking character. It was pretty fun though and then on the way there the truck in front of us kept putting his brakes on and we didn't know that his left brake light was out so we thought he was putting on his right blinker every five seconds and Britt and Dani were swearing. It was hilarious and then Brittani was screaming at Justin L. to stop the car because she had to pee and he wouldn't because we were literally like 2 miles away from the community center and so she opened her door and was like "IM GONNA JUMP" and then we got there and H was like "why was the door open the whole way there" lol it was funny and I still can't learn this little Blood thing that Mishy tired teaching me. Oh well but I will post pictures from it sometime this weekend I gotta go.
LOVE ALWAYS, ASHLEY
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2005 25 October :: 10.19pm
No more marching band. It can't be true! O the happiness.
Use another fucking pan. I can't fucking wash it out, remember, I'm the one who doesn't know how to do anything. I'm the one who has to be told to do something all the time because obviously I'm too helpless to think for myself. That's it.
Wash out your fucking coffee cups then. I might want to use them to make hot cocoa. HA fucking ha.
They have disappeared and it is so.
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2005 25 October :: 6.39pm
:: Music: Ani Difranco - Untouchable
Part of the song Untouchable by Ani
so fuck you
and your untouchable face
and fuck you
for existing in the first place
and who am i
that i should be vying for your touch
and who am i
i bet you can't even tell me that much
two-thirty in the morning
and my gas tank will be empty soon
neon sign on the horizon
rubbing elbows with the moon
a safe haven of sleepless
where the deep fryer's always on
radio is counting down
the top 20 country songs
and out on the porch the fly strip is
waving like a flag in the wind
y'know, i don't look forward
to seeing you again soon
you'll look like a photograph of yourself
taken from far far away
and i won't know what to do
and i won't know what to say
except fuck you
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2005 25 October :: 5.30pm
:: Mood: amused
Your Childish Games and Stupidity Amuse Me!
If I had to describe my life right now through music, I'd use these songs. Enjoy!
On the whole Katelyn front:
"Hey, how long till the music drowns you out?
Don't put words up in my mouth,
I didn't steal your boyfriend,
Hey, how long till you face what's going on?
Cause you really got it wrong,
I didn't steal your boyfriend,
Hey, how long till you look at your own life,
Instead of looking into mine,
I didn't steal your boyfriend,
Hey, how long till you're leaving me alone,
Don't you got somewhere to go?
I didn't steal your boyfriend"
On the Rumors front:
"You think you know me
Word on the street is that you do
You want my history
What others tell you won't be true
I walked a thousand miles while everyone was asleep
Nobody's really seen my million subtleties
Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me
I hear you talking
Well, it's my turn now
I'm talking back
Look in my eyes
So you can see just where I'm at
I walked a thousand miles to find one river of peace
I walked a million more to find out what this shit means
I'm a bad ass girl in this messed up world
I'm the sexy girl in this crazy world
I'm a simple girl in a complex world
Nasty girl, you wanna get with me?
You wanna mess with me?"
Mine and Kevins sex life (hehe, had to put this in here!)
"You can dress me up in diamonds :)
You can dress me up in dirt
You can throw me like a line-man
I like it better when it hurts
Oh, I have waited here for you
I have waited
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
Where I'll meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
You can meet me on an aero-plane
Or in the back of the bus
You can throw me like a boomerang
I'll come back and beat you up
Oh, I have waited here for you
Dont, keep me waiting
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
Where I'll meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
Where I'll meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
I feel safe with you
I can be myself tonight
It's alright, with you
Cuz you hold, my secrets tight
You do, You do
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2005 25 October :: 12.02pm
Ohhh..if I only could say what I really wanted to say....
That would be the day.
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2005 25 October :: 8.21am
i love kanye west. one of the very few rappers. not to mention the song gold diggers has so much god damn bass in it.
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2005 24 October :: 6.23pm
So I just deleted that whole entry about me being upset because I realized it wasn't something I wanted everyone reading.
For about a year now I've kept everything inside of me and I've never told anyone anything too personal just because I've been waiting for the right person to understand how I feel and today I finally found someone who understands me and it's like we can finish each other's sentances. I'm just tired of keeping things bottled up inside of me. I've done that for a year now and today is when it's going to stop. So it looks like my secrets are out.
If I hurt you I'm sorry. Don't think this was easy.
I love you.
I don't anyone to be sad or mad because I've never told them these things it's just I will when I'm ready to tell everyone else
Thank you so much Mishy.
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2005 24 October :: 4.11pm
:: Mood: Scared
:: Music: Avril Lavigne-Why
Yesterday is already over, today sucks, and tomorrow is bound to be just as fucked up.
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2005 22 October :: 7.21pm
I JUST THINK YOUR A FUCKING BITCH AND I HATE YOU!!
Nothing personal.
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2005 21 October :: 1.53pm
i love when nobodys home and i can just relax and take a shower and not worry about whats going on outside my house.
im going to the game and dance tonight with the girls.. then afterwards i think we're gonna watch both ring movies cuz brandis never seen them. im preparing myself for the nightmares.... in case you dont know.. i DONT watch scary movies. these are single 2 scary movies i think i've ever seen. and YES they're scary! lol... maybe other people didnt think so, but to me there are dead people and mirrors... *shivers...
tomorrow is my keegan day. he has to work a double at logans today... mmmm, but its ok. i kind of wish he was comming to the game with me since its the last one... but he's got a car payment due next week, so i understand.. he's so cool. i love that. :)
well.. i guess i dont have much of anything to say. see ya'll at the game i spose.
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2005 21 October :: 12.23pm
:: Music: BOB DYLAN
Good day.
Well, I just got back from the dentist. They had to fill my "mini" cavity. Man, I love laughing gas.
I also love days off, especially like this. I've been just walking around taking pictures with my Minolta. It's such a nice camera, I can't wait to get the pictures developed. They're all just nature shots, but it's fall so the trees are perdy.
Here's a couple of shots I got developed from my Canon. My scanner sucks so they came out really grainy and I had to photoshop some what, but they look all right. Just keep in mind the actual photos are good quality.
I want a new scanner!
Read more..
I don't know why the pictures are so small.. *shrug
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2005 21 October :: 12.12pm
We used to be able to talk about everything but now it's hard to start a decent conversation with you. You can't deny things haven't changed, we've grown apart and you have to face the fact that I will no longer be there every single time you need me. The truth is what it is and that is, I do not have anymore respect for you as an individual now, you're just another face in the crowd.
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2005 21 October :: 9.25am
:: Music: Wake me up when september ends
Well, i haven't updated this thing in a while.
Hmm......lets see, whats some interesting stuff that has recently happened?
Oh yeah, we had to give my dog tazz away. It was quite sad. I guess my parents came to the conclusion that nobody is ever home to give him attention, so we gave him away. I didn't know he was even gone until 2 days after it. I didn't even know we were giving him away, so that was some bull shit. Besides for my dog, not a whole lot has really happened. We basically rebuilt most of the inside of my house. We took out the kitchen floor, dining room floor, and living room floor, and we put down this wood grained floor. So that was pretty cool. Then we got a leather couch to match our chairs. Then we got a new dining room table, its glass. It has 8 chairs to it and the table sits up like bar counter height. Then we got a bunch of new glass tables in the living room. Then we got a 20" flat screen plasma tv that we put on the wall next to the dining room table so we can watch tv when we eat lol.
So yeah, not like any of that was interesting to any of you, but it is to me cause its where I live, ya know? But anyways, i'm working today, while all of you losers are home because you don't have school. So i think tonight i'm gonna go to the football game. And by the sounds of it i think me and Jessie are hanging out after the game.
Jessie, i haven't seen you or hung out with you since saturday night at my house. So we need to make a point of definately hanging out tonight after the game. We were doing a little bit of joy riding after we left my house lol. You just pulled up to the drive thru at BK, then backed up and left lol. So yeah, we need to hang out cause we haven't in a long time and i miss you and stuff.
But anyways, i gotta go WORK now.
Kevin
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2005 20 October :: 11.46pm
So once again another long gap inbetween actual good, fulfilling, updates. Hmph.
Well, as I am sure that most of you know, Kevin and I are getting married. Although, there have been rumors surrounding this event (of course, its cedar, what am I to expect?). *sighs
Forget the fucking rumors. I'm telling you, Kevin and I are getting married because we are in love, NOT because I am pregnant, which, for the record, I'm NOT. Even though that may be hard for a cedar resident to understand, but these things do happen: people don't always get married because they're forced to because they made some stupid mistake. And if anyone wants to tell us we haven't been together long enough, or we're too young, blah blah blah; save it. It's just going to go in one ear and out the other. We really don't care. The only thing I do care about is stupid people degrading our relationship by saying that we're only together because I'm pregnant. Not cool. I've had enough bullshit with people gossiping and lieing to me, backstabbing and talking behind our backs.
Something else that I have wanted to address was back in August Brie wrote and entry and someone mentioned Katelyn. Brianna replied that Kevins relationship with Katelyn "was a joke". There have been some misconceptions about that. Brianna was only stating that compared to what Kevin feels for me and I for him, and the whole magnitude of our relationship, It was a joke to compare mine and Kevin's relationship to his past with Katelyn.
Whew. Ok, now that all the dirty jobs are done!
Life's been great. I love this new independant me. I didn't end up going to college this fall; I wanted to take a year off and figure out what exactly I want to get out of my expensive college education, and plus, it's nice to relax after 13 years (k-12) of monotony! It's also helped Kevin and I adjust and find our rythyms in life. We've started attending our grandparent's church again, and we've become partners in an e-commerce business called Quixstar.com. It's a really great opportunity that we were fortunate enough to have come across, and the whole prospect is looking great. We basically make money by shopping online. We get paid a certain ammount of money to endorse these products. The company has over 1,000 name brand partners, including Reebok, Nike, Circuit City, Barnes and Noble, just to name a few. If anyone is interested, you can call me or Kevin 835-7000 or 520-3270. It's a really great opportunity. By this time next year, we'll be making $50,000 a year, and it's only 10-15 hrs a week, so we'll be able to have other jobs. It's really worth-while. You just have to be 18 or older, or with parental permission, 17.
Well, I think I'm out for the night. Night all.
~<3 Amy
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2005 19 October :: 10.13pm
Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all
Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart
Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
Thats a gorgeous song. It reminds me of someone :(
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