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m&ms487

:: 2007 11 May :: 7.57am
:: Mood: cheerful

I use to have all the right words...
Last night, in that moment before sleep comes, I had the perfect sentence. It's lost now.

I spent the night at Rueben's. The gazebo. It was entertaining.

Why do I always wake up early when I don't want to? I'm glad I did, because as the filtered morning sun came streaming into the gazebo, I looked up and watched a hummingbird gracefully flit around a tree branch with newly blossomed leaves. The sounds of the morning were almost deafening, and I layed back down, closed my eyes, and smiled to myself.

Summer is finally here.

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tare

:: 2007 9 May :: 8.13pm

seriously, i don't get it...
Why do people feel the need to make stupid decisions and ruin their lives? I'm not saying I've done it all perfectly and made every decision the best I could... but I at least have respect for myself. I've made my fair share of mistakes in my life, believe me... but I don't let those bring me down. Just because you make one, two, or hell... ten poor decisions... that doesn't mean you should just give up.

Life is too precious to waste it. If you make a stupid decision or a stupid mistake... fix it, move on... and get back on track. Don't ruin your life over it for God's sake.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 9 May :: 2.27pm

I'm getting back in the swing of things. Working and all. Final grades are in: all A's and one A-. It was worth all the freaking out and late night studying I did.

Now, instead of analyzing Byron or Faulkner, I listen to old stinky men bitch that they got overcharged for their watermelon.

Who said life isn't fair?

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m&ms487

:: 2007 4 May :: 7.11pm

I'm home. I feel like I'm in high school again.

In other news, I'll be able to graduate college in four years instead of five.

Who's up for saving $7000? ME!

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m&ms487

:: 2007 3 May :: 12.52am
:: Mood: excited

So, this was a really exciting night for me.

I discovered Mike Gravel. I am in love with his stances on the issues. I think he might be a bit too extreme for the general population, which leads me to believe that he won't make it past the primaries, unfortunately.

Then, when I was reading the postings on Mike Gravel's site, I stumbled across Sugar City Cane. It's a company that is totally green. They produce ethanol by growing sugar cane with hydroponics on acre wide buoyant platforms in the sea near the equator. You should definitely check it out! The site takes a little while to load because of the background, but you can read the text if you highlight it with your mouse while you're waiting for it to load. This could be one of those great solutions to peak oil, while at the same time reducing global warming. Check it out and let me know what you think.

Michelle

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m&ms487

:: 2007 2 May :: 2.22pm

So, what is this saying about us?

CMU Students Find Work in Michigan

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m&ms487

:: 2007 2 May :: 2.11pm

I am done with exams. My brain hurts too much to describe. I just wrote ten pages (front and back = one page) for my two english exams that were back to back. My hand hurts. I am done.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 2 May :: 7.51am

one more day.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 29 April :: 12.48pm
:: Mood: distressed

Why is it that when everything feels like it's falling apart, we put on a smile and walk away?


The center cannot hold. Exams this week. I haven't studied yet. I will. I'll get to it. I feel like I'm in a Hemingway novel. Or Faulkner. Dewey Dell.

Will the circle be unbroken...

I'm ready to go home, but I feel like I'm sentencing myself to prison. It feels like a loss of freedom. But maybe I don't deserve freedom. Maybe I've never had it, just the illusion of it. Maybe.

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jayzulla

:: 2007 25 April :: 7.50pm

200 dollars later. Timmy has Virtue and a Superfly en route. Bitch better stop leaking, i dont want to break her down.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 24 April :: 6.37pm

Is there an impeachment in his future?

Perhaps.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 24 April :: 3.41pm

i'm sitting in the computer lab trying to finish my journal/critical analysis for my modern american literature class. it's horrible. my brain is being so stupid. i'm getting distracted easily, and i'm having problems comprehending the questions i'm suppose to use as prompts. i'm not stupid! writing these are so painful and tedious. i've gotten six done, and i only have two more to go, but they're on two novels, the sun also rises, and as i lay dying. stupid. i don't mind doing them, but i'm having so many problems concentrating! it's so frustrating!

that's all i wanted to rant about.
good afternoon.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 23 April :: 8.00pm
:: Mood: amused

I think Patrick, my fish, is addicted to eating. He just ate twelve Beta pellets in two hours. He eats three in a normal day.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 22 April :: 6.11pm
:: Mood: amused

This was a long weekend. I went to the School of Music formal last night. It was really fun, but the room was super hot from all the people dancing.

Moved the room around today because of "Residence Life Order Day."

Basically had to put the desks and beds back in the same places they were at the beginning of the year. It was really gross. The bottoms of my feet were black from all the dirt on our floors that were under the rug and the beds. I sneezed a lot too.

In other news, during the ten minute walk from the parking lot to the dorms I got a pretty good sunburn.

It is summer.

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Iron-Cipher

:: 2007 21 April :: 3.36pm

sometimes all it would take is to see the slightest difference... But as is life I suppose.

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