*gasp*
I am downright CHEERY at this precise moment. ok. My spirits were dampened. I was running after my puppy. I realized how much my boobs flop and are fucking huge still. Damn.



Earlier today, when my mom was (once again) ranting about how my friends are weird but she does not hate them. Just strong dislike. I told her she does not even know any of them. I got 'grounded' to my rooom but never went. We were arguing some more and I called her Christian beliefs stupid. As they well are. Not all Christian beliefs neccessarily, just the branch that she happens to trust. I got grounded again.


I do not see why she says I am in trouble so send me to my ROOM. I spend almost every waking(and sleeping too!) moment in this house in my room. Or on the computer. What great punishment, eh? Righto mate. Righto.

Lindsey in town tommorrow
Mixture of feelings: anger....sadness....hate...and a bunch other...none happy at least. I feel like slapping one person and shooting another. Well.......brutally stabbing. I don't like guns.

I feel like going out and intoxicating myself, messing up a bunch of stuff, and defacing public property. Then running in front of a car while fucked up and calling it homicide. Woohoo sounds fun. I must now be off. Tata.

As I have read journals, I must agree. I currently have nothing against Xmas, but it is just not the right time. It is almost impossible trying to believe that tommorrow is the last day of school for the year.


I went to the debate xmas party today and it was mad fun. Charades with Korey is hilarious. me and Stacey(weigum) were on a team and we did apple pie w/ whipped cream. I gotta whip her ;). Me and Gwen will soon go in business with her at Stacey's Street Corner. Guys dig chicks like that. Good money. WOOHOO!!! I got (coincidence?) Korey's present. It was a little Hulk bottle with juice in it and aweseome little cars. Sylvia stole one kuz I disgraced her present by saying it reminded me of Neiffer :(. NEIFFER!!! GAA!!!! HE IS SCARY!!! He chopped off his beard! Buzz cut! He reminds us of Cartman! AHHH!!!!




I have 50 pages to read. I did not even procrastinate!(very much). We only had like 2 days for 80 pages.

I wish I coulda gone to Colin's little 'afterparty' thing at Cattin's. I like Colin. He has a fun personality. And he is a stoner. Everyone holds it against him and it is funny.

Tiphani no like me no more.



I can't send emails. ;_;

Dreams DO come true!
Bailey is a bitch and her 'anger' makes me giggle lots. Pathetic.

I had a dream this morning about 6:15 and it is WEIRD....and it will "without a doubt" come true!!! (I asked, not Christie) HAAHAAAA Sorry Nick ;)

I getta go to the Xmas party tonight for speech/debate.

I have cheese popcorn.


Tommorrow I shall bring packages of sweets for presents. Woohoo.

Mehhhh?
I asked people today and everyone said I would be better at SOI than HOI. Cept Gwen. SO......
I found an SOI piece I think I will do. It is called Prozac Nation. About depression and such. Appropriate, eh?


I also found possible duo pieces. 2 in fact. One from MAD magazine and one is a fractured fairy tale.

DAMN PINK EYE!!!!
Welp I came home early again. I got out around 12:30 to go to the litttle people's concert. Got home around 2 with them. I am getting pink eye. FUCK.




I'm going to bed.

smell: YUCK. Cooking eggs.
Damn Chex mix. I made another batch and it is rather addicting. I am done now......and almond roca is yummy. I hate food.


This weekend I got stuff. Went shopping with my mom for 6 hours. 6 fucking hours. My feet hurt. BUT. I gottta pick my presents and the little peoples out. I am happy. I gotta faux fur throw and matching pillow in black. It is awesome. and a pretty barbie(add to collection) and porcelain doll(also to collection) and a Disney princess Belle. Woohooo for my inner child! I want a cotton candy machine like my little person damnit = (



then at the mall with roxanne we got new socks and I got a pin and some chapstick.

I will finish with a quiz.

Meh. Formally.
I stayed home tonight. I am regretting it now because my ten days are gone as far as my knowledge goes. But only in 2 classes. In the rest I have 9. But still.

Last night Delphian was awesome at the concert. I could not hear us, but I think we sucked. No clue. At the end on the finale thing I was supposed to sing tenor for 2 parts and I was standing next to Jon Bell. A tenor. He sings VERY VERY high! I was confused and finally just sang what he was. Kind of. Terribly. I kept twitching. And forgetting to breath. Haaaaaaahaaaaaa

I think I have a thing...I always update on Monday mornings...
I like the Darkness. They are unique and have fun music.

We do not get a spring break this year and that sucks big time.


I have said it lots and I will repeat: Tim Curry is my god. He has the perfect expressions and I have loved him in every movie I have seen him in.


We have baked so much here lately.


I just heard scarynesses!!!! o_o!!! SCARED!


Always remember kids: There's a light in the darkness of everybody's night.

WHOA.
Last night as my mom was going to take me to Schylar's, I had to wait after I got my stuff. I laid down on the couch kuz the back hurt. Next thing i knew, everybody was in bed and it was like 10. I had only been asleep like hour or so, but then I could not go to Schylar's. Damn...I feel bad....I am going to call her as soon as I can, but the mom needs the net = S. I think I am going Xmas shopping in a few hours.

Woohoo I am the odd one of the group!

Dec 3rd I will be glued to the tv on MTV for half an hour. No church this week. ^_^
Damn Good Charlotte. Damn them all to hell. Their new video makes me cry every time I see it. Damn them. First time I have payed much attention to GC in a while. Grr.

I dont know why, but I woke up EXTREMELY paranoid this morning. I hate paranoia. GO AWAY DAMN YOU!!!!! Whenever I am under blankets I am hot. Whenever I am not I am cold. It sucks.

Lyke Oh My. God. Lyke totally freak my out I said right on!
Don't ya just love 6:38 on Mondays mornings? I know I do.


I am getting back into my big AFI complete obsession mode again. Now Rocky Horror is becoming slightly obsessed over as well.


I update too much. I blame Roxanne.


FUCK I need to go get ready for school.

Rocky Horror.
It has greatness in and of itself. Best. Thing. Ever. I <3 Fank, Columbia, and Magenta. Especially Frank. We rented it last night and watched it twice. I seriously need to go buy it finally. Roxanne bought me a pin kuz I gave one of mine to her and it is Frank'N'Furter sitting in the lips. HOT. I now have a happy pin AND a happy poster. I am very happy. JOY!!!! ^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^

I just learned what apathetic meant!
I am at Roxanne's. She finished her shopping and I got a neato poster!!! I am literally ecstatic! AFI will now be on 2 of my walls..... I love that poster. I staying night at here and hopefully Shell can as well. Bye bye all y'all.







SHARK BAIT HOO HAAHAAA!!!!!!!

COME.
Ok. You all shall come to my party thing tommorrow night at 6-11. My mom approved it. That means you all come. Bring drinks, food, and/or movies if possible. Tommorrow is also the Festival of Lights. Dunno anything about that. Comment or call if you can OR can't come if possible!



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I am at Schylar's house. Joy.

You would represent love you value friends above
all. You try and help them to the best of your
ability. However those that hurt you and your
friends will feel your wrath.


If you were a goddess what would you represent?
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You are Brid. You are creative and enjoy children.
You're also a protector to many and you like
others to be aware of your power. You also
enjoy music and fire.


What Celtic Goddess are You?
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And This chip off the old bong is Harley.
I hate my mom and how she hates Roxanne. She hates how she is wierd.She is stupid.
I hate my mom's beliefs. Set free told her that dreamcatchers attract bad dreams and she believed them. My little half sister can not have one in her room now.

I do not know why I updated. I ate a lot of food yesterday and today. My brother flew out today. I have strike tommorrow.

I am happiest when I am busy and distracted. That distraction is gone now that the play is over. It started to not work either. Now it is gone. I am awaiting the results with bated breath.