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2004 8 May :: 5.54pm
New Peektures


I can't get anything but headshots on my camera. Dammit.
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2004 8 May :: 4.49pm
I got back from Emily's a little while ago. <3
It was pretty fun, we went and seen Godsend as planned, and then we spent the rest of the night watching music videos. Her parents had a garage sale today and we helped out, haha.
Well my mom is taking me out for dinner tonight for my birthday dinner, as she does every year. See you all later.
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2004 7 May :: 12.52pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Sex and Candy - Marcys Playground <333
Spiffay
I'm off to Emily's for the night. I think we're going to see Godsend or something or another. I got a snazzy new headband that rocks the world, y0. I tried to take a picture of it, but the lighting in my house right now sucks a mother, so I shall have to do it some other time. Well I'm off to finish getting ready. Ta.
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2004 7 May :: 7.30am
Davey Got Back
(Someone posted this on the AFI Message Boards, and I thought it was too hilarious to overlook! I'm almost sorry I didn't write it. *NOTE* This is sung to the tune of Baby Got Back by Sir-Mix-A-Lot if you've been living under a rock all these years.)
I like his butt and I can not lie
You Fall Children can't deny
That when he walks on stage in those vinyl pants
And he does his little dance
You nosebleed
Wanna get front row
And meet you after the show
Just look at those pants he’s wearing
I'm hooked and I can't stop staring
Oh Davey, I wanna get wit'cha
And take your picture
My parents tried to warn me
But those midnight eyes make
Ooh, that lip ring
You say you wanna wrap me in cold?
Well, use me, use me
'Cause I ain't no average groupie
I've seen him dancin'
He’s good at romancin'
His bum is fit,
And I can’t get enough of it
I'm tired of magazines
Sayin' boy bands are the thing
Take the average Fall Child and tell them that
You’ll be roasting on a spit
So, Hunter! (Yeah!) Adam! (Yeah!)
Has your frontman got the butt? (Hell yeah!)
I wanna spank it! (Spank it!) Spank it! (Spank it!)
Spank that lovely butt!
Davey got back!
His butt is round, and big
And when he’s throwin' a gig
I just can't help myself, I'm swooning like a fangirl
’Cause he rocks my world
I wanna pet your hair
And give you chattery toofisez
I ain't talkin' bout dentures
'Cause you’re not Grandma Davey yet
His hair’s been blond, and poofy
And even in ugly braids
Those things made me afraid
But now it’s long and deep conditioned
So I'm lookin' at his videos
Watchin' him cold in life’s throes
They’re totally devoid of bimbos
Like Britney Spears and J.Lo
Who is probably so jealous because her bum is
not half as pretty
And you know I don’t lie when I say he looks hot
With his makeup on
Davey got it goin' on
A lot of folks won't like this song
'Cause they think that I’m being offensive
But I don’t mean disrespect
I just know he’s the best
And I’m hopelessly obsessed
So, ladies! {Yeah!} Ladies! {Yeah!}
We know Davey’s hot as Hades {F*** Yeah!}
So say it loud! Yell it out!
Even straight boys have to shout
Davey got back!
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2004 6 May :: 4.10pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: TV Sounds
CHA CHA CHA CHIA
Well, I'm off to my dad's for the night. I'm off school tomorrow though. *rubs it in everyone' face*
Just kidding. I love you all. Oh yes, it's true.
I am torn between two lovers. I want the My Ruin shirt AND this London After Midnight shirt. (Look down)

I think I'll get that one later though. Sheesh.
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2004 5 May :: 3.36pm
:: Music: Speak & Destroy
"Cosmetic" - My Ruin
Elegantly wasted, and I can taste it
Here I sit, trying not to fake this gift of the beauty myth
I can't help but feel like this
Bored...of the beauty whore
Cos my body just wants more scars...and I can feel them
Wounds...I can't heal them
Red, bring my mouth to life
Black, revive my hair that's dyed
Makeup always helps me hide, what I don't like on the outside
Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight
I wish I may, I wish I might, have the wish I wish tonight
A birthday girl, a broken heart
You name the drama, she played the part
Long lost demons leave her godless
Like her powder leaves her flawless
Sugar coated heart shaped pout
Lipstick just distorts her mouth
Mascara puts her eyes to sleep, cos beauty's only skin deep
Bitch du jour served on a platter
She's so pretty, but does it matter?
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, but nobody told her
Mirror, mirror on the wall, watch her break and watch her fall
Stitch her smile, bruise her knees, Walk among her enemies
Blessed am I among women to live and love in such a beautiful temple
Blessed am I among women
Tairrie B. <333
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2004 5 May :: 6.07am
Birthday love
I'm getting this. *boastage*

OH YES. It owns me.
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2004 4 May :: 7.08am
My stepdad is supposed to be leaving today.
I'll bet $5 that it's only a month before that woman gets another boyfriend. I wish I had that luck!
I have testing today at school.
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2004 3 May :: 9.47pm
:: Music: Maps...in my head
Wow...today....hmm..well angela and tonya came over...and yeah....dad let her mix some stuff with her slushi and i had some so not imm warm and fuzzy...lol....no but really...im tired...and i lost my god damned english book...eh
Wait...they dont love you like i love you....Wait they dont love you like i love you...maaaAAaaaps MaaAAAps...wait...they dont love you like i love you....
yeah i have that song stuck in my head...eh
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2004 3 May :: 4.02pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: Dope Stars Inc.
Back biatches
I am back for good. =) I picked up my computer last night and ALL IS GOOD. MOOHA. I feel at home now. Damn this insane addiction. I love you all, and I am glad to be back.
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2004 1 May :: 8.25pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Sick of It All - The Distillers
It's my friggin' birthday y0
Hey everyone, I haven't updated in AGES. My computer at home has a virus, and I am supposed to be getting it back tomorrow, so it's all cool. I'm on my dad's right now. I just dropped in to say HELLO IT'S MY BIRTHDAY. Oh yes, it is. *dances* Party party. I love you all, and I hope to be back tomorrow.
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2004 30 April :: 8.14pm
:: Mood: disillusioned
:: Music: "Perfectly in My Way" - BallyRag
So... I haven't updated for a while....
At this point, I don't even find it rational to try to recall what's happened in the past week... I'll just go over the absolutely huge events. Last Thursday (22) @ the play rehearsal, we spent the whole evening doing characterization... two hours of that... I was really tired after that one. um... Saturday, went to the church play/musical rehearsal... lord I hope it goes well (the production is this Sunday, I don't exactly encourage you to come, though it would be a lovely and extraneous effort by y'all). Sunday: oh wow, the big day... I've been baptized and confirmed. I officially belong to a church (mind you, I still consider myself agnostic). Wednesday: went to the final youth group meeting for this season... we had a dance... I headbanged Kate in the boob. It was hilarious for the few (very few) moments before she fell over on the floor in complete pain. Also on Wednesday, B. (the overall director and leader of the drama department) came to watch our show. Kelly, who had not been there for two rehearsals, screwed his lines and his blocking... throwing the rest of us off... It was not a happy time. This Thursday (29) I decided that all hope of having a good leader in student government would be hopeless. I had even disbanded my thoughts of creating a nihilist terrorist group, realizing that that would not be considered civil disobedience, and thus, I would be expelled and possibly sent to counsling/JDC. I also became very angry with my history group (this continues today, though the anger is directed more at our teacher now) because our project may be due next Friday, but today was our last chance to work in class... we are making a powerpoint... the title slide is the only completed slide...
Skipping over the rest of yesterday (might I say, the end of the year has become the annual insanity of my life... I burst with creative energy, am generally limited/failed in school, people become even more superficial, and my passions become very fuzzy)...
Today, Friday, the Thirtieth of April, Two-thousand Four.
I don't think I've ever written that out before.
I came to school early (probably the last time this year) and did... well... not much. In English, we were working on decorating packages for our May Day (actually, day after) delivery for the Cadre (yet another service project)... Yes, well I just realized that about two months ago I was asked to write a letter for this, and I completely blew it off, just like Ms. Notti had expected. She, however, has not noticed this, and thus will be out on a limb Sunday, as I have too much homework to be able to spend time working on that. Also, I saw in the Hot Ticket that our ad for the show is in (center fold). How nice to know that Jordan (he represents our play) was in the front of the picture, as Reena looks like a big fuzzy column in the background. Anywho, I can tell you all that my show will definitely be on Thursday, and I believe Friday... but don't go by that until I tell you again, because I still haven't heard schedualling plans. Biology: we worked on taxonomy/dichotomy keys... wonderful... Math: equations with radicals... amazing....
And, at lunch today, I was informed that my vote for student body thusfar is only worth the expenditure of six Tootsie Rolls... suddenly I feel absolutely jipped, finding out that I have little over 20¢ (if that) of value to our student society :P. History: Cislo had to use the disk drive that our powerpoint was saved on... so we didn't get any work done today. Band: though I am likely to destoy many people in my band right now, I managed to enjoy today thoroughly. Spanish: clothing....
Health: the booters came today. I became really uneasy when I found out I was sitting five feet away from an ex-meth user (paranoid by nature) and self-proclaimed addict to violence (he was, apparently, a predator while in jail)...
And, for the relatively short (30min.) play rehearsal, I felt rather well about how I did today, unlike most instances thus far.
I'm not sure how many breaths I took while typing this... but it seems like not many... not that this is much relevance to you... you stalkers... you freaks who wish to know my life...
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2004 30 April :: 10.16pm
ross manning is dead........asthma attack......
*Sets the world ablaze and throws some roses into the fire*
i dont want to remeber today.
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2004 26 April :: 9.24pm
How do you trust people if you cant trust yourself?
Why do people insist on hurting the people the live on the same planet as?
Why is wealth more than survival?
Yeah...ive been depressed...since friday...crying every now and then..because its there.....dara..ashley...niki is basically not even talking to me cause im not important enough for her time...yeah....so im kinda just.....here...alone...with no one to confide in that i can completly and uterly trust...well ok 1 i think i can trust...due to how long ive know that person...but i havent talked to them like really talked in a few weeks....yeah
i dunno being attached dosent seem to important anymore.
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2004 22 April :: 7.19am
YAY I am now safe. My $2 was recieved. *dances*
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2004 21 April :: 2.56pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Plastic Passion - The Cure
Well my computer isn't being a whore anymore. I can get on it again. YAY. School was mediocre. See you all later, I might get on again at my dad's. <3
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2004 20 April :: 8.04pm
Another has been snagged in the net of @#%$^ yes...word is thingyed out to protect cirtain people *cough rochell cough*
Yes today was eh...im sick and the like so im all...ehhhhh...
I think im going to missoula with my family...damn..i wanted to go se something the 25th but cannot ...sorry....not that i was invited to it but hey it was an important thing in my family so i figured it must be the same for you (you know who you are!!!!)
The world seems to keep stopping in the middle of the worst moments...i had a moment during history in which i almost started to cry....eh the moment seemed to last an eternity..why i started to cry? i relised how much i cared for someone ive know since 4thish grade...and it sucked cause i knew he would never feel the same way back.
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2004 20 April :: 6.13pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Charlotte Sometimes.....again
"True Story" - The Internet Raped Me
RAWR. *kills internet* My computer is getting on my nerves. It won't let me on the internet. So I am on my dad's. And it is suprisingly fast today. *dances* I keep on thinking it's the weekend. It's only Tuesday. Arg. BUT I do get out an hour early tomorrow. *rubs it in everyone's face* I love early dismissals. Goodbye homeslices/buiscuts/peeps/h0mies/you.
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2004 20 April :: 7.10am
My $2 is in the mail as we speak. *dances* I have to go to school again. I want to go to back to bed. Arg.
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2004 19 April :: 3.58pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: "Charlotte Sometimes" - The Cure
Whenever I'm alone with you...
First day back wasn't so bad. It was just....plain. I'm going to send in my $2 today. I hope it gets there by May 8th. Well, I don't have too much to say, I'm going to my dad's tonight so I won't be online. See you all later. <3
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2004 19 April :: 7.24am
I don't wanna go to schooooool, don't make me. *clings*
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2004 18 April :: 10.27pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: "Y Control" - Yeahyeahyeahs
parents screw me... eww... incest
I was going to say how crappy my inability to locate myself is really a depressing subject. But then my mom came in, and I couldn't update... so this is all I'm saying.......... yay?
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2004 18 April :: 9.17pm
HURRAH
The Breakfast Club is on!!<3333
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2004 18 April :: 7.45pm
:: Music: "I Miss You" - Blink 182
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
My internet was being a whore earlier, but I think it's fine now. I'm over my *ahem*crying stage. I turned the Cure off. BUT THE SONGS ARE STILL STUCK IN MY HEAD. Ahh I love the "I Miss You" song by Blink 182. Now THAT'S making me all emo. I can't win! *angry*
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2004 18 April :: 11.12am
:: Music: 311 didn't do this any justice
Lovesong - The Cure <333
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again
However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you
*bawls eyes out*
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